Analise
December 29
1:25 pm
"Girl Gigi opened every single toy she got Christmas morning and seeing that mess she made... I understand 1000% why momma would tell us to only open a couple at a time" I told Autumn as we walked through target.
Gigi wanted to be up under Dre today so I left them at the house while he did somebody's tattoo and I brought gio with me and autumn
"Let her be great. This was really her last Christmas having Christmas all to herself because next year Gio's gonna be walking, playing, all in the way"
"Don't remind me of that.. I don't need him growing up faster than he already is"
Autumn lifted up the blanket that covered Gio's car seat which was in the cart and he was asleep with his pacifier hanging out his mouth with his mouth open a little
"This boy sleep just like his daddy and sister"
"He look just like both of em too. That's how I know who got on your nerves the most while you was pregnant cause he is his daddy's twin"
"I don't see it. I think he look like me"
"Girl bye that's all Dre. He most definitely put in all the work making him"
"If the day he was conceived is the day I'm thinking then yeah. Dre most definitely did" I smiled making Autumn shake her head
"And that's wild. Y'all have sex so much that you don't even know what day you got pregnant"
"Shit, I didn't know people remembered that type of thing"
"I know a lot of people that remember theirs"
"Does that makes me a bad mom?"
"Girl, hell no" she laughed "it just makes you a sex addict"
"Well I can live with that" I shrugged
"You know what. I hope Dre get this Lamborghini you keep promising him cause I don't know how he deal with you"
"He don't have a choice. He a whole baby and ring deep. From this point he gotta kill himself to get away from me"
"And knowing yo dickmatized ass, you probably gone have his body in a deep freezer"
"I just might. I need to see if they got deep freezers in here. One big enough to store a body"
Just as I said that an older woman walked past looking at me funny and autumn laughed
"Girl you know you can't be saying no shit like that in public"
"So. She should've minded her business" I told her while I looked at this cute boys shirt "this is cute! I'm so ready for gio to get old enough so I can have my baby fresh as hell"
"You gone have my nephew in nothing but polo"
"Of course... I'm about to get Braxton one of these cause these cute" I grabbed the shirt in his size and put it in the cart "even though I need to beat his ass for telling Gigi I pooped gio outta my butthole"
Autumn looked at me laughing "what?"
"Girl yeah. She told me he told her that and she been questioning me ever since about where gio came from"
Autumn shrugged "outta your butthole I guess... and it's crazy that I'm not even surprised he said some shit like that. Braxton been saying a lot of wild shit lately"
"He probably still lowkey grieving his sorry ass daddy"
"I know he is. He came to me the other night venting. I think he just upset that his daddy didn't try to fix their relationship after the last incident so he stuck on wanting to hate him but he feel like it's wrong"
"You think he might need to talk to a grieving counselor?"
"I don't even know. I just hate they daddy so stupid to do some shit that jeopardized his life"
"You know what autumn, some people so selfish that they don't even think about their own kids before doing stupid shit" I told her as my phone rung
When I looked at it I saw it was Keem calling me
"What this boy want?"
"Who?"
"Keem. Dre cousin"
"The one that went to jail for murder?"
"Manslaughter" I corrected her like he always do me as I answered the phone
"My favorite cousin in law" he greeted me over the phone
"You better be calling to tell me you got me some food"
"I'll go get you some right now. Whatchu want?"
"Forreal?" I smiled then thought about it "hold up... what do you want or what did you do?"
"Why you gotta assume I did something?" He laughed
"Who you with?"
"Why lil dre asking so many questions?" Darius spoke up and I put my other hand on my hip while Autumn looked at some more of the boy clothes
"What are y'all planning and will it involve my man possibly going to jail cause I'm not raising his kids while he busy in a cell being somebody's bitch"
Autumn tried to hold in her laugh but eventually she just let it out, shaking her head while keem sucked his teeth
"See it ain even gotta be all that. We bout to get my boy out the house for the night but you know we had to talk to you first cause ion feel like hearing you curse my ass out"
"Why would I curse you out? Dre a grown ass man. If he wanna go he can go. I know my man ain stupid enough to get into no dumb stuff"
"I don't know Ana.. you see who he about to go out with" autumn reminded me
"I ain lyin... the manslaughter cousin and the community baby daddy brother"
"Damn it's like that lil dre?" Darius asked while keem laughed
"Darius you've known me for years now and I've yet to hear you call me by my real name"
"It's all love though lil Dre"
"Whatever... wherever y'all taking my man better be safe or ima slit both of y'all throats and hide you in a freezer somewhere" I threatened them just as that same old lady from earlier walked past again, making a face
I made a face back at her before continuing my conversation
"Ana, we ain gone do no stupid shit"
"Yeah sure keem"
"You don't believe me?"
"I don't know, but whatever. Just know y'all life is on the line tonight so be careful with my man cause ion too much play about him. He better not even come back with an attitude"
"That nigga always gotta attitude. The hell you mean?"
"You heard me"
"I gotchu.. and all yo extra ass demands"
"Good. Now you can hop off my phone and I BETTER have some food at the house when you get there or I'll shut all this shit down"
"I gotchu. Violent ass. Her ass been around emoni too much" keem was saying as he hung up the phone and I laughed, looking at Gio seeing he was still sleep
"I guess it's gonna be me, you and your sister tonight" I told him while rubbing his little cheek then poked out my bottom lip "I had a beautiful ass baby bro!"
"I'm glad he ain came out ugly the way you talked about my kids when they first came out"
"No, he was a little questionable the first hour or two. I can't lie now. But now look at my baby" I smiled seeing one of his eyes peek open before closing again
"He know you talking bout him"
"Well he better know to keep his ass sleep tonight since his daddy gonna be gone"
" I doubt Dre stay out that late knowing he got you at home with Gigi and an infant"
"Ima let him have his fun.. cause he bout to be on daddy duty real bad when the new year hit cause I'm about to start working again"
"Yes ma'am! Most definitely get back into the event planning"
"I got to. I miss that money"
"I bet you do. How Dre feel about you working again?"
"He supports anything I do. But regardless ima do what I want cause he don't tell me what to do. I'm grown"
"But you can tell him what to do?"
"And can!" I boasted while pushing the cart off and Autumn laughed
9:15
I sat in the bed watching Dre get dressed for the night while gio rested on his little pillow beside me. He was already late meeting Darius and keep down the road at Darius' house but obviously he didn't care
"You know where y'all supposed to be going?" I asked and Dre shook his head
"Well." I started talking again "I would prefer y'all go to a strip club or something cause I want some hood wings"
Dre looked back at me and I laughed
"What? I'm serious"
"You want me to go to the strip club for some wings"
"Yeah.. and I mean you can have fun while you there. But just get my wings. I trust you"
Dre walked over to the bed "I know you trust me. I ain ever gave you a reason to not trust me"
"I'm just saying. Cause you know how females get when they see a nigga with money. And don't say you don't know cause you do. I know you fucked a couple of money hungry goes in the past"
Dre laughed
"Cause you know I'm telling the truth. But ima leave you alone and let you go ahead and leave before they try and say I'm tryina keep you in the house" I rubbed his arm before grabbing his hand "you look so fine right now. If gio was sleep I would've had you walking out the door with a big ass smile on your face"
"Better sit him in the room with his sister real quick since she swear she his momma"
I shook my head laughing
"Hell no. My baby staying right here. I should've let Gigi sleep with me after I put him in his crib because now I gotta go to sleep by myself"
"You really tryina guilt trip to way into getting them wings ain it?"
"Of course"
"Giovonni. Yo momma the only female I know that beg her nigga to go to the strip club"
"And if he don't get them he sleeping in the crib with you or in the bed with your sister" I told gio as well before letting go of Dre's hand "now gooo. I don't care what y'all do just stop and get my wings"
"I gotchu Ana"
"I'm serious Deandre"
"Me too"
"Good. Now go before I have to fight them.. and tell keem he the goat for bringing my snacks. I like him a lil bit"
"Just a little?"
"Just that much" I held my index finger and thumb close together
"I'll let him know... I'm bout to head out. I'll talk to you later"
"Be safe Deandre" I told him in a stern tone before kissing him "I love you"
"I love you too"
"I want another kiss"
He snickered a little before kissing me again and eventually left the room. Once I could hear he was gone I looked over at gio
He was wide awake looking at the tv like he knew what he was watching
"So umm... I guess it's just us since Gigi sleep"
I swear once I said that gio kinda side eyed me so I threw my hands up
"Fine then. Rude ass baby" I muttered while laying back, looking at the tv as well