✰ Jon's POV: ✰
"Are you sure I don't look ridiculous? I mean, do I look terribly bad?" Ashland asked, looking down at her costume.
Ah yes, it was finally the most "spookiest" day of the year; Halloween! To be honest, this holiday isn't really my cup of tea as I'm not a huge fan of costumes, candy, things of that nature. However, seeing the little kids come up at my door asking for treats isn't too bad. They normally have some cool ass costumes, so maybe this year won't be any different.
"No! No, baby girl, you look beautiful! To be honest with you, it looks like I don't even have a costume on, which is totally okay with me," I answered, laughing awkwardly.
The matching costumes we both decided on was the cow and the farmer one. It was easy on my part because all the costume really needed was a white t-shirt, a plaid jacket, a belt with a noticably huge buckle, then a cowboy hat. The hat was the hardest thing to obtain because come to find out, in order to get a decent and nice quality hat, it's pricey as hell. However, something tells me this won't be my first and only time wearing this thing.
Ash on the other hand, her costume was actually pretty easy too; all she had to do was order a cow onesie off of a website online. Knowing her, it was probably Target as she loves going there. She says it's her 'happy place where she spends way too much money'. Damn, she definitely isn't wrong on that statement. Every time she takes her cute, short self to Target for some retail therapy, she comes back with a lot of different, random, off-the-wall things that really aren't needed.
Oh! And we're hosting a Halloween party at our house! We only invited a couple of people, but nonetheless, it's going to hopefully be a really good time! Halloween is a pretty cool holiday after all, it just gives me the excuse to drink. Oh, that wasn't meant to come out so loud, ha.
We invited Jenna LaMaster, Kasey Tyndall, Ash's photographer, Brayln, and my tour manager, JD. Okay, so maybe that is only four people, but those were the only ones that were up for coming out today, which is totally fine. A little get-together isn't so bad. Company is always nice, not going to lie.
"Does the cow costume make me look stupid? Does it make me look fat? Oh my gosh, it does, doesn't it?" She asked frantically.
"Ashland Leigh, kindly, shut up! You do not look fat, my goodness. Just 'cause you're dressed up as a cow doesn't mean you look like one, don't be so silly!" I shook my head while rubbing my hand on her lower back.
"But- are you absolutely sure? It makes me look huge; look at how far the utters extend out! It looks so damn ridiculous!" Ashland cried out of frustration.
Man, Ash is pretty emotional as is, but ever since she fell pregnant, she's been ten times- no wait, make that one hundred times more emotional than ever before. Has it been mentioned that her insecurities have been through the roof in the third trimester than the last two combined? It's been crazy, so to speak.
"You are pregnant with twins, baby girl! That's kind of how pregnancy works; you're goin' to gain some weight. Don't get your panties in a bunch, alright?" I sternly told her, planting a kiss on her forehead.
Ash nodded her head, the cow ear headband she was wearing was falling off of her head, so I quickly fixed it for her.
While fixing her headband, she leaned her head onto my shoulder as she kissed all the way up to my ear which made me laugh a bit.
"My hot country boy! You are just so, so handsome; the cowboy hat suits you very well! Can you wear it more often please? I beg you," Ashland giggled as she tipped my hat with her finger to mess around with me.
"Well, what Mama wants, Mama gets! Isn't that right?" I smirked playfully over at Ash.
She giggled while nodding her head lightly, "Uh, is that so? 'Cause if so, Mama needs and wants a massage!"
"Oh yeah? What kind of massage? Foot? Back? All over?" I questioned, slowly raising my eyebrow.
"I could feel the relaxation already if you were to massage me all over. I'll pay you in whatever you want! Whether that be food, cuddles, kisses, anything like that.." Ashland answered, nuzzling her head in the crook of my neck.
"You won me over with mentioning food. Let's go!" I laughed while strolling into the kitchen to get said food.
As much as Ash loves the cowboy hat on me and everything, it was getting kind of annoying, so I ended up taking it off and settling it on the countertop in the kitchen while picking at some of the food options we had laid out on the table for when the guests arrive.
The food options weren't anything too crazy or special- the two of us chipped in together and bought all kinds of different things from one of Ash's favorite restaurants; Taco Bell. She loves that fast food chain so much to the point that I even surprised her with a custom cake that had their logo and stuff on it for her birthday back in April.. Ahh, good times back then..
Ashland saw me taking little tid bits of the food and she gasped, "What on earth are you doin'? Are you eating food that's supposed to be for our guests?"
"I- hey! You're guilty too! You ate a couple chips and cheese dip before it even got on the countertop thank you very much; don't call me out!" I defended myself quickly.
"Well, I'm pregnant with twins, sir, of course I'm goin' to be eating food! Don't be so silly," Ash laughed, shaking her head at our argument. "Do you have any idea on when everyone's supposed to be coming or do you know anything? You planned all of this, that's why I'm asking."
"Mmm.. I think some people should start coming pretty soon; be patient, baby girl. They'll be here before we know it," I answered, rubbing my chin, messing with my facial hair. "Come sit in my lap. Please and thank you."
Ash's eyebrows clinched together and then she soon obliged, coming to where I was. I had taken a seat on the couch to be more comfortable since none of the guests have arrived yet. Once our slowpoke guests arrive, I'll be more active and not lazy, haha.
She placed her legs on either side of my own legs, her head resting on my shoulder. Knowing that she felt safe in my arms, it's a feeling that can never ever get old. I love being able to have that kind of effect on someone; it makes me feel so damn special..
"Are you sure this isn't painful? Am I putting too much weight on your legs? Oh my gosh, I am, aren't I?!" Ash freaked out, quickly getting out of my lap before I could even say anything.
Rolling my eyes, I huffed and motioned her back over to me. Of course, Ashland didn't even budge- not even move a singular muscle. She fully believes that since she is pregnant and is a few pounds heavier because she's carrying twins, that she'll hurt me or something, when that isn't the case at all. That girl isn't right sometimes, but I love her nonetheless. Even if she's stubborn as hell.
But before I could tell her anything about her so said stubbornness, a knock came at the front door. Oh my God, it's our first guests to arrive! That's exciting- my bets are going to be that it's Brayln at the door. I don't know why, but just a little instinct tells me that it could be her. I invited her to this party thing first, so maybe she'll arrive first.
As soon as the door swung open from my hand, there stood Brayln and her boyfriend, Will. She seems to like bringing him around a lot more often- which is so incredible! At least she isn't third-wheeling with me and Ash anymore; kidding kidding, it was a joke!
"Look who in the hell it is! Brayln and Mister lover boy himself! Y'all come on in; make yourselves at home! There's food in the kitchen if you guys are hungry by any chance."
The two walked in the house hand in hand, making me laugh a bit. It's so nice seeing Bray all in love and everything! She deserves love and all the best things in the world- just like Ashland. Those two ladies are a wonderful bunch; I'm thankful to know both of them and be close with them two.
Ashland waddled her way rapidly to where Brayln and Will were at and she gave them both a hug. Oh, and they were also dressed up as well! In order for our Halloween bash to be ten times cooler, I made it one hundred percent clear that these fellas had to dress up or they wouldn't be able to come- it sounds aggressive, but I demanded it in the nicest ways possible!
Bray and Will were dressed up in simple, matching costumes similar to mine and Ashland's. They were dressed up as the characters from the Disney movie, Monsters, Inc. He was dressed as Sulley, the blue monster whereas she was dressed as Boo, the little girl of the film.
They looked very nice; even if their costumes were something I was not expecting. However, it gave me a nice laugh, so no complaints there. Besides, it's creative and unique; I like their costumes! It makes me wonder what everyone else is going to wear when they arrive!
"Oh goodness, you are so cute, Boo! Wait- you're dressed up as Boo, that's even cuter! Stop, I'm obsessed with you and Will!" Ashland squealed excitedly to Brayln, giggling a little bit.
As I was watching the girls talk and have their moment together, I became lost in my own little mental world afterward. Seeing my sweet, beautiful Ashland so happy just by talking to her best friend makes me feel so many different emotions at once.
Soon though, Will came over to me and shook my hand, smirking over at the girls. He even pointed at them, not making it obvious, of course.
"So, you and Ashland are together, huh?" He questioned, rolling up his sleeve to check the time on his wristwatch.
That watch looked to be expensive as hell! No judgment here, really there's no judging- I think it looks great! Honestly though, watches are the way to my heart, so I'm a critic in that accessory, ha.
I nodded my head, "Yep! We've been together for a while now- she's the greatest thing to ever happen to me! How have you and Bray been? Hopefully you guys have been doin' good."
"We've been doing hella good! I've just been busy as hell with my work so she doesn't get to bring me around often," Will explained. "Brayln was telling me last night that you guys are expecting twins? If that's true, then congratulations, bud!"
Yikes, I wasn't trying to have mine and Ash's baby news out there for everybody and their mama knowing, but here we are. Me and Brayln may need to have a talk about boundaries and what information to share and not to share with others. It's cool that she's excited about our baby girls, but there's only so many people she should be going and telling.
"Yeah," I answered dryly, rubbing the back of my neck. "Sorry she told you all of that before me and Ashland could; honestly, me and her just went official on Instagram. We definitely aren't goin' to be posting about our twins until a little while after they're born."
"C'mon, man, you ain't gotta explain yourself to me! I totally understand that! Bray definitely spills the beans about things very quickly- that's just how she's been ever since the day we met," Will laughed, shaking his head from side to side.
As soon as I was about to reply, another knock came at the door. Since Ashland and Brayln were too busy and caught up with their girl gossip, I took it upon myself to open the door and invite the other person inside of the house as it is pretty cold outside now that it's later in the afternoon.
The guests that were standing at my front door was Jenna LaMaster and Kasey Tyndall, they must've either came together or arrived at the same time- I'm leaning toward the first option rather than the latter.
They were dressed up, obviously as this is a Halloween get-together and everything. Their outfits might have been my favorites so far and only two guests have came. The girls were dressed up as cookies and milk! No way, it fits in with Ash's costume as she is dressed as a cow. That is such a coincidence, ha.
"Well, howdy, Jonathan Langston!" Jenna greeted me with the most forced country accent you could think of.
Kasey gave me a hug and grinned, "This bozo drank when she was at home and then on the drive over here, so if she's throwing up later, now you know why."
My jaw dropped and then I began laughing my ass off after soaking up the information Kasey had just fed me about Jenna. So that's why she was forcing an accent that hard? Ha, she's a hoot, for sure. I guess she wasn't the only one who was thinking of a boozy Halloween party after all!
"No shit? Then that's about to make two of us, Jen. Oops, I said that out loud didn't I?" I asked, making a light joke with her. "Don't tell Ash- she may kick my ass! Especially with those pregnancy hormones she's got goin' on."
The two girls laughed out loud as they soon made their way into the house. As soon as their eyes locked onto Ashland and Brayln, they squealed in unison, rushing over to the mother-to-be.
Since they went over to Ash and everything, I shut the door behind me and there stood Ashland herself. That's interesting- I could've swore she was just over there at the bar with Brayln and the other two girls.
"Hey, baby girl. Is everything alright?" I asked, raising my eyebrow slightly.
Ashland nodded, placing her head on my chest, "I was just missing you is all. That, and these twins are kicking me around like crazy. Everything is just bothering me and making me highly uncomfortable!"
"Oh, it seems like someone's a bit moody! Get it, because you're dressed as a cow for Halloween?" I laughed, rubbing my hand on her back softly.
Her eyebrows clinched together and she growled, "Don't ever say that shit ever again. You're trying to get your ass kicked, aren't you?"
That was a bit scary, but then again, it wasn't the first time she asked if I was trying to get my ass kicked. She definitely is moody throughout this whole damn pregnancy. Come to think of it, a lot of wives tales say that if the mother is moody, she's having a girl- that explains why Ashland is extra moody, it's because she's having two girls.
She soon drug me out of the main part of the living room and led me to the half-bathroom that's in the downstairs part of the house.
Her hand landed on the doorknob, locking the door. It made a tiny click noise when it had became locked.
"Why on earth did you drag me in here, Ashy? Is everything okay? I was just making a light-hearted joke about the moody and cow costume thing; we can't be gone too long or the guests will start suspecting things.." I muttered, resting my elbow on the doorframe.
"Jon! I dragged you into the bathroom because of something that one of the girls told me while we were doin' our small talk," Ashland replied worriedly, not even caring about my remarks from earlier. "They said that- that Hardy caught wind of our get-together we're hosting right at this very second..."
✰ Ashland's POV: ✰
After dragging both me and Jon in the downstairs bathroom, I locked the door momentarily to make sure absolutely no one would come in and hear my worries and concerns about a conversation that had just taken place between me, Brayln, Will, Jenna, and Kasey.
Right as Jenna and Kasey had came over to us, the conversation topic soon turned to Michael. God forbid he doesn't get brought up at some point- most of the time, my girl friends are just picking fun at how I should have never dated him in the first place. Like yes, it was a huge mistake dating him, but I'm out of that relationship now- that doesn't matter anymore.
What he's doing, how he's doing, what he's got going on, what he will be doing, all of that, it's truly none of my business anymore. Besides, I'm busy minding my own business and getting mentally and physically prepared for two newborn babies in the next couple of months.
We have the twins' nursery all done up and everything! It's such a cute, quaint, little place for the girls and we couldn't be anymore happier of how the nursery came out to be! It is so adorable, it's better than either me or Jon could have ever imagined.
Even though it's a tiny bit outrageous to some, it looks perfect for the girls. I just know that they will make the nursery ten times better once they are physically here! I'm too excited about that!
Honestly, I sit in the rocking chair that's in the nursery and just ponder about life and so many different things all at once. It's exciting that two babies are going to be joining mine and Jon's family, yes, but it's so crazy that we are expanding our family so quickly. It makes me wonder if marriage is in the equation at any point in time. It's such a bizarre thing to think about, but it'd be nice.
Settling down would be pretty cool, even if it's something I never thought about doing so early on in my life. I'm only 24 years old, I've got a lot of life left to live, but life has thrown me curveballs that has me actually considering and dare I say it, wanting marriage.
However, there's this overwhelming thought that keeps coming back to haunt me is the sole fact that we're having not one baby, but two babies out of wedlock- would that give me or Jon a bad reputation by chance? Obviously, we aren't going to be making our kids public on the internet- not until we both are comfortable, but still..
"Why on earth did you drag me in here, Ashy? Is everything okay? I was just making a light-hearted joke about the moody and cow costume thing; we can't be gone too long or the guests will start suspecting things.." Jon informed me as he was resting his elbow against the doorframe.
"Jon! I dragged you into the bathroom because of something that one of the girls told me while we were doin' our small talk," I answered him, trying to not freak out. "They said that- that Hardy caught wind of our get-together we're hosting right at this very second..."
"Huh? Like hell he did! Who in the fuck told Michael about this party? On God, when I find out who told him, I'm kicking some son of a bitch's ass! I don't care who the hell it is, Ash-"
A knock came at the bathroom door, thus causing Jon to not be able to finish his rant. It was Jenna- I knew her voice from anywhere!
"Hello? Anyone in there?!" She banged her fist on the door rapidly.
Me and Jon were very quick to unlock the door and get out of the bathroom. After we walked out hand in hand, Jenna coughed a bit and then soon rushed into the bathroom, shutting and locking the bathroom door after we walked out.
Damn, that's interesting that she ran in so quickly- I hope she's okay! Poor girl. I think I heard from Kasey that Jenna had drank a bit too much beforehand so she might've gotten sick from all the alcohol. Here's to hoping she doesn't find the beers in the fridge or she is going to be making multiple trips to the bathroom, oops.
Jon laughed and pointed over to the bathroom door, "Kasey and Jenna came together and everything, yeah? Anyway, Kase was telling me about how Jen was pre-drinking before the party and so she's probably sick from all of the drinking she had done a while ago."
My giggles were so close to escaping, but with enough courage and biting my lip at the right exact time, I managed to not laugh out loud over the fact that my poor friend partied a bit too hard before our bash. Someone needed some liquid courage to get all dressed up for Halloween.. And there's nothing wrong with that at all.
We soon went back to the kitchen where the guests were helping themselves to food and some drinks. All of the guests that were already here seemed to be having a pretty great time so far! There's still a few more people who are supposed to be showing up, but they aren't here yet... That's on us living out in the middle of nowhere, pretty much.
Jon then looked down at me and he smiled warmly, "You want anything to eat or drink, Mamas? I'll make you a plate or cup of whatever you'd like; just lemme know."
Oh my gosh, that is literally the sweetest damn thing in the world! He offered to make me some food and a drink. J is literally the best boyfriend and future dad ever. I just know he's going to be the most wonderful daddy to our twin girls, whenever they arrive!
Though my due date is January 3rd, I highly am expecting that they'll come earlier than that only because I do know and have been doing research that some twin births usually happen before the 37 week mark, which isn't too bad as they are fully developed by that time! Let's just hope they don't try to arrive during the Thanksgiving or Christmas holidays because those times are already going to be stressful enough as is for both me and Jon.
"I'll take a drink for right now, bubs. You ain't gotta make me any food.. Believe it or not, but I'm really not too hungry right now," I laughed, finally answering his question. "Thank you for asking, handsome."
Jon grinned pridefully and his arm protectively was wrapped around my waist as he got a red solo cup out of the package it was in. After pulling it out of the plastic, he then showcased off all the drinks he had placed on the counter all by himself.
Aww! He is so damn proud of himself for putting the drinks on the counter just like I had asked him to earlier this morning. Jon's a good listener... Whenever he wants to be, of course. That boy is hard-headed, but he makes it such a cute factor about his self. Lord, I could go on and on, and on about this man and never get tired of it.
"Do you want root beer? Grape soda? Sprite? Ice water? Tell me what you want and I'll make it for you, baby girl. You call the shots; whatever Mamas and our two princesses want, they get," Jon muttered quietly, pointing toward the drinks that were on the countertop.
"Man, root beer sounds so amazing right now, but I think I'll take some ice water. I haven't been feeling too good today.. It's probably from the lack of hydration in my body," I replied, slipping up and telling him that I haven't been drinking like I should.
Jon looked up at me after squatting down and putting ice into the solo cup, "Ashland Leigh, you are goin' to drink this water as soon as I give it to you. Girl, you need to be hydrated for the health of you and those babies!"
While he was giving me a lecture and filling up the cup with water from the refrigerator, a knock came at our front door and Brayln was quick to run up to the door and was about to open it up.
She then yelled out for me and Jon to get the okay from one of us if she was allowed to answer the door. Of course, Jon being the more louder, vocal one, he just said 'fuck it' and for her to 'go on ahead and open it up'.
The second she opened up the door, I instantly knew who it was! It was JD and his girlfriend, Ally. They looked to be dressed up as Cosmo and Wanda from that Nickelodeon cartoon, The Fairly Odd Parents. They looked so dang adorable! JD does look pretty miserable... I can't blame him. Being in a costume is exhausting, but I only feel that way because of my pregnancy, haha.
I then grabbed my cup of ice water from Jon and let him go and talk to his tour manager whereas I got to sit, relax, and talk to my girl friends since it had been a while since any of us caught up on anything in life lately. Today's the perfect time considering we're all just sitting here!
A little later on, however, we're supposed to be watching some Halloween movies to wind down from all the 'partying' we're doing... Honestly, partying isn't anything that's enjoyable for me. I keep telling myself it's because I'm pregnant, but the more that excuse repeats itself in my mind, the more I begin to not believe it. Maybe it's just me overthinking things per usual. God, who even knows anymore?
Brayln looked over at me and noticed my mood and facial expression changed rather quickly so she then led me to the patio on the back porch. We sat on the couch together and she started to speak softly so no one would hear but us two.
"Girl, you've been looking freakin' miserable since me and Will got here.. Is everything okay?" She asked, shifting a bit on the couch to get comfortable.
I sighed and then decided to come clean to my best friend. Brayln is and always will be my unpaid therapist. She listens to my problems and almost always finds or has a solution for me.. God is so good, He blessed me with the most amazing friends in the world.
"I've got a lot on my plate and on my mind, Bray. On top of preparing myself for the birth of the twins, I just haven't been feeling myself. Like, I'm not depressed or anything... Becoming a mom is one of my biggest dreams come true! It's just that this party isn't as fun as I thought. Ugh, my feelings are all over the place."
Brayln nodded her head, genuinely listening to everything that I had to say, "Hey, hey, it's okay! You are entitled to any and every feeling. A huge, life-changing thing is about to happen in your life, you're bound to feel every damn emotion known to man throughout these times. I'm no doctor, but your hormones are probably a mess because of the stress of studio work, tour is about to start back up, plus being almost close to nine months pregnant, it's a lot to handle, chica. You'll get through this. If you ever need anything, me and Will are always a call or text away."
Ugh! She's so right! Is it bad to say that I kind of despise that Bray is correct? Tour is about to begin for Jon more than me. Hell, he doesn't have a show booked until the one he does with his friends, Travis Denning, Jordan Rager, and Cole Taylor, but that acoustic show isn't until December.
Man, it's going to be so dang hard to adjust with tour coming back into full swing in the upcoming year of 2021. Juggling it all with twins is going to be even more difficult than I could've ever imagined.. Not to mention, J doesn't even know any of my feelings or thoughts about any of this stuff! He's got enough worry and stress due to his own issues with going in and out with the studio plus working out at his farm to gear up for hunting season.
Everything has been a complete shit show since me and Jon became a couple, to be honest. It makes me feel that if me and J weren't together and never did get together, Michael wouldn't be such a dick toward either of us. It's hard, but having thoughts like that makes me sad and scared.. If I told Jon about this, he'd probably take it the wrong way, break up with me, kick me out, and never want to see me again.
Those thoughts was what did me in; it made me start sobbing loudly and violently. All I truly wanted in this moment wasn't Brayln, but J! It's not fair to me, him, and our unborn daughters that I'm losing sleep, not drinking enough water or eating enough food because of the anxiety and stress of EVERY last thing that comes to mind.
My photographer began panicking from my sudden cries and rushed into the house, barely closing the sliding glass backdoor afterward. Here I was feeling ten times more alone than I have ever, ever, ever felt in my whole entire 24 years in my life..
**a little while later!**
Bray came back with Jon following right behind her and he saw me instantly after walking onto the back porch. His eyes were full of sadness and I pretty much could put two and two together at this point; Brayln must've told J a few of the things I had told her a few moments before.
He grabbed ahold of both of my sweaty, shaky hands and stared deep into my eyes. One of his hands let go of my my hand, his soft thumb wiping away all of the tears that were falling down rather quickly on my face.
Brayln excused herself, thus letting me and Jon have some one-on-one time with one another so that he could finally know my feelings instead of me pushing them away.
"Baby... Bray came runnin' in the house and was basically begging me to come out here to you. She was telling me a little rundown of what you girls were talkin' 'bout.. Ashy, talk to me, sweet girl," Jon desperately cried out to me, a few tears were falling from his own eyes too.
My breathing hitched after hearing him mention the conversation that me and Brayln had just wrapped up before he came out here. Surely she didn't try and twist it to make me sound crazy or anything, right? She wouldn't do that, that's my best friend..
I began to stutter whilst trying to find my words to tell him and be honest about what's going on mentally, physically, and emotionally. It's what he deserves because I know he's going to start stressing himself out even more than before now that he knows something's going on with me.
"I- uh, Jon, p-please don't take this the wrong way, but... Everything that Brayln told you is true.. You hate me now, don't you?" I questioned quickly, nipping down hard at my bottom lip.
He pinched the bridge of his nose and sighed, "Ashland, why the fuck do you think I hate you?! You are on edge about everything, I get that, I really do. The good news is that JD and Ally were the last people to come to our party, so it's not gonna be too crowded if that's what you're afraid of."
"I'm not afraid of the crowd here.. This party doesn't bother me, it's just that it's not fun to me right now," I softly whispered, not bothering to look at Jon.
His hand then gently was rested on my shoulder and he kissed my lips as softly as ever, "I love you, Ashy cash. Keep your head up, this too shall pass. You can be honest with me about anything, especially when it comes to your feelings. Oh, and nothing would ever make me hate you. Let's go and half-ass party it up in the house, okay?"
I nodded my head, my smile coming back to my face as the two of us went back into the house to continue on with the spooky, Halloween festivities...
~ okay so it took alot of back and forth switching with what costume idea thing i wanted to give to Jon and Ashland, so then i decided to do the cow and farmer because I love cows! if you didn't know, I love cows literally with my whole being🤪 ok so i'm a bit obsessed, but it's a healthy obsession, of course! ☺️
- y'all, idk why it took me FOREVER to get this chapter out, but please bear with me as i've been working and making money for the past almost two months now.😃 my writing schedule is pretty messed up considering i do work 3 to 6 hours each day (depending on my schedule for each week)!! please note, i will be updating as much as i can. thank you all for understanding! i have the best readers ever! 😚🫶🏼
~ ughhhh but omg we're nearing the end of I'm A Trainwreck, (this isn't the last chapter obviously haha) and y'all i'm already a (train) wreck because it's going to be the end of an era-- however, im in the midst of making a little sequel, probably not too long considering, but nonetheless, i'm sure my Jon & Ashland readers would like a sequel (and so would i 🤪)!! just know that this isn't the last you'll see of these two!!😉
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