𝐋 𝐨 𝐮 𝐢 𝐬 ✧˚ · .
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The chances were slim that Jaden would some-what confess to her, now I didn't know that it'd be right beside me as I was slowly drifting asleep, but the world works in mysterious ways. And I almost shot up from the comfortable bed and said something, but I could feel (Y/n) sitting up and I wanted to hear what she would say about it.
I think one thing I can't stand about Jaden is his voice, it's quite perfect for a male voice and it makes me wish mine was a bit lower, but at the same time I just like that (Y/n) enjoys the me she sees beside her. I was about to go to bed officially, maybe staying the night and then explaining to my parents over the phone. It was something that I had been wanting to do for a while so we could just stay up late and watch movies without having to criticize them every second, but I also loved doing it with her because that's who she is, a future film maker.
"I was too late, huh?"
Those words were like a siren going off. What if he tried to make a move? I mean Jaden's brave he could do anything, and I know he's not afraid of me in any way, so knowing him he'd be willing. But I laid there just listening, eyes still closed, and the sounds from around being the only things I focused on.
"Yeah, you are."
It was a sigh of relief and I almost let it out too, but if I did then they'd know I was eavesdropping. "Louis!" I looked up from my cereal bowl. Reimagining the events of last night and now I was sitting in front of my dad as he looked at me intently. His eyebrows furrowed and the scent of his work cologne lingered, it was weird seeing him so concerned. I mean, he probably only called my name twice and he's getting angry. "I've been calling out your name for the past five minutes, what's going on with you?"
I nod my head, I stand corrected. It was five minutes of him constantly calling me and bugging my mother about it also, while my sisters slowly made their way down the stairs. "I'm good, trust me."
Millie sat beside me, a smile on her face and the mischievous look that she was about to deliver with a stupid remark, "Our dear brother has a girlfriend." I rolled my eyes as I didn't even dare look over at me parents, I knew that the questions would come in and I would be over boarded with them as I sat and watched as the cereal in front of me became soggy. "Lou, you didn't tell me this!" Now mum was excited, and I was getting ready emotionally for the new lecture that might appear as she'll talk about the one thing I don't want to talk about-
"YOU SPENT THE NIGHT AT HER HOUSE?"
There comes the dad.
I nodded my head, those similar words started ringing. "Did you guys have sex?" "Did you at least use protection?" "Have we even met her?"
I got up from the breakfast table and washed my bowl, ignoring the questions, and deciding it was better to wait it out so they could calm down. "I'm good, she's good. I promise, and no we haven't done anything like that. Don't worry you won't be young grandparents." I shoved the milk back in the fridge annoyed and kissed my mother on her head as I followed with grabbing my backpack and starting to head out the door.
"Louis, don't get into any trouble." A stern look was on my father's face, and I slowly nodded, he was worried, That's all, and I know that he still feels off about my friends, but it's not like he ever kicks them out so I don't really expect him to forbid me from seeing any of them. It was the fear of knowing I was growing up, I guess. But to me, (Y/n) was my main priority and that made me forget about a lot of things. Including the short film entry that we had submitted. It is already passed the fall time and our submission had just made it in time, but it was going to be a month or so before we heard anything from the organizers. And during that time, I'll look at her and think about how I want everything to stay just like this and one day, it will.
We'll be a forever thing, hopefully.
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(2 months later)
"Hunter, get in the middle."
"Hurry up! It's about to turn twelve!"
Everyone was yelling as their excitement for the New Year was emerging, Hunter was the victim of the screaming, but we all just laughed as Wyatt was trying his best to make sure we all looked like we were in the right positions. All five of us were smiling wide as my father took the picture and our hearts were beating fast. A couple more minutes, that's all that was left until the new year of new goals. I was excited, it was my first new years in the states and with everyone around, including all our parents and family members, it was nice to know that this was what it's like on those days.
After the picture, (Y/n) grabbed my hand and walked me over to the kitchen where Jaden was trying to calm down all the kids below the ages of five, he was good with kids, and I saw how (Y/n) adored that. He had soon enough come around these past few months of me being over and us starting to bond over a video game we both liked when we were younger. He was a great guy and even though he threatened me about his sister, it all seemed to be a nice thing to think about. "I swear, if you and my sister break up and we won't be able to play games anymore, I might beat your ass." His words, not mine. And yes, they were some-what harsh, but it was the joking manner that we had towards each other that made everything perfect.
One minute left.
I looked over to (Y/n) who was holding on the piece of watermelon firmly and bit into it. She was focusing on outside as she looked at Hunter, Wyatt, and Darris. They were the only ones outside hitting each other with snowballs and ganging up on Darris when he hit Wy in the face.
Things had completely changed. We were officially a group of five now and everything that had happened with Evanie wasn't something that was positive to anyone. Even though (Y/n) and her made up in a sort of way, it was still different, and Wyatt wasn't speaking or looking to her either. He wasn't focused on her anymore, more focused on the friends in front of him and never brought her up or asked about her. Right now, she was off in Canada with her boyfriend, and they were already starting to tell people they loved each other. It's only been a couple of months, but I can't say anything. I absolutely adore and love the girl next to me, who's devouring the watermelon in front of her. And I can't help but want to think of the trips her and I will take when we get older and have our money.
It had now become a normal thing though, waiting for the money call to come in. To see if we ever made it into the short film entry division. I was already checking my email, maybe five times a day, but we never got anything. It was the thought that we probably didn't make it and we needed to just move on, but at the same time I didn't want to lose. I want all the wins I can get in life and for (Y/n), I want this one. It wasn't that I was desperately in the need to please her, she was always so supportive of everything. Even recently when I made it into top ranking in our year's class. She cheered me on while my name was announced and with Wyatt, Hunter, and Darris there screaming, the only person I wanted to focus on was her. She was standing in front of me, and I wanted to do the same also, just look at her. The clock winding down and everything feeling a bit better in life. To be grateful that I moved down here and met her, that's all that mattered.
10.
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"What are you thinking about?" I glanced over to her, us now outside as we had made our way to where all the guys were. Our families inside watching the New York ball drop and drinking all the hot cocoa before Millie would down it all by herself. "You." Was all I said.
She laughed a little and then smiled at me before kissing me on the cheek lightly, "Love you, Lou."
"I love you too." I kissed the top of her head and ran over to where the guys were quickly as they started to smash snow in Hunter's face that was now becoming redder than I had ever seen.
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We heard yelling from inside, all our heads shooting to look through the windows and look at our phone's clocks. Another year in the next four seconds. (Y/n) stood beside me as I wrapped my arm around her. The guys continued to play around, not really caring about the time, just enjoying the moment.
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"Louis?"
"Hm?"
"I'll love you forever and always." She said.
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I looked over to her and puts my hands on both sides of her face, kissing her softly as the guys yelled, our families cheered and toasted to new beginnings, and I couldn't quite let her go. She smiled into another kiss and grabbed onto my jacket smiling, her arms snaked around my waist, and I felt her start to shake in a way which I thought she was crying. "(Y/n/n), you okay?"
I almost felt tears well up in my eyes also, I didn't know what was coming over me? The fact that she was crying or was it that I just loved her so much?
Then as I almost spoke again, I was soon met with a face of snow and my girlfriend laughing hysterically at me as she slowly backed away. "Are you serious? I thought you were actually crying!"
After a while of me chasing after her and then softly tackling her to the ground, all we did was laugh as we looked at each other. Her hand softly brushing the snow off my face and the words falling out of my mouth without any effort.
"Forever and always, (Y/n). Forever and always with you."
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