— "What situations?"
I decided to share my stories with him.
— "Just a few weeks before Sebastian's death I was driving back home late at night from the university, and while I stopped at a red traffic light, two guys ran in front and to the door of my vehicle at gunpoint and wanted to get me out. I hit the gas, hit the one at my door with the side mirror, and hit the other one over my hood. I drove as fast as I could, turning around every block I could, and got to Sebastian's office, I knew the security at the main gate would help me."
— "Oh my dear Nabi! That's terrible!" — he kissed my hands.
— "And there was a night when I almost got mugged while jogging at the park in front of my building. A man came from behind and grabbed my right arm, forcing me to turn around... he had a knife. But he didn't count on that I'm left-handed and had it free, so I took advantage of the impulse of his tug and punched him, running my fist from below up to his nose. I think I broke it because he started bleeding. I ran as fast as I could and security at my building's lobby helped me."
— "Damn! You went through that too?"
— "There's more... on my last road trip to visit my Dad, I got 'chased' by a big truck for almost twenty miles, they would stay at my tail, then pass me and slow down in front of me. I would pass them and get between trailers or cars as many times as I could until I got to the next toll booth and asked for help."
Yoongi was looking at me with disbelief.
— "You see Babe... all those times the threat had a face, and I could defend myself somehow, even if I was shit scared I knew how to respond to the threats. But this time... I don't know how to respond, how to defend myself!"
— "But this time... you have us." — he kissed me so softly, trying to give me some comfort. — "Nae Nabi, let's take your mind off all this, come here." — he pulled me close and lifted me up bridal style, and took me to his room.
Even if at the moment I was feeling so overwhelmed with everything, Yoongi's method of getting my mind to forget the bad day was actually working (I must admit that I giggled as I just wrote this). He started to undress me slowly as he kissed every part he uncovered, he inhaled every trace of scent he could find on me and traced my tattoos with his finger. Then he started caressing my ribs right next to my left breast and said
— "Right here, our tattoo will be right here." — he kissed the spot he had just chosen and went up to kiss my nipple. I went into a state of ecstasy.
He kept kissing my breasts, my neck, my collarbone as he took my panties off and pulled his boxers off, then just looked at me with his beautiful dark eyes and whispered beautiful things in my ear.
— "I love you Nae Nabi, you make my heart fly away." — he moved over to open a drawer when I pulled his arm back to my chest, and he looked at me confused.
— "Babe, there's a confession I need to make..." — he was even more confused but remained silent. — "I've been on the pill for over a month now, besides, I'm on the safe days of my cycle."
— "Aahhh Nabi! Are you sure? Do you really...?" — his expression was priceless.
— "Neh, I really want to... please." — and, without hesitation, I guided him inside me.
— "Aahhhh Nabi, I can really feel all of you now... Nae Kkum!" — he started throbbing as he whispered into my ear. — "I love you, you're my dream, my everything"
And without stopping and completely synced in our moves, we both came to a perfect orgasm together.