Stefani's POV
As dark and brooding my home is, the sunlight shined through the sliding glass door and kitchen window.
Lillian's face was tucked under me and she was using my hair as a curtain from the light.
She's so damn beautiful in the mornings when she sleeping... more like when she's at peace.
I decided to slowly crawl from the couch and take a shower, it is a early Sunday morning-ish and what better way than to take a steaming hot shower on a cold and somewhat humid day.
The floors were cold and I decided to kick up the heat a little. Obviously not too much considering that Lillian is curled up in a mink chinchilla fur blanket.
I opened the blinds at the top of the shower to let the sun beam down and light up the bathroom. it was soothing the way it would shine through the water as it came pouring down the drain. Almost like taking a shower in nature considering the property I bought the land on.
The pressure was great, I couldn't help but let out a sigh.
I've yet to check my phone or recent articles about the annual company thanksgiving banquet. I could care less. I didn't even take the 'family photo' as it's traditionally done but hell, I wouldn't dare stand next to my dad even if he wasn't drenched in champagne.
I was rinsing the bubbles off my body with my hands until I felt an extra pair of hands on me. I couldn't help but hum with pleasure.
"Good morning," I continued to shower but Lillian reaches for the loofa and gets my back.
"Here let me," she was gently washing my back side and the loofa eventually drops to the ground and it was just her hands cascading up and down my body.
I didn't realize I'd been tense from the position I was laying on the couch next to Lillian but with the water pressure and the woman's hands, I feel great.
I was indulging on the feeling being catered to until the pressure Lillian's hands were giving were almost a push and I found myself getting propped up against the wall.
I chuckled mischievously as I realized what was taking place. I was off guard and grunted at how eager Lillian was this fine morning. I could've sworn she'd be worn out from last night but I'm entirely wrong with that assumption.
"Your persistence is admirable," I grumbled as her arm is applying pressure in between my shoulder blades and I have no wiggle room to swiftly move out of her grasp- and I'm too stuck up to admit defeat... not saying I don't want to be dominated, it's just fun being in control.
"Im in control here Stefani," Lillian's voice was stern and I won't deny her aggressiveness can be a turn on.
"Are you sure about that?" I scoffed and let the water spill from my lips as she presses her body against my back- god the way she feels against my bare skin.
I hitch my breath and a small moan fumbled from my throat. I could feel Lillian pressing harder as her fingers massage between my legs. Im barely hanging on here, and if she makes me look at her eyes, I just might-
"Submit," she commanded me and sucked on the bottom of my earlobe after biting it. She took the word from my mind just before I could complete my thought.
"No," I growled and I felt her fingers go inside me. My mouth gapes open as I felt her tips explore the insides of me.
She moaned at the feeling of me and she leaned back down into my ear letting out a sigh, "fuck you're tight," her voice makes me shut my eyes as I fought the urge to make sound.
Damnit, I did say she was persistent.
I slowly rocked my hips in sync with her fingers. With each minute passing by, I found myself giving in a little more than before.
"Even with the odds against you, you remain the most stubborn," she taunts me and her fingers found a pace that matched my breathing.
I let out another growl as i indulged on the presence of Lillian; I had to figure which leg was her right and which was her left, but I can only do that if I focus on the feeling of her- which was not helpful in my favor since I wanted to be dominant.
I did my best to keep my hips in place as her chin rests comfortably on my shoulder..
"Do you like what you see?" I grunted.
"I think you like what you feel. And if you deny it, the way you're gripping my fingers says otherwise. Look at how bad you want me," she teases and I closed my eyes at the truth behind her words and she giggled into my ear.
"Just say I'm in control we'll both be winners this morning," she licked the back of my ear and her fingers slide out of me and slide all the way back in making me take a deep breath trying to keep from moaning out loud.
My right leg finds the center between her legs and it hooks around the back of her right leg swinging her body to my side. I sling my arm around her waist picking her up and her head is caught in my free left hand as I pin her against the wall.
The satisfaction of all this and I victoriously kiss her, "Checkmate," I smirked under the shower with water crashing down on the both of us.
"Fuck you," she mumbled and I laughed freely.
"You were doing a damn good job at it," I kissed her with a towel wrapped around me.
I finished picking up the knocked over things in the shower and decided to do my skincare routine and tie my hair up in a bun with an oversized black Nike tshirt with white Nike crew socks and- I might as well wear my reading glasses.
I started scrolling around on Netflix but I just love the update where I tell it to play something random and it goes from movies to shows. Lillian follows up and she was still in a pouting mood.
"I can order something, I'm too tired to cook," I giggled at her disapproving look.
"Oh come on, is it because I didn't cook you anything when you woke up or the fact you can't dominate me even if I am pinned against my will," I smirked and she rolled her eyes.
"How the hell did you get out of the way I pinned you down? That's a pro wrestling move we were taught when I enlisted in the military," Lillian was still pouting.
"Oh please, don't tell me a retired soldier is no match for a sex fanatic," I almost bursted out of laughter and she just turned red with embarrassment.
I eventually died down with my excitement as she was really embarrassed.
I couldn't help but sigh as I take my glasses off and prop my feet in her direction.
"The only way you can be in control of me...." I started as I untied my hair and let it breathe for once by letting it air dry. I flipped my damp hair to the side and crawled on my knees across the couch to cup Lillian's face for a kiss.
"....Is if I give you permission to take control," my eyes met her and I held a dangerous gaze as I laid back on the armrest to spread my legs in front of her and bit the side of my finger to keep myself in check.
I can't help it if my god complex indulges on the fact that I can't be dominated unless I choose to be. She can be moody all she wants but I bet she's aware that even if I give up control... Id still be in control because there's no way she can just 'take it'. She's too adorable.
Lillian didn't waste any time as she unwraps her robe- well, my robe that I let her borrow and drops it to the floors. Her wet hair was tied up and her blue eyes pierced me as the sun shines in her favor.
I couldn't help but touch myself just watching her undress in front of me. I close my eyes for just a second, and I feel Lillian bend over me from the behind as her hands caress my shoulders giving me a massage.
She gently takes my hands from between my legs and does the work for me. Lillian cupped the bottom of my chin helping me get access to her breasts and I devoted my attention to her to the best of my abilities.
My breath trembled when one finger went in but I completely stopped in my tracks to control myself when I felt a second one go in me. I squeezed Lillian's breast tighter and she moaned in satisfaction leaning down to my ear.
"And I thought you were tight with just one finger," she was having fun and I'm almost on my edge.
I was focused on my breathing as her fingers slowly start to work but I felt a third finger trying to gain access and I could hardly bare it.
"Oh god," I shuddered and threw my head back to let my hips roll but Lillian lets her free hand trace up and down my body making the sensations of her damn near unbearable.
"I think I know your pace now," she clicks her tongue knowingly and I bet she was paying attention to the grip I had on her arm when she had all three fingers slide out.
I was softly gasping for air and my gritted bare teeth against her forearm almost wincing.
"What? No smart ass remarks?" I could sense she was smiling as she walked around to make herself comfortable between my legs.
Her tongue slowly caresses me in a single stroke and her blue eyes were revealed the second I throbbed when her tongue came across my weakest spot...
She kissed my clit sending me a jolt and went back to lick the very center of me and I covered my mouth with how much pressure and force she applied to it.
"Lillian..." I cleared my throat realizing my breathing is getting heavier. She paid no mind.
"...Lillian," she continued to deliberately ignore me and I could feel a pit in my stomach start to form deeper and deeper as my back and cheeks were burning with heat.
"Damnit," I winced out loud frantically when her finger decided to toy around with my clit and I was on the verge of letting out a cry.
I could faintly hear the TV but the sound of me against her tongue was too damn sexy to ignore; this is what I sound like when she touches me behind closed doors. This is what I feel like when-
I gasped and started exhaling rapidly the second she slide one finger in. I was completely overwhelmed with the things she was doing with me simultaneously with two hands and her mouth.
"Lillian!" I cried out at as everything started getting hotter by the second. She doesn't slow down, she sped up.
"For fuck sake- LILLIAN," I mumbled but she shoved two fingers in me making me sit up as her lips nipped my clit and sucked on me as I couldn't get any air flow through my body.
She didn't stop there either, she just kept going and I had to grab her by her chin and bring her to my lips just so I can catch my breath.
I shuddered when her hand massages me and I found myself in her lap.
"I didn't realize that-
"I'm sensitive when I orgasm?" I said in between breaths and she caressed my cheek when I turned my head the moment her fingers ran across my sensitive spot and I shivered.
"Well I've eaten.. quite nicely actually-
"Cut the shit Lillian," I chuckled tiredly and she pecked my neck sincerely making me hold my breath. Last thing I want to do is endure seconds from her. I'd pass out.
"at least let me make you breakfast," Lillian's lips were tracing up my neck but I wanted her lips on mine.
"I'll make you a snack and call it even," I retorted. She's my guest, I should be catering to-
"Are you done?" I hitched my breath when she gave her last rub on my clit- I swear I hate being sensitive in bed. I prefer coming last anyways. I like putting in work first.
I rolled over to see my phone on the floor with my name tagged with so many posts and multiple missed calls from Rachel and Veronica.
I let out a tired sigh as reality slowly starts to fade back into my shit life.
"Is it about the press and last night?" Lillian called as she was turning on the stove only dressed in an apron...
Why must she be a tease.
"I could care less," I started cleaning up the mess we made from last night's events and I picked up Lillian's phone with multiple missed calls and messages from my dad.
Ugh.
Must he always kill the mood?
His very name just reminded me that I have to tell Lillian that I know about his affair with fucking Martha Speaks dumbass. Actually, I have something for her.
AN: I wonder what sex feels like... it's funny bc I'm a virgin 😭