"If you didn't hear, I'm having a baby girl" Ben said entering locker room
They have match today and Ben haven't been on last training but I'm sure he will be okay. For now, he is still in a good condition but when baby will be born I'm scared he will lose part of that condition because of less sleep.
We still didn't decide how we will name our baby girl, but we have couple of names on minds.
Boys were all hugging Ben and then me as I quickly kissed Ben and left them to get ready for match.
I went to bathroom just to put on new Chelsea jersey that Ben bought specifically for me now when I'm pregnant and it's much bigger than are all my t-shirts.
After I got dressed, I went on the pitch where boys were already warming up. No matter that Ben wasn't on last training he got a chance to be in first XI.
Since Ben wasn't happy with an idea of me working as much as I did before I got pregnant, he told medical team to not give me to work after sixth month of pregnancy so here I am now, not supposed to work because of Ben worrying too much.
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Couple of times through the first half of match I caught cameras taking a photo of me but I tried so hard to avoid it and not influence on my current mood since Chelsea is winning 2:0 against Aston Villa at the half time.
"Are you okay?" Mason asked lightly hitting my shoulder with his
"Why won't I be?" I asked and smiled at him
"cameras" he said knowing what bothers me the most
"I don't care actually" I said, and he smiled at me
"The best what you can do is just ignore it" he said
"I figured that out" I laughed, and we looked back at pitch
"Mason" we heard Thomas saying couple of minutes in second half of match and Mason stood up getting ready for going on the pitch
Few minutes later it was corner for Chelsea when I felt my baby girl kicking. I put hand on my belly looking down at it. I rubbed my belly, but she didn't stopped kicking, she never kicked this much as she do now.
I heard crowd cheering along with all the Chelsea players that was on bench and all the Chelsea staff.
I looked at pitch seeing everyone around one player and when I looked up at big screen, I saw Ben in the middle of circle.
"I'm sure it was for you princess" I said to myself looking down at my belly
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Ben's goal was the last scored goal at the match, and it brought Chelsea +3 points.
"Hey baby girl" Ben said putting his hand on my belly as he got to the locker room "You saw that? It was all for you" he said kissing my belly
"hey" he whispered kissing me
"Hey, I'm sorry I didn't see the goal" I said
"it's okay" he said but he wasn't much happy because of the information he just heard
"She was kicking since Mason was taking the corner and I got a bit worried why she didn't stopped kicking until I saw you in the middle of circle" I said
"So, you had a feeling, baby girl?" he asked smiling down at my belly
"She definitely had" I said, and he kissed once again
"I'm sweaty, I'm going to take a shower" he said
"okay" I said, and he entered locker room as I waited for them with the rest of the staff
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"Mason told me about cameras" Ben said as we were driving home, his fingers interwoven with mine laying onto his lap
"m-hm" I hummed looking out through the car window
"I'm sorry to put you in that again, the most now when you're pregnant" he said, and I looked at him while his eyes were locked with road
"it's okay Ben, I already need to get used to it, we're together for two and half years now, we're engaged, I'm pregnant, beside all that I'm working for Chelsea and it's normal that they will do that" I said pulling his hand onto my lap putting my another onto his
"it's still not fair to you, you won't have problem with it if we weren't together" he said, and I pressed his hand to my lips leaving kiss on it
"And because I love you, I don't care about it anymore" I said, and he did the same with my hand what I did with his few seconds ago
"I love you so much Ela and that's why I don't want you to be somewhere you don't feel comfortable or to be someone else outside of our house, I know the way you're acting when you feel comfortable but I also know how you act when you're uncomfortable, I wasn't beside you today but I know you enough to know that you are not comfortable when cameras are around you" he said looking at me every few seconds as he was driving
"I'm getting used to it Ben, I'm fine, I promise" I said and kissed him on the cheek
The rest of driving home passed without any interactions between us, and it really didn't bother me. Usually, it will bother me because I will think I did something wrong and that he is mad at me.