Your POV
"Dear lord" I exclaimed walking into Mr Irwin's mansion which right now looks like he took a piss....everywhere "what did this boy do"
My eyes scanned the area in shock at the messy house, clothes were thrown everywhere corner of the hallway that leads to the supposed spacious living room
Dirty dishes were left in random areas, the original white walls were now a brown-green colour, with different food stains everywhere
And the smell....dear baby Jesus of Nazareth the smell is something that...i can't even describe....just absolutely disgusting
But this is my job, to come and clean a house that just gets worse each and every single day
Sighing I start going to work, picking up the many dirty clothing and dishes one by one
I mopped the floors which surprisingly after a Mr Magic scrub was cleaned, the walls returned back to their Snow White look
Walking towards the kitchen, I sighed as I saw the pile of dishes that seemed to be still growing
Placing on my yellow gloves, I went to work
5 Hours Later
"Dear lord have mercy, this boy is one hell of a messy person" I puffed out exhaustion literally seeping through my veins
Leaning on the wall for support I looked at my accomplishment
"Damn I'm guud" I said smiling at my marvellous work, you could seriously see the little twinkle light things hitting each and every corner
Walking upstairs to clean Mr Iwrin's bedroom...which I'm scared as hell
Breathing in and saying a quick prayer, I walked in to find a rather clean room
His bed was made you could literally not see the crinkles, all of his clothes were on the hanger, his desk looked like he hadn't touched it in years and the floor looked so clean you could lick off of it
I blinked my eyes in astonishment at this scene in front of me "so this boy can clean"
Walking around the room, I saw something catch my eye...a small little diary kept neatly in a corner, the front literally said 'if a stranger...DO NOT TOUCH' and to be honest I'm not really a stranger I'm his house keeper and he knows me ish
Opening the book I began to read
September 3rd 2015
It's been 3 years since Lynn left, and I honestly can't take it, sleeping in this bed by myself is the hardest thing for me to do....i don't have her to hold, to whisper I love you in my ear, to cheer me up, to make sweet love to, to tell forever and always
Now I'm in this big ass house all by myself, walking in hallways that seem to be closing in more and more
I know I should be over her.....but this girl had my heart....she had my soul she was my everything and now that she's gone...for good I'm lost
So instead of getting out of depression...im getting more deeper in it, the boys think I'm alright but I know they know there's something wrong with me
I've been living in this mess of a house and the only thing I've kept clean was my bedroom....because of the memories of my first time with her, and our first fight....our first everything happened in this bedroom...oh and also because she loved this room cleaned remember her saying "if you don't clean this goddamn room Ashton imma come over there and whoop your ass"..god I miss her
Anyways it's just another journal....another day....another month...and another year.....
I don't think I'll have anyone to see me or love me the way Lynn did and if I'm lucky enough too....im afraid that I won't give them the love they need
I looks at the book with tears welling in my eyes, it's quite sad losing your lover hope he's okay
Closing the book, I placed it back in the corner and looked at the picture that was sitting on his desk
It was her...Lynn and my god was she pretty and she's black too....ayyy he likes some chocolate huh mhmm his in love with the -
"Y/N I'm home"
"Shit" I mumble quickly getting out of his bedroom and down the stairs
"Ah Y/N I finally found you" he said smiling the smile that now I could read through it was forced
"Yeah just finished cleaning the bathroom...ill be leaving now" I answered grabbing my cleaning supplies
"Thanks again Y/N....sorry about the mess" he apologized scanning the room then smiling at me....again forced
"No problem" I replied
"Have a nice day Y/N" he replied
"Ashton"
"Hmm"
I walked up to him and engulfed him into a hug...which he gladly took
"Have a wonderful day" I whispered in his ear, as I let go and giving him a smile then walking out the door
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HEYYY guises so I'm sorry for being so lazy and not posting but i was super busy with my boyfriend....
Sykes still cant get one because I'm single as fuck
Anyways I hope you guys enjoyed this one and this one hits home for me because I have had someone who was close to me suffer from depression but she's okay no need to panic but depression is a serious thing and of you or someone you know is suffering from it
Please don't suffer in silence tell someone who you trust they can help you...i promise
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Pss..THE GIRL BY THE SIDE IS LYNN