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Eros Nyebe Haspen's P.O.V.
Lord kung totoo pi yung mala fairytale na love story ko please wag nyo na pi bawiin?
Nung mapagod me sa pagiikot sa garden nila inaya ko na si kuy--kaden na kumain kasi nagutom na pi ako ~^~
Akala ko nung una we'll be going home na pero mali pala me! Inaya nya ako doon sa kahoy made na house nila, parang sinauna pi talaga! Baka bahay pi to ni jose rizal? jokeee gutom lang pi talaga me.
So ayun nga pi. Dinala nya me doon sa dining room nila tapos may food na sa mesa *-* sinangag, longganisa, tapa, egg, bacon and creamy mushroom soup huhu mainit pa tapos ano pinaghila niya me ng upuan! Feel ko ang special ko pi T-T why sya ganito? Napanood niya ba sa movie na nakakaattract lalo pag ganito yung guy? Kasi if yes grabe mas magaling ata siya sa mga napanood ko >-< 10000 x pa na mas gwapo huhu lord bad joke to pag di siya naging akin! Please ipilit natin!
Habang kumakain kami panay lagay siya sakin ng food pag paubos na yung nasa plate ko, di ko sure kung kikiligin ako o iisiping patay gutom tingin sakin neto pero okay lang gutom pa me eh ^-^
"K-kaden hindi ba pupunta dito mga kamag anak mo?" Gagsti muntik na matawag na kuya hehe sorry na mga flamingming nasanay eh.
Nagtanong na me ang awkward pi kasi pag tahimik masyado.
He'll tell me naman if nadadaldalan na pi siya sakin di ba?
"I told them i'll bring you here" nanlaki eyes ko sa sinabi niya.
He told them..na dadalhin niya me dito? Which means na sinabi niya na nagdate kami? Ibig sabihin alam nila bel and the other alexander....THE ALEXANDER KNOWS IM IN A DATE WITH ONE OF THEIR HEIR?! Yep im dead. Im pretty sure im dead huhu mga flamingo bat ganito naman tong crush ko eh minsan shunga shunga.
"Why mo sinabi!? What if ipatawag nila me tapos offeran ng one billion to stay away from you? Anlaking money non pano kung umoo ako! im marupok kaden naman eh!" okay maybe edi ko naman pi tatanggapin yung offer pero what if yung gamit yung connection nila alisan nila me ng scholarship?! My mom will kill me!
Binatawan ko na yung spoon and fork ko cause i lose appetite na--- i look back down sa food ko cutting all my thoughts off.
Okay maybe not.
I grab my spoon again and eat a spoonfull of fried rice before biting on my langgonisa chewing agressively while glaring at him.
Okay kabado me and nagtatampo pero masarap yung food!
Masama nagtatapon ng food okay pi ba?
His eyebrow furrowed na para bang confuse sa sinabi ko. Tinaasan pa nya me ng isang kilay. Grr. Di ba sya nanonood ng mga teleserye or movie sa iflix?
I swallow what i was chewing before drinking on my now not so hot milk that he made me before he starts eating kahit pa na i told him di naman need but he insist.
Hindi niya me pinansin nung sinabi kong wag na, apaka niya na pi talaga.
When wala ng bara ang aking air way sinagot ko yung silent question nya, i mean di naman me stupid para di mabasa sa eyes niya na confuse siya sa mga sinabi ko pi kanina "Di ba sa mga movie ganun? Syempre mayaman ka and im not kaya oofferan nila me para layuan ka kasi di nila me gusto para sayo ganun pi yon" i explain with matching hand gestures pa para lang magets niya.
Pero lalo lang nagkadikit kilay niya.
Lord ganito pi ba talaga pag super duper rich?
"First of all you're family are on a high status as well, second of all my family loves you and third..." now his eyes slowly lit up na pinagtaka ko well not until he spoke his next salita "....are you implying that we're already lovers?" His lips lift up in a smirk.
My whole brain just short circuit. Hindi...my mind immediately replayed my own words and to ng horrification, i was basically implying nga na lovers kami!
Nybe nakakahiya ka teh! Kastigo ko to myself cause why not! My brain and thoughts my rules okay pi ba!
Nafeel ko literal yung pag akyat ng heat sa face ko usto ko na pi magpalamon sa lupa T-T
"Hindi no! Ezample ko lang pi yon kasi napanood ko kasi sa movie ganun" Tanggi ko even tho knows ko na that im caught redhanded.
In my defence naman pi hindi me nagiisip before speaking yan tuloy napahamak me >▪︎<
"You still implied, i dont mind nyebe im sure we'll get there soon enough" parang nangaasar na kalmado na parang ewan niyang sabi pa.
Huhu lord nalilito na me, nagpapanic na din pi
My eyes widen even more dahil sa words niya, yung heart ko anlakas na ng beat at ambilis din parang gusto niya ng kumawala sa ribs ko mga teh dapat na ata me magpacheck up soon.
Napapadalas na yung ganito sa heart ko, feel ko pi i cant breath properly na whenever im around him..kaden alexander.
I avoided his gaze and instead focus on my food bago sumubo ng sumubo ng kanin at ulam until even my cheeks are round kasi andaming food sa mouth ko and its hard to chew na.
Di ko na pi alam sasabihin ko mga flamingming..madaldal naman me since birth pero why ako naiispeechless lagi pag si kuya kaden na kausap ko?
Crush ko lang---well more than a crush na pi pero not parin right!
He laugh when i didnt answer.
Tumawa pi siya tapos super sattractive ng laugh niya...its so deep and soft yet baritone. Shemay ang gwapo pati ng tawa.
Anak mo din ako lord pero yung laugh ko parang may galit ka nung binigay mo sakin T-T
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After naming mag eat and magligpit ng plates na pinagkainan namin, naglakad lakad kami ulit sa garden nila.
But this time pi our hands and fingers are intertwined, im scared nga na baka marinig nya yung pag dug dug ng heart ko.
I want to hold his hand din naman pi cause its so warm and a bit rough pero what if pawisan yung kamay ko tapos mandiri siya? Baka iuncrush nya na me nyan!
Pero ayaw niya naman pakawalan hand ko kaya no choice...hoooo! Okay nyebe calm lang dapat be happy nalang na nihahawakan niya hand mo, malay mo baka wala ng next time di ba?
My heart shrink sa sarili kong thoughts, e-be naman eh! Kastigo ko to myself when have i became so nega ba?
"Stop thinking nyebe i can feel your frustration" sambit niya bigka kaya napatingin ako sa kanya.
Luh mind reader ba talaga siya? Kala ko pi ba joke joke lang yon.
nakatingin na siya sakin, lagi nya yan ginagawa di nya pi ba alam na everytime he does that im in a midst of a heart attack lalo?
"Your face says it all nyebe im not reading your mind" sambit niya habang amuse na nakangiti.
It made me gulp kasi yung titig niya para bang nangaakit? Gagi e-be nu yan? Bata ka pa!
I huff feelong stupid nang slight "sorry naman pi no not naman me katulad mo na no facial expression hmp"
He just smile and shake his head still looking at me na parang may kung ano sa mata niya na i cant really read.
Alam ko naman pi not ko kaya basahin siya like always pero may iba kasi sa eyes niya.
Its more....alive?
It was around five nung inaya ko na siya umuwi, nagtext na kasi si mommy na uuwi na pala sila earlier kesa sa sinabi nila.
Hinatid niya pa talaga me sa house namin kahit ayaw ko sana baka kasi magpang abot pa sila ni mommy. Huhu yare pi ako syempre.
Buti pumayag siya na sa medyo malayo sa gate namin siya magpark cause if not im so doomed.
When he stopped the car tahimik lang us pareho...well nagpapanic na pi talaga me internally.
Ano ba kasi sinasabi after date?! Goodbye pi ba o goodnight o hug ko pi ba sya? Nahihiya ako T-T
Bahala na!
Bubuwelo palang sana me magsalita pero natigilan ako kasi bigla niyang inalis seatbrlt niya, it was a quick movement ang alam ko nalang he twisted his top body and hover over me while he press his lips on mine.
Mabilis lang yon, just a peck but it almost stopped my heart! kainis nambibigla pi siya!
His eyes flicker on my eyes to my lips tapos sa eyes ko ulit habang may maliit na ngiti sa lips niya.
"I enjoy every milli second i spend today with you nyebe" he said it in a deep voice, inaakit mo pi ba ako! Kanina ka pa! Usto ko sana isigaw sa face niya pero nauna yung hiya ko huhu yes pi meron pa po ako nun.
feel na feel ko yung pag init ng cheeks and ears ko "me din pi. Thank you for bringing me sa forest nyo" nahihiyang sagot ko while i try to avoid his eyes kahit mahirap kasi if not i feel like magpapass out na talaga me.
He chuckle lang ng mahina tapos hinalikan niya noo ko at ilong bago siya umayos ng upo "as much as i want to keep you, you have to go now nyebe" may tono ng pangaasar niyang sambit and doon na me nagsnap sa whatever daze he put me in.
"Heh! Goodnight! Dyan ka na nga!" Mabilis akong lumabas ng kotse nya at sinarado ang pinto niya bago tumakbo sa gate namin na bukas pa naman since its early.
Nakakahiya! Did i space out ng sobra?!
Tumigil lang ako nung nasa footstep nako ng door namin and i heard chatters from the inside the house.
I slap my cheeks as i tried to make the blush go away kasi kahit not ko nakita i know andyan pa din yon.
I need to look normal kundi mahahalata ako nila mommy.
Erase muna si kaden sa mind ko pero its hard T-T i can still feel his lingering kiss kanina ang soft pi talaga ng lips njya huhu naaddict na ata me sa lips niya?
I shake my head and did an inhale exhale pattern to clear my head...no no no! You need to act normal and look normal e-be.
Nang medyo nakalma ko na yunh race ng heart ko doon palang me kumatok.
Si mommy ang nagbukas and i just know she's mad.
I almost took a step back. almost, my heart race but now its for a different reason that im sure of.
Fear.
She open the door wider for me.
Pinasunod niya ako sa living room and thats where i see dad looking just as mad as mom.
"San ka galing" my heart sink at the question pati na din sa tingin nila saki.
I know that look pi. Its the look that tells me na alam na nila kung saan ako galing at sinong kasama ko and they hate it.
They did it again...
They hired someone again to tail me why did i not notice?
I look down oj my feet, my hands on my side as i gulp down the fear im feeling "with kuya kaden po" sagot ko.
I cant lie kung alam naman pi nila
"YOU LITTLE RASCAL HOW DARE---" i close my eyes tightly as mom starts shouting, my heaft drop to my stomach.
Dad cutted him off which i wished he didnt "We have your things packed up babalik ka ng ny in 3 days. now go back to your room and pray... " may authoridad at may diin nìyang sambit "...for all the lies and desception you brought upon this family" he spat out his last words like acid.
And all i can do is to take it all....galit lang pi sila and its my fault.
Kasalanan ko pi.