- Ariana's POV -
Its time for the la show and I'm so existed. Its just something special about playing here as I live here! Some of my old cast mates are coming to the show and a generous amount of my friends too, its existing to be preforming for the people I love so much. As I sit in my own in my dressing room thinking about all and anything Scooter and Justin come in
«Ariana I want you two to preform together again tonight» scooter say excitedly wile my eyes grow wide
«I... I... I don't know if thats a good idea. I mean me and Sean are not in that good of a place right now and I just really don't want to create more drama» I say kinda hesitant not wanting to hurt anyones feelings
Justin sigh «Ariana don't worry about him. He knows this is just for work and that if he loves you he shouldn't be worried tbh. Just think about yourself first what you want and what will be a good move for your career not what your boyfriend will think. You have bones in your nose you can make your own decisions. Don't let what he wants control your life» he raise an eyebrow at me
Thinking for a second I give in «fine we can preform together. Whatever.»
Justin's grin grew wide «see you out there then» then both him and scooter walk back out
What did I just say yes too? I mean I get what Justin said but I just don't want to piss off Sean either. Its just messy all around but this time I'm going to inform Sean beforehand so I don't get backlash after, things are already kinda weird I don't want it to get worse.
Ariana - hey baby. Just giving you a heads up I will be preforming with Justin again tonight. Sry scooters idea and its a good pr move.
Sean - ok
Ok? Is that all I get? Just a one word with two letters? You know what I'm not even going to fuzz about that right now if he want to be.... I don't even know what he is doing but I'm not going to do that. Im just going to ignore it.
***
The performance goes by well and I don't see why I was worried in the first place about preforming with Justin. Its really nice actually. The only think that was kinda iffy was when Justin wrapped his arms around me. If Sean sees that he is not going to be happy about it....
- Sean's POV -
Coming off stage I'm met with a worried looking Zeno «man what's up?»
He looks kinda hesitant at first but then he answers me «oh you know not much, I ate a turkey sandwich, and ate a cupcake, I got a new shirt, Justin got all hands'y with Ariana oh and I ate a bagel»
«Justin did what!» now I'm all fired up he did what!
Sighing he say «man I'm sure its no biggie he just walked up behind her and wrapped his arms around her waist, but she did push him away tho. Im sure its nothing I just trough you would like to know»
«Yeah.... I... I don't know man I just... this is getting too much... its a lot... I just don't know if this is going to work out... I have some thinking to do man... I love her, so so much but maybe I love her so much I just haft to let her go.»
Zeno slaps me in the back of my head «don't talk shit like that. You love her and she loves you, really how many times do I haft to tell you that. Just talk to her for gods sake! If you don't talk how do you expect it to work out? Sometimes Sean I have no idea whats in that head of yours. Get it together man or you will lose your girl for real»
***
- Ariana's POV -
So its the next LA show two days after the first one and this time I will for sure not be preforming with Justin. After that last performance things got messy and he hasn't really talked much to me since. It goes for the most part in one word texts. I will need to talk to him soon cause we gotta get it together..
Well anyhow Graham my ex is coming to the show tonight tho! Yes I know what you all may be thinking 'oh my good she is still talking to her ex' well yes technically I am but its different. Me and Graham we are different. We ended things on a good note and its fine we are cool with one another everything is good. Speaking of Graham he just walked into my dressing room «graham!» I half yell excitedly!
Running and almost tripping my way over to him we wrap one another in a tight embrace god I've missed him so much! Actually he lives in La but he is going to school right now, Princeton actually. He is smart, a smart guy.
«Hey there Ariana. You haven't missed me at all I see» he jokingly says and I hit him playfully in the chest
«Ive missed you too Ariana» he hug me one more time before we walk over to sit down on the couch «so how you been? You look kinda different.»
«Oh you know same old same old, working around the clock as always. And my hair is different I guess» I shrugs my shoulders
«I wasn't talking about your hair but you, just all around you look different. Like more grown up different.» he explains
«Oh thank you then, I've grown up a lot the last year»
As we sit there talking Justin comes in the door «oh did I interrupt something or?»
«No Justin its fine. This is Graham. Graham this is Justin» I introduce them to one another as Justin sits down on the couch
Graham looks kinda funnily at me «is that your boyfriend or?»
That made me chock on the air I was breathing in «no... no... Sean Anderson.. Big Sean... is by boyfriend.. Justin is just a friend»
«Just a friend Ariana? Now I'm hurt» Justin says pretending to be hurt holding over his heart «well dear I ask. How do you two know each other» he continues
«Well... we where in the broadway musical 13 together... and we... we dated for three years..» with that Justin's eyes grew wide
«You two?! Really? Does Sean know? That you are here I mean. No offense or anything I just don't see him begin fine with that tbh» Justin ramble on
«Yes we where it cant be that hard to believe. And Sean knows about Graham but I don't think he knows he is here either. We don't really talk much at the moment so his opinion doesn't count as he isn't here to give it.» as I speak I get more and more frustrated knowing that my relationships is falling apart by the seam....
***
Graham leaves as he is going to lunch with my mom, they got a good bond when we where together and since I haft to stay here they decided to go grab something to eat together I don't really mind really...
As I sit down at the piano ready to play Justin comes walking over «what'cha doing?»
«Nothing just going to play a new song I wrote» Justin looks existed just by the words new song so he sits down on a chair right besides me facing me ready to listen
I've been awake for a while now
You've got me feelin' like a child now
'Cause every time I see your bubbly face
I get the tingles in a silly place
It starts in my toes, and I crinkle my nose
Where ever it goes I always know
That you make me smile, please, stay for a while now
Just take your time wherever you go
The rain is fallin' on my window pane
But we are hidin' in a safer place
Under covers stayin' dry and warm
You give me feelings that I adore
It starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile, please, stay for a while now
Just take your time wherever you go
But what am I gonna say?
When you make me feel this way
I just, mmm
And it starts in my toes, makes me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile, please, stay for a while now
Just take your time wherever you go
I've been asleep for a while now
You tucked me in just like a child now
'Cause every time you hold me in your arms
I'm comfortable enough to feel your warmth
It starts in my soul, and I lose all control
When you kiss my nose, the feelin' shows
'Cause you make me smile, baby, just take your time now
Holdin' me tight
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever, wherever, wherever you go
Wherever you go I always know
'Cause you make me smile, even just for a while
(QOTD: what song is it and who sings it?)
As the sound of the piano fade out Justin is sitting smiling looking at me «that was really beautiful Ariana truly»
«Aw thank you!» just as he was about to say something more I stand up heading towards my glam room «gotta go get ready. See you later»
***
Yet again the show went over well slim to non mistakes which makes me happy.. Its only one more show left of this leg of the honeymoon tour and I'm so existed to start the next leg and to just have a little break. Starting filming Scream queens is also pretty exiting too!
My phone goes of and I press answer
Ariana - hallo?
Sean - hi Ari
Ariana - oh hi there stranger, haven't talked to you in a min now
Leaning agaings the wall in the hallway I prepare for whats to come
Sean - yeah that was what I wanted to talk about. I think we need to talk, like really talk to work this out cause I don't want to lose you.. Please just can we talk when you get to La again after the Vancouver show? I really want us to work this out. I love you so much. I feel like we are slipping away from one another and I just cant handle it.
Ariana - I think that sounds like a good idea I really miss you and I miss us being us. I love you to the moon and back. Btw I wrote a song about you, just sang it full out trough for the first time earlier
Sean - oh really? Can you sing a little bit of it for me?
Ariana - fine but only cause its you. It starts in my toes, make me crinkle my nose
Wherever it goes I always know
That you make me smile, please, stay for a while now
Just take your time wherever you go
Sean - thats really pretty and I love you so much baby. Never forget that okay.
Ariana - I love you too baby beyond your wildest imagination
- Justin's POV -
Im standing around the corner listening to Ariana's phone call, I know I shouldn't but I was on my way to her dressing room when I heard her. When she told him the song is about him my heart practically broke, I just trough it was about me and that maybe something was starting to grow between us.. I just hope that she will give me a chance, a chance for it to be an us.
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