"Lost in Love"

By naadiabluejoseph

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"Lost in Love" is a Jikook love story inspired by Jeon Jungkook and Park Jimin of BTS. Written by N. L. Jose... More

Chapter 1: This is Park Jimin
Chapter 2: This is Jeon Jungkook
Chapter 3: Dreams and Fantasies
Chapter 4: I Trust You
Chapter 5: Hungry Eyes
Chapter 6: Let Me Touch You
Chapter 8: Two Hearts
Chapter 9: Seek and Conquer
Chapter 10: The Party
Chapter 11: The Plan
Chapter 12: Change
Chapter 13: The Real Me
Chapter 14: The Real Secret
Chapter 15: Finally
Chapter 16: The Journey Now Start
Chapter 17: Change of Plans
Chapter 18: Surprises
Chapter 19: Doctor James
Chapter 20: Austin, Texas
Chapter 21: Learning in Love
Chapter 22: Life Goes On
Chapter 23: How Do I Live?
Chapter 24: Bittersweet Moments: Part1
Chapter 25: Bittersweet Moments: Part2
Chapter 26: 감사합니다 (THANK YOU)
Chapter 27: I Can't Lose You
Chapter 28: I'm So Lost
Chapter 29: Back to Work
Chapter 30: The Fuckers
Chapter 31: Help Me!
Chapter 32: You're Almost There
Chapter 33: Drama! Drama! Drama!
Chapter 34: Don't Cry For Me
Chapter 35: Cry For Me
Chapter 36: Whalen 52
Chapter 37: Chingu (Friend)
Chapter 38: "More Secrets"
Chapter 39: "A Mother's Love"
Chapter 40: "A Father's Confession"
Chapter 41: "Jane's Secret"
Chapter 42: Sweetness
Chapter 43: My Sugarplum
Chapter 44: Jane's Log: Part1
Chapter 45: Jane's Log Pt2
Chapter 46: Jane's Log Pt.3
Chapter 47: The Humpty Dance
Chapter 48: Fire
Chapter 49: Our Mothers
Chapter 50: Finally!
Chapter 51: I Love You!

Chapter 7: All of Me

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By naadiabluejoseph

WARNING: Mature Content. Contains Strong Sexual Content. Obscene Language 🔞

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[Jimin]

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"All of me is yours..." Jungkook's words lingered in my ear, my brain, my heart and my entire body. Jungkook gave me himself to do as I wanted; as I pleased. So I took him and the look on his face, the sounds coming from deep in his throat and the way his dick danced in front of me, I knew he was sincere. He literally gave me himself and I remembered this was what made me faint. Could I give him my all too? I put that question deep back, suppressing it somewhere for me to deal with it later. No fucking thing was getting in between me and Jungkook right now. Not even my fucking mother.

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My man was giving himself to me and it was about time I took him and made him mine. I felt the adrenaline, the need and the desire to make him mine, so I did. Well... I made him mine by giving myself to him. I was going to give him my body tonight, and hopefully many-many more nights and early mornings after this. I'd deal with the mental instabilities later. Laterz Moms... I belong to Jungkook now... Now and forever... I liked that. I belong to Jungkook and he belongs to me. Ownership in the most romantic and erotic way possible.

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I continued to lick and suck Jungkook's sexy and delicious body. He was groaning and licking his lips every time I stroked him, edging him further into my world. Into my universe. His hands fell limp around his sides but sometimes he would get the strength to touch my face or put his large fingers into my hair. While I touched him with my tongue, lips and the fingers of my left hand, my right hand knew exactly what it was doing. I was getting myself ready to receive him. With parts of my saliva along with pre-cum from the both of us, I got my hole ready to take my love.

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I looked up at Jungkook. His eyes were glassy. He was on the verge of tears and when I held his cock in my hand, I let my accumulated spit spill out to make his dick nice and moist. I never knew I could produce so much saliva before but I'm so glad it came out. Jungkook moaned as he looked as I pumped his wet and slippery shaft again.

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"Jimin... Jimin... Jimin..." he was softly moaning my name over and over with a few grunts and groans in between.

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His voice only propelled me and made me want him even more now. It was time. Time to claim him. I came up to his chest and I felt as his hand held my hip and his fingers began to slide towards my anus area. Jungkook's eyes bulged as he realised how wet I was.

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"Jiminnie..."

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"Jungkookie..."

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And I came up to him. Our faces touching each other. Our eyes looking into each other. We were seeing each other: raw, whole and we didn't hold back.

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I took his dick and guided his tip close to my hole. Our eyes never leaving each other and I began to push him inside. I squeezed my eyes shut just for a few seconds but then I opened them wide. I needed to see him. Jungkook was already in agony. His eyes filled in mine and as I pushed myself into him, I saw the tears falling to the side of his eyes.

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We were groaning together, making our loud love sounds as I pushed him deeper inside of me. I thanked God that the cabin was in seclusion and no one was around to hear us. I saw as Jungkook's body began to shake and I opened my legs wider.

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"OHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!" We both released out really loudly as Jungkook's dick filled me in its entirety. He tightly held my face and brought me closer to him and kissed me with all his might.

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While he was kissing me, my hips began to move and I felt his kiss deepen, if that was possible. Jungkook's voice echoed inside of my own mouth and throat as his sounds got more pronounced.

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"Jimmmmmmin...." He finally released as I sat up on top of his groin area and Jungkook's dick went further inside of me.

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I bounced and bounced, up and down and taking all of him inside of me. God... I never felt this way before in my entire existence. I was extremely glad that I decided to finally do this with someone whom I have such strong feelings for. I looked down at him and even though he told me he wanted me and we were obviously deeply attracted to each other, I couldn't help but see something looking like love radiating from Jungkook's eyes. I soaked it in and I felt my heart bursting at the seams.

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Something was about to burst too and as I felt his body shaking, Jungkook sat up and grabbed me by my waist. Turning me around quickly, we shifted positions so I was below facing him while Jungkook was now on top and boy did he take charge. OMG!!! He started slowly at first, kissing me and touching my body all over. He was literally trying to prolong our lovemaking. Then it was almost as though he couldn't control himself any longer. He literally ravished me. At first he made me feel like I was a god being worshiped by a dedicated servant only after for him to transform into a vicious lion devouring a lamb.

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My man fucked me real good. I couldn't help but touch myself and even though I had come for him in the bathroom before, I felt myself coming again.

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"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh God Jungkookie... I'm coming baby... I'm coming... I'M COMING!!!" I eventually screamed out and my semen came gushing out flying all around.

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The majority of it landed on my chest but some landed on Jungkook's chest and arms. I almost died when he bent his head down and licked it off of his strong biceps. All the while he was still fucking me. He grunted when he tasted me.

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"Fuck Jimin. You taste so sweet. You make me want to fuck you harder," and oh God, he did.

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Jungkook then took some of my semen and pulled his dick out and began to smear my cum unto his hot cock. I wanted to come up to lick him but Jungkook put me back down.

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"I'm almost there my love. Please, let me love you some more..."

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I felt it. The tearing, the tears, the breaking of the barriers around my damaged heart. Just those simple words, 'Let me love you some more, my love' broke me. I knew right there that I was definitely in love with Jungkook and I knew he was in love with me.

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"I love you..." I whispered.

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That was all it took. My three little words. Jungkook stopped and looked at me. And even though I thought I spoke too softly for him to hear, he held my face in his hands and cried with me.

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"I love you too..." he whispered back and with that he planted his seed in me.

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We both knew that our seed wouldn't produce anything in our soil but the exchange of fluids and semen we passed onto each other, sealed our bond. Jungkook laid his shoulder and arm on top of me and he embraced me in the best hug ever. I could smell myself on him and I kissed his cheek tasting a mixture of his sweat with bits of my semen on his face.

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I thought maybe he'd fallen asleep as he was so quiet but then I felt his hand coming up towards my face. He moved the hair on my forehead and raised up to kiss me there. I smiled as his lips moved downward to the top of my eyelids, the side of my temple, then to my nose, my cheek, my chin and then up to my lips. Jungkook kissed me with such sweet softness, I literally felt my lips trembling.

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Then he looked up into my eyes and whispered again, "I'm in love with you, Jimin-ah. I have been in love with you for a very long time."

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I sighed, "So have I, my Jungkookie. From the moment I saw you for the orientation and you were in the line waiting for me, I knew there was something wonderful about you. I found myself gravitating towards you. You're my sun and I'm just a satellite orbiting around you."

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Jungkook blushed and then he lifted my chin to kiss me again. When he released my lips again, he sighed, "I guess I should tell you..."

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I looked at him with a stunned face, "Ugh... tell me what? You're not really a serial killer are you?" He laughed and shook his head. I laughed too, "So what is it then?" Honestly, if Jungkook told me that he's an alien who came to conquer the earth, I would still love him and even fly away with him to his beautiful alien planet. "Are you an alien?"

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That question gave me a puzzled looked from my lover's face. I giggled when he replied, "No, Jimin-ah. Let me explain. When I said that I have been in love with you for a long time, I meant even before orientation."

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I looked at him. Now I was puzzled. "Jungkook, we never met before that day. I would've definitely remembered you if I did."

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"True. You never met me but I... kinda knew about you before we met."

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I chuckled a bit, "Okay. So now you're confusing me even more."

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Jungkook smacked my lips with his and chuckled at me, "Can the Captain of the debate team please let me finish?"

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I smacked his arm and he quickly grabbed my hand, looked at me and kissed my palm. God I love this man. I took his cheek in the same hand he held and pulled him towards me to kiss him. We kissed and kissed. Our naked bodies covered in our sweat and semen. It felt so good wiggling into each other. We moved as though we were once lost but now we finally found our way to each other. It was Jungkook who broke our connection and he put his forehead on mine.

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"I really need to tell you something Jimin," and he lifted just a little from my face so he could look into my eyes. I listened as he explained his fascination with me. "I had broken things off with my ex, Barbara when I realised I didn't have any feelings for her other than a platonic relationship. We were friends from before but when I saw that she was becoming interested in me, I thought maybe I could feel the same way about her."

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I interrupted briefly, "Lemme guess, you didn't feel anything no matter how much you tried. She just wasn't clicking."

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Jungkook nodded. "I really tried, Jimin. I did everything I thought a good boyfriend should do: I took her out, bought her gifts, I held her hand, hugged her and kissed her but nothing I did made me feel like I was in love with her. In her defense, she was really trying her best to be everything a girlfriend should be and when I ended it, I told her I admired her commitment and dedication to being a great girlfriend/companion. At first she was really pissed at me for breaking things off but when I explained my admiration of her, I guess she saw the earnestly in my face and my voice. We left in good terms thank God and I heard she found love with someone else. They've been together since."

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His story was touching but I realised he wasn't finished. What does his relationship with his ex-girlfriend have to do with how he felt about me? He took a deep breath as he looked at me. I caressed his shoulder as he continued his story.

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"Jimin, I 'met' you after and it was only then did I realise why things didn't work out between Barbara and me. My dad, being a professor, used to bring home magazines from many universities and The Elite University was one of his subscriptions. I was in the toilet reading the magazine and I came upon an article that focused on the new intake." Jungkook looked at me and blushed, "It was an article about you and Tae and there was a large portrait of the both of you."

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I thought about it. Wow! That was so long ago. "I remember that article. That was like ages ago, Jungkook. It was in our first year and they wanted to promote the togetherness of the guild. I had started the brotherly programme and they were thrilled about it." I giggled as I recalled more details that I knew Jungkook wouldn't have known about. "The university was thrilled about it but I wasn't. I didn't want to do the article at all."

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"Well I'm so glad you did, 'cause it was because of that article and photo that I knew why I wasn't interested in Barbara. Jimin... you captivated me with your eyes. I felt like you were looking into my own heart. Then I read what you said, 'The greatest feeling ever is the love you share with others...' But even though those were your words, I didn't feel it in your picture. It made me wonder, if you ever received the love you spoke about."

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I couldn't believe what I was hearing:

Who was this guy?

Where did he come from?

Why did he know so much about me without even meeting me?

How did he figure out that part of my life that I kept away from everyone?

But the most important question lingered:

What was I going to do now that I realised I couldn't fool him?

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Jungkook looked at me and I knew he saw the depths of my soul. The depths that I didn't want to be revealed to anyone. I tried to play 'stupid' and laugh it off but Jungkook stopped me and I felt my heart racing.

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"You can't hide it from me Jimin. Whatever it is you're trying to hide from everyone, you can't keep it from me. I won't pressure you to tell me because I know that one day you'll feel comfortable enough with me and trust me with it. I love you Jimin and I trust you'll tell me... someday."

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I swallowed and nodded. Then my tears came out. Could I tell him? Could I trust him? I felt his hands touch the corner of my eyes and then his lips kissed the drops that escaped from my tear ducts.

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Jungkook then whispered, "Jimin I have something else to confess."

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I sniffled and looked up into his face. And even though he knew there was something I was keeping from him and that there was a chance that I wasn't going to tell him, despite all of that, all I saw in his face was love. This beautiful man still showed love for me even though I was holding back from him. I wanted to cry again but I sucked it up as he spoke.

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"Jimin... I... I felt my first... ahem... my first erection with you."

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I opened my eyes big. WOW! I did not expect that, at all.

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Jungkook blushed, "Yeah. In the car you asked me about watching porn and masturbation but I only did that while I was looking at your picture. It was then that I realised why I couldn't love Barbara and I also knew right away that I wanted to meet you. I studied hard, wanting and needing to make that grade to be able to attend your institution. You inspired me to do better."

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It was when he said that, then the light bulb went off in my head, "You mean that first day at the orientation, you sort me out. You came looking for me. Am I right?"

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All he did was nod his head and looked at me. Jungkook didn't hide his head anymore. He may have been shy and quiet when I first met him but since he'd been around me, I saw a side of him I'm sure he didn't show many people at all. I fell more in love with him than anything.

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"Jungkook... I didn't know. How is it you never told me before?" I just had to know why he kept this a secret.

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He chuckled, "Yeah, that would've been an interesting conversation. 'Hey Jimin, let's organise the cookies for the group meeting, oh and by the way, I used to whack myself off looking at your picture when I was younger."

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I laughed and he laughed back with me, "Oh Jungkookie... You know what I mean."

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"Really? So tell me, how was I supposed to bring that up?" He laughed and hugged me.

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I looked up at the ceiling looking like I was deliberating my answer and then I felt Jungkook's fingers playfully digging into my sides. I began to giggle and laugh as he continued tickling me, eventually he hovered over my body.

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"I wanted to kiss you so badly this morning on your bed. I'm thankful that now I can do it freely and without hesitation."

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I chuckled, "So what are you waiting on?"

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Jungkook's eyes widened and lit up, "Oh you little brat, come here..." and after a few more giggles and laughs we kissed and kissed.

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As we hugged each other, I looked outside through the window and wondered about the time. I came out of his embrace and reached for my bag.

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"Is it after twelve yet?" I asked but I had already looked at my clock on my phone that was in my bag. It was 12:15am. It was officially Jungkook's birthday.

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He replied, "Hmmm... I'm not sure. Why do you ask? Do you have an appointment or something?" And he giggled when I poked at his side.

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I reached deeper in my bag and got my prize, "Hmmm... or something you could say." And with that I took out the gift I had wrapped for him. His eyes bulged out as I looked at him with the sweetest-sweetest smile ever, "Happy birthday, Kookie!!!"

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"Ohhhhhhhhhhhh Jimin... You knew?" I saw the extreme surprised look on his face and I made a silent pump with my fist. YES!

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I nodded, "Yes. Happy birthday my love. I hope you like it."

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But Jungkook wasn't opening the gift. He was just looking at me. Then he shocked me as he rest the gift between us and taking both his hands, he cradled my face and kissed me. And in those few seconds, I forgot everything: Who I was; my name; where I lived; family; friends... Everything else in my life obviated. Jungkook was all that mattered. His touch, his kiss, his heart... was now joined to me.

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Finally and reluctantly, he released my tongue only to place sweet pecks on my lips. Our eyes were slightly open looking at each other. OMG! I was spiraling. He was making me dizzy with his lips and his dreamy eyes. FUCK!!! How was he doing that? He felt my hands tightening around him and then he growled.

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"I want to open your present but you've already given me a gift, Jimin."

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I looked up at him a little confused.

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"Your love, Jimin. Thank you for loving me," and he continued his kisses.

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My physical gift was put on the bedside table as Jungkook thanked me over and over with his fingers, lips, tongue and cock for my emotional gift of love. We made, I would say, perfect love to each other this time, taking our time to explore our bodies. Loving each touch, each caress and each kiss. Each time Jungkook pushed deeper inside of me and each time we climaxed it felt like the heavens were opened and were flying in the skies. Finally our bodies were tired and we let the dark of early morning cover us as we hugged and held on to each other and our love.

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