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Nothing much had happened all week. We had gone to the beach and worked and that was it really. I was in my room putting on my make-up getting ready for a party. I was only going to because Connor was going to be there. I had on a black and gold sequin dress which ended just above my knees and plain black tights. I also had on my favourite pair of shoes, black boots with silver studs. I had on lots of gold jewelery from my jewelery stand on my vanity.
I stared at my reflection in the vintage mirror, inspecting my make-up. I grabbed my black messenger bag and and made my way downstairs starting to feel a little sick. Please, do not say I was getting ill!
I took the remote from the table and sat on a stool, I flicked through the channels nothing really catching my eye.
"Come on, we should get going," Serena said coming down the stairs. My eyes snapped up at her.
"I love your dress," I said seeing her flowery dress.
"Thanks, you look really beautiful too," She complimented back. The ride to Connors house didn't seem as long as it did the last time I went. The place was already filled with lots of people, especially drunk people.
Serena had disappeared somewhere in the crowd so I started making my way around the crowded living room. I saw Wesley in the kitchen and grabbed a drink, which I was sure was alcohol, I wasn't going to drink it. I went up to him, he had wanted to talk to me but apparently something had "come up" the day I was meant to go to his house. I wouldn't be surprised if he was with Lara. I couldn't believe the two of them could do that to Serena
"We need to talk," I said when he noticed me. I didn't bother greeting him.
"Yeah, we do," He said quietly obviously already uncomfortable.
"I cant keep lying to Serena," I hissed.
"Please...don't tell her it was a mistake," He said through gritted teeth.
Maybe just a mistake to him, but not to Lara...I wonder if she knew that... "No either you tell her, or I will because I hate lying to her and if someones hurting her then she should know," I replied making up my mind about what to do.
He smiled looking me in the eyes. I frowned, "Why are you smiling, what is wrong with you?" I asked enraged.
"It precious how thoughtful you are of Serena, but maybe your forgetting what a bitch she can be," He replied before walking away.
"What do you mean?" I shouted only causing a few people to turn around that weren't drunk. I stood there for a few seconds but he didn't come back so I started walking back through the living room when I noticed Connor going upstairs so I followed him.
"Hey," I said when I reached the top of the stairs.
"Hey baby," He replied wrapping his strong arms around my small waist. Wow! He was drunk.
I laughing slightly. "Come to my room with me," He whispered in my ear the smell of alcohol fresh on his breath. He didn't wait for an answer, he just started pulling my free hand into the room. He closed the door behind us before kissing me roughly.
I kissed him back, even though he was drunk and I knew I should stop him. We had been kissing for some time rarely coming up for air when I started feeling dizzy again. I knew I wasnt drunk since I hadn't had a drop of alcohol.
I placed the cup on the little brown table next to the door and went to sit on the bed. I needed to catch my breath. Connor, who was unbelievably drunk proceeded to kiss me again. I smirked enjoying this a little too much.
I was lying on the bed, Connor on top of me when someone burst through the door. I turned to the door to see Leo standing there.
"Whoa! Sorry, I um- I didn't know you two were in the middle of-" He walked off before finishing his sentence. I lightly pushed Connor off me to see him frown slightly. I laughed at the look on his face.
"After," I said before heading back downstairs. I only got a few steps down before I sat down my head hurting.
"You okay?" Leo asked from behind me.
"Fine," I replied a little too harshly moving my head to the side slightly not looking at him fully.
He was about to say something but I didn't want to talk to him. I needed to be somewhere quiet so I headed back to Connors room who was still sitting on the bed having barely moved.
In a matter of minutes I was in my neon bra with Connor on top of me. My mind was fogged and I was forgetting things. I tried to push Connor off me with my hands, but they were too lifeless making him continue.
I tried to push him again but failing, my eye sight becoming blurry. Connor was extremely drunk so I pushed myself to the side a little so he fell onto the side of the bed. I lifelessly made my way to the bathroom, nearly tripping over from all the mess.
When I got to it, I immediately sunk to the cold tiles, thankful for the coldness. I put my my dress back on but couldn't put my tights on so I sat there until I had to puke.
Suddenly, the door opened and in came Leo with another girl. I stared at him in disbelief but he was smirking. I swear if I wasn't ill right now I would've killed him.
"Sorry to disturb, had a little too much to drink have we?" Leo said obviously mocking me, he stared at me. I was sprawled across the cold tiles with my back against the bath breathing heavily. I wanted to say something but the only thing that came out was vomit. I vomited into the toilet next to me.
Before I even knew what was going on, Leo was next to me. The door was closed and the girl nowhere in sight.
"First time getting drunk?" Leo smirked kneeing in front of me pushing back a strand of hair that had fallen in front of my face.
"I don't drink," I replied weakly.
"Well...you look pretty drunk to me," He replied.
I scoffed loudly, "Just go away, I haven't drank a drop of anything," I answered getting unsure of myself. Before I could say anything else more vomit released from my mouth and I was starting to get a fever.
Leo ignored my orders and pulled my hair back while I vomited. He was now sitting next to me on the ground instead of kneeling in front of me. "I'm sorry," He said quietly.
"Yeah...you always are," I muttered to myself but I knew he heard. I placed my head in my hands sighing loudly. Then a thought came to me, I wasn't wearing my tights, Leo could see me scars if my dress went up even the slightest.
"You can go now," I said to Leo so I could wear my tights.
"Yeah, but I don't want to," He replied back gently not making any effort to move.
"No, Leo I mean you really have to go," I said, my voice getting more urgent. The room fell silent for a few moments, the only sound was the techno music being played downstairs.
"Why?" He asked innocently.
"Because," I said getting frustrated. I finally looked up to see him staring with his gorgeous grey eyes...right at my legs. I slowly started covering them up with my dress only to start revealing my bra.
"Here," He said handing me the tights that were on the floor. "You want me to help you?" He asked gently. I really wanted to say yes but I knew I couldn't.
"No, Its okay," I said putting on my tights slowly as Leo turned around and to my surprise he didn't try to turn around even once, even though he asked about helping me a lot.
"Why are you sick all of a sudden?" Leo enquired.
"I don't know, I felt a little sick before I came here, then I started feeling dizzy and-" I stopped mid sentence realising I was probably boring him with my whole story.
"And?" He asked curiously.
"Its not important," I replied, "I don't want to bore you," I said honestly looking up at him. He was staring right back at me. He pulled a strand of hair from my face and put it behind my ear.
"You'll never bore me," He said sincerely, smiling. I hadn't forgiven Leo, I'd never forgive Leo for what he had done, but I knew that a little part of it was my fault for telling him but right now he was the only one here and I was pretty sure I would fall over if I stood up. Suddenly, I got this shot of pain through my head. I flinched touching my forehead.
"You okay?" Leo asked looking worried.
"My head-" I started but couldn't finish. I was starting to feel worse than before if that was even possible and of course, having a low tolerance for pain a tear slid down my face. Leo wiped it away with his thumb which I had realised hadn't moved from my cheek.
He gently pushed my head to his shoulder, I closed my eyes, his strong grip holding me in place and the worse thing was I knew I shouldn't want to be in Leo's arms but the truth was I did.
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I fluttered my eyelashes a little waking up to the bright sunlight. As my eyes adjusted to the room I saw a perfectly white painted, posh looking room. I turned around slowly not wanting to see who was next to me on th bed, My eyes went wide when I saw Leo, I stared at him prefect features in shock and the worse thing was...I didn't remember anything that happened last night.