Yaya Pov
"Dayvon." Tasha said.
"You here by yourself?"
"Yeah my girl went back to the crib, so I came to visit."
Hearing his voice gave me PTSD.
It made me think of every single gun shot that went off.
"Dayvon."
"What?"
I got the courage to leave out the kitchen.
"Yanyria."
"That's what I was gonna tell you."
"Yanyria and your kids are here."
"Can we talk?" He asked.
"I don't know if you don't plan on killing me this time."
"I never tried to kill you."
"Then what the fuck was that Dayvon!"
"What was it?"
"I been up for the past two weeks unable to get sleep at night because of you."
"I feel like I'm going insane I keep hearing gun shots in my head."
"And it's going off and off and off."
"Yanyria."
"Dayvon."
"You wanna know what's even more fucked up the fact that you standing here in front of my face and I could've been dead because of you."
"Because of your jealousy."
He made a face.
"I DONT WANNA BE WITH YOU SO WHY CANT YOU JUST LEAVE ME ALONE!"
"This ain't just about you Yanyria!"
"Then what the fuck is it about and if you lie one more time and say it's about Daylen and Chicago I swear."
"It is about them!"
"Then why won't you make an effort to see your damn children!"
"You weren't there when I gave birth to her and now you wanna pull some shit like this because you see Kentrell stepping up because you won't."
"It's about me and Kentrell."
"You can't stand seeing me with someone else and it hurts."
"Yanyria shut up."
"You hate seeing me move on and be happy."
"Yanyria stop pushing me."
"ADMIT IT VON!"
"YANYRIA SHUT THE FUCK UP!"
I laughed.
"You wanna know what's funny?" "The fact that they gave you domestic battery and I'm not even your fucking girlfriend."
He pulled out his gun aiming it at me.
"Oouuu."
"I wouldn't do that if I was you." "Not if you not gonna use it cause I came prepared this time."
I pulled out Kentrell's gun aiming it at him.
"Yess Yess I been waiting on this moment."
"To finally get you back."
"See Tasha I knew your son would come here, see how that worked."
"Yanyria and Von please put the guns down."
"No no not until he put his down."
"Von put the gun down son."
"No." He said clenching his jaw.
"I'm tired of this bitch, you think you about to leave me and have another nigga raising my kids bitch is you stupid."
I laughed.
"You don't want raise your kids so why are you so upset?"
"Daylen and Chicago not your only kids you have True and oh what's the other baby name that you had on me with my cousin Miracle."
"FOUR KIDS and you mean to tell me you care only about Daylen and Chicago so much."
"I told you Von the moment you decided that you wanted to kill me we both would have to go."
"So come on."
"Tasha your son is about to be a dead man."
"Yanyria no listen to me."
"Think about your kids, you have two beautiful kids together."
"Don't take each other's life."
"He tried to take mine." "He wasn't thinking about that when he came to my apartment."
"WHAT THE FUCK YOU EXPECT!"
"You know what kill each other, take each other away from Daylen and Chicago."
"If you want them to grow up without parents pull the trigger."
"There not gonna grow up without me Tasha."
"Yanyria!"
I pulled the trigger.
What made me do it? Everything.
Every punch to the face, every time he choked me every time he dragged me across the floor.
Every time he cheated.
Every time he lied.
Every time he called me out my name.
I didn't wanna kill him though.
I didn't wanna do it.
Or maybe I did I don't know.
Maybe I wanted to.
It was fine in the beginning I didn't know it would lead to this.
Why couldn't you just stay away from me Dayvon?
Why couldn't you just get help?
You did this Von.
You brung this on yourself.
"Yanyria!" Tasha said in distress.
Von laid on the floor in a pool of blood coughing. Eyes wide looking at me.
"I- L-Love you." He said.
"W-We gone be t-together."
"M-Ma."
Tasha held him her arms as he began to breathe slow.
I couldn't feel anything.
"My son is dying!" Tasha yelled on the phone.