Avis Here, Hello all. thank you for being here, first and foremost. Secondly, I have a new book! It's call "Flowers Smell Sweeter in the Morning" It is a Jin x Reader and the first two chapters are already out! It has a mix of fluff and smut with a hint of sugar daddy. I'd really appreciate it if you went and gave it a read!💜
Okay, that's all, I hope you like the new book, and buckle in, this is going to be a long chapter.
I love and purple you All!
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You're rudely awoken by a very large dog jumping on top of your legs. Jin shoots up next to you, holding the gangly doberman at bay.
"Jungkook!! Come get your son!!" He shouts, grimacing when Bam kisses him good morning.
"Sorry." Jungkook rushes in,"He saw the little reflection from your watch on the wall and thought it was the laser pointer or something."
"That's okay, you didn't mean any harm did you Bammie?" The overgrown puppy flops down into your lap rolling over for you to rub his tummy.
"Still I was really enjoying that sleep." Jin reaches his arms up, stretching his shirtless torso. Moving back he settles against the headboard, gulping some water from his nightstand cup. "We were up later than we planned."
"Yeah, we know." Jungkook winks hooking Bam back onto his leash. "3 times huh? Can either of you walk?"
"Well I do leave tomorrow..." He runs a finger up and down the back of your arm. "But can you blame me? Bed head and all, you're beautiful, princess."
Your cheeks heat up and you shoot him a look over your shoulder. He's looking you up and down as if he's still wanting more. Jungkook seems to notice it too.
"Hint taken. Come on Bam, we need to go to work out anyways." Bam launches off the bed and together they race out, politely shutting the door behind him.
Jin's arm snakes around your side, beckoning you to rest back against his side. His other hand holds yours gently, playing with each finger.
"How are you feeling after last night?"
"Not as sore as I expected. I thought for sure I would be." Taking his hand you bring it to your lips, pressing a kiss to the back.
"Damn, guess we'll just have to try again then." You giggle at his suggestion. "What? I have to leave you with something for you to remember me by. Besides, 21 months is a long time to go without your perfect pussy. I want as much time in it before I go as I can get."
"So crass Jinnie," you coo, kissing the tip of his fingers, earning a very strained deep breath. "Maybe you're right. My memory is already starting to go a bit fuzzy...."You give him a wink over the shoulder and slide out of his grasp and out of bed. That is to say you do the best slide you can do whilst it feels like half a cantaloupe is duct taped to your stomach.
Making your way into the bathroom you brush your teeth. In the mirror, Jin comes to lean in the doorway, his arms crossed over his broad chest. Even in the reflection you can see him still looking you up and down.
"I don't know if i've told you, but I like those shorts on you." He meanders up behind you, lifting his long t-shirt that you borrowed up to your waist. All of which was clearly a ploy to press his hips into your ass, because with how closely he is up against you now, there's no way he could see your shorts right now, let alone admire them. "I really like them."
"I ca- dell." You bend over to spit out your tooth paste and it's possible that you pushed back into him a little more.
He stifles a groan and runs his hands up your sides underneath the large shirt, all the way up to your chest. You give a slight squeal when his fingers trace the underside of your breasts. "You sure you don't want breakfast first?"
Jin leans down into your ear cupping your boobs gently. "You are my breakfast, princess." You can't help but moan at his words, arching back into him slightly. "Finish up and come back to bed."
You've never been one to turn down a good time. Wiping your mouth, you rush back into the bedroom, finding Jin kneeling at the end of the bed. Your heart skips a beat with anticipation.
Getting up on the bed, Jin is quick to help position you exactly where he wants you. He pulls your hips close, settling between your legs, and straightens the pillow under your head.
You watch him with baited breath as he leans down, pushing the baggy shirt slowly up. As he exposes skin he places another kiss up over the baby bump, to your sternum. Slowly your nipples are exposed and each of them receive lingering kisses that give you goosebumps. The shirt comes up over your head and is puddled on the bed next to you. Your hands weave into his soft long hair, anticipating needing to grip it for dear life very soon.
Jin sits back on his heels with a rather pleased smile on his lips.
"What..?"
"Just making sure I've got this sight locked in. I'm gonna need it."
"I'll make sure to send you lots of pictures so you don't forget me either."
"Mmm I'm looking forward to it already." With a groan, Jin dives back into kissing down your neck and between your breasts, while his hands work at hooking two fingers into the waistband of the small jersey shorts.
You lift your hips for him and the rest of your clothes come off in a flash. The handsome man huffs a groan, taking in the view, but his hunger overpowers his desire to look at you for too long.
His tongue comes to your core without warning, making you gasp. But the fun has only just begun. His hands come up under your hips, tilting you up to his mouth.
"Oh god!" You breathe sharply.
His tongue and lips work magic against your clit making you see stars. It's a good thing you already had a grip on his hair, because you barely have the strength to move at all now.
Jin wasn't kidding either, he's putting all of his effort into eating you out. It's like he's starving, and you're already surprisingly close to cumming.
He groans against your cunt, and that would have been the last straw for you if he hadn't pulled back, leaving you whining for more
You start to beg for more but stop seeing him rip off his boxers and his cock springs to life. He flips you over easily, letting your chest rest on the pillow while he straddles your legs.
"Well what do you know, maybe it wasn't the shorts I liked so much."Gripping the meat of your ass and thighs he starts to slide in until his base is pressed so close to your ass. Then all at once he starts to move fucking the breath out of your lungs. "Fuck y/n"
You would have loved to echo his sentiments, but you can't breathe. Partly because the weight of your body on your chest restricts your lungs. And because he is fuckng your brains out.
He goes deep, not holding back. You would love to try and enjoy the visuals of his chest, but your head couldn't turn that far even if you did have the strength. He knows exactly where to angle his pounding to bring out loud moans you'll be teased for later.
You're over sensitive and Jin knows it.
"Jin- im- im so close- fuck-"
"Hold it princess-," straining to speak through drilling into you, his groans perforate his words. "I want you- to remember this for a long time-"
Judging by the heat pooling and tightening in your stomach and chest, it will be very hard to forget this.
Threading his fingers into your hair he turns your head bringing his upper half down into a full kiss. Moaning into each other, his heavy breaths draw across your skin as he labors to keep bucking into you. Your tongues mingle, as both of you seek to become as much a part of each other as two humans can be.
But suddenly he grinds just and you arched back into him at the perfect time, so that a moan tears your lips apart.
"Fuck im close too," Jin huffs, messily pressing a kiss to your forehead before sitting back up, measusing his thrusts more carefully. "Ready princess?"
"Mmhmm." You nod furiously into the pillow. You've been ready since he started eating you out.
"Cum princess." He commands, barely getting the words out before you completely unravel.
Toes curl, your back arches, hell, your fingers even tighten around the pillow.
Together you pant and come down from cloud nine, with Jin resting on your back pressing kisses to your shoulders, but once you've caught your breaths he pulls out with a hiss. A smile tugs at the corners of your mouth as you flip on to your back and wrap your arms around his neck, looking up into his loving eyes.
"You're so beautiful, princess." He winks cheekily, still trapping you in his arms. Bending down he pecks your lips quickly, hopping off the bed to grab a towel out of the bathroom to clean up.
"I'm never gonna forget that." You breathe letting your legs stretch out again.
"Promise?" He pops his head out of the bathroom with a wide ornery grin.
"Promise." You blow a kiss and get up to get ready for the day.
Scurrying upstairs to your room, you get dressed and brush out the messy tangle of bed head hair. You throw on a cute easy babydoll dress, baby blue with small flowers, a square neck and poofy sleeves. Your hair gets thrown into an easy braid and you join Jin by the front doors to go get breakfast.
The door slides open and you're greeted with April's mild warmth and the sound of birds chirping. The sun heats the wind so that it no longer chills you on the walk to the main house, and the smell of the fresh air is welcome after the long winter.
"It's so nice today," you sigh, taking one last deep breath before stepping into the kitchen.
Yoongi and Hobi are already sitting at the table eating while Joon fusses around with the coffee maker. And from the sound of it, Jimin, Tae, and Kookie are playing with the dogs in the living room. Occasionally, Moni or Yeontan dart across the room after the laser pointer.
"Jin! We're having a big cook out for you tonight right?" Joonie asks with his head in the fridge.
"Yeah I guess we can. What are you hungry for princess? How's your stomach?" Jin asks, rounding the peninsula smoothly.
"Hmm we have rice from last night, right?" He nods, popping open the lid on the rice cooker. "Nurungji sounds really good. I can make it though." It's already late in the morning, you don't want to spoil your lunch with a big breakfast.
You pull a pan, from the self, but when you turn around you're immediately met by Jin, taking the pan from your hands.
"No, let me, princess. I only have today with you, let me take care of you while I can."
"No, no please, let me." You won't relent, holding onto the pan a little harder. "You're the one leaving. I should be taking care of you today."
"But I promised I'd take care of you as much as I could before I left, just let me cook for you." He smiles softly, tugging a little harder.
"But Jin-"
"Just give me the damn pan, I'll make it." Yoongi says suddenly. You were so engrossed in arguing you hadn't noticed him leaving his spot at the table. Quite frankly he made both of you jump. "It's the least I can do for my only hyung, and the mother of our child. Besides, it'll be easier than hearing you trying to polite each other to death."
Reluctantly you both relinquish control of the kitchen to Yoongi, and settle at the table with Hoseok.
"HEy, you kids, get in here." Hobi calls jokingly for the maknaes.
"Hyung!!" Jimin runs in, throwing his arms around Jin, immediately. "I'm gonna miss you so much!!"
"I know I know, I'll miss you too. All of you. But I'll still be in touch," Jin pulls out a chair for Jimin, transferring the angelic man to it carefully. "And I'll see you in a few months. You know I'll be home for the baby in a few months anyways"
"They gave you a holiday already?" Tae asks sliding into a chair between Hobi and Jungkook.
"Well, not exactly, but I'm gonna try my damndest to be here when it's time."
The rice sizzles in the hot pan as you all talk and reminisce trying to save too many of the tears for after dinner around the campfire.
"Well hyung, we're going to make sure y/n is taken care of so you don't have to worry about that." Namjoon reassures, pecking your cheek, and pushing back from the table to wash the empty dishes.
"Oh, I know you will." Jin gives your hand a squeeze as his phone vibrates. He checks it quickly. "Shit okay." Quickly he slides back, kissing your lips and jogging over to the door.
"Where are you going?" You try to hurry out after him.
"Hair cut, I completely forgot it was today. Sejin is here at the front gate to take me." He says slipping into his shoes, before bringing you into his chest.
"Do you want me to come with you?" You ask running your fingers through the beautiful soft locks you won't see again for a very long time.
"No that's okay, I know we were wanting to put some of the baby's furniture together today. Stay and do that, with one of them, I'll be back before lunch."
You kiss him goodbye and watch him run out on the path towards the road.
"Okay!" You call walking back in, to six confused faces. "Who wants to put the crib together with me? Jin and I were planning to do it today, but he had to go get his hair cut."
They relax a bit and all offer their help in your little construction project.
Stupid ikea and their stupid instructions that have no words! The seven of you struggle for an hour and a half. An hour and a half!! Just to get the crib sorta together.
"There, it's standing on its own." Joonie leans on the side proudly, but it slams down making him lose his balance.
You look at the contraption horrified.
"Well that's not good." Yoongi hums squatting to look at the sides of the crib.
"Maybe, I should have told you to wait for me to come home." Jin quips from the door way.
You spin around, and are immediately taken aback. He looks so different. No less handsome, but very different.
"Wow, it's all gone!" Jungkook chuckles, rushing over to rub his hands all over Jin's nearly naked head.
"Yea, all gone... but I'm still the most handsome." He blows a flying kiss and earns many many laughs.
"I bet it will be easier to wash now huh?"
"Yeah, I'm gonna go shower and get rid of the itchy hairs, then I'll start lunch, it's really nice out now, how about that picnic princess?"
"That sounds perfect."
"Oh I think it was upside down!" Yoongi calls, turning attention back to the guillotine for a crib.
Before he leaves, Jin pulls Joon into the hallway, talking very quietly, flashing you a smile over his shoulder. Joon nod understanding whatever it is and turns back into the room.
"What was that about?" You are very curious about their secretiveness.
"Oh, nothing." He kisses your cheek and joins the others arguing about which end of the crib is the right way up.
"Hey." You hum wandering into the kitchen, "Where is everyone? I can't find them anywhere."
"Ohh," Jin busies himself at the counter, not sounding at all surprised. "They're probably around here.. Somewhere. I wouldn't worry. About it."
"Hmm, I was doing laundry for 5 minutes and they've all disappeared."
"Probably took a hike or something. Say, pick out what you want to drink, lunch is just about ready. I made us some sandwiches, don't worry I cooked your bacon extra, I know you can't have undercooked stuff."
You grab a melon soda and help to pack up the nice picnic basket he gave you last Christmas. It's only a short walk out by the camper, but it's more fun that way.
Jin lays out a blanket near the tree line, ensuring the sun can still warm the space for you. You kick off your shoes and crawl onto the blanket, starting to unpack the sandwiches, fresh fruit and drinks. Neatly, you plate them, with the set that came with the basket, and you lay out the silverware at all.
After fiddling with his corner, Jin settles on the blanket across from you.
With his head shaved you almost don't recognize him. But then he smiles. He's still very much Jin. The way his eyes crinkle, and his full lips turn up at the corners, he's undeniably still your handsome man.
"Do you feel ready?"
"Yes and no." He gulps down some sparkling cider, to wash down the big bite of sandwich he just took. "On one hand I know most of this is just formality, I won't be seeing any action, so in that sense, I'm not scared or anything. But I'm not exactly sure how I feel about leaving you and the guys for so long." He pauses for a while staring down at the blanket.
You debate whether or not to say something, but your brain struggles with putting the words together in the right order or in the right way to give any sort of comfort.
And after a minute Jin clears his throat and looks back up at you with a smile, placing his palm on your tummy softly.
"What about you? Do you feel ready?"
"No." You laugh slightly, admitting for the first time that you have no idea what you're doing. "I've read all of the books Joonie had and I've spent so much time on Naver researching, but I think I could read all of the books in the world on childbirth and I would still feel a little scared.Besides, this baby is gonna come in a few months whether i'm are ready or not."
You're already pregnant, so it's not like you can turn back now, the only way is through and facing those fears.
"Do you think some prenatal classes would make you feel more comfortable?" Jin asks, raising an eyebrow curiously.
"Maybe, it might feel weird going alone, but i'd get over it." You shrug, brushing the crumbs off of the plates to put them back into the basket.
"I'll see what I can do." Jin hums, resting back on his hands, turning up his face to soak in the warm sun.
"You don't have to, you've got other stuff to focus on right now." You appreciate his desire to help you so much, but really, he has much bigger priorities right now.
"Come here princess." He pats his lap, becoming you over. You waddle over on your knees and take up a spot in his lap, letting his arms wrap around your knees and around your back. "y/n, I would move heaven and earth for you if you asked me to. Setting up private birthing classes is still the very least I can do. Especially since I can't be here for you the whole pregnancy."
"I-i know-" You choke back the tears threatening to come, but the dam breaks and they roll down your cheeks freely. Jin's words touched you. To know he cares so deeply for you, given the circumstances, has moved you to tears. "I love you," you whisper, into his shoulder between ragged gasps for breath.
"I love-" Jin's voice breaks, and he clears his throat quickly. "-I love you too. Hey, hey, look at me." He cups your face in both hands, running a thumb under each wet eye. "I'm not going to be gone long, and if you start to miss me, I'm only a text away. There will be plenty of time to cry tomorrow, so let's just try to make the most of today, okay?"
"Okay..." You nod with a pout, squishing your cheeks into his hands more.
"Ah-" he grasps his heart dramatically. "So cute! You're killing me with your cuteness princess!"
He carries on the theatrics until you're giggling, and wiping your tears on the back of your wrist.
"Okay, okay- you're such a ham."
"But you love me." He cocks his head to the side like a sweet golden retriever.
"I do." You hold his jaw gingerly, leaning in to press a soft lingering kiss to his lips.
"Mmm, mind telling me like that one more time? So I don't forget, of course."
Mind? You? Never.
You go back in for another simmering kiss, letting your lips part to kiss him more deeply.
He hums and snakes his arms around your waist, pulling you into his chest
"Again?" You mumble against his lips, feeling a bulge growing under you.
"Have you looked at yourself lately? Can you blame me." he breaks from the kiss, nipping down over your chin and neck. "And only if you want to. I don't need it that badly."
"Mhh I don't know, we're right out in the open." The kisses on your neck are making it hard to not be immediately convinced.
"It's just us princess." He pulls a puffy sleeve off your shoulder, kissing the exposed skin in a way that has you feeling shivers with each move of his lips. "None of the others are home right now." He moves down towards your chest, right up to the barrier of the dress's neckline. "But like I said, only if you want to."
You are wearing a dress... it would be easy.... And one last time might be nice....
"Okay, quickly." You barely utter the words before he's moving you out of his lap to shimmy his pants and boxers down. Letting his cock free from the fabric prison.
Standing up on your knees you pull off your panties from underneath your dress.
Immediately, Jin runs a hand up your thigh to your core, plunging in two fingers right away. You cave forward, bracing on his shoulders, as his fingers draw out your wetness along with moans you struggle to stifle.
"Ready?"
"Ready."
Enough said. He grabs your hips in both hands, guiding you to straddle his lap, while you blindly fix him at your entrance.
Moaning as you come together, settling down as deep as he can go. You can feel the results of the past 24 hours of being together, and the soreness therein.
You must have grimaced because Jin's eyebrows raise with concern.
"Do you need to stop?"
"No- no, we just can't go too rough." Your fingers dig into his shoulders as you shift slightly. "I don't know if I'll cum..again, but don't worry about it."
"Just relax princess," He hums. Leaning into your neck, nipping the skin gently, he rolls his hips up into you. You moan and drop your head into his shoulder, wrapping your arms tightly around his neck. "Mmm that's it baby. You sound so pretty."
Starting to adjust to the stretch, with the pain turning into pleasure, you start to move. Slowly, up and down you ride in Jin's lap. His hands guide your hips, and his lips on your neck encourage you to be more vocal.
"God i wish- i wish we could stay like this forever." You whimper into the fabric of his shirt, your heart panging with a new taste of anguish.
You knew this was the last day. The last few hours. The last time for a long time that you'd be tangled up with him like this. Your jaw clenches as you try to stave off the urge to cry, not wanting to ruin the moment.
"I know princess, I want that too." His fingers tighten around your waist, pulling you down all the way. "I'll never get tired of you on top of me like this."
Turning his head to meet yours, he finds your lips rather sloppily, kissing you eagerly at this awkward angle. Loosening your grip on his neck you sit up to kiss him properly. You can't waste this precious time with a half assed kiss.
Your finger thread up to meet his close cropped hair. For a second you really miss his soft long hair, but you push the thought out of your mind.
You kiss him like you fucking mean it. Earning many groans and some whimpers and even a few twitches from his cock inside you, as you start to ride him a little faster.
"Holy fuck-" He mumbles against your mouth gasping for air before weaving a hand up into your hair, pulling you back into another fervent kiss.
It's heated, and impassioned, as your bodies and mouths move together in perfect harmony. Every bounce you make is met and complemented by a roll and buck of his hips that have you moaning into each other.
"I'm getting close princess, do you want to cum?" Jin pants heavily, finally breaking away from your lips for more than just a second. You consider it, and nod, plunging a hand down around the baby belly, and between your torsos, to play with yourself.
The moment your fingers touch your clit your body lights up. You rub the little circles that work you up into a moaning mess as your high approaches rapidly. Your bounces get progressively more clumsy.
"Jin-" You whine, resting your forehead against his, struggling to fight through the pleasure, to keep moving for him.
"Thats it, princess. Cum with me- fuck- y/n-"
That's it, the dam of emotions is broken. You are drowned in a wave of ecstasy that has you coming down with tears rolling down your cheeks. Overwhelmed, you wrap your arms around Jin's neck again, crying into the crook of his shoulder.
"I've got you baby, I've got you y/n." His arms wrap around your waist tightly and you're rolled onto your sides. Helping you to release him from between your legs, Jin pulls out, and smooths your dress down modestly. "Princess can you look at me," his finger lifts your chin. "Are you overwhelmed or did I hurt you?"
You shake your head 'no' looking up into his eyes for a second before being caught with a sob that has you pulling him down, to cry into his chest.
"No' to which one princess I don't know which one you mean." He pulls out of your vice grip and props up on his elbow. "Breathe."
You take a big shaky breath. Your cheeks burn from the salty tears, and your bottom lip quivers, but you try your best. Closing your eyes you take another big breath and huff it out slowly.
"Just a lot of emotions." You say finally getting a grip on yourself. "I'm just going to miss you"
"I'm sorry sweetheart." Jin peppers your face with kisses. "I'm going to miss you too, very much."
"And I'm gonna miss this dick a lot too." You giggle hoping to have not ruined the mood completely.
"Oh well, thank you," He rolls his eyes playfully. "Glad to know I mean this much to you. I'm gonna miss your pussy an awful lot too. At least you have the other guys, while I'm gone. All I have are my hands, and that's much less fun." Jin laughs buoyantly. "Speaking of the others, I should probably call them and tell them it's okay to come home."
"I thought you didnt know where they were??"
"Well, I may have told them that now would be a really good time to not be here..." you hit his chest, pretending to be scandalized. "Hey! I just wanted you all to myself! Thats all!"
You can't help but smile at the man above you. Of course because it has been on your mind, you sober and study his face.
"I love you." Grazing a finger down the side of his cheek you look up into his eyes, deeply. "I mean it, I love you so much."
"I love you too, so much. Forever and ever." Leaning in his lips meet yours once more.
Soon after the guys came home Yoongi made quick work to start marinating meat and putting Jungkook and Taehyung to chop wood for the bonfire.
The sun dips low and the smell of dusk rises as the embers from the steadily roaring fire are lifted into the sky above you. The dogs romp around with Jimin and Hoseok while Joon sets up chairs around the fire.
Meat and garlic sizzle above the fire scenting the air with the delicious cooking smells until the dinner is finally ready.
There are no tears until the food is finished. Food always comes before emotions.
But when the last plate is set off to the side, and you each have a chance to gaze across the flames, and at the faces lit by them, is when the waterworks and emotions really start to flow.
Groggily you wake up in a sorrowfully empty bed, and your heart pangs.
Had you slept all the way through Jin's departure???
Quickly you sit up and look around and give a sigh of relief when you spot the bathroom light creeping out from beneath the door.
You get up and knock on the door quietly.
"Just a second."Jin answers, followed by a loud sniff and a trash can closing.
The door opens on a weepy Jin. You cup his face, searching his face for answers to why he was crying. You search, but deep down you know why.
He buries his face into your neck, wrapping his arms around you tightly. He holds on for what feels like forever, but you're not going to stop him. You wish you really could stay here, like this, in his arms forever. You wish he didn't have to leave. You wish he could take you to your next appointment like nothing was changing. You wish the nauseous pit in your stomach was only morning sickness and not dread for your lover leaving. Moreover you wish you had the power to make all of these things be so.
"Never forget I love you." He squeaks out in a whisper against your skin.
"I won't." You swallow back the urge to cry again, but after how much you cried last night, you're too dehydrated to cry any real tears. Over his shoulder you can see your own splotchy red eyes, where crying had burst blood vessels around your eyes. "I love you too."
Wishing for something so strongly you start to believe it will come true, is a sure fire way to make the let down that much more painful. And when you finally have to leave Jin's arms the crushing blow of reality stings in your soul.
Jin puts on his dress uniform, and says his final goodbye to you with another enduring hug and a kiss that lingers on your lips making the goodbye that much harder. The other 6 load into the vans, after pecking your cheeks softly. Because you are a secret that the world can't know about, your last day with Jin, at least for a few months, ends here. While the others escort him to the official send off with the press.
You stand at the end of the drive, as the vans leave with your men, watching them as they disappear around a curve in the road.
Taking a deep breath you turn and make the walk back to the house, and there's a sharp kick into your ribcage. A feeling not all too unfamiliar at this point but it still gives you a jolt every time.
"I know, I miss them already too." You murmur aloud and soothe a hand over the growing bump. "It's just you and me for now, but they'll all be back soon."
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I promise this is not the end of the book, and when it does end, I promise to keep writing the several other books I have planned for you all as well💜