Smile big for everyone.
Don't let it bother you.
Just face the fact that
It's over.
Do your own thing.
Be involved
And keep him in your view.
The last few days have been busy.
Maybe that's why.
Remind yourself to watch
But never too closely.
Occupy your time with
Your puppy,
Your brothers,
The vision in your mind
That has recently returned.
Tell yourself that it doesn't matter
Because it doesn't.
Be happy
And push it to the back of your mind,
All the while reminding yourself
To watch what you say
And keep the look out of your eyes.
Smile big for everyone
No matter how he acts.
This time around
He can't complain.
What if you just quit?
But that isn't an option anymore.
So just
Smile.
~nikkie may.