Aysia
February 14
1:00 pm
"Happy Fuckin Valentine's Dayyyy" Maggie yelled as she jumped in front of the camera, twerking, being that we were on live. Once she stopped dancing she turned around and looked at the comments on the live "Oop we got 8 thousand views"
"Forreal?"
"Yeah, see"
I used the rolled up dollar bill to finish snorting the rest of the line and wiped my nose before going over to the camera looking, smiling
"Oh shit"
"And look somebody talkin bout where Aysia fine ass at?"
"I know I'm fine. Ain gotta tell me twice" I sniffed, rubbing my nose again while Maggie walked off
"I need my fuckin hair done!!" She yelled while I was busy reading the comments on the live
Of course per usual it was a bunch of dick riders kissing my ass or saying some weird shot tryina get me mad. Next thing I know as I scrolled through them, Maggie popped up beside me again looking as well
"I need some tissue" I said as I rubbed my nose again
"Aysia look.." Maggie told me, pointing at a comment "somebody said.. why people saying you had a baby and lost custody that's why you don't talk about it"
I sucked my teeth "Y'all can get the fuck out my face with that weird shit. What baby I lost custody of?" I asked as Maggie laughed
"You lost custody of a baby sis?" Maggie asked
"I guess so. But I'll give somebody ten- no twenty bands if they can tell me what baby I lost custody of.. I got it right here waiting" I walked over to stacks of money and picked it up, coming back to the live holding it up "you can have it all if you tell me what baby I lost custody of"
"And gats just a light flex" Maggie said while I spreader the money
"Period! Pockets good, looks great and my pussy even better. If I really wanna baby trust me I'll have it"
"That probably a bitch hating through a fake page"
"Well guess what? Fuck em" I cursed while going back over to the table away from the cameras view and started crushing up another pill while Maggie entertained the camera
To be honest, doing drugs was something I never thought I'd do... well at least none this extreme, however I found comfort in it. The feeling of being high, numb from the pain and in your own world was the best so I didn't mind being high or doing whatever I needed to stay high
Once I finished I snorted another line and threw my head back, feeling the burn of the powder go up my nose before going back over to Maggie and grabbed the blunt from her
"We lit all day"
"All fuckin day" I repeated, relighting the blunt while she went over to the table where I came from and I looked in the camera, reading more comments
Analise
4:56 pm
"Gigi say cheese!" I told her as she stood beside Mickey Mouse, posing
"Cheeseeeeee" she smiled and I took a couple of pictures while Dre did typical men duties, hold the stuff for us.
Once she finished taking pictures she turned to Mickey Mouse and hugged him
"I love you Mickey Mouse"
"Aweee" I looked over at Dre and he made a face, biting the doughnut in his hand and I realized it was my doughnut "well I'm glad my doughnut was good"
"It was though"
I laughed and shook my head while Gigi ran back over to us smiling
"Mommy can I see the picture?"
I pulled up the pictures and crouched down to her height, showing them to her and she smiled
"I look cute"
"Yes you do" I told her with a smile, pushing her hair back
Of course like a typical child, Gigi's hair didn't not last long. Day three being here and her plaits already got messed up so I took them down and just let her rock her hair down
"I want some daddy" she held her hand out, talking about my doughnut and I put my hand on my hip while he gave her the rest of it
"Can't have shit around kids" he said and I crossed my arms
"Can't have shit around niggas or kids" I told him
"Here mommy" Gigi held the doughnut out
"Awee. You can have it"
"Okay" she wasted no time replying before biting it
"What time is it?" Dre asked, looking at his watch
"Almost 5... dang we been out here for almost 7 hours" I looked down at Gianna "and you not sleepy yet?"
She shook her head, face now covered from the icing on the doughnut so I took a napkin and wiped her face. Her eyes wondered around the area as I cleaned her face and she gasped before pointing somewhere
"POPCORN DADDY"
Me and Dre looked in the direction she pointed in and Dre sucked his teeth
"You don't ever call me unless it's time to spend money.. huh"
"Cause she know daddy gonna come out them pockets when she ask"
He looked down at Gigi
"You want popcorn?"
She nodded so we went over to the cart. While we stood in the line she stood in front of me, leaning back on me as I played in her hair
"I might put your hair in some ponytails tomorrow"
"I'm surprised you know how to do hair" Dre told me and I shook my head
"I really don't. Ponytails and plaits are it for me.... All this hair" I ran my hands through it and Gigi smiled
Once it was our turn dre went to get Gigi her popcorn while I looked around.
Again from a distance, I saw the girl that I spotted our first day out here that reminded me of aubrielle. She was very much pregnant and looked annoyed carrying a purse, a bookbag and other things all while tryina handle a little girl that had to be one or two. She was also with some guy but he was busy texting on his phone to see that she obviously needed help
"Can you get Ava?" I could hear her ask him and he glanced over at her for a quick second before looking back down at his phone
"Hold up" he told her and she made a face
"Really? It's Valentine's Day and you been on that phone more than you been spending time with your family"
"I paid for the trip" he kinda boastfully said and she rolled her eyes
"Here" Dre tried to hand the bucket of popcorn to Gigi but instead she just grabbed some from the top and started eating it "so I gotta hold this too?"
"I got it" I laughed, about to take it from him but he shook his head as we walked off
"I got it... Princess Gigi, can we go back to the room now cause yo daddy tired"
"Yes" she rubbed her eyes
"Uh oh. I though somebody said they weren't sleepy"
" I'm not sleepy mommy"
"Well why you rubbing your eyes?"
"I'm not"
"Okay then"
7:45 pm
When we got back to the room Gigi didn't stay up long.. only long enough to finish her popcorn, enjoy the stuff she got for Valentine's Day and eat then after that, she was out which left me and dre up.
"I miss doing simple shit like this when I was little" I told Dre as me and him took over Gigi's coloring book, laying on the floor of the living room in the suite, watching some shit on tv
I sat the red crayon down and looked for the black one, seeing Dre was using it
"Hurry up"
"Why I gotta hurry?"
I eyed him, watching as he carefully outlined the part of the picture he was working on before coloring it in all neat
"You make me sick"
"Why? Cause mine look better than yours"
I stuck my tongue out at him and he chuckled
"Whatever Dre"
He eventually gave me the crayon and I started to finish my picture
"You know what's weird.. I don't have a favorite color. It seems like every girl has a favorite color except for me"
"You ain everybody else. And ain shit wrong with it.. but you do wear a specific color a lot.."
"What?"
"Brown"
"Really?"
"Yeah. I pay attention. I know a lot about you"
"You do?" I cheesed "tell me about myself.. what's my go to hairstyle?"
"A wig. Middle part, straight and long as hell"
"What's my favorite thing to cook?"
"Every damn thing" he casually answered while keeping his eyes down, still coloring "yo favorite thing to say is nothing extra but end up being extra as hell"
"Oh shut up cause you love it"
"I do.. but you still extra"
"Well... what's something I can't live without?"
"Me" he smiled, looking up at me and I couldn't help but smile "Nah but for real though, you can't live without none the people you love"
"I disagree"
"Nigga..." he sat all the way up, leaning back against the couch "if I'm gone too long you damn near ready to file a missing person's report"
"And?"
"Gigi ain even started school yet and you mad cause I'm tryina send her off during the day"
"You can't just take her away from me like that though"
"She need friends.. HER AGE"
I frowned as he continued to talk
"You blow Autumn and yo momma phone up if they go too long without calling you and you brought Zoè a phone for Christmas so she can text you everyday about her day at school"
"I just like to keep up with family"
"And don't even let me get started on you and trin.. neither one of y'all can live without each other"
"That's my other half.. what you expect?"
Dre chuckled and shook his head
"Tell me something else I don't know about myself"
"You like intimacy"
"Well who don't like sex"
"Not that kind dumbass. More than just sex. You like all that romantic shit. Just laying up, holding hands... you like body contact, eye contact. All that"
"Okay! And I know you too so trust me. You don't have a one up on me"
"Oh you do?"
"Yeah. One thing you hate is when people call you by your whole name unless it's me or ya momma. I see how your face turn up whenever people call you Deandre instead of Dre... you have selective memory.. your brain only remembers what it wants buts it's okay because it's cute at times"
"You ain bout to play me like that"
"But it's true.... You try to talk about me and the people I love, but you more family oriented than me"
"Nahhh"
"You really are and I love that about you. I peep how you smile when emoni calls you her favorite brother or whenever you and Darius spend time together. Hell, I see how you just sit there and look at Gianna everyday, smiling cause you created that babygirl"
"Yeah and I'm tryina create another one too"
"Hit me up around may or June cause I told you I don't want no Scorpio baby so November is out... I know Gigi don't wanna share her birth month so December is a no, I most definitely don't wanna share mine either so January is out too and Trin's birthday and Valentine's Day is already enough celebrations for a month with not a lot of days"
"You really got this shit planned out forreal?"
"Yeah. You think it's a game"
"We'll see..."
I squinted my eyes at Dre
"No plotting either Deandre"
"Ion gotta plot. Trust me"
"Mhmmm" I told him as I sat back against the chair beside him and he threw his arm across my shoulders "you know today makes two years since we met"
"Yup.. all cause emoni spoiled ass wanted some new shoes"
"Well her spoiled ways worked out for your good"
"My good?" He asked and I nodded
"Yeah. I'm one of the best things to happen to you"
"Well damn what am I to you?"
"You something Ight.."
Dre sucked his teeth, hitting me in the face with a pillow off of the chair which made me laugh, causing him to eventually do the same
"You get on my damn nerves. You lucky I love you" he told me while looking at me, licking his lips
I pecked his lips twice "I love you too"
February 15
10:59 am
Staying up with Dre all last night, a bitch was tired as hell but the feeling of something hitting me kept annoying the shit out of me
"What Gigi?" I muttered, knowing she was probably up by now since it's almost 11, probably ready to go back to the park
I was hit again but this time hard as hell upside my bonnet so I sat up, opening my eyes
"Who the hell?" I cursed, looking and saw Gigi wasn't standing there and I heard a familiar voice laughing, causing me to look on the bed beside me. I damn near jumped when I realized it was a baby and that baby was melody, all in my face with trin sitting on the bed as well
"Trin! Whe- How- What?" I couldn't find the words to say because I was smiling big as hell, scooping melody up and hugged her little self
"We got here like an hour ago. Me, Darius, Chucky and Chucky Jr" she pointed at melody
"Don't call my niece Chucky jr... and who is Chucky?" I asked. And right on cue, I heard Gigi screaming laughing along with what sounded like king
"Awe, y'all brought king too? What about the rest of the team?"
"Well Tania and her husband took dj to Disney WORLD in Florida for Valentine's Day, Kema told Darius she wanted to take Landon on his first Disney land trip so she wouldn't let him come"
"What?"
"Let Darius tell it, if their world, he's just living in it... but yeah... and Diamond... I guess her Valentine's Day didn't go how she expected so she was mad and came and got Callie last night saying she was gonna spend the rest of her night with Callie and Kira.. she said she had plans so baby Darius wasn't able to go either"
"Baby Darius?"
"Chile I always forget his youngest son's name"
I laughed as she continued talking
"And king wasn't gonna come cause you know Lea spends time with him and plus she didn't want him to miss school but she just let him come cause Darius was in his feelings"
"I mean I don't blame him"
"Ana" Trin sighed "Darius gonna see it for himself soon, he need to stop being so nice to them babymommas of his. Hell, he ain nice to anybody else"
"Well at least he trying"
"Yeah but the question is how long is that gonna keep going before he flip. And he keeps this unbothered attitude but I know he's bothered" she ran her hands through her hair as Darius walked into the room smiling
"Lil Dre!"
"Analise... just say it one time"
"That's too much to say lil dre"
Melody looked over at Darius and spit her pacifier out which was attached to her shirt, smiling and she reached her arms out for him
"Damn it's like that mels?"
"Girl you can't tell that baby shit about her daddy" Trin waved him off while he grabbed melody and walked back out of the room
I watched as trin's eyes followed him out of the room and she smiled before looking at me
"I just wanna suck the skin off that man's dick"
"Girl" I laughed and she looked around
"Oh, that's not appropriate to say at a Disney hotel?"
"I'm happy you popped up" I chuckled
"Girl we all one big happy family. You should've known we was coming eventually" she told me as she laid back on the bed but sat up real fast
"What?"
"You and Dre ain did the nasty in this bed did y'all?"
"No trin. Not when Gigi sleep in the other bed beside ours"
"I'm just making sure" trin shrugged while laying back down again and I couldn't help but laugh, laying down again as well