✰ Ashland's POV: ✰
My eyes fluttered and then I soon opened them. The sun wasn't shining at all. It must be gearing up to rain today. Hey, that's not bad at all. I personally like rainy days.
I was just about to turn over in my bed when I felt my arm draped around another figure. Oh shit, I totally forgot that Jon drove up to my house, spilled his heart and soul out to me, as did I, and I guess he stayed the night. It makes the most sense. I'm guessing I had one too many glasses of wine last night, early this morning. Oops, haha. I didn't even think I made it to bed, but I assume I did, it isn't like I'm laying in it right now.
Literally right when I was about to get up off the bed, Jon mumbled quietly and his arms then became around my frame, thus him pulling me closer.
"Babe- I meant.. Dammit, Jon, let me go. Pretty please? I need to go pee and quite frankly, I don't want to wet my bed today. That wasn't in the schedule," I laughed softly as I squirmed a little. But evidently, he still held me captive.
"Don't go anywhere, I don't want to be away from you right now. You feel so warm and I'm so cold, please stay.. Everyone and everything I ever love always leaves.."
Did this boy really just guilt trip me? Who am I kidding, he didn't guilt trip in the slightest. I just hate that he feels like everything's out of reach. Like love, forever, and things like that. I wish I was able to give him that love, that forever, that peace that he oh so wants and desires. Oh, and deserves. He deserves the whole world! If only he knew...
"It's okay, Jonny boy. Ashy cash is here. I promise. I guess I can stay in bed a little longer. I'd do anything for you, handsome," I then turned to face Jon and he looked sleepy, despite him already being asleep for around nine hours or something like that.
"Mmm, okay.. Thank you, I hate being away from you. I told you this last night," Jon looked into my eyes. I was struggling to keep mine open. I'm still a little tired. That, or I'm just trying to wake up still.
I gently plopped Jon's head onto my chest and my fingers started to run through his hair. This is the type of affection and attention I would kill to give this man daily. Endless snuggles, love and sweet touches. We may not be together, but that man is my baby! Like literally, that's how I've always thought of him. He's also my Jon bear. That nickname comes from his unbeatable bear hugs he gives me. It makes me feel warm and fuzzy on the inside.
As I was playing with Jon's hair, I heard him lightly whisper something. I couldn't t-totally make out what he had said. I want to know, but at the same time, I don't want it to seem like I'm nosy, because it's far from that.
With my fingers entangled within his soft hair, I started to softly sing to him. His own song too, When It Comes To Loving You. That's one of my favorite songs he's ever sang. I don't know what it is about the song that makes me drawn to it, but I'm freakin' obsessed!
"Ash, don't stop playin' with my hair. It feels so good.." Jon softly whispered to me. "I love you, my best friend. I wouldn't be here if it weren't for you. You really saved my life. I can't thank you enough for that. My life is brighter and livelier with you in it. I thank the Lord each and every morning and night for you."
My lips trembled and down came two tears from my eyes. Those teardrops dropped onto his head, his hair soaking up the very warm tears. What he doesn't know is that he saved me. I didn't think I was going to make it Nashville and doing all the singing and songwriting thing. I literally didn't think I had it in me. But having J take me under his wing and show me the ropes with everything, it honestly means the whole world to me. Career wise, I wouldn't be here without Jon. Life wise, I most definitely wouldn't be here without Jon and the man upstairs, obviously. I love, love, love the absolute hell out of that man. He makes me the happiest girl in the whole world!
"I love you the most, bubs. More than I love Taco Bell, more than I love drinking, and way more than I love touring, singing and everything else I do. You are what I truly and dearly love in life. I've never felt this way about a person in my whole life. Not even when I was with Michael, which he isn't too much to write home about, if I'm being honest," I giggled. "I love you so damn much. Now, how about you let me get up, use the bathroom, and shower, then we can find something to do for the day? Just us two. C'mon, pretty please? With Chick Fil A on top? You can't decline me now."
"Shit, you're right, I should really let you go and use the bathroom, plus whatever else. I'm sorry for taking up your time. I didn't want to let you go just yet. I love the way my arms wrap around your beautiful frame. I'm not joking when I say that. No one's ever fit perfectly in my arms except for you. Now you go take that shower, I'll be here, I promise," Jon softly said to me, his lips landing on cheek. He kissed my cheek over and over again, and I couldn't help but laugh out loud and blush brightly.
I leaped off of the bed after I somehow managed to persuade Jon into letting out of the bed. Obviously, the only way I was able to was to of course, bribe the boy with food. Chick Fil A to be exact. That's not all he eats, but it's one of his favorite restaurant chains. He loves a lot of them, if only everyone could've seen how many fast food places we went to when we were traveling from Tennessee to South Carolina a couple years back. Jon and his family decided to go to South Carolina for Thanksgiving, just for me.
It was so lovely having J, his mom, dad, and brothers alongside with my own family. It was the happiest holiday of my life. Until that moment when my dad asked if Jon was my boyfriend. Haha, he's overprotective, yes, but my dad has been all about me and J dating. Just think, if me and him end up taking that next step into our friendship, relationship thing, then once Thanksgiving and Christmas rolls around.. My dad's ship for Jon and I will definitely be smooth sailing. I can just imagine the biggest smile on my dad's face. He'll probably even dance, I have to get that on video!
After I tumbled out of the bed, I made my way into the bathroom so I could finally pee as I had been holding in the urge to go just so I could spend a little bit more one-on-one time with J. Man, the things I do for that boy. But I don't lie when I say I'd do anything and everything for him. I hope he knows I'll probably more than likely pester him by telling him how much I love him, and would do anything for him if we were to become officially together.
Right now, I'm not entirely sure how or where we stand at the moment. I mean, we both did spill out our feelings to each other last night and it seemed genuine and real. Like on one hand, I want to bring it up to J and see where we go from here, but on the other hand, I don't want to bring it up and it make him stressed out or something awful like that. This is a tough thing to have to go through, let me just say.
"Hey, Ash.. I've got a quick question!" Jon called out as I was in the bathroom.
"What is it, bubs?! You can come in here. I'm not nude, at least, not yet. Just come on in here. I'm not goin' to be yelling the whole entire time," I laughed out loud.
I waited to see if he would actually walk into the bathroom and to my surprise, he actually walked inside! Look, it may be awkward, but at least I'm not on my period and he didn't have to go and get me a tampon like he did a while ago when I stayed the night at his place.
"So.." I began. "Do you have any change of clothes at all?" I asked politely.
"Yeah, why? Do you need me to go and get my duffle bag out of my truck? Because I can make a very quick pit stop to my truck and go get my extra clothes," Jon explained to me.
I smirked and nodded my head slowly, "Mhm, I've got an idea. And a surprise for you when you get back. Take my word for it. Now, you be safe whenever you go out to your baby," I giggled.
"My baby, huh? Look, I love my truck, that I do, but I have never called it my baby. That's just ridiculous," He rolled his eyes as he laughed a bit.
"Lies!" I shook my head as I playfully shoved him out of the bathroom.
**
I had just shimmied out of my clothes when I heard a soft knock at the bathroom door. I already knew that it was Jon so I just giggled to myself and yelled, "Come on in!"
Soon after I had told him to come inside of the bathroom, he shuffled his way inside and right when he did, his jaw literally dropped. He was shocked, and his whole face soon turned red.
"I- Wha- Hold the hell up, are you sure I'm allowed to be in here? Don't you need any kind of privacy?" Jon stuttered nervously, his back against the now closed bathroom door.
I winked and walked over to him, pressing my body onto his own. He was definitely nervous, but let's not forget that he was the same one who was all about the both of us fucking before going out to The Tin Roof a couple of months ago, so hey, he can't be too nervous to see me without any kind of clothing on.
"Remember when I said that I had a surprise for you when you'd come back from getting your clothes out of your truck? Yeah, here it is. Whatcha think, bubs?" I seductively said to him, my finger hooked onto his chin, lifting it up gently.
He bit down on his bottom lip while staring down at me. He couldn't resist the urge to take a look. Aha, I caught him, I knew he was going to look, I know him and I know how he is.
"Umm, phew, okay.. Not goin' to lie, I think you low-key just turned me on. And I'm not even too proud or ashamed to admit that," Jon chuckled nervously once more.
"Mmm, it low-key turns me on knowing I'm able to turn you on," I whispered in his ear softly. "What're you waiting for? It's your turn to show off what the good Lord gave you."
"Shit, that's hot as hell. You sure you're okay with me seeing you like this..?" He sounded quite skeptical. Poor thing, he hasn't seen a woman like this in a long ass time. I want him to know that I want to take the next level. Besides, maybe he'll take the hint into the both of us taking a shower together. It's more efficient and it saves water, at that!
"Yes sir, I'm so sure of it. If I didn't want you to see me like this, I wouldn't have even let you inside. Come on, let's go and take a shower. We need to do so before it starts to storm. Pretty please?" I pouted and gave him the puppy dog eyes. Begging is a cute but helpful thing that really comes in handy when it comes to Jon.
"You done tempted me to my limit. Here goes nothin', I assume.." Jon muttered quietly as he then slipped out of his own clothes.
Obviously, I've seen him without his shirt a few times, and I won't lie, it makes me want him in ways that I probably shouldn't. But now that I'm single, it isn't so bad to have those kind of thoughts or wants.
I grabbed ahold of Jon's hand, and led him and I towards the shower. Clearly, I had to turn the water nozzles to get it to the right temperature. Not only just for me, but for J as well. I'm not entirely sure if he likes hot showers, but I know damn well I do! Haha, but I think a lot of people are like that, also.
✰ Jon's POV: ✰
Shit just went down. And I mean that in a really, really good way. That was probably the best 'surprise' I've ever received. I'm a man, yes, I do have wants and needs, but never in a million years would I use my own best friend for my needs, wants, and fantasies. But damn if I didn't want to just take her right then and there. I've never seen her without clothes on. Okay, that was technically a lie, because I've seen her with a bikini on, but that's about it. This isn't the first time she's had me like this, turned on and all. Nope, this isn't my first rodeo with these feelings.
As Ashland had a tight grip on my hand, she then let go and bent over so she could turn on the shower water. I wasn't going to do it. I swear I was only thinking of doing it until my hand moved down to her ass and I slapped it. It wasn't that hard, but I'm relatively sure if she was okay with it, I would've done it harder. But I don't want her to think I'm trying to hurt her, because it's far from that. I wouldn't ever try to hurt her on purpose at all.
"Ooh, someone's feeling frisky today, I can see," She giggled as she finished messing with the water nozzles.
This might actually be the best shower I've ever taken, and I haven't even got in yet or anything like that. Yeah, it makes no sense to have a 'best shower I've ever taken', but imagine showering with a girl as hot as my best friend. Whew, now this is something I can definitely get used to.
"Mmm, c'mon in the shower, boy. It's going to be nice and warm. Showering does get lonely, I would love some company.." Ash whispered in my ear, her fingers running up and down my shoulders. That small gesture made me want to do some unholy things to her. This shower may end up being more than just a shower, whoops. Sorry not sorry.
Ashland turned away from me as she put her hand under the shower head to feel the water temperature. She nodded her head and then turned back to face me, "Hey, go check the water to make sure it's warm enough."
I obligated and did as I was told. My hand moved straight to the warm water. It was warm enough for me, and judging by the nod of Ash's head, it must've been warm enough for her as well.
Once it was decided so that the water was good and warm enough for us both, we walked inside of the shower, I walked inside first, and Ash followed right after me. The shower was very nice, I'll admit that. It was spacious, I will say that. Definitely a lot of room for some spicy things to be happening, that's for sure, *wink wink*.
"Whoa, this water is actually kind of hot. Not that I'm complaining, of course. I love hot showers," I laughed as the water soaked into my somewhat long hair.
"Yeah. I do too," Ashland said softly. "But what I love more than hot showers is the man who's in front of me."
I knew that if the both of us weren't careful, we'd end up fucking in her shower. Oh my Lord, how would she feel if that ended up happening? I know how I'd feel, but that's clearly besides the point. I need to be able to fight the big craving of wanting to have sex with my best friend. Hell, even though the both of us are single, I don't want it to seem like I'm using Ash just for my wants and needs, because it is so damn far from that. I would never ever do that, like I've said plenty of times before.
"So.. How'd you feel about your little surprise? Did you like it, hmm?" She asked, mumbling in my ear as she started to also suck on my ear as well. It felt so good. I knew there was no turning back. Not after what she done did to me. She lit a fire inside of me and it won't be put out until we finish what we started up.
"I loved it. Like a lot. You don't know what you're doin' to me, baby girl. You truly don't. You've got me wrapped around your finger. And you've got my all of my attention," I admitted to Ash.
"Mhm, is that so? Then why are you being so shy? I don't have a man in my life anymore. But I would like some attention from my best friend who so happens to be a guy himself.. Whatcha say? Besides, you have to make it up to me since we didn't do anything before or after The Tin Roof incident a couple months ago.."
Fuck, she's right. I really do need to make it up to her from that night. We were actually going to do a little something something, but we both decided against it. It just wasn't the right time. It definitely wouldn't have been good, especially if Hardy would've caught wind of it. Whew, boy, now that would've been a whole other story right there. Thank God though that me and Ashland were in the right state of mind to not continue on with what we were doing back
then.
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"Okay, bet. Get your sweet ass on over here to me. I need you to lean up against the wall, is that doable for you, baby girl?"
Ash nodded her head as she turned around and away from the shower head and to the wall of said shower. After she was leaning against it, I grabbed ahold of her waist and started massaging her sides. The way that my hands cup onto her sides, I can't even describe how it makes me feel. It's like it's meant to be.
I leaned my head into the crook of her neck and I began to kiss on it some. Of course, I didn't want to overdo it.. Just yet, anyways. I like doing these kind of things slow and sweet. It means more, if that makes sense.
I kept moving my hands up and down her sides until one of my hands decided to get a mind of its own and it went up to one of her luscious, soft, and delicate breasts. It felt amazing, not even going to lie. I haven't been able to do any of this kind of stuff in so long. I just hope she doesn't think she has to do this. I would never ever force her into anything she's uncomfortable with.
"Baby girl, is this what you want?" I broke the silence all the while, my thumb was flicking up and down on her skin gently.
"That feels so good.." Ash said softly. "You're what I want. It's all that weighs on my mind.. Jon, take me away from here.. And away from everything that went down earlier this year to yesterday, I need and want you way more than I ever have before."
That was the biggest push and everything I needed. Hearing how badly and how much Ashland wanted and needed me gave me the right away to do what I wanted and how I wanted, as well. This is going to be one hell of a good and memorable experience. I just know it will be.
I continued to do what I was doing with my thumb, but I started to do it even harder than before, earning a low and shaky breath from Ash. She ended up wrapping her legs around my waist. My lips were still kissing and marking up on her neck. I already knew neither her or me were going to last if I kept doing what I was doing.
Lord knows all I want is to make her let loose. I can picture it now, I'm the one who's having her reach her climax over and over again, have her grip her hands all in my hair, and have her neighbors and the evidently, the whole neighborhood will end up knowing who the hell I am. And if that's the known last thing I end up doing, then so be it.
My hand was busy pleasuring one of her breasts while my mouth then moved down to the other one and I latched onto her perfectly. It's been a while since I've pleasured a lady, I sure hope that I still got it in me to be doing all of this. Oh, who am I kidding? I know that I've got this.
"Wait, wait.. I'm not trying to stop you or anything because I honest to God don't want to stop, but are you sure you want to be doin' this in the shower?" Ashland questioned quickly as her hand ruffled through my hair quite roughly.
I groaned out in pleasure as she was messing with my hair, and I also shook my head as I answered her question, "I don't even care where we do this at. Just as long as finish this. You lit up a fire in me, baby girl. We need to fix this. If you ain't careful though, we'll end up messin' around in this whole house."
"What if I didn't mind us going at it all over my whole house? This whole house is about to be turned upside down. Just like as if a wrecking ball tore down this place, if you see what I'm playing at, of course. Don't feel pressured into doin' this, bubs. I want this, and I know good and damn well that you want the same thing I do. Don't lie to me," Ash then pulled my head up so we both could have eye contact.
I was a bit upset that I had to stop with what I was doing. I was actually enjoying myself and I know I was pleasuring her very well, she was messing with my hair, and if I know what that means.. Oh boy, it's going to be a hell of a day, let's just put it that way.
With an almost evil sounding laugh, I ended up kissing her lips deeply and while I was doing so, I somehow managed to bury myself quite deep into her. It felt amazing, just like how I imagined it'd feel.
Yeah, I may or may not have dreamt and thought how good it'd feel to fuck my best friend, but at this point I don't even care at the slightest. Between what she surprised me with, and everything else that's been happening, there was just too much sexual tension, and it wasn't going to go away anytime soon. I had to fix this- and fast. I think I'm doing a pretty swell job at the whole fast thinking and doing thing if I do say so myself.
She started to softly whine, probably from the fact that I did pretty much slam into her quite hard and roughly, and that could very well be a little too much on her at the moment. Whoops, my bad. I hope she isn't in too much pain, or I'm about to be kicking the absolute hell out of myself. Then again, I don't honestly think that her and Michael were sexually active. Obviously, that's not my business, but just judging on how tight she is, it isn't very likely that he showed her any kind of attention, at least in this department.
What the fuck am I thinking? I need to focus on pleasing the life out of this beautiful specimen of a woman who I am beyond lucky to know and be best friends with. I don't need to think about her and my guy friend doing the deed, eww.. That just makes me sick thinking about it. But fret not, I'm the one who's deep inside of her and not him, so hey, I think I won in a lot of ways.
"Harder, please.." She softly groaned and leaned her head back. That was like the most perfect thing that could've happened. It gives me a little more access to her neck.
Hey look, just because I already inserted myself into her doesn't mean I don't want to still be kissing on her. She might end up having a few marks that she'll have to cover up, but hey, that's what makeup is used for!
After hearing Ash tell me to go harder, it only made the desire and my fire inside of me burn higher- actually higher than it's ever been before.
I pulled myself out for a moment's time, but not a second after doing so, I rammed myself harder and further in her than last time, causing both me and her to moan softly. I knew I needed to go even harder if I was going to make either of us find our limit and climax. Hell, if I pull this off right, we could find our climax right at the same time. Therefore we can wash up and figure out what to do from there.
"I don't want this moment to ever end, baby girl. I'm so goin' to hate when I have to head back to my place. I don't know how I'm supposed to go on without you. Even if it's for such a short period of time," I whispered against her neck, while still groaning out in pleasure. I was getting really close. I hope she was as well.
"Who- Mmm.. Who said you had to go back home? You can't leave me here by myself. At least for a little while," Ash then lifted my head off of her neck and she looked deep into my eyes.
Then she dipped her head and face towards my ear as she started whispering into it, "I'm about to.. Jon.." She mumbled.
"I think I'm about to cum.. Keep going, please. Please.. I want to release myself.. Don't deny me.." Ashland added, her voice even more soft than before.
I ended up releasing my load after hearing how desperate she was for her release. I kept thrusting harder and faster than I could have at that point and that's when I felt her warm juices flowing on down. I quickly put her down onto her own two feet so the two of us could wash up and finish our shower.
"So, was that the best shower you've had?" I asked, smirking down at the five foot two inched blonde woman who I am so obsessed with. In my honest opinion, that was the best sex I've ever had. Shower or not, it was perfect.
"Mmm, I think so. It'll be hard to beat that. Now then, I'm finished with showering. Now you bad boy, it's your turn to shower up. There's a towel or two laying on the rack for you," Ashland kissed my cheek as she exited out of the shower.
I hurriedly rinsed myself off and I waited until I heard the door close and I was finally alone and by myself. Holy shit, that was a satisfying experience, I'll admit it. I hope I didn't fuck up everything good that's been going on between Ashland and I. She's my rock and I'll be damned if I lose her.
I was pleased to my limit because of the fiasco me and Ash just partook in, but my member was still somewhat hard, so I decided while I still had the solitude, I'd just rub this one out and hopefully then I'll be finished off for the time being. I never thought my own best friend would have me like this, but damn.. She has me like this, and she has me pretty good. I can't wait to see what we'll do today. We probably won't be doing anything outdoors since it's raining. Nonetheless, I'm stoked to spend time with my best friend in the whole world!
~ this is my longest chapter I've ever written. this has over 5,000 words, and I wrote all of this within 2 days, which is quite shocking. but I'm super excited that this chapter and its inspiration came to me quickly! I promise to have chap 16 out ASAP! and I mean that hastily this time! 🤗❤️
~ ooooh so Jon and Ashland just hooked up 😳 how do you guys feel about it?! I love hearing you guys' thoughts, opinions, and feelings about my story! because this story is y'all's as much as it is mine, the love and support means so much to me. ❤️
~ I'm so sorry by the way for how long Jon's POV was. I got carried away with writing the 18+ scene. oopsy, well, anyway, you will get more Ashland's POV in the next chapter, I promise! 🥰🤪
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