"Lost in Love"

By naadiabluejoseph

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"Lost in Love" is a Jikook love story inspired by Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin of BTS. Written by N. L. Jose... More

Chapter 1: This is Park Jimin
Chapter 2: This is Jeon Jungkook
Chapter 3: Dreams and Fantasies
Chapter 4: I Trust You
Chapter 5: Hungry Eyes
Chapter 6: Let Me Touch You
Chapter 7: All of Me
Chapter 8: Two Hearts
Chapter 9: Seek and Conquer
Chapter 10: The Party
Chapter 11: The Plan
Chapter 12: Change
Chapter 13: The Real Me
Chapter 14: The Real Secret
Chapter 15: Finally
Chapter 16: The Journey Now Start
Chapter 17: Change of Plans
Chapter 18: Surprises
Chapter 20: Austin, Texas
Chapter 21: Learning in Love
Chapter 22: Life Goes On
Chapter 23: How Do I Live?
Chapter 24: Bittersweet Moments: Part1
Chapter 25: Bittersweet Moments: Part2
Chapter 26: 감사합니다 (THANK YOU)
Chapter 27: I Can't Lose You
Chapter 28: I'm So Lost
Chapter 29: Back to Work
Chapter 30: The Fuckers
Chapter 31: Help Me!
Chapter 32: You're Almost There
Chapter 33: Drama! Drama! Drama!
Chapter 34: Don't Cry For Me
Chapter 35: Cry For Me
Chapter 36: Whalen 52
Chapter 37: Chingu (Friend)
Chapter 38: "More Secrets"
Chapter 39: "A Mother's Love"
Chapter 40: "A Father's Confession"
Chapter 41: "Jane's Secret"
Chapter 42: Sweetness
Chapter 43: My Sugarplum
Chapter 44: Jane's Log: Part1
Chapter 45: Jane's Log Pt2
Chapter 46: Jane's Log Pt.3
Chapter 47: The Humpty Dance
Chapter 48: Fire
Chapter 49: Our Mothers
Chapter 50: Finally!
Chapter 51: I Love You!

Chapter 19: Doctor James

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By naadiabluejoseph

[Jungkook]

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It took every single God-fearing angel, saint and heavenly body to stop me from murdering Kim Taehyung. Thank God Al was there to stop me from going to prison for the rest of my life. When Al and I saw that Jimin was trying to reach us, we didn't answer because we thought he had figured out our plan. But when he sent the SOS, that's when the sirens went off in our heads: Jimin was in trouble. I tried calling him back but somehow the phone circuits weren't getting through.

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So we rushed to the restaurant where Jimin said he was going to meet Tae. We were already running inside when I answered Tae's call and heard Jimin screaming out my name on the phone and in real time down the corridor. It took all the stamina in me to jump at that door and break it the fuck down. Only to see Tae squeezing Jimin by the throat and he was about to take off his pants.

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"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

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I literally jumped at Tae and flung him off of my baby. OH FUCK!!! Jimin's body was limp and Al sped behind me to hold him. Jimin's shirt was off and the waist of his pants and boxers pulled down to his hips exposing just the top part of his bottom. I glared at Tae. My infuriation bursting out of me.

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FUCKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK I'M GONNA KILL HIM..........

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"I'M GONNA KILL HIMMMMMMMMMMMM!!!!!!" I screamed but Al shouted even louder,

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"JUNGKOOK STOPPPPPPPP!!!!"

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My hand was literally about to make the blow of death when I froze. I looked with maddened eyes at Al but what he said and what I saw softened my furious heart.

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"Jungkook, look at Jimin... he needs you..." and Al lifted Jimin's body to me. I dropped the vermin and went immediately to hold my angel.

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I bawled like a baby holding my baby. He wasn't moving and barely breathing so I kept him up and covered his face with my kisses. "JIMIN.... JIMIN... JIMIN..." I couldn't stop but then Al got me to move. The police officers Al alerted when we realised Jimin was in trouble, came just as we were coming out. But I didn't notice them. My eyes were only on my Jiminshi who still wasn't responsive. Hannah was outside waiting for us and very quickly she and I rushed Jimin to the hospital while Al took care of Tae.

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I HOPE HE CUTS HIS THROAT AND DUMPS HIM IN THE SEA WHERE NO ONE WOULD FIND HIM.

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Then I started to cry again. This was my fault. I should've told Jimin I was coming and we would've met Tae for lunch together. Tae wouldn't have done that shit if I was there. I could've protected my Jiminnie but I didn't. I stayed away. Wanting to give them that time and space to make up and reunite their friendship.

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"FUCK!" I shouted and Hannah looked at me with scared eyes.

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"Is Jimin okay? Don't worry we're almost there..." she said and I apologized for frightening her. She nodded and told me it was okay.

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I couldn't help but blame myself for this, "This is my fault. I should've told him I was here. This wouldn't have happened. Oh God! Please tell me he didn't touch you, baby... I'll die if he did," and I cried again.

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Hannah's eyes were filled with tears too but she brushed them aside and drove faster. Thankfully we made it and as I handed Jimin over to the hospital attendants, I ran down the corridor with them. I wasn't going to let him out of my sight again. They rushed him to the emergency section and began to attend to him. One of the strong male nurses came up to me,

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"Don't worry. We're taking care of him now. You can wait by the chairs..."

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"I'm not leaving him," I said with my sobs in my throat. Then I felt hands on my shoulders.

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"It's okay. I'll take him," Al said. I turned, grabbed onto his neck, hugged him tightly and cried. "It's alright Master Jungkook. Jimin will be okay."

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I clutched onto Al and bawled like I never before. We remained there until I calmed down and he carried me to the seating area. Hannah met us and she too was crying. Poor Al. He had two big babies to comfort and he also took the task of informing Mr. Park about what happened. He and his wife were on their way as we sat waiting for the doctors to tell us anything. It took the doctors about an hour to finally come out.

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"Hello I'm Doctor James. Are you the relatives of a...Park Jimin?"

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Al looked at me and said, "He's his husband," and I stood tall and nodded my head.

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"Yes, I'm Jeon Jungkook. I'm Jimin's... husband." I went along with the lie because Al and I knew they wouldn't give us any information if we weren't family. So we waited to hear what the doctor was going to say.

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At first Doctor James smiled but then he got serious as he explained, "Okay, Mr. Jeon, your husband has wounds and a signs of a strangulation assault causing asphyxia and unconsciousness. Now this happens frequently during rough sex. Was he involved in any kind of activity like that?" And he watched me cautiously.

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Al answered because I was about to spaz out, "Mr. Park was found just as a perpetrator was sexually attacking him. Jimin was taken and being held against his will."

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The doctor responded, "I'm so sorry to hear that but we will have to notify the authorities. We take those kind of crimes very seriously here."

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Al continued, "We had already notified the police and the culprit is in jail as we speak."

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The doctor nodded, "Good. Now I need to explain. Jimin's air supply was cut off for different periods of time. The perpetrator knew what he was doing. He held him long enough to immobilize him but kept him semi-conscious."

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I just had to ask, "Please doctor. Did the culprit... Did he... was my Jiminnie..."

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OH GOD I COULDN'T SAY IT.

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The doctor looked at me and asked, "When was the last time you and Jimin had sex?"

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I remembered our last time, "It was early yesterday morning before he left to come here. Plus we video-sexed each other last night." I wasn't embarrassed at all. I just wanted to know if Tae had touched him.

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Then the doctor confirmed, "Well the tests I did showed that there was recent activity in his anal area but not hours old. More like a day old as you just stated. Plus I found that there was no tearing and no semen. Neither was there anything found in his mouth area either."

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I almost fainted. Relieved that we reached before Tae could do anything worse.

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The doctor continued, "He did sustain bite marks on his neck and ear. We also found pieces of skin and blood under his fingernails. We've taken them and the pictures of his injuries down to the police forensics so it would be included in their case." He paused then he added, "Jimin however hasn't come out of his unconsciousness and we don't know how much brain damage was caused. Because he was choked in that manner, Jimin wasn't without air for too long. So hopefully his brain activity should be okay. All we need to do now is wait."

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Then I thought about something and told the doctor, "Jimin suffers from panic attacks and he sometimes passes out."

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The doctor nodded at me, "Well that could be the reason for his current state. Hopefully he will wake up soon. It's good that you're here to let us know about his medical history. We'll let you know when he gets up."

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Al thanked him and turned to me, "Kim Taehyung is going to pay for doing this. I don't care who his father is. Mr. Park is already talking with the authorities and his lawyers."

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I knew there were so many things to think about but right now all I could think of was Jimin. I ran up to the doctor before he left the area, "Doctor James. Can I see him? Please..."

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"Ahem, sure but maybe your 'brother' can go with you," and he motioned for Al to come to us while Hannah stayed on the chair. The doctor took Al and whispered something in his ear. What was he saying? Al nodded and then came next to me. As we entered Jimin's room, then I understood what the doctor was worried about.

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"OMG!!!" I felt my knees buckle and my body was heading down to the floor but then strong arms held me. The doctor told Al that Jimin wasn't looking too good physically and he knew I would need support. There were tubes coming from his mouth and tubes stuck in his nose. The monitor was beeping loudly. Al guided me towards him and I cried as I saw the redness of the bruises on his neck, his ears and his wrists. I held his hand and cried. "Jiminshiiii my baby. Oh God... Why? Things were going so good. Why did this happen to us?" And I cried on his hand. His other hand had an IV stuck in there.

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We were only there for a few minutes when suddenly the tube from his mouth flew out as Jimin sat up and yelled out, "JANE!!!" And he dropped back down. The monitor sounded like it was failing as one loud long beep was heard.

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"He's going into cardiac arrest. Get the defibrillator. NOW!!!" Doctor James yelled at the nurses and they all went into action.

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"JIMINNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNNN!!!"

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"Jungkook, let the doctors do their job," and Al held on to me to carry me outside. But I was fighting him. I didn't want to leave my Jiminshi.

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"No.... No..."

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"Clear the room. NOW!" Doctor James was getting impatient but I didn't care.

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"Oh God, please help him. Bring him back to me... Jiminshiiii.... I LOVE YOU JIMINNNNNNNNN!!!" I shouted as Al dragged me out of the room. I couldn't stop crying and fighting as Al held me tightly. Then I felt a sharp pain and then a sudden calmness. It was like I was going into a dream. Some fucker sedated me but I didn't fight it anymore because all I could think about was my Jimin.

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Strange I didn't dream anything but I eventually got up and found myself lying down on a bed. There was a bright light to the side of me and a television set on in front of me. Some show about cats and dogs. Jimin loved watching those shows and we often thought about adopting. Unfortunately our apartment didn't allow pets. Jimin always said... Wait!

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"JIMIN!!!" I shouted and I saw the eyes of my sister next to me. "Suki?"

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"Kookie. Oh thank God. Are you okay?" She was talking to me and trying to comfort me but I had too many questions.

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"How..." I touched my head. I had a slight headache and I heard my stomach grumbling. Then I realised why. I was hungry and Suki had brought some of mom's mashed potatoes and gravy. I could smell it from a mile away.

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She heard my stomach and went to the bag, "Mom said you'd be hungry," and she gave me the bowl and spoon. "Take your time, Kookie," she warned me as I gobbled it all down.

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When she gave me the bottle of water, I leaned back on the pillow and sighed. Then I remembered, "Wait. Where's Jimin? What happened?"

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"What's the last thing you remembered?" She asked me but I was getting nervous.

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"Did something happen to him? Where is Jimin, Suki?" And as I was about to step off the bed she put her hands on my shoulders.

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"He's okay, Kookie. He's fine. He got up a few... HEY!!! WAIT!!! JUNGKOOK!!! He's down the corridor, in Room 58!"

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But I couldn't wait. No fucking way was I going to be left lying down on a bed while my Jiminnie was up and probably asking for me. I needed to see him right away. I wasn't sick. I was just put to calm the fuck down so they could attend to him. If Suki was right, then the doctors were going to be my new best friends. They brought him back to life.

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"THANK YOU GOD!!! THANK YOU JESUS!!!"

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I ran down the corridor and into Jimin's room. There I saw my mother and father sitting down at the side of the bed and on it sitting up looking so beautiful... my baby. My love. My Jimin. I stood by the door and immediately Jimin's face turned towards me. He could always sense me. It was like he had a sixth sense for me and me alone. He called it his Spidey Sense. I called it his Kookie Sense.

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I stood frozen only staring into his eyes and as soon as I saw the wetness forming in his, mine began to fall too. My parents smiled and walked towards me. My dad touching my back and my mom hugging me. They didn't say a word and as soon as they closed the door, I rushed to Jimin. I jumped on the bed and took him into my arms. He embraced me and we hugged and cried together.

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Panting I wiped my sniffles and eyes and I touched his face, "You're okay... you're okay."

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"Yes. I am. Oh Jungkookie..."

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And I cried again, "I'm so sorry... Jimin. I should've told you I was coming. I wanted to but I thought it would be nice to surprise you. I was supposed to meet you by Hannah's party. I wanted to give you and Tae a chance to fix your friendship. I was so fucking wrong about him. I should've protected you but I didn't. I'm sorry... It's all my fault."

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Then my lover, even though he was weak from earlier, grabbed my face so I could look straight at him. His voice was a bit husky but I understood his words perfectly, "Jeon Jungkook, don't you dare blame yourself for this. You hear me! My dad already told me that he asked you to keep it from me. And well Tae, neither of us knew what he was capable of doing. They found traces of cocaine in his system."

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"How do you know all of that already?"

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"My dad. He told me when he and a detective came to see me. I also told them that I saw Tae sniffing it right before he..." I couldn't bear to hear it but Jimin said it, "He tried to rape me, Jungkook. He was high and told me I ruined him when we came out at his party." Jimin then told me everything Tae said.

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I couldn't believe it, "Wait, he's jealous because you're spending time with me and not with him. What a fucking narcissist."

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Jimin sighed, "Being on drugs would add to his delirium too. That person who tried to rape me, that wasn't the Taehyung I knew and loved."

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Jimin was being kind and a bit naïve but I was mad as fucking hell. Tae didn't deserve any pity especially from Jimin, "Don't try and make excuses for him, Jimin. He knew exactly what he was doing."

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Jimin was about to answer me when Doctor James came into the room. "Well I'm glad to see you up and well, Mr. Park."

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"Jimin, please. Mr. Park is my father," and I saw Jimin smile and I beamed too.

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Doctor James smiled as well, "Okay, Jimin. Let's look you over." He did his check up on Jimin's bruises and his eyes and then he told us that everything was okay. All the lab reports stated that Jimin was fine and all he needed was the prescriptions and to make a visit to the physical therapist and a counsellor. "Trauma like this, you will need to speak to a professional. The both of you," and he pointed at Jimin and I.

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"Thank you Doctor James, for everything," Jimin said as he held my hand.

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"You're most welcome," but then he shocked the hell out of the both of us as he whispered, "So does that mean Sean and I would have to reschedule your visit for tomorrow?"

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I looked at him and asked, "Does Jimin have to come to the hospital tomorrow? I thought all the labs were done and everything was okay."

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But Jimin looked at him and I could see the confusion and then the connection, "Charlie?" Whoa... Did Jimin know him? Who the hell was Charlie? And who the hell was Sean? Then Doctor James nodded at him.

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I was about to spaz again but then I saw the light in Jimin's eyes flashing brightly, "OMG! Jungkook. Charlie is... He and Sean. They're the couple I'm supposed to meet tomorrow."

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"What the fuck?" I was shooked.

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Doctor James, I mean, Charlie smiled, "I recognised your name from the time you were wheeled in so I took your case immediately. I personally did all the tests on you, Jimin. Making sure no one touched you in any of your private areas. I didn't know what to expect but when I saw the work those surgeons did, you were very much blessed. It looks perfect."

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I didn't know if I was comfortable talking about this with him but I had to do a double take a few times when he and Jimin spoke. After going through that horrible experience, Jimin was still adamant about going to meet up with them so I put my foot down.

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"Jimin, you've been through a lot and you need time to rest. Can we reschedule the meeting for another day?" I looked at Doctor James but he shook his head.

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"We're actually going on our family vacation. We leave tomorrow night."

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"Oh," I sounded dejected as I looked at my Jiminnie. He looked as sad as I felt but I needed to take care of him and what he needed was to rest himself. Then the goodly doctor excused himself for a few minutes. I had to let Jimin know how I felt:

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"Jimin I know you really want to talk with them but you need to slow down and get some rest after what happened. And I think we should go to this counsellor like the doctor suggested."

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Jimin looked up at me with glassy eyes and nodded. I caught them as they fell and I sucked the tears from his cheeks. Then he put his head on my chest and cried. I stayed strong and gently rubbed his back and caressed his hair. I didn't hush him or tell him not to cry because he needed to do that too. The kind of trauma he just went through was something that could break anyone. Crying was part of the healing process.

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Then the doctor came back into the room with a smile on his face and addressed the both of us, "Well Jimin, Jungkook. If you can, Sean and I would gladly welcome you to our family reunion. That's if you can make it. You can come after Jimin feels better to travel and you can bring your 'brother' for protection to make you feel safer."

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I looked at Jimin and saw the hope come back into his face. How could I say no to that beautiful man? But I did the right thing. I looked at Charlie and said, "Thank you for the offer. Jimin and I will talk about it and let you know," and I bowed at him. He smiled and bowed too. He shook my hand and Jimin's and left us.

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Jimin looked at me with a confused and lovely look on his face, "Jungkook, we should go. Why did you tell him we'll think about it?"

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I sat on the edge of his bed and gently caressed my lover's bruised ear, "Because a decision like that, I need to talk with my husband first."

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Jimin's eyes went as wide as saucers, "HUSBAND? Jeon Jungkook, what the hell are you talking about?"

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I chuckled and explained it to him, "I had to tell them that... Well actually it was Al who said I was your husband. That was the only way we could get any info about what happened to you," and I couldn't help but blush. My cheeks getting red like strawberries.

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Then Jimin laid the bomb on me, "But Charlie knows I'm not married, Jungkook. When I spoke to Sean on the phone, they wanted to know about us before I came to see them. They wanted to make sure we were serious in our relationship and about learning about their life-style. Doctor James knows we're not married."

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Then I opened my eyes big. Charlie/Doctor James knew all along that I lied yet he still told us what had happened and allowed me to see Jimin when he was unconscious. He could've gotten in a lot of trouble by just doing that. He went out on a limb for us, so I did the same. I kissed Jimin quickly on his lips and said, "I'll be right back," and as I ran out the room I heard Jimin saying, "Tell him we'll be bringing Hannah too."

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The next few days passed with us lying in each other's arms. Our families went back home when they realised we were going to be okay. We thanked them for their support and went back to check out of Tae's hotel. Yeah right! We definitely weren't going to be staying there again. We booked into another hotel and took advantage of the physical therapist that Charlie arranged for Jimin. We went to the hospital and she showed me how to massage the parts of Jimin's body that needed care and attention. I could see a difference in his face when she demonstrated the techniques compared to when I touched him. My baby knew my hands and I felt the bumps on his skin raise whenever I did. The therapist just blushed but then ended our almost erotic moment when she took over as she heard Jimin moaning.

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Finally on Friday morning we all packed up our belongings and met Al by Hannah's ranch. They were waiting on us and I walked up to Hannah as we arrived, "I never got a chance to officially thank you for keeping your cool and driving us to the hospital. Thank you so much, Hannah," and I bowed to her. She smiled, bowed and then jumped into my arms for a big hug.

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"You're most welcome, Master Jungkook."

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"Oh no! Not you too. Aaaaaaaaaalllllllllll! Why is Hannah calling me 'Master Jungkook'?"

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But Al just grinned at me, "Cause she loves to, 'Call me Al..." and he sang the lyrics of the song I would tease him.

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I laughed, "Oh Finally! It took Hannah for you to warm up to it." I looked at Hannah, "Thank you Hannah, for making this big oaf into a little mouse."

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She laughed again, "Well I could tell you, he most certainly isn't a 'little mouse' at all," and we all laughed especially as Al rubbed behind his neck and blushed. It was the first time we ever saw him like this. Hannah took his cowboy hat and put it on his head. He held her waist and bent his head towards her. Then gently kissing her lips, I saw the sparks in their eyes. I looked at my Jiminnie who was in awe as me. He was smiling at the lovely couple and when he turned to look at me, his eyes and smile changed to a passion he only had for me. I couldn't help myself as I saw him licking his bottom lip. I went up to him and kissed him. Jimin's eyes widened in shock but then they softened as his body melted into my kiss.

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"You guys are so adorable," I heard Hannah squealing as it was now Al and her watching us. Al had a big smile on his lips too as he kept his arm around her waist.

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He looked down at his girlfriend and said, "We should get going," and we all went into Hannah's Ford pickup.

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Al drove us to the airport and he parked the truck in Hannah's family reserved parking spot. Hannah had all the right connections. When I thought Jimin's dad was influential, Hannah's money and connections made all of us combined look like lowly commoners. But the best thing about her was, she was so cool and totally down to earth not flaunting anything in front of us or being cocky about it. She said that was one of the reasons why she and her husband, Vincent didn't make it. She told us the story about her ex:

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"Vincent thought that by marrying me we would've been partying and going to all the various galas and high influential society events. At first I did go to a few to please him but it was never my style at all. I couldn't blame him though. In my youth, I had to attend them to show my face for the sake of the family. But once I became an adult, they couldn't force me to go. The one time my father insisted I go to one of their yearly events, I met Vincent there. He was totally handsome and charming. He wasn't after my money because he works really hard and has his own successful cologne business. But he liked the limelight while I love to spend most of my days at work or helping out at the ranch. We loved each other but when we realised that we spent more time apart than together, we decided to end it. It didn't make sense so we parted amicably. Would you believe, he wasn't even unfaithful to me and neither was I. We really loved each other and still do but our paths weren't going the same way."

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"Do you think you guys could get back together? I mean the love is there," I heard Jimin asking her while Al and I took out the luggage. I thanked God Jimin's voice was back to normal.

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"No. He's already moved on. Engaged to a high society princess. So he's exactly where he belongs." Then she looked at Al. "I haven't been with anyone at all. Not during or after my marriage so meeting Albert was a total shocker for me. I'm ready to move on too and I really like Al and you guys. You're a part of his life and I admire how much you and Jungkook love each other. What happened to you, Jimin, I pray it only makes you both stronger in your love. Don't lose each other with hate and revenge."

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Jimin had to hug her, "We will. Thank you so much Hannah."

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"And thank you for agreeing to go with us," I added as I came in and hugged Jimin, "I've never been on a private jet before."

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She laughed, "It's my pleasure. Texas is a beautiful place. My family's main estate is there. I grew up there so I can show you guys around, if you like?"

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We all nodded and she smiled. Charlie had told us that the family reunion was really a renewal of their marital vows. Both their families were coming for it in Austin, Texas. When Hannah heard that, she immediately told us that she has an apartment there in the city. Hannah has her own make-up and accessories line along with her own ranch in Florida. This kept her quite busy and she had to have ready accommodation close to her main stores. It was a good thing we caught up with her on her long needed vacation. We boarded the plane to head off to the lovely city of Austin, Texas.

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"Yaaaaaaahhhhhhh Whoooooooooooo!!!" Cowboy Al shouted and we all just rolled our eyes while Hannah laughed.

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"My dad's going to love you," Hannah said as the plane took off.

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"Dad?" Al's eyes opened wide and we all started to laugh.

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