[In a certain part of the chapter it would be ideal if you could read it listening to the song, so you can read it with more feeling, anyway I will indicate it to you when necessary</3]
a little TW for sexual harassment !!!!
[ after returning to the future, Takemichi saw himself in what seemed to be Mitsuya's funeral so he panicked and fled the place heading home where he would later meet Naoto who would give him the bad news that everyone died, including Kisaki, and the worst of all is that the main suspect was Mikey himself, but maybe there would still be a hope to know what happened to Toman]
- Takemichi-kun, I also want to know the truth... I want to meet with Manjiro Sano and talk to him, you are the only one who can do that as a former administrator of Toman... and the only one still alive, only you can do that [something in the words Naoto said unsettled Takemichi more than he already was, he felt that someone was missing in the big list of deaths that Naoto handed him]
- Naoto... wait a second, you mentioned most of the former Toman members but... someone is missing... what happened to Y/n ? where is he ? [Takemichi asked nervously, he hoped he was safe and it wasn't Naoto's mistake to not mention him]
- you're talking about Y/n L/n ? I don't have any record of him, although there have been sightings of someone matching his physical characteristics near a nightclub... [Naoto quickly checked his cell phone and showed Takemichi the location of the place].
- Naoto-kun, I need to know if Y/n is still alive... maybe he knows where Mikey-kun is ! he was also very close to him ! I know this all must be a big misunderstanding [Naoto looked at Takemichi with some discouragement, apparently Takemichi refused to accept that Mikey might have killed everyone]
- all right Takemichi-kun, from what I understand this club deals with very dangerous people including Toman members so let's be careful [Naoto got out of his car and placed a secret mic on Takemichi as because had a bad feeling].
- Y/n... please... you are my last hope [Takemichi and Naoto opened the doors of the club, as they entered they saw how everything was full of men drinking and women dancing sensually].
- w-what !? what would Y/n do in a place like this !? [Takemichi thought to himself]
- excuse me gentlemen, can I help you in anything ? [a smartly dressed guy kindly approached Takemichi and Naoto to offer them some service]
- yes, we would like a table for two please [the boy nodded and led Naoto and Takemichi to a very elegant table].
- s-sorry, do you know someone called Y/n L/n ? he seems to frequent this place [Takemichi asked somewhat nervously, the boy's expression changed to one of total seriousness and started to become more hostile].
- who told you that name ? we cannot allow the names of our employees to be revealed to the public, I need you to inform me right now who told you such information [Naoto looked somewhat annoyed at Takemichi and tried to convince the boy that this is a private matter].
- so Y/n-kun works here... that means he's still alive ! [Takemichi thought to himself]
- Is there a problem around here ? you look kind of hostile for the boss of the place Yuudai [a Girl with a patch in her left eye approached the table].
- Miss Kyoko, these men are asking about your favorite doll... [the boy bowed]
- I see... I'll take care of it, okay ? [Kyoko waited for Yuudai to leave and sat down next to Takemichi]
- so... you guys are looking for the best service we have available, aren't you ? [Kyoko took out some glasses from a drawer under the table and took out a drink that looked very expensive].
- What is this girl talking about ? [Takemichi thought to himself]
- that's right, a friend recommended his service. [Naoto smiled]
- I see... a drink ? [Kyoko poured some drink for the guys]
- so, is he available ? [Takemichi said nervously]
- You're in luck ! my favorite doll just accompanied me to attend to some business in the area so she is available ! [Kyoko smiled cheerfully and whistled loudly]
- HEY ! BRING ME MY FAVORITE ONE ! [a boy nodded and entered the dressing rooms]
- my favorite ? who the hell is this girl... maybe Y/n wasn't safe after all [Takemichi finished drinking when he saw what appeared to be a woman with long reddish hair dressed sensually arriving, who had her back turned talking to Kyoko].
- Y/n-kun, these are the guys i was telling you about ! apparently your reputation is growing more and more ! what do you think ? [Y/n turned around and looked at Naoto and Takemichi in terror]
- w-what are you doing here !? [Y/n started to slowly move away from the table, but Kyoko grabbed him by the waist and began to caress him inappropriately].
- hey hey, what's going on here, do you guys know each other? [Kyoko looked at the boys intimidatingly, Y/n removed Kyoko's hand from his body and sat down next to the boys]
- n-no ! it's all right, they just looked familiar to me... you can leave us alone now ! thank you Kyoko-sama ! [Y/n bowed to Kyoko who caressed his head and kissed him on the cheek goodbye]
- Y-Y/n-kun... what are you doing in a place like this ? [Takemichi asked worriedly, Y/n glared at him]
- listen to me well, this better be the last time you come to this place. [Y/n said angrily]
- I'm sorry Takemichi-kun, but we can't waste any more time [Naoto took out a picture of Mikey from his pocket and showed it to Y/n].
- What do you currently know about Sano Manjiro, if you help us I can reduce your prison sentence. [Y/n sighed and folded his arms]
- What are you talking about Naoto-kun ?, I left Toman 12 years ago... [Takemichi watched Y/n closely]
- What !? Why did you leave Toman ! What happened !? [Takemichi grabbed Y/n by the arms and Y/n noticed Kyoko watching menacingly from the distance].
- Look, I can't help you right now so... wait for me in this direction and I can tell you everything I know about Sano Manjiro [Y/n stood up and looked at Takemichi for the last time].
-You don't know how much I needed a visit from a friend, Takemichi-kun... [Takemichi looked a little worried at Y/n, he wondered if he knew about everything that happened with Toman, especially Mitsuya ]
[when it got darker, Takemichi and Naoto went to the address that Y/n indicated to them, that was what seemed to be an apartment complex very hidden among some alleys]
[it would be great if you could read this part listening to the song <//3 is optional tho]
- Well, what do you need to know ? I'm not too sure if i can be helpful but I had some contact with Toman members recently, I hope everything is alright... [Y/n was covered with a long jacket, glasses and apparently dyed his hair back]
- Y/n-kun... then you really don't know what happened with everyone... [Takemichi said in sorrow]
- huh ? did something bad happen ? [Y/n looked at Naoto and Takemichi strangely, who looked at each other and Naoto put his hand on Y/n's shoulder]
- Y/n-kun... all the members of Toman were killed by Sano Manjiro... [Naoto said with a serious tone]
- No... it's a lie isn't it ?, this is all blackmail to get information from me right ? RIGHT !? EVERYONE IS SAFE RIGHT !?!? [Y/n's breathing started to become more and more agitated]
- Y/n-kun... I'm sorry that you found out this way but we need to- [Naoto was interrupted by Y/n, who hit Takemichi]
- WHY !? YOU WERE SUPPOSED TO FIX THE FUCKING FUTURE ! WHAT THE HELL HAPPENED !? [tears started to fall from Y/n's eyes]
- Takemichi-kun ! [Naoto helped Takemichi up from the ground]
- EVERYONE... everyone died... Draken-kun... Peh-Yan... it can't be... Mitsuya... Mitsuya-kun is really... he's dead... [Y/n fell to his knees crying]
- Y/n-kun, please help us to- [again Y/n interrupted Naoto].
- SHUT UP ! DON'T YOU UNDERSTAND !? ALL MY EFFORTS WERE IN VAIN AGAIN ! EVERYTHING I DID TO PROTECT MY FRIENDS... IT ALL WENT TO SHIT ! I JUST WANTED... I just wanted him to be happy... Takemichi... tell me, what happened ? why did everything ended like this ? [Y/n looked at Takemichi with a lost look, his eyes lost the little brightness they had left]
- I don't know... Y/n-kun, that's why we need you... we need your help to be able to locate Mikey-kun and find out what happened ! [Takemichi extended his hand to Y/n, who stood up on his own and handed him a letter].
- Takemichi... Naoto... this letter was given to me personally by Mikey a few days ago... maybe you can find something there that will be useful to you [Y/n took out from his pocket a small deteriorated stuffed toy of KariKari-san]
- you know... this stuffed animal was given to me by Mitsuya-kun the first time we went out together... he told me that this way I wouldn't feel lonely anymore... that he would always be with me... [Y/n hugged the old stuffed animal tightly]
- I carried this little stuffed animal for so many years, every desolate night where I felt enormously lonely and disgusting I hugged this teddy bear and it felt like I was hugging him... all the times a man touched me indecently... the times I got drunk to forget everything I was doing, the times I had to kill people for my sake and Toman's... I knew I wasn't alone... that I was doing everything for him and for his sake but was it all in vain? tell me Takemichi, why couldn't I protect the only thing I loved ? he was... the only person who made me feel loved in my whole miserable life... and now he is no longer here... [Y/n was crying inconsolably as he spoke]
- don't say that Y/n-kun ! I'm sure you did too much for Mitsuya-kun and Toman ! they all loved you very much ! [Takemichi started crying too]
- so... where are they now Takemichi ? why everything i love ends up being destroyed... why... why can't i protect what i love, huh ? [Y/n hugged the stuffed animal again and remembered his last moment together with Mitsuya]
[Flashback]
- Y/N !!! STOP IT ! DON'T DO IT ! [Mitsuya stopped Y/n who was about to enter a large mansion accompanied by Kyoko]
- Mitsuya-kun... I promise I'll be fine so please take good care of you and everyone... okay ? [Y/n was crying while hugging Mitsuya]
- Y/n... we will meet again, it's a promise [Mitsuya kissed Y/n's hand and watched as he entered the big mansion forcibly]
[end of Flashback]
- our last promise was that we would see each other again... I guess we couldn't keep it after all [Y/n wiped away his tears].
- Y/n-kun... we can still get everything back to normal, there is still hope ! please help us save the future ! [Takemichi again extended his hand to Y/n only this time, Y/n took it and stood up].
- Takemichi-kun... i miss him too much... I just want him to be happy... [Y/n leaned on Takemichi's shoulder and started crying]
- i know how you feel... we can save the people we love, together ! [Takemichi smiled at Y/n and Y/n nodded]
- it's ok... I'll help you guys with whatever I can, for Mitsuya-kun and everyone, let's save the future [Naoto sighed].
- I'll go get some things from the car so we can plan our next move, I'll be right back [Takemichi and Y/n started walking towards the latter's apartment].
- y'know... sometimes i still wonder what would of happened if i wasn't such a coward, maybe everyone would still be alive [Y/n look to the sky, there was a bright full mon that night]
- what do you mean ?, i don't think this is your fault at all [Takemichi looked surprised to hear Y/n say that]
- you weren't there so i guess i owe you some context, the girl that was with me in the club... her name is Kyoko, she kidnapped me 12 years ago and made me left Toman and in exchange she promised me she would protect them from other gangs [Y/n crossed his arms trying to get warm]
- so that's why you left... [Takemichi felt Y/n sadness and regret in that moment]
- i had no other option... she killed a dear friend of mine during our battle against her gang... i wonder what she would think of me watching me like this... what would Baji think of me ? i'm nothing but a disappointment... [Y/n looked like he was about to cry again, but Takemichi hugged him holding his tears back too]
- Y/n... i promise that this time i will save you and everyone, i totally get how you feel... i felt like that many times and yet, here i am trying again to fix everything, and without your help and Chifuyu's... i wouldn't have made it this far, so thanks for that buddy [Takemichi smiled through his tears]
- I'm sorry... I think I went a little overboard hitting you and all that... [Y/n said somewhat embarrassed]
- ahaha don't worry, I've been hit harder ! [Takemichi scratched the back of his head]
- idiot... [Y/n folded his arms, but felt a strange presence nearby]
- TAKEMICHI-KUN, BE CAREFUL ! [Y/n pushed Takemichi as far as he could, as he lifted his head Takemichi heard a loud sound]
BANG !
- Y-Y/N !!! [Takemichi stood up quickly and took Y/n in his arms]
- Y/N-KUN !!! PLEASE HANG IN THERE !!! [Y/n protected Takemichi from a gunshot coming from an unknown place]
- Takemichi-kun... [Y/n started coughing up blood, Naoto arrived as fast as he could to the scene]
- WHAT HAPPENED !? I'LL CALL AN AMBULANCE ! [Naoto ran back to the car to get his phone]
- Takemichi-kun... listen *cough* carefully... keep this stuffed animal with you... it'll help you learn more about Mikey... [Y/n was coughing up more and more blood]
- Y/n-kun... please... you're the only thing I have left... [Takemichi hugged Y/n as his body gradually felt colder]
- I've suffered for so long since I left toman... since I left Mitsuya-kun... you don't know how much I've missed my friends... the girls from the baking club.. .I couldn't protect them either... Fuyuko... if only I could have saved her... Kyoko took everything away from me and to protect them I had to accept to go with her... but I guess it was for nothing after all... Hanagaki-kun... please... promise me one last thing before I die... [Y/n started shaking and breathing heavily while losing more and more blood]
- of course Y/n-kun... whatever... [Takemichi said through tears]
- please... *cough* protect him... protect Mitsuya-kun from this horrible future... okay... protect Fuyuko-san... Yukari... everyone... I know you can do it Takemichi-kun... you are strong... [Y/n placed his hand on Takemichi's face, smearing it with some blood].
- Y/n... I promise, this time I won't fail again... I swear [Y/n smiled at Takemichi one last time]
- hey, don't get so sentimental Takemichi-kun... we'll meet again, won't we...I guess...this is the first time I die... isn't it...don't worry about me man... I'll be fine [Y/n started to cry again].
- hehe... I guess my time has come.... [Y/n dropped his hand to the ground and looked up at the sky]
- you still look just as beautiful as the last time I saw you [Y/n smiled at the sight of Mitsuya holding out his hand to him].
- you don't know how much I missed you idiot... [Mitsuya smiled back at Y/n]
- see you soon... Takemichi-kun... [Y/n took Mitsuya's hand]
- Y/n... Y/N !!!! [Takemichi hugged Y/n's cold body tightly]
- Are you ready, Y/n-kun ? [Mitsuya said smiling, Y/n looked back one last time and answered]
- yeah, let's go home Mitsuya-kun !
[both teenagers held hands and got lost in the moonlight]
{Extra]
[the memory of a lost guy]
- Y/n-kun, somebody is looking for you ! [Kyoko said while she entered Y/n's dressing room]
- oh... that's unexpected, let him come in [Y/n sighed and saved a little stuffed animal in his bag]
- it's been a long time, isn't Y/n ? [a familiar voice greeted Y/n]
- M-MIKEY-KUN !? HOW DID YOU FIND ME !? [Y/n said surprised to see his old friend there]
- that doesn't matter, do you have some free time ? i want to talk to you about something important, it won't take too long [Mikey smiled, he seemed the same person as always]
- as spontaneous as always... uhm, sure ! i have some time until i leave this place [Y/n crossed his arms]
- great ! i want you to give this to Takemichi... is important for him to have this [Mikey handed Y/n what seemed to be a letter with a direction]
- oh ? but why me, i thought you two were still in the same gang [Y/n asked in confusion, Mikey expression changed to a more serious and scary one]
- that... doesn't matter, please give that letter to him as soon as he comes here [Mikey said in an annoyed tone]
- s-sure, no problem... [Y/n turned around to save the letter in his bag, but while he did that...]
Click !
- his eyes looks so... numb [Y/n tought to himself while he saved the letter]
- i... i'm sorry... [Mikey thought to himself while pointing a gun toward Y/n, he was hesitant to shoot]
- y'know... i still remember the good old days, when we used to have fun and eat together [Y/n said while looking at the window]
- don't say that... please... [Mikey felt numb in that moment, he was trying so hard to resist the urge to kill Y/n]
- i wonder how's everyone doing... how's Mitsuya-kun... [Y/n sighed]
- SHUT UP ! [when Mikey was about to shoot Kiyoko entered the room making him hide the gun]
- oh ? what was that ? [Kyoko asked suspicious of Mikey]
- Nothing, i have to go... see you later, Y/n-kun... [Mikey ran before Y/n could said a word]
- Mikey-kun... he looked so... lost [Y/n thought to himself as he watched Mikey leaving the building]
[Mikey visited Y/n after killing Mitsuya, he managed to locate him due to an encounter Y/n had with Mitsuya's sisters]
Notes:
THIS IS THE SADDEST CHAPTER I WROTE JAHFJEWHFHFWEH </333 I was planning too much for this chapter, I wanted it to look as good as it could ! we finally see Y/n's first death in the fanfic :(( but at least he managed to meet Mitsuya one last time...
every time i heard that Mitski song i thought of this scene, i was dying to write this scene so i could deliver the sadness to you guys </333
on the other hand, here officially starts the fukushū arc ! here will be revealed 100% the past of Kyoko, Yukari, Fuyuko and the most important, the past of Y/n with Kyoko ! the reason of their mutual hate and Kyoko's obsession for Y/n, I hope you'll be attentive to what's coming !
I hope you liked the chapter and that you share the fanfic with more people, so you help me to reach 20k ! bye <3
MaxSuitner