I was going to upload this on Tuesday but i got bored of reading for exams. 🤪
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"BECAUSE I FUCKING LOVE YOU, KIM NAMJOON!" Seokjin yelled at Namjoon as one tear fell on his cheek followed by a continuous stream of water. "Because I love you, for god's sake." His voice was just above the whisper, but Namjoon heard it. Loud and clear. He froze in his place with eyes wide. Never in his time with Seokjin, he had seen the elder cry like that. Seokjin on the other hand felt embarrassed by the sudden outburst he had. He wasn't planning to tell Namjoon like this, but it just slipped out of his mouth without him knowing. Now standing in front of Namjoon felt like he could melt. He took a laboured breath and brushed past Namjoon and left the room.
Namjoon gasped when he heard the door of his room being slammed and he came to his senses. He ran behind Seokjin and stopped him before he could open the main door by hugging Seokjin from behind, "Hyung. I am sorry. I am so sorry."
"Leave me, Namjoon." Seokjin gritted his teeth.
"No." Namjoon held him tighter, "I won't let you leave before you hear my explanation. Please, hyung. Don't leave me. Please." He didn't realise he was crying but he realised when his vision became blurry. He turned Seokjin in the hug and cupped his cheeks, wiping the tears out of his cheek, "Please let me explain myself. Yes, I kissed Yeji noona. Seo Yeji is a senior from my law school. But the kiss was a stage kiss."
Seokjin's teary eyes went wide, "What?"
Namjoon nodded, "I have never kissed someone other than you ever since I signed that damn contract. I haven't even seen anyone else in that light. I have always been yours, hyung." When he saw confusion still prominent in Seokjin's eyes, he held Seokjin's hands, "I'll tell you the entire thing. Let's sit in my room, please?"
The pub night
Namjoon pouted as he cut the call. He entered the club and was immediately hit by the smell of alcohol and sweat. The music was loud but he can work with that.
"Namjoon-ah."
Namjoon looked at the voice and smiled brightly, "Yeji noona! How have you been?"
Yeji hugged Namjoon lightly and smiled, "I have been good. How have you been? How is everyone at the school?"
"Same old, same old." Namjoon laughed, "The professors terrorise us and the TAs just think they are better than us."
Yeji laughed, "Aigo! Look at you. Getting bulkier as the day passes." Namjoon just laughed and didn't say anything. "You are in the last year, right? You should come to my law firm. I'll be glad to have an intern like you."
Namjoon nodded, "Ah, yes. You own a law firm. I will drop by. I also applied at JM Groups' blind interview. I am hoping to get an internship there. But if I don't get in there, I'll definitely drop by."
Yeji gasped as if offended, "Is noona a second choice for you?"
Namjoon laughed, "I didn't mean it like that. But If I get into JM, I'll be working directly under Hoseok hyung."
"Ah!" Yeji nodded, "Hoseok oppa works there. Now I know why I am the second option."
"Noona..." Namjoon whined.
Yeji waved her hand, "I am joking. Of course, Hoseok oppa is a better mentor than me. I am rooting for you."
Namjoon smiled, "Thank you. Are you alone here?"
Yeji's smile fell, "No. My husband was supposed to be here. But he is always busy with his work."
Namjoon nodded, "I know how that feels." He was sad again that Seokjin denied coming there. His eyes went wide when Yeji suddenly cupped his cheeks.
"I am sorry, but please follow my lead." Yeji leaned in and kissed her own thumb.
Namjoon trusted her with his every muscle, so he circled his hand around her waist as if pulling her near.
They broke the kiss and Namjoon followed Yeji's mischievous eyes. Her husband walked toward them with anger in his eyes. He ran into someone, "Watch where you are walking."
"I am sorry." the other man meekly said before leaving.
Namjoon thought that was Seokjin, but before he could reach out to confirm, a punch landed on his jaw. "Ow!" He looked up and the man who had punched him glared at him.
"Soohyun oppa!" Yeji yelled at him, holding his hand tightly.
"How dare you." Soohyun was about to punch him again but Yeji stopped him.
"It is not his fault, it is your fault," Yeji yelled at him.
Soohyung looked at her in confusion and then held her wrist, dragging her out of the bar. While being dragged, Yeji turned back to Namjoon and mouthed 'Thank you' and 'Sorry' with a wink before leaving the club. Namjoon chuckled and went to the bar where Jungkook was serving.
Jungkook snickered as soon as Namjoon came to him, "Man, that punch must have hurt like shit."
Namjoon sighed, "I always forget her husband is a detective."
Jungkook made him a drink, "You also forget how crazy that couple is. Drink this, you will feel better."
Namjoon thanked him, "Just one drink."
Jungkook shook his head, "Oh come on, hyung. You completed your exams today. Get shit drunk. I'll apply my employee discount on your drinks."
Namjoon wiped fake tears from his cheeks, "You are my favourite dongsaeng!" He down the drink, "Yeji noona did what she had to make his husband jealous. Should I take tips from her?"
Jungkook snorted, "Broken heart? Can't relate. But, I think you should tell him how you feel once he comes back. If he accepts you then well and good. If not, then you come here and drown yourself in the alcohol."
Namjoon nodded slowly as if he understood what Jungkook said. But he wasn't ready for the heartbreak that would come after he confessed. So instead of thinking about it, he changed the subject, "So, how is it going with Hoseok hyung?"
Jungkook smiled dreamily, "Just last weekend, Taehyung was able to accept that he loves Hoseok hyung. And then..." He sighed, "Best fuck of my life. You would never know the satisfaction of two dicks in your hole!"
Namjoon laughed, "I hope your ass is okay."
"I am an overachiever." Jungkook winked, making Namjoon laugh more. "Man, I just can't get enough of how huge Hobi hyung is."
"Okay, shut up." Namjoon said, putting his glass down, "I don't want to know about my potential future boss' dick. So keep it to yourself."
"Your lose."Jungkook shrugged and made him another drink, "Before this drink, give me your phone."
Namjoon got confused, "My phone?" He still gave the phone to Jungkook, "Why do you need my phone?"
Jungkook put Namjoon's phone in his pocket, "Becasue from now on, I am going to make strong drinks and I don't want you to do anything stupid after getting drunk. Enjoy!" He chirped as he passed the glass to Namjoon.
Present
Namjoon looked at Seokjin, tears in his eyes, "I am sorry. I should have told you this before, but I thought it wouldn't matter. It won't be a big deal, because for me the kiss never happened. I am sorry."
Seokjin had listened to Namjoon's every word carefully. He cleaned his face with his palms as good as he could, "Why are you explaining things to me?"
Namjoon sighed. Right, it was his turn in confessing, "I love you too. It may seem shallow right now but I mean it. I don't know when it happened but I fell for you. I was really scared that you would reject me, so I kept those feelings to myself."
A sigh of relief left Seokjin's mouth. Namjoon loved him back and nothing mattered more to him. He looked into Namjoon's eyes with a very serious expression, "Namjoon, you know my past, you know my position. Very few things and people actually belong to me in this world and I am very possessive of them. I am warning you. I can be suffocating sometimes. I can also turn borderline psychopath when it comes to protecting the people I love. I won't hurt you intentionally, but I am not a good person. Will you be okay with this?"
Namjoon smiled softly and instead of answering, leaned in and connected their lips in the purest kiss they have ever had till now. He broke the kiss after a while and smiled brightly, "I love you."
Seokjin chuckled and in a few seconds, he was in Namjoon's lap, kissing him hungrily. Namjoon shuddered under him but soon recovered and his hands went to Seokjin's back, fisting his shirt to ground himself. Seokjin's elbows were on Namjoon's shoulder and his hands in Namjoon's long, smooth hair, fisting at them and pulling Namjoon closer as if it were possible. Namjoon's tongue entered Seokjin's mouth, making him whine out loud. Namjoon worked his way to get Seokjin out of his shirt. he threw the shirt in a random direction and broke the kiss to only attack the older's neck. Seokjin grinned in satisfaction as Namjoon's teeth scratched his skin and the tongue followed to lick the area. Soon Namjoon turned them around so that Seokjin was laying on his back in the middle of the bed and he hovered above him.
Seokjin leaned up and pecked his lips lightly, "I love you too." He said smiling dreamily at Namjoon.