Becky's Pov
That was fun. Haha soyaa is really cute when shes blushing.
And its so comfortable lying on her lap..
While she caress my hair. It makes me really sleepy.
But my sleepiness left me as i heard Rosé called her.
I suddenly got up and look at her.
P'Freen...
Then i remember what happened last night and i unconsciously touch my lips. She kissed me.
A smile formed on my lips as i remembered how soft her lips was. But my mood suddenly become dark.
As i saw a girl hugged Freen from the back and called her "wifey" .
The heck?
Then i look at Rosé. She looked at me too. She looks clueless as i am.
And when we set our eyes on those two again. Their gone
" Hey becky where did they go?" Rosé asked.
" you know that girl Becky? She's cute!" Lisa said. Then Jennie smacked her head.
Jisoo looks lost again but i ignored her.
I looked at Rosé and i new were thinking the same thing.
We left the living room saying some lame excuse. They dont seem to care tho. Coz they started to do what they are doing earlier.
As we got out from the dorm.
" Who the heck is that Rosé? Calling Freen her wife??" I asked in a furious tone.
Then i saw Rosé smile.
" Hey! Why are you smiling? I thought you like her too? Tsk"
I said while crossing my arms.
" Its just that you look so cute when youre jealous. And yes i like her. But i dont love her ok? I realized i love someone else. " she said then looked away.
Wait. What did she say?
" you what???? Rosé! Youre so red! " i said as i tried to make her face me.
" Becky! Stop it! " she said in her mad tone. But its obvious shes just acting.
And we just walked silently.
" Yah, rosé So whos the girl. "
I said to brake the silence.
" you know who it is. "
She said then looked down.
" eeeeehhhhh???"
" Hey dont react that way! Its embarrassing! And please dont tell anyone. "
She said in a serious tone.
" ok? Haha so my best friend is in love. Dont get jealous of me ok? Haha" i said then put my arm around her shoulders.
' Of course i wont! But please. Dont get too close to her. I might punch you one day for being so clingy over her. i actually wanted to do that earlier. "
She said then raised her closed fist.
" Woah chill ! Haha you know i love someone."
" haha yeah.. We are best friends. But then. Who is she? They look so close together. "
" you think so??"
She nodded.
" when i called freen and invited her to join us. Its obvious to her face that shes not in the mood and about to reject me. But then.. When that girl came she smiled. . . Just like now. "
she said then she stopped walking so i stopped too.
Shes looking at the park. And my eyes immediately shift to where shes looking at .. And there.
Freem and that girl. On the swing. Smiling at each other and.. . ..
holding each others hand.
And then..
" Waah! Really? I love you P'Nam!!" Freen shouted.
" I Love You too Waifey!!" that P'Nam Replied.
" Ah.. ouch Becky?"
Thats when i realized that i clutched Rosé shoulder so tight.
" S-Sorry" i said with out looking at her.
" B-becky.. Are you o-- "
" maybe we should go back. " i said then started to walk fast. And Rosé just followed silently.
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Freen's Pov
Im so happy! P'Nam is back! hihi
But she's so mean. she's back for about 2 months now but she didnt tell me..
" P'Nam! Why didnt you tell me that youre already back?"
she smiled at me and began swinging herself, still holding my hands.
i pouted.
" Haha i miss that waifey. i just want to surprise you and well.. ive been busy, transferring from there to my last school and transferring again HERE. "
my eyes went wide.
" You... you'll study here? at my school?"
i cant stop my self from grinning me and my best friend together again?
" Yup! so stop pouting. Ok! haha" then we started to laugh.
" I really missed you P'Nam!"
" I know. That's why i kept on nagging my parents to stay here for good. "
" Waah! Really? I love you P'Nam!"
i shouted. Im so happy shes back.
" I Love You too Waifey!!" She screamed it as her reply.
Then we begin to laugh again.
" Freen, you still have that?"
i looked at her. Then she pointed at my neck.
" Aaah.. This? "
Then showed her the necklace.
I just nodded. But i dont want to talk about it right now so i tried to changed the topic.
" So.. Where are you staying?"
" Hmm? Actually i tried to inquire in your dorm."
" Really?? Thats great!" But she pouted.
" Whats wrong?"
" Well sad to say.. Theres no more available room. "
" Aaaww! But thats ok. You can visit me anytime. Or i' ll visit you! And we're in the same school now! " i said cheerfully.
My whole day was great.
I toured her around our school. Then eat lunch together. Her treat! Then we went to her dorm. Its not that far. One bus ride.
Then she told me about something that i really didnt expect.
She and P'Mind! They are dating!
She said they met at the bus stop 3 weeks ago. And poof!
Love at first sight she said. Well.. She looks so happy so I'm happy for her too.
'' Freen! Where do we go next?" P'Nam asked. Then i looked at my watch.
9:30pm.
" ohh.. I dont think we can still go somewhere else. Its already 9:30 P'Nam" i said showing my watch.
" What? Aawww.. Ok , well .. See you tomorrow? At school?"
" Sure!" i said then she kissed my cheek.
" I'll be going now. Bye bye!"
" want me t--"
" I can manage P'nam. Haha see you tomorrow" i said then waved her good bye.
In less 15 mins i reached the dorm. And there i saw P'Mind waiting? In front of the entrance.
" Sawadee ka P'Mind " i said as i pass.
But she grabbed my arm.
" Lets talk. " she said when she point at the nearest bench.
We sat there and a total silence filled us.
" so.." P'Mind said.
I looked at her. Shes looking at the other side.
I smiled. I think i know what she wants to talk about.
" hmm?"
" You know each other."
she said not asking.
" Who?"
i said then she looked at me. I smiled.
" t-that girl earlier . The one who called you w-wifey. "
wow P'mind is.. Blushing.
" aahh. Yup! Why?"
" W-whats your .. "
"hhmm?" should i tease her? shes so cute. i never thought that PMind would act like this.
" Errrr "
" we know each other for about 5 years? haha P'Nam is cute right?"
i said smiling at her.
" No."
"eeehh?"
i said.. she doesnt think that P'Nam is cute?
" she's... Beautiful"
she said then looked away.
owh.. so.. for her P'nam is not cute but beautiful.
" hahaha"
i laughed coz i remember last time when a guy said the same thing she kicked his knee.
" Whats so funny? "
" I just remembered p'nam likes it more when people tells her that shes cute. the last time some one tried to court her and said she's not cute and that shes beautiful . she kicked him on his knee and rejected him. haha"
then i saw panic on P'Mind's eyes.
" But dont worry.. I think if its you who says it.. well.. i could imagine her grinning like an idiot and scream like crazy because of happiness when she gets home. "
"Eehh?" P'Mind said and gave me an expression that she dont believe me.
"Haha P'Mind trust me. want proof?"i said then she nodded. So i took my phone and dialed P'Nams number.
/calling P'Nam../
as soon as pnam answered it i pressed the loud speak button then looked at Pmind and gave her a wink.
" hello? waifey?? Something wrong? got home safely?"
she asked worriedly.
" Aww.. Pnam.. whats with those questions? im not a baby anymore. ok? but to answer you, nothings wrong and yup, im home, safe."
" good to know. so why'd you called? miss me?"
she said teasingly ..
" miss your face. . i just.. heard something. .. something i know you want to hear .. " i said and looked at pmind whos listening quietly.
" huh what is it? that you love me? i already know that. haha"
she said jokingly.
" your face! haha its about Pmind.."
then we heard her cleared her throat.
" o-ok.. What about her?"
It obvious that shes nervous. Haha pnam so cutee. Shes really inlove.
" Well.. Dont be so nervous .. i just heard she said.. She thinks your not cute. . "
"IM NOT WHAT?? FREEEN.. ARE YOU SURE ABOUT THAT??"
" Hey! Dont shout! Im not done yet!"
i said then laugh..
" ok.. Continue you meanie. "
" haha crazy. Im not. And please stop it. I know youre pouting right now. Ok back to the topic. Pmind said youre beautiful. "
"r-really?"
"you know im not a liar."
i said in a serious tone.
then the other line went suddenly silent ..
Pmind poked my arm..
then i mouthed..
just wait.
And she nodded..
then after a few minutes...
" Freeeen. KYAAAAA!!! did she really say that?? My Gosh!! Mind said im beautiful???? For real??"
" Ka, for real"
"Oh my gosh!! Freeen!! Kyaaa! Im so happyyyyyy!! "
" Well then if that so... Maybe you should treat me lunch for the whole week! For my information."
" sureeeeee!!!! Kyaaa! Ey freen . I think i gotta go.. I'll text her!!"
She already ended the call.
" See? Haha "
Pmind didnt answer.. Shes so red and unconsciously took out her phone.
" oohh. That. Dont expect her to really text you tonight.
"
" huh? Why?"
" Well... For sure she hadn't stopped giggling yet and when she does she'll fall asleep."
I said then stood up. She just looked at me.
" I should go now. I'm a bit sleepy. And by the way thank you. Because of you ill have free lunch for the whole week! And if you dont know yet pnam will attend our school starting tomorrow."
then i left her with her eyes wide open with shock and with excitement and walked straight to our room.
as i entered our room. i expected that Becky is in the living room watching t.v.
but shes not there the room is so quiet. I just went straight to my own room. Then sat on the chair in front on my study table.
i opened then drawer and pulled out a small box. Then i removed my necklace.
i stared at it. A simple silver necklace. with a thin rectangular shape pendant.
and..
F♡B
was written on it. and at the back it says.
F&B.ForInfinity(4.8)
I just know someone gave this to me. But Who? I know F was me. Freen.. But B? Who are you?
i have no idea, but i know. This thing is so important to me.
That day. Five years ago. . When i was hit by a car. And woke up on the hospital.
I immediately asked where my necklace is. Coz when i held my neck. It wasnt there.
Then i thought to my self. Do i really have a necklace? I dont know.
But then my Mom gave it to me and started to asked What had happened.
i didnt know what to say. They said i went to the park near our village to meet someone. Like i always do every weekends.
But i dont exactly remember.
i dont remember anything. Anything About what happened that day. About those weekends they say i go to the park to meet someone.
it was so frustrating. Remembering everything except for those few weekends of my life.
the doctor said maybe those weekends and that accident is so depressing to me thats why my brain decided to erase those memories . Brains defences mechanism he says. Or that i keep on thinking about those moments before the accident happened thats why they are the only thing i forgotten.
which is i dont understand. if the last thing is true. Then why will i forget it if i keep on thinking about it..
And what frustrates me more is that. I know.. Those lost memories of mine were important. Really important to me.
Because ever since that day.
I know. Theres a big empty space inside my heart. That i didnt know how to fill up.
And no matter how hard i tried to remember. I cant.
All i can manage to remember is the blurry image of a girl. Giving me this necklace.
Who are you?
i clutched the necklace tightly before keeping it inside the box and decided to sleep.