I got a message from group called 'Wind-listening teenagers' which krishna's friends created mentioning me
@sathiya: will you attend basketball competition?
@sathiya: krishna is playing too
'I'll attend' i text back
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On the day of the game, valanthi also came with me as I got invited as the higher official of the university. So I'll be the one who present the trophy to the batch who won.
The game started soon, the toss won by the opposite team. (I don't know about sports that well, adjust with it)
At first, Krishna's make a goal as he throw the ball in the basket above, the game is going on, both teams are playing very well and the competition is eck to neck at first half of half time, but when the break was given, krishna's team is at odds, they have to get 3 more points to make it a draw, opposite team got 6 points.
Krishna look like he is in low mood, I went near the court, as soon as he saw me Coming, he came running to me. "what happened? " I asked as I give the water
"Nothing" He said panting a little
"Krishna, game Or life, there are few common rules, do you want to know? " I asked him, he noded
"~Focus on your team, and lead them to success,
~Focus on not loosing, as long as you don't loose, you'll have a chance to win.
~Observe the opponents weakness, use it to win" I said and he smile a brightest smile at me and went to his team
And I went to sit beside Valanthi " Who do you think will win? " She asked
"Who ever will win, I am Going to hug my Krishna anyway" I said looking at him and his body looks incredible and extra points to sweat in sun. It's a sin to look this breathe takingly handsome?
I don't understand how he got bullied because of his color, were the bullies blind? His color is of the clouds that appear when the storm is about to come. Its perfect on him, no one never got this incredibly beautiful colour on their skin.
And Who said my Krishna is not beautiful, look at his frim V-shaped body, he set the standard for males.
The sweat on him looks so shiny, it went down his neck tracing his muscles then disappear in his t-shirt. He jumped up to the ball into the basket, he looked.... So.... S... Xy... His stance is so hot and I am melting.
"sathi, can you just wipe your drool?" Valanthi said rolling her eyes
" i cant help that" I said awkwardly wiping my imaginary drool🤤, smiling at her nervously helpless look
"Why can't you go tell him that you have a liking on him" She asked me, poor her
" I already did. Only love is not enough" I sighed as I stated.
"What?" She asked
"I want to get married to him, as soon as he is 21" I said
"I'll help you bro" She said, such an encouraging friend
"By the way, I told him the secret" I said looking at Krishna who just won the match
"When? " She asked with wide eyes, looking at me
"Yesterday" I said as I clap for the winners. After that we stand up to receive the winner batch.
Winners came on to the dias, I gave the trophy and medals to them. I side hug Krishna and said "you did well" For a second there is this surprised look his face soon it turned into brilliant smile.
After everything we decided to go home together
When we were walking together to the parking, krishna asked me " Are you a library or what? "
"What's with that question Krishna? " I said fake lazily but with a smile
He came to face me walking backward, he said "why you always said what I need the most on that moment? " He said paused for a moment and the look at him "and it feels like facts"
"Hahaha" I laughed "I am not a walking library but what I said to you, I learned from my life lessons" I explain. He just ohed
"Whatever you said it always make sense" He said hugged me tightly, he is so warm that I don't want leave his embrace.
Meanwhile a high pitched voice disturbed my peacefulness. I don't like this feeling, I feel threaten. I look at the other side, a girl walking towards us and for some reason I don't like her, my gut feeling says, that girl is gonna give me lots of lots headache.
"Vaasudev Krishna, what's the meaning of this? " She said, no she shouted
"And you?" She pointed her fore finger towards me " Why are you hugging him? In the broad daylight? " She accusingly said pointing at me
"Is there any rule like thing that I can't hug him in the day? And only can hug at nights?" I asked her, I know my attitude towards her is not at all good... I can't help that. *shrugs*
"How dare you talk to me like that? " She is angry and shouting
"I don't need courage to talk... You are nothing " I said with a straight face
" Who the fuck are you? Why are with my-" She asked me, more like shouting.
I am having headache now "none of your fucking business" I said and I dramatically gasp at her "oh my god, you made me speak offensive words in front my darling, if he learn it and I am going to sue you" I said in a disgusting sing sang voice
Krishna chuckled aloud, ahhh waahh.... Why is he such a eye candy?.. I can't get my eyes of him.
"He is my boyfriend" She said with a challenging look and humped and pushed me away from Krishna.
Krishna was placing his hand at my back in a protective and possessive way all the time but she is blind enough not to see it. She crossed that thin line. Too bad... For her.
"Who are you? " I asked as my voice become so cold
"Sumedha" She said "don't do things to him"
"What? Am I doing things?, do you want me to show you how to do things? " As I said I pull Krishna towards me, place my hand inside his shirt, move it up towards his chest. And I kissed his lips as he place his hands on my waist, kissed me back.
I know I went a little too much but I don't regret it, not even an inch. It caught Krishna Off gaurd but he played along with me.
She stunned to the point not able to move or speak, I smirk in the kiss and she came to her senses after a few good seconds "what tf? Don't you the manners, it's still day" She shout as she disgusted my my act
I pull back form the hot kiss " I don't care if it's day Or night, if you have any problems, we can do it at night too" I said to Krishna, playing with his shirt, said in a overly sweet way.
" You are such a wh-" Before she say anything Krishna stopped her,
"Sumedha" He said, he voice is thundering " Control your tongue, don't talk whatever came to your mind" He raised his voice at her, the temperature fell to minus degrees
"You can't kiss others, you are my fiancee" He whined at him.
Yaak.. Disgusting🤢🤮. Wait...
"Fiancee?" I mumbled, Krishna Listen to me as I am Still in his arms.
Before Krishna say anything, the girl
Spoke " Yes, we are going get marry soon" She squealed with happiness. But it hurt my heart and head at the same time
"Marriage? " I said to myself, That's the last staw for my sanity. But Krishna didn't oppose it. I feel Someone tried shake me but, I can't feel anything Clearly, it's so numb.
Is this a joke?
Did I make myself a joke again?
Marriage?
With whom? This is bad joke. I don't like it. Tears formed and fall down my cheeks.
I reveal myself from his warm embrace, I walked to the car, I told the gaurds protect him against anything and drive away.
I don't even know where I am Going but I need a breather. It's suffocating.
Why didn't I fight back?
why didn't I ask him, why?
Why did I came here with out any clarification?
Is that really true? No right?
Is Krishna going to marry another person who is not me?
His radha?
Again??!
"Nooo" I pressed brakes with that thought and the impact of sudden brake caused me to fell forward and back.
Then I came to my senses, I left Krishna with that annoying b*.. Ahem...female dog!..
"Ahhhhhhh.... Why am I like this?" I am so angry at myself
"I need to go back and Krishna is mine. Mine alone.
I am radha..
RADHA KRISHNA SATHIYA... I won't going to loose my Krishna over anything. I have to fight for him..right?"
With that thought in my mind, I turned on the engine, but its not working..
"Ahh why? "... I bang the steering wheel, in frustration.
And the horn honk aloud, it makes me fear the shit out of me as it echoes. Then I again realized that I am on a abandoned road alone. ALONE!.. OH MY god.
I tried to turn on the engine but it grunting not turning on.
I came down and went to check engine, " Shit I should have study mechanical engineering" I don't even know which is what wire here😤.
I check the engine and some parts which I don't the names... I sighed loudly " I am clearly helpless now"😩
"when everything is already worse, Why am I always make things worser? " I said.. Particularly to no one.
Actually there no one, this is abandoned road.
Wait..
Isn't this forbidden forest between the mountains and the sea,
I looked around, yes, it is.!
Oh my little Lord Krishna!..what in the name of heaven and hell did I get myself into?
A fucking forbidden forest?..
There are few rumors are going around city about this forest that it is haunted and cursed. It said that people who went into the forest never came back. It's said like forest is eating everything that comes to it.
Of- of course, I don't trust baseless rumors.. But I am little afraid as I am alone now😅😥. I took out my phone to call .. Anyone. But this damned phone has no signals.
"They didn't name this forest as 'forbidden forest' for nothing. Every thing goes wrong here" I said aloud as aloud as I can.
But the thar road looks as new one, like it recently laid, may be no one used it for a long time. The atmosphere here is cloudy and dew is falling, it feels as winters.
The trees are healthy green and looks fresh, the air here is fresh too... Refreshing.
As scary as it is, it's beautiful. Wildflower are so cute, blooming completely. As much as I don't want admit it but still it's so peaceful here far away from the city and it's noise, the pollution of vehicles and the busy working people and never ending headache.
Even though it's forbidden🚫 forest, I started to like the atmosphere. The forest grow think as I went deeper.
I found a lake with full of water lilly flowers, the scene in front of me is breath taking, it feels as if am in some other world. I don't know who put this man made bench here, I sat on it admiring the beauty in front me.
There is only one thing lacking here, if only Krishna is here with me. That thought bring tears in my eyes. 'I already miss him so much' I whisper to the air.
A soft breeze touch my face as it try to console me. As if the nature wants me not to feel sad. I look at the lake which looks calm and peaceful. The water lilies are white and pure, looked fresh with dew drops on their petals, I went near the shore, sat in the grass land, I touched the shyly bloomed flower.
Looking at the flower I fell in my thoughts, it resemble a girl who is pure as this flower, a someone who would fight for love, for anyone's love.
A enlightenment bulb glow in my brain, I don't know if this idea would work or not but it's worth a try. Even it fails, I still have me, I can try to find a way on my own.
So I sat in the half lotus position, holding my hands together near my heart, I said my prayers aloud, hoping the person can hear me
"Oh the mighty presence who resides in heaven,
oh the great goddess please hear my prayers,
the mighty one who can fight for love and hearts,
please show some mercy, the golden generation of heaven, sweet heart of all gods,
in the name of love, please help this soul to find a way,
please help this broken heart to mend her love,
oh goddess of love appear in front me" As I completed saying my prayers, sky rumbled with thunders and lightning.
A woman in white golden clothing appear in the sky descend down to earth, I stood up as I saw her
Wind blew around her fluttering her dress, the goddess said " Why would a goddess of love seek help from another goddess of love? Can I knew why? " She said as divine halo disappear around her.
"I salutate to the goddess of love with all due respect of both heaven and earth" I bow to her.
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