Third person POV
Issei hydohou the perverted leader of the perverted trio also known as the red dragon emperor since he bears the red dragon ddraig as his sacred gear, he was of average height, with spiky hair and an average build , his hair was brown same with his eyes he had a bright smile he was going to the orc where his friends are
He was happy why wouldn't he be, he has awesome parents, a good life, and best friends who he could count on he entered the orc and met with his friends Irina, kiba, Asia, akeno, rias, koneko, xenovia, rossweisse
Issei: hello everyone
Kiba: hi issei
Xenovia: hi
He was all greeted by his friends he saw rias and akeno standing next to each other as usual
Rias: hey issei I want to ask you something
She said with a warm smile
Issei: yeah anything buchou
Rias: issei how do you see me?
Issei: what do you mean
Rias: seriously how do you see me after everything we've been through
Issei finally understood what she was talking about, how does she wants him to see her, she turned him to a devil saving him from the clutches of death. He helped her defeat riser saving her from her marriage arrangement, fighting kokabiel to save the entire kuoh and preventing a possible war between the three factions, fighting the white dragon emperor, Loki, diodora and the likes but rias could he ever see her as a lover not after what she did
raynare
He gave her his heart willing to stop being a pervert just to see her smile he was willing to give her everything give her his all but what did he get in return left on the ground with a hole on his chest and left for dead, she laughed at his love, mocked his pervertedness and broke his heart with her words and what was the cause his sacred gear, he was used treated like a peace of crap, even though the physical wound was healed the same can't be said for the emotional scars
But the question is
Would rias do the same thing, would rias break his heart like she did would she finish using him and dump him like that, would he give her his all and be left in the dust again left broken hearted and in pain no he can't face that again, he can't face what raynare did again he healed the last time but if it ever happened again he would be finished no coming back from that
There was silence all eyes were on issei he sighed
Issei: I see you as a great friend and a great president buchou and I can't thank you enough for that
Rias was dazed what the actual hell after everything, all what they went through together she was stunned
Rias: how could you, after everything we've been through issei how could you I actually loved you, I actually had feelings for you
Tears threatened to burst from her eyes
Akeno: issei you are a very terrible person
Asia: issei why
Kiba: how could you issei
Koneko: you're the worst
Irina: issei I'm very disappointed in you
Xenovia: you never cease to disappoint me hydohou
Issei was dumbfounded
Issei: wait buchou
Rias: I hate you issei hydohou, I wish I could have left you for dead
She instantly covered her mouth, issei was frozen on the spot so just because he rejected her love she said that uh does she know how he felt as he was slowly taking his last breath of course she'll never know, all her life she has been spoilt and treated like a princess
Issei: you know how it felt right uh to give your heart to someone to be happy to be actually be in love right have you ever felt having a hole in your chest dying slowly on the ground breathing slowly, your organs shutting down what caused it oh yeah by giving your heart to someone just for the person to break it to kill you in cold blood just for loving someone. it leaves scars not physical scars emotional ones I wear a smile hiding the pain she caused uh
I was fucking depressed People who have never dealt with depression think it's just being sad or being in a bad mood. That's not what depression is for me; it's falling into a state of grayness and numbness, you ever see me going for therapy no I bottled it up and now look at what you've caused you made me remember it you made me feel that same pain again
They all showed sympathy
Rias: issei I'm sorry, please forgive me
Issei: you're no different from her you're the same I'm a fool, a fool for thinking you were different same with the rest of you, I hate you rias gremory I hate you so much same with you all you heard me right I finally said your name isn't that what you've always wanted
Rias: issei please I take it back I never meant what I said please issei don't you feel anything
Issei: I don't feel sad I don't feel angry I feel nothing(like me when I loose a game of call of duty)
Issei: the biggest mistake I ever made was thinking you'll be different from her
Issei took his bag and was heading home
Kiba: issei wait
Asia: we can't talk about this
Akeno: wait don't go
Issei: don't waste your breath I have nothing to do with every single one of you
Rossweisse: issei you can't just...
He slammed the door hard
Irina: what have we done
Rias couldn't believe it issei is gone, their relationship is already gone beyond repair
Issei was walking home
Ddraig:' partner how are you doing '
Issei: ' I'm okay is that what you want to hear because I'm not I'm definitely not okay '
Ddraig:' please partner try your best to heal don't let it get to you it could affect your....'
Issei: ' my mental health is already affected I've finally lost it ddraig something I never thought was possible '
Ddraig:' issei '
Issei: ' I've lost my purpose I lost it I don't know anymore maybe I should go and fall asleep and try to get myself before I fall apart '
Azazel: issei what happened aren't you supposed to be in the orc
Issei: why so I can get hurt again
Azazel gazed at his student and saw something was wrong, very wrong the issei that used to smile now looked like someone died
Azazel: are you okay
Issei: no no I'm going to be okay but not today or tomorrow or anytime soon
Azazel: issei
He was very worried about issei, he looks like someone that can break down any moment
Issei: ask rias personally
He began to slowly walk away
Azazel:' something definitely happened between them but what could have led to this a broken issei something in all my eternal life could never have predicted this a broken issei I just hope he can recover from all this '
Issei was slowly walking home he isn't in the mood to finish school
???: Hey pervert
He turned back with is gloomy eyes and the person who called him was Muryama, she froze issei's eyes seemed lost and empty
Muryama: issei are you okay?
Issei: no matter what you call me it doesn't matter I've already been hurt to the extent those kind of things don't work on me to be honest Muryama the reason why I always was peeking on you was that I actually had a crush on you but you always saw me as a pervert never got the chance to know the real me so I listened I became the pervert you always wanted to see in me, I just want to say I'm sorry, sorry for being pathetic hope you can forgive me
He began to slowly walk away
Muryama: issei what happened to you was it because of me
She murmured slowly
He walked home, he saw the bed, the bed he once shared with those girls he got pissed and walked out of the room and chose one of the spares if he stayed anywhere near that room he may even suffer more
Azazel: what in hell is going on with you guys and issei
He said with a very serious gaze the rest was silent no one was willing to answer
Azazel: rossweisse what happened
She sighed
Rossweisse explained what happened to Azazel
Azazel: rias what is wrong with you, look at what you've done to him I have never seen someone has broken as him why rias after everything he has done to help you
Rias: I know I'm sorry I just want to make amends
Azazel: no no no no you stay the hell away from him I had to send my familiar to monitor him so he doesn't do anything bad to himself
Akeno: you can't do that
Asia:he needs our help
Koneko: he needs us you can't just tell us to stay away from him
Kiba: I'm afraid he's right
He said with a downcast expression
Rias: kiba what do you mean
Xenovia: explain
Kiba: issei is very hurt I'm afraid if we get to close to him his condition may worsen I think it's best we leave him for now
Azazel: at least one of you has their brain cells intact
He sneered before leaving
Would you die for me
Issei was one the ground with a hole in his stomach bleeding to death
Issei: not again please stop
Raynare giggled
Raynare: such an Idiot you really think I felt anything for you issei you're just a fool whose libido is way bigger than is IQ something easy to exploit
Issei: I had feelings for you I was willing to give you my heart why hurt me like this why
Raynare: why? Because it's fun silly
???: It's fun to watch you be happy and finally think you found love just for everything thing to shatter right before you issei
Issei turned his neck to see rias smiling sadistically
Rias: issei you are so gullible breaking you is so easy
They both began to giggle as the world began to fade
With a deep breath issei woke up he was panting trying to catch his breath
Issei: no not anymore I won't fall for it again
Ddraig:' issei what happened to you? '
Issei:' a nightmare I guess '
Ddraig:' issei you need help '
Issei: ' I don't need anyone I'll do it myself '
Ddraig:' issei enough '
Issei:' fine '
Issei got up and walked upstairs and thank Lucifer they aren't here issei met with my parents
Issei: hey mom hey dad
Dad: issei I'm very disappointed in you
His face was filled with nothing but disappointment
Issei: what is it now
Mom: she really loved you issei why break her heart like that
Issei clenched his fist tight
Dad: she.....
Issei interrupted him
Issei: shut the fuck up I don't know what lies she has been telling you but be quiet
He yelled at his parents both of them were shocked
Issei: after yuuma i was broken and yet did you notice your son in pain no you didn't you ignored your son's suffering and now there's a repeat and now you blame your son what kind of parents are you
Dad: issei watch your tone
He sneered
Issei: it seems you guys aren't my real parents
Mom: what are you saying?
Issei: parents help their children when they need it but you guys promote my problem instead of helping me I don't think I can see you both as my parents
His dad scoffed
Dad: then you can leave
He sneered
Mom: wait let's think it through
Issei got up and entered his room and came out with a suitcase
Mom: issei wait
Dad: he'll be back don't worry
Issei slammed the door hard and was leaving as he was walking he came across a fountain
Issei: when did I get here, did I space out
Ddraig:' you did '
Issei gazed at the surroundings and remember this area where he was killed and became a devil
He scowled at the mere taught of serving that red headed slut
???: Issei long-time no see
He looked back and saw someone he wished he didn't Vali
Vali: so because of a broken heart you went into depression you really find new ways to disappoint me and you dare call yourself a red dragon emperor
He smirked
Issei: how's your mom
Vali was dumbfounded
Vali: what?
Issei: I mean how's your mom, abandoned you married and gave birth to children who would actually bring her joy and not feel like a monster for producing the anti Christ Vali
Vali was pissed he was angry
Vali: how dare you you'll pay with your life
He raged voice laced with bloodlust and killer intent
Vali: WHITE DRAGON BALANCE BREAKER
Issei: WELSH DRAGON BALANCE BREAKER
Issei/Vali: TIME TO END THIS ONCE AND FOR ALL