"𝒯𝒽𝑒𝓇𝑒 𝒾𝓈 𝓃𝑜 𝓈𝒽𝒶𝓂𝑒 𝒾𝓃 𝒷𝑒𝒾𝓃𝑔 𝒽𝓊𝓃𝑔𝓇𝓎 𝒻𝑜𝓇 𝒶𝓃𝑜𝓉𝒽𝑒𝓇 𝓅𝑒𝓇𝓈𝑜𝓃 𝓌𝒽𝑜 𝓌𝑜𝓇𝓉𝒽 𝑒𝓋𝑒𝓇𝓎 𝓈𝒾𝓃 𝓎𝑜𝓊'𝓁𝓁 𝒸𝑜𝓂𝓂𝒾𝓉."
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"One more" I yelled before swallowing the full amount of alcohol in my glass, letting it burn my body and I closed my closed eyes for a second enjoying the feeling.
Even the 2 glasses of vodka and the 3 shots were not enough to erase from my mind the whole thing that happened between me and Maddox in his car 2 hours ago.
His dark black eyes looked at me, opening me up like a book he can read wherever he likes. His perfume collided with my skin while being so close to me testing my self-control.
He's the kind of man that can make you lose your whole damn mind with just one look.
And after that he just ignored me. He was not talking to me, not looking at me. Nothing.As if I'm not existing.
When we stopped in front of the club, he opened the door for me, but his eyes were looking through me without saying a word.
Tamara and the girls were waiting for me in front of the club and after that, all of us got to our usual table, with Maddox following us.
And since then we are having fun, drinking, and dancing, but I couldn't help but glance at Maddox from time to time, who was standing right next to our table with his hands in front of his chest, looking blankly around the club.
He was dressed in black from head to toe, his hair was done and all I can see is his side profile on display but it was enough to make me feel weak.
I've never felt such a desire to have a man in my entire fucking life. I'm used to getting any man I want without a problem. I never had to beg a man for attention. That's so not me.
But of course, the one I want now has zero interest in me and to make it even more ironic he is my bodyguard.
Also works for my fucking husband-to-be.
''Allyn, these guys are looking at us since they came into the club'' Tamara screamed in my ear in a slightly squeaky voice, pointing with her eyes at them. She was drunk, I can see that even though I'm drunk too.
I followed her gaze and narrowed my eyes slightly to focus on who she was talking about and not far from us a group of men was sitting at one table, drinking whiskey while looking at us with a smile on their faces.
To be honest, I wasn't able to focus much to see their faces, but it's not like it mattered anyway. I was too damn drunk to care about that.
Tamara smiled in their direction, inviting them to our table and that was enough for them to accept the invitation. All four of them headed toward us.
Tea and Kate were even drunker than us, so they welcomed the boys with open arms. It's so weird seeing them in that light because both Tea and Kate are sweet innocent girls, working at the shelter.
But I guess that's what vodka does to people because I can see them both getting closer to two of the guys with a not-so-innocent looks on their faces.
Until they were stopped by Maddox.
He stood in front of us, stopping the guys with his hand. His jaw was tight, and he was looking down at them with a cold stare ready to kill them if one of them dared to take one more step toward us.
Not to mention that they look like fucking kids compared to Maddox. I think one punch from him will be enough to bring them into a coma.
The guys backed away immediately, raising their hands in defense before looking at us in confusion.
''What the hell are you doing?'' I yelled pushing Maddox away and he moved his attention from them to me, clenching his jaw even tighter ''They're with us''
He didn't say anything, he just kept staring down at me with the same cold look, breathing heavily like he was trying to control himself.
I can feel the tension between us or maybe it's just because I'm drunk as fuck, but his eyes... his eyes were trying to say something to me, something that Maddox was so hard trying to cover up like the big Alpha male he is.
"Look, big man, I don't know what you think you're doing, but you won't ruin our night " Tamara interrupted out little moment, taking a few steps towards us, but she stumbled and Thank God I was able to catch her before falling on the ground.
She looked at him as if nothing happened, leaning on me "Nothing will happen to Allyn, so stop ruining everything'' she scolded him and I wanted to laugh because she was drunk and barely talking while he still looks like he wants to kill us all.
Maddox looked at me one last time before pursing his lips into a straight line, stepping back, making way for the guys to take their seats at our table, while he returned to his usual position, but this time he turned his body towards the table so he could see everything.
Once Maddox was away from me I can finally breathe without having fucked up thoughts in my mind.
Also, I'm happy because that's a victory against Maddox for me and he doesn't like that, I can see it written all over his face.
I took a deep breath, turning my back to him so I can look at everyone else, putting a big smile on my face, "Shots for everyone" I yelled happily, and then everyone started cheering and clapping, raising their glasses.
I'm going to need more than shots if I'm going to survive the night and those judgmental looks from Maddox.
That's why I drank yet another shot. Again and Again.
I can't remember the last time I was that drunk.
It was really hard for me to assimilate what was happening around me. There were people, drunk people around me and it was hot as hell in this crowded club.
But I was too drunk to care.
The music was loud, making me move my body in the rhythm. I just closed my eyes and surrendered to the moment.
I feel happy and free for the first time in a very long time.
I felt hands sliding down my body, grabbing me by the waist. When I managed to focus on the man, I saw that he was one of the guys who came to our table earlier.
I never bothered to remember their names.
I couldn't focus on much other than that he was tall and his body was strong. My hands wrapped around his neck as I made sure to slide my hands on his biceps. Yes, he has nice muscular hands.
I smiled, starting to dance with him, turning my body with my back to him so that my back is against his chest.
My arms wrapped around his neck, resting my head on his chest while his hands wrapped around my waist, pulling me to him, his head now in the crook of my neck.
We were both so freaking drunk.
I rubbed my body against his, enjoying the moment until my eyes landed on Maddox.
And he was staring at us with eyes dark as death, his whole jaw was clenched and I can see his hands curled up in a fist.
He was getting out of control and of course, I am drunk enough to think that it would be fun to play with his nerves a little more.
I deviously grinned and without taking my eyes off him, I began to rub my body against those guys behind me, slowly starting to go down in the sexiest way possible without breaking eye contact.
Maddox followed every move, his eyes darkening more and more and his gaze becoming even more murderous while I was enjoying myself way too much. I can feel that the guy behind me was enjoying it as well.
With the same slow and sexy movements, I stood up with an even bigger and more satisfied grin I winked at Maddox before turning my back to him and facing the guys I was dancing with. Without a second thought, I kissed him, closing my eyes and pulling him closer.
The guy pulled my body to him, deepening the kiss but it was nothing of what I expected. He enjoyed the kiss but I didn't. His lips against mine, his hands on my body. Something just doesn't feel right but I still let him deepen the kiss.
And just then my body was roughly pulled back and Maddox was standing in front of me with a look that would make the most fearless man afraid of him. He looked like an animal that would do anything to protect its prey.
His body was tensed and ready for the men in front of him to make one wrong move and that would be enough to end his life.
The guys stayed silent. He was staring with a wide-open eyed full of fear, frozen in place with raised hands.
Maddox then just turned to me, roughly grabbing my arm and pulling me towards the exit of the club leaving the guys in the middle of the drunk crowd still frozen in one place.
Maddox was making his way through the crowd, not caring who is he pushing away. He's furious, to say the least, and I'm more than happy about that so I let him drag me out of the club with a big victorious smile on my face.
I can't say that this kiss was the best I've ever had, but it was definitely worth it to see Maddox's reaction.
After we got out of the club and the fresh air hit my body I felt even dizzier than before.
Okay, I have to stop the alcohol because I can't even remember how much I drank.
Maddox walked fast, pulling me with him, until he stopped in the alley where we parked the car, turning to look at me.
He was breathing deeply and heavily as if he was having a hard time controlling himself, looking down at me with a murderous look "What the hell do you think you're doing?" he glared at me, making the vein in his neck pop out
"I'm having fun" I replied simply, with a big grin on my face.
''Oh, you're having fun?'' he repeated my words, and I nodded.
''Yes''
If he was angry before, he's furious now. He was breathing heavily and I could see his chest rising and falling under the black shirt that hugged his upper body.
"This ain't some fucking game, Allyn" he growled at me and I found it sexy. Okay, no more alcohol for me.
With the same drunk grin on my face, I approached him, standing face to face as he was looking down at me.
We are close to each other and no one was taking a step back.
I could feel his breath spilling over my face, I could smell his perfume, making me even drunker than I was already. I can feel his closeness and ai gate myself for wanting more of it.
"It is for me" I muttered under my breath, looking up at him and rising my brows challenging him.
If someone can see us now, we are probably very ridiculous.
Both of us stood in the middle of a dark street against each other, without touching, staring straight into each other's eyes.
"You're Angelo's future wife" he reminded me through gritted teeth "You can't do this shits"
"Future wife, you said it yourself" I snapped "Right now I'm nobody's wife and I have every right to do whatever the fuck I want"
Without thinking I gathered the courage and placed my hands on his chest which made us both hold our breath from the contact. His skin, even though his shirt was stopping me I can still feel his skin against my touch and his body itself was perfectly built and so pleasurable to touch.
His pulse quickened as he looked down at my hands touching him, but did nothing to stop me. I could feel how turned on I was by one fucking touch and how much more I want to do now that I already felt his skin against my hands. It's fucking adding.
I rose slightly on my tiptoes so that I was now even closer to him and our lips were almost touching.
We were both in trance looking at each other's lips, breathing heavily with my hands on his chest. I can feel my hands and my whole damn body shaking under his influence.
Shit, alcohol makes me do things that I will never think about doing sober.
I curled up my lips in a smile, tilting my head to one side, still using his chest for support.
"If you wanted me to kiss you instead, you could've just said so" I whispered against his lips with a grin on my face, feeling how much self-control he needed in this situation.
And I thought that was the moment I will feel his lips against mine like I just dreamed about so many times since I met him.
But what he did was push me away from him, leaving me completely shocked.
"You're drunk" he said avoiding my eyes "Get in the fucking car Allyn"
And that was all he said.
He didn't even open the door for me. Nothing.
I took a deep breath, even though his rejection was eating me from the inside, and just got in the car, ashamed and defeated.
And he drove off in complete silence.
Nothing but this fucking storm that was raging inside me.
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Next chapter will be available on Monday ❤️