/back to 2025/
Carina was lying in the middle of the bed. The music had not stopped, it was still playing, it had continued when they had made love and it was still playing, like a background, quite low.
Maya's head was resting on the top of her chest and the Italian was staring at the ceiling, stroking her girlfriend's hair mechanically.
The music that was playing was It's All Coming Back To Me Now by Celine Dion.
'There were nights when the wind was so cold
That my body froze in bed
If I just listened to it right outside the window
There were days when the sun was so cruel
That all the tears turned to dust
And I just knew my eyes were drying up forever
I finished crying in the instant that you left
And I can't remember where or when or how
And I banished every memory you and I had ever made
But when you touch me like this
And you hold me like that
I just have to admit
That it's all coming back to me
When I touch you like this
And I hold you like that
It's so hard to believe but
It's all coming back to me
It's all coming back
It's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things I'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than any laws allow
Baby, baby
If I kiss you like this
And if you whisper like that
It was lost long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you want me like this
And if you need me like that
It was dead long ago
But it's all coming back to me
It's so hard to resist
And it's all coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
But it's all coming back
There were those empty threats and hollow lies
And whenever you tried to hurt me
I just hurt you even worse and so much deeper
There were hours that just went on for days
When alone at last we'd count up all the chances
That were lost to us forever (Forever)
But you were history with the slamming of the door
And I made myself so strong again somehow
And I never wasted any of my time on you since then
But if I touch you like this
And if you kiss me like that
It was so long ago
But it's all coming back to me
If you touch me like this
And if I kiss you like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
It's all coming back, it's all coming back to me now
There were moments of gold
And there were flashes of light
There were things we'd never do again
But then they'd always seemed right
There were nights of endless pleasure
It was more than all your laws allow
Baby, baby, baby
When you touch me like this
And when you hold me like that
It was gone with the wind
But it's all coming back to me
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
If you forgive me all this
If I forgive you all that
We forgive and forget
And it's all coming back to me now
When you see me like this
And when I see you like that
Then we see what we want to see
All coming back to me
The flesh and the fantasies
All coming back to me
I can barely recall
But it's all coming back to me now
And when you kiss me like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And when I touch you like that
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if you do it like this
(It's all coming back to me now)
And if we'
Carina's heart, which had regained some semblance of serenity, began to drum in her chest again while she was still stroking Maya's hair, her eyes lost in the confusion.
The blonde had felt the Italian's body tense under her weight. She didn't dare move, did Carina realize what they had just done, what they had just shared, and was she panicking?
She knew the body and the heart of the Italian on the end of the fingers and she knew that these beats there, were not those after making love, it was not those after a I love you, or after a moment of true love, a glance, a caress.
She had taken her courage in both hands and had raised her head towards Carina who was illuminated by the lights of the street on one side, and the echo Show on the other.
- "love?"
The lack of pressure had brought the brunette out of her trance state. Her hand had fallen to the back of Maya's neck.
"Car'... Are you okay?" Asked the worried blonde.
-"Yes" she said with a sincere smile.
- "you ... You look... Anxious..."
-"It's not about what we just did... Maya, this was the best time I ever had... And not just with you... When you touch me like this ... And when you hold me like that" she had taken the lyrics of the song. "That was my best time, and just because of the importance and emotion of that moment, it will remain the best time of my life forever."
- "but you ... You were calm and I felt your heart and your body..."
-"I don't know why, I thought of the moment when your father found out about us".
- "I can't apologize enough for the way he treated you"
- "bambina, it's not about that, and I don't like the way he treated you either... I think I dread seeing him again..."
- "if you don't want to ... My mother will be understanding."
- "yes yes yes I want ... I want to make him shut his mouth ... When we saw each other in two-thousand-and-two... We knew it was for four days ... But now he'll see that his 'I just have to grit my teeth until July' he can shove it up his ass and that you and I are for life."
- "you don't have to heat up an Italian girl".
- "to heat... As you do it... Sì ... Him... No"
- "so you don't regret?"
-"Never... Just before my mind came to this moment... I thought about the new year eve... And the fact that at the time you wore a thong for me and ... I never got to see you wear it... I was so focused on giving you a hard time and driving you crazy and at midnight wanting to drive you crazier..."
- "it was... Pretty... Sensational... But you've made up for it in the last few days..."
- "and I thought about... The car... And Valentine's Day..."
- "oh, so you didn't just have unpleasant thoughts"
- "really not..."
Maya had put her elbow on the mattress, and raised herself a little to put her face level with the Italian's.
- "really not?"
-"bambina, you and I have... it was really... Really good... I know we talked about it when we saw each other. I asked you... I told you that you and I were good... But that's an understatement... We did it so much... We did it all the time... Really all the time... I've never made love with anyone like I did with you... And I'm not just talking about the frequency or the intensity. I never trusted, as I did, as I do, trust you, with you; I could have done anything with you then, and I still could today."
Maya had passed her hand over the Italian's cheek and she had come to kiss her.
Carina had lifted herself up and she had come to push on her body to come and stand over her girlfriend.
"Love, you know I went a really long time without making love and I just relived a lot of moments ... Really many moments of us in the past... While I was stroking your hair... And, and can I be honest with you?"
-"I'm afraid... But go ahead..."
- "I once told you that you were far too talented for a sixteen year old... And that I was afraid of what it would mean for the future... And, mamma mia I was right... If we get through the first two times of this night, where it was exceptional... Because well it's been a long time and it's you and me... And I know it's not fair because for me it's been a long time, but you're really... Really even better than when we were young. And we're adults... And I've gone most of my adult life without having sex and I feel like a teenager again, I've spent many days not being able to... Do it, but wanting you... And now that we've finally made love... And thinking about everything we've done together-"
- "the pool table..."
-"Dio mio ... The pool table was ... Something..."
-"the baseball jersey..."
- "I have to admit that these two times are in my top five... From our first year together"
- "all our times are exceptional"
- "I know it's been a long time and it wasn't supposed to be either-"
- "don't believe that Carina-"
- "Maya I know you must have been more excited about me finally touching you, than about the way I-"
- "no, really, don't believe that... It was really exceptional. And it had nothing to do with you finally touching me... You didn't lose anything at all... It was wonderful."
- "so you don't... Cut me any more, please... I was just saying, now that we've finally made love... And to think of all the things we've done together in the past... I want you, really... Very much... Again... And I'm afraid I can't stop... Like back then... I think I became a mother, and I stopped having sex at some point and I didn't experience the period when you become an adult and you become more reasonable with sex... And I feel like I'm back to being a teenager, that I'm going to have a hard time becoming reasonable, not jumping on you at every turn."
While talking Carina had been running her hand over her cheek, down her neck, over her upper chest, over her breast.
- "it's not a matter of being a teenager or not having learned to hold back... It's just that... With you, I can't either, I never could and I don't know how you can... not when you love like I love you. It's as if... I didn't know how else you're supposed to love, how to say it... How to express it... So I still want you too, hours, days, forever... And I don't know how I'll be able to resist you... I never could"
- "ti amo, ti amo tanto bambina" had simply replied the Italian by coming to slide her hand on the side of the blonde and coming to kiss her. "I would never regret having Charlie, but I would never understand how I could have someone else in my bed after you... You are the only person who has given me a sense of absolute security. I really trust you..."
- "What happened?" Maya asked worriedly as she ran her hand over the Italian's cheek.
- "nothing promised, it's just that I've never been in love with anyone but you... And I've always been afraid that a boy would find out, and I've never been able to be with anyone like I've been with you, and now it's like I could be me again, loved again live again, because I'm not afraid of having to think of someone else, because you were that someone else, to say your name out loud, to make love in a way, carefree, if I can say it like that... And if I couldn't be me, not one hundred percent, it was because I couldn't forget you, couldn't get past you... And without being able to be me freely, there was not this closeness, this intimacy, and thus this confidence... But I reassure you, I was never forced to do anything... Or what you seem to have understood... It's just that, it can be just you, since our first time. Since that moment your arms have become my favorite place in the world."
- "I love you, and you say such beautiful things to me and I'm just stuck on the fact that you just gave me your new first time, and I feel like the luckiest woman in the world. I love you... And I think all your rhetoric took the words right out of my mouth, you said it all... and even though I didn't... stop..." She had struggled to say it.
- "I wouldn't have wanted you to stop... To have a sex life... I only stopped because of the situation... Although it would be romantic to say I stopped for you... But if I don't take into account that I want to get rid of all these women, I wouldn't have wanted that for you."
-"but in a way I feel bad about it... And believe me, even if I haven't been without a relationship for as long as you have... What we have shared is just as important to me as it is to you... I am like you, you are the first and only woman I have ever slept with and made love to fully naked, you are the only woman I have ever said I love you to, you are the only woman I have ever made love to for hours on end and made love to with the frequency and intensity we had, if I may borrow your words... The intimacy that you and I had, I didn't have with anyone."
- "is that true?"
- "of course it's true my love, how was I supposed to experience with another what you and I shared? We share. You are the only one, the only one and that since the moment you took me in your arms, at the bottom of this escalator"
- "you're gonna make me melt with love"
-"The first kiss, the first night, the first song that made you cry
The first look in your eyes when I said, "I love you"
I can still feel the butterflies from when we stumbled home that night
I can't wait to make a million more first times"
{Ed Sheeran - first time}
Carina had come to kiss her girlfriend again. Her hand had tightened its grip on Maya's breast, where it was just resting.
The blonde had then slipped her tongue into the mouth of her companion. She was no longer afraid now that the Italian takes hierlegs to her neck, not after this conversation about what they represented and the importance of intimacy in their couple, as the only way powerful enough, and yet, not enough for their taste, to be able to reveal their feelings.
- "bambina... I want to... To do something that, that I haven't done since, for a long time..." said Carina, stepping back slightly.
The captain had then risen and kissed her again as an answer, her hand had left the cheek of the Italian and she had slid down her back, to her buttocks.
The hand of the Italian had left her breast and had come on the jaw of her girlfriend, to make her move back.
"Maya..." Her thumb had gone over the blonde's cheek and they had both opened their eyes.
"I'm madly in love with you... I feel like my heart is going to explode, when you hold me like this, and your hands caress me like this and kiss me like this." Her thumb had passed over the firefighter's lips and she had come to kiss her again, this time pushing the blonde slightly, so that she would get back on her back completely, before coming to lie on top of her.
Her hand had then slid on Maya's body, the side of her breast, her side, her hip, the top of her thigh.
"Bambina, knowing you and feeling you naked under my body, if you knew how much I wanted it. The second I laid eyes on you in that gymnasium, I wanted to run to you and kiss you... In my mind I did... And now I'm naked on top of you, and your hands are caressing me..."
Carina's hands had come to plant themselves in the mattress on either side of Maya, her mouth had come to rest on her jaw and her teeth had come to nibble against her protruding bone.
Then her lips had moved down her neck, then to the top of her chest, between her breasts, as the blonde's breathing had quickened, and so had her heartbeat.
The mouth of Carina had gone down against her belly and she had let her teeth pass on some of her abdominal.
"You are even more sexy, that in, my, memories" specified she whereas her hand had come to rest on the side of the American.
Maya had passed her two hands on her face. She felt like moaning at the lips of the brunette on her body, but she tried to restrain herself, it was only lips on her belly; her teeth had sunk into her flesh and when Carina's tongue had passed over the top of her groin, at the level of her lower abdomen, she had not been able to hold back the sound of satisfaction that had left her throat.
The Italian had wanted to smile, she knew that this moan was for her. She could have teased Maya a little longer, kissed the inside of her thighs, made her tongue travel from the inside of her knee to her sex, bitten the inside of her leg, passed her hands over her thighs; but she didn't feel like it, it wasn't a question of giving Maya more desire, but of giving them both what they had wanted for so long.
Carina had put her hand over her head and pulled her hair to one side, while her face had come close to the blonde's crotch.
She had placed her lips on her anatomy and one of her hands had slid under the blonde's thigh to lift her leg, holding Maya's lower buttock against her shoulder, and her hand on the underside of her leg. The blonde had rolled her eyes and sunk her teeth into the inside of her tight lips; this was way too sexy, Carina was still holding her thigh.
The brunette's tongue had found its way between the blonde's folds and she had moaned as she moved her pelvis forward. Her second leg had risen slightly and the Italian had then passed an arm underneath to come and put her hand on the top of Maya's thigh.
She had started to kiss the sex of the captain as if she was kissing it on the mouth, harmonizing the gesture of her tongue and her lips. She could feel the blonde making barely perceptible movements of her hips.
Carina had clamped her hand on the top of Maya's thigh and a moan had left her mouth. This one had reasoned against the clitoris of the blonde and this last one had come to put her hand on that of the Italian on her thigh, tightening her catch.
The hand of the brunette had left the lower part of the thigh of Maya and had slipped on her hip, then on her side, until one of her breasts.
Her fingers had tightened and the captain's pelvis had moved a little further forward.
Carina's mouth had intensified her kisses and she had felt Maya's hand slide through her hair, just as she had released a heavy moan.
The firefighter had enjoyed this moment she had waited for, for a long time, she had always liked the way Carina took care of her. She loved how the Italian made love to her, all her ways of doing it. And knew that the brunette liked to have her taste on her tongue, her tongue which had just come to attack with more fervor on her clitoris, making her a little more avid.
The hand of the trainer had slid again on the body of Maya, coming to take her hip in her grip and tighten her fingers on her skin.
A new moan had left her throat and the two hands of Carina had tightened on her body, making raise slightly the body of the Italian on hers, and press a little more her mouth on her sex. The brunette had moaned in turn, licking Maya had always made her the same effect.
The captain had felt her orgasm forming in her lower belly, she didn't care if Carina's neighbors could hear her. She moaned with the pleasure she felt, without any restraint. She pronounced the name of the Italian again and again.
She had pushed one last time her basin towards the brunette and her toes had tightened. A wave of heat had gone down in her body and a discharge had traversed each nerve of her anatomy.
Her hand had slackened on the head of Carina and she had felt the fingers of the Italian one to do the same on her body. Quickly, while they took again their breath, the brunette had gone up on the body of the blonde.
She had caressed the cheek of the firefighter before coming to kiss her. Then her hand had left her face and she had come to take the hand of Maya, to direct her towards her intimacy.
-"It always makes me the same effect" whispered Carina against her lips, before placing her legs on each side of those of the blonde, her knees in the mattress and to go up slightly against her body.
Maya's fingers had slid against her vulval slit and the Italian had come to rest her hand against the base of her girlfriend's throat. She had felt three fingers begin to enter her, and her hand had then slid from her throat to her neck. She had pushed with her second hand on the bed, to get up and pull her hand into the back of the captain's neck, to make her come with her. Her second hand had come to rest against the back of her head, in her hair and her fingers had tightened as they still kissed.
The blonde had penetrated the brunette.
"This is going to be very quick Maya... I could have cum while licking you..."
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When they woke up the next day, they only had the sheet on. They were naked, Carina lying on top of Maya, their legs intertwined, one of the blonde's hands on the brunette's buttock, the other on her shoulder blade and the Italian's on the blonde's breast, the other under her body.
The brunette had opened her eyes, then had lowered them on her hand, the one put on the breast of the blonde and had had an enormous smile.
-"It made me the same effect" made Maya who had felt the reaction of her girlfriend on the top of her breast.
Carina had blushed before raising her head, resting her chin on the blonde's brachial plexus.
-"It was even more wonderful than in my imagination" she replied, running her fingers against her nipple.
-"I love you Carina, it was undoubtedly the most beautiful night of my life."
Maya raised her head and came to kiss the forehead of the brunette.
They finally got up, put something on and went to the kitchen to have breakfast.
Carina was preparing scrambled eggs, while the blonde had her eyes lost on her long legs, thinking about their night.
- "said..." Started the Italian as she turned around, spatula in hand, wearing nothing but a somewhat loose shirt. Maya had been surprised in her action and had raised her eyes to the Italian's face, blushing.
- "yes?!" She made with the voice that derails.
-"You have the right to look at me... Don't act like I caught you doing something you had no right to do... The ball I gave you... Where is it?"
- "uh..."
- "did you sell it? It doesn't matter if you did... I'd rather that than you telling me you burned it when you heard about my wedding."
- "it is... It's at... It's at the bank"
- "huh?!"
- "in the bank... In a safe-deposit box... Along with something else, my grandmother's necklace that we had, that ridiculous half heart that I dared to give you..."
- "stop it! I love this necklace and even if today it looks a bit... Dorky, at the time it was very cool. And why at the bank?"
- "because that's where you put your most precious things... And I didn't want to be asked where all these objects came from... Who the autograph was about... And then as a firefighter, I don't spend much time at home, so I wanted to, the, protect... You never know about thieves... All that."
- "the most precious thing you have?"
- "I know it sounds... Smooth, when you say it like that... But that's all I had left of you... So yes, most precious... What about yours?"
- "the jersey, the cap... And other things, its at my mother's house. The two necklaces are... In my jewelry box, you know those boxes with a secret drawer under a ballerina... They are there... The one of grandam Gaga it's easy to wear... But the half heart... It looks cheesy now, at my age. But I have to go to my mother's soon... I'll get them back" she had turned back to the cooking piano, "maybe... You could come with me... Finally meet her for real..."
Maya had walked over and put her hand under Carina's shirt and placed it on her stomach.
- "Do you want to introduce your girlfriend to your mamma, amore mio?" She asked to tease her.
The brunette had then slipped her hand on hers, but over the shirt.
- "no, the woman of my life"
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Ciao!
Back in 2025, this was much asked. I hope the end of the night has more. Carina did not run away !
xx
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