Keep in mind
What you need to
In order to get through
The days to come.
Busy.
Constantly going without
Stopping.
Take a deep breath.
Remember to breathe.
Remember that
it all pays off.
Remember why
You're doing this to begin with.
For him.
Even though it doesn't matter.
Ask questions to be involved.
Don't ask too many.
Keep up to beat.
Smile.
Take a deep breath.
And remember.
Don't complain.
Don't vent.
You don't want a fix
But they don't understand that.
Wondering if this is how
It will always turn out.
If it is,
You don't want to bother.
Keep the vision in your head.
Three years
And maybe you'll get
What you need.
Until then,
Keep smiling.
Keep positive.
Keep him in your view
And let him know he's there
Even if he doesn't have time
For you to be in his.
It doesn't matter.
You think maybe you'll find someone
That's perfect for you.
But then you realize
You won't have time
With keeping up
With everything at home
And school.
See that future
And it feels unreal.
It seems unrealistic.
But keep it in mind.
And remember to smile.
~nikkie may.