Jhene Aiko "Comfort Inn Ending" playing
One, two, one two
Thought I told you not to trust these hoes
Say they love you, when you know they don't
Say they will, but shit, you know they won't
Yeah, you hear me, you don't feel me, though
And you are not the only one
You are not the only one, yeah
You are not the only one
You are not the only one
Okay, fuck it
It was Dominik, David, Braden
All of them did the same to you
Marquis and Sean and Brian
All of them had they way with you
Ever so often you get lost and miss out on everything
"Breathe in and out." My instructor said.
I liked meditation class, it was one way I found peace.
"How do you feel?"
"I feel calm."
"Are you relaxed Yanyria?"
"I'm relaxed a little, I just have a lot going on in my head."
"Well whatever is going on, let it out."
"It's not so simple to let it out."
"You wanna talk about it one on one?" "It's just you and I until my nephew comes."
"We can."
"Well what is it?"
"I'm still in love my children's father." "I didn't wanna admit it but I don't think I can stop loving him."
"It's not just I have love for him, but I love him."
"And he put me through so much pain and suffering that you would think that I'm crazy for still being in love with him."
"No I wouldn't think you're crazy Yanyria."
"What pain did he put you through?"
"Um he abused me."
"Physically, emotionally, and sexually."
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"GET THE FUCK OFF ME DAYVON!"
"Get the fuck off you?!"
"Fuck you kicked me in my face bitch!"
"D..Dayvon you hurting.. me stop."
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This how you gone be with yo son?"
"Duh."
"You think I ain't gone be here for my kid?"
"No.. what, I never said that Dayvon."
"That's what you thinking though."
"No Dayvon.. no I'm not."
"Yeah yo ass let people get in yo head bout me and that's the problem."
"I know you gone be here for our baby.. Dayvon."
"I wasn't trying to make you upset Dayvon my bad."
"It's always yo bad or you sorry."
"Dayvon I'm sorry!"
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"You stoop this low fucking my cousin!"
"I fucking hate you!" "I hate you I hate you!"
Yanyria!" "Ma im sorry!" Dayvon
"Come on don't take my son away.. that shit foul as hell!"
"Dayvon leave me alone!"
"You don't give a fuck about Daylen when you cheat Dayvon so get the fuck away from the door!"
"I swear I was thinking about you while I was with her that hoe ain't mean nothing to me ma I'm sorry."
"Y-you're gonna regret everything you put me through I promise you." "I'm taking my baby, myself, and my time and energy and I'm leaving yo ass."
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You a hoe."
"A HOE?!"
"Dayvon you cheated on me multiple times including with my cousin Miracle and you want call me a hoe!"
"Get the fuck off me!"
"You fucked anotha nigga bitch fuck you!"
"Dayvon fuck you too I hate you!"
"Go the fuck inside!"
"You get mad when I pull a you on you you serious?!"
"Move bruh go!"
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"Why the fuck you make shit so difficult?!"
"I'm tryna help yo ass you a ungrateful ass bitch!"
"UNGRATEFUL?!"
"Nigga I ain't tell you snatch me up out the club you chose to do that the fuck!"
"Slow down the fucking car Dayvon!"
"Stop being a hoe then ima slow down my car!"
"Fuck you Dayvon I wish I would've never had a baby by yo dog ass!"
"Fuck you too bitch you should've got a abortion then hoe I ain't make you keep shit!"
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Who the fuck that nigga was?"
"Nobody to me Dayvon please stop!"
"You gone lie to my fuckin face bitch!"
"Dayvon nothing h-happened between me and him I-I p-promise."
"I-I'm p-pregnant."
"Baby prolly ain't een mines."
"Dayvon, you're the only one I b-been with h-how could you say this to me."
"I don't want no mo kids by you get rid of that shit!"
"N-No!"
"No?"
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"Dayvon what-.."
"I'm here for my son."
"You heard what the judge said in court."
"You think I care bout that shit."
"I gave you Daylen, so he mines too."
"And if you call yo self tellin them folks I violated my restraining order ima kill yo ass."
"And I mean it."
"You might as well get that shit taken off."
"Dayvon give me my baby."
"Give me my baby!"
"Come yo ass hea."
"Dayvon get off me!"
"MOVE VON!"
"Calm yo ass down."
"Shut the fuck up."
"Get off me.."
"Get off me.."
"Dayvon get off me!"
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"DAYVON STOP!"
"911 what's your emergency?"
"He's trying to kill me."
"Who ma'am?"
"My children's father."
"He's shooting at me through the bedroom door I'm scared, my baby is a new born and in the living room."
"My son is in his room."
"BITCH OPEN THIS DOE!"
"Please please I don't think I'm gonna make it out of here alive please just send help."
"Yanyria you got five seconds to unlock this room door before I start blasting."
"Please hurry up."
"Okay ma'am our unit is on their way."
"How long this man is trying to end my life."
"AHHHHHH FUCKKK!"
"YOU AIN'T GOIN NO WHERE!"
"Dayvon get off of me!"
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"Yanyria what age did you start being abused like this?"
"Sixteen."
"He was twenty one."
"Yanyria I'm so sorry you had to endure that amount of pain at such a young age."
"It's okay."
"But it's not okay you were groomed and taken advantage of by a grown man."
"You were a child."
"It's not normal for a sixteen year old child to be in a sexual relationship with a twenty one year old man."
"Especially not a abusive one."
"You also allowed him access to your womb to have his children."
"Why didn't you ever—."
"I didn't know how."
"With all due respect I would've never allowed my child to be preyed on by a man your parents they—."
"My parents kicked me out of their home and I and I chose to go by him."
"I was young and vulnerable and had just been dumped by my boyfriend and I had just had an abortion."
"Who was the child for?"
"It was his."
"But at the time, he didn't think I should have a baby so I was convinced to get an abortion."
"But I got pregnant again with our son."
"Yanyria everyone around you could have did something, but they didn't."
"Your parents, your sister, anybody."
"You were a child, children are gonna make mistakes but I would never kick my child out to go live under a man's roof to be beat on and raped."
"They didn't know I was being abused."
"But they knew you didn't have anywhere to go."
"And even if you would've went by a family member you're their child no one else was responsible for you."
After three years reality finally hit.
*Knocks*
"Tyson."
"Aunt Tamera."
"Yanyria this is my nephew Tyson, Tyson this is Yanyria."
"We've met before." I said.