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Zayn’s POV
Once I was sure I wasn’t going to upchuck anything else, I slowly got up. I flushed the toilet and made my way over to the sink. I stared at my reflection for a bit and then bended down so that I could get some water into my mouth to rinse out the nasty taste in my mouth.
I splashed some water onto my face to help cool me down a bit. I heard a soft knock, “Babe are you okay?” I heard Justin ask. His voice was laced with concern. “Yeah, um I’ll be out in a sec.”
I gave myself look in the mirror once again. I looked a bit pale, I think the breakfast I had earlier didn’t settle in my tummy very well.
I walked out of the bathroom and was instantly bombarded with questions from Justin and my mother. “Babe are you okay?” “Zayn, honey are you sick?” “Do we need to go the doctor and get a check-up?”
“Guys I-“ “Justin was standing very close to me and looked me in the eyes with nothing but love and concern. “How are you feeling princess?” “I’m fine. Honestly. I think it was just what I had for breakfast that made me feel sick,” I reassured him.
I looked at me for a bit longer and seemed to accept my answer. He and my mother both let out a sigh. “If you don’t feel well please let me know,” he said. I nodded.
I could hear Liam’s crying in the background and that instantly made me look around for my baby. “Mum where’s Liam?” I asked. “Your father has him. He’s trying to calm him down, but nothing seems to be working.”
I quickly made my way over towards my crying baby. Once I made my way into the kitchen I saw my dad was gently bouncing Liam in his arms and cooing at him. “There bud. You’re okay. Your mummy will be back in a little bit,” I heard him say.
I cleared my throat to let my presence known. Liam immediately looked at me and made grabby hands while crying louder. “Mu-Mu-Mumma!”he wailed. I quickly made my way over to my father and took Liam from him and placed him against my chest.
“Shh baby you’re okay. Shhh.” “Mumma. Mumma,” he kept crying. “Shhh baby I’m right here. You’re okay love,” I whispered into his ear while I gently bounced him in my arms to calm him down.
I looked over at my dad and smile while mouthing out a hello. Justin soon walked in, “How’s he doing?” he asked worriedly. “He’ll be fine in a little bit. I just need to get him to calm down,” I whispered.
Justin made crossed the span of the kitchen until he was standing next to me. He leaned down close to Liam and whispered that he was okay and that he loved him very much. It took a couple more minutes of both Justin and I whispering sweet nothings into Liam’s ear to calm him down.
My dad had walked out of the kitchen a bit ago, giving us some space with Liam. I looked down at Liam and saw that he was fisting my shirt in his little hand. I moved some of his fallen hair out of his face.
Liam looked up at me with red puffy eyes. My poor baby, “Hey baby how are you feeling,” I asked. Liam simply nuzzled his face further into my neck seeking some comfort.
“Babe, could you please bring me his blanket and a new nappy? I’m going to go upstairs and get him settled and nurse him. He hasn’t eaten very much since yesterday.” “Of course princess. I’ll be right back.”
Justin leaned down and pressed a soft kiss onto my forehead while also doing the same with Liam.
Justin’s POV
After retrieving everything that Zayn asked me for, I made my way upstairs to the bedroom I was sure Zayn would be at. Whenever we come and visit Zayn’s family they always insist on having us stay at their home, which I’m totally more than okay with.
I walked into the bedroom that would be Zayn’s and mine for the next few days. I carefully and quietly opened the door so I wouldn’t startle them. Zayn was sat on the rocking chair that was placed in one of the corners of the bedroom.
I took a quick glance at the bedroom and noticed that there was a crib placed against on of the walls alone with a changing table near-by. Mama Malik always spoils her grandbabies. She really outdid herself with decorating the designated area for Harry.
I turned by attention back towards Zayn and Liam and saw that Zayn was rocking and humming a lull bye with a pressed Liam against her chest. I cleared my throat to get her to give me her attention; she immediately looked up and smiled at me. “Here you go baby,” I said as I handed Liam his baby blanket.
Liam just stared at me but said nothing. Liam turned his attention back towards Zayn and immediately started whining and pushing at Zayn’s shirt; Zayn quickly complied and pulled off her shirt, as well as unclasping her bra.
I watched at Zayn made her and Liam comfortable before Liam latched on. As creepy as this sounds, I loved watching Zayn nurse our boys. It’s something that I’ve loved to watch since Louis was born. It honestly is something beautiful.
Zayn continued to gently rub soothing circles against Liam’s back to help him relax, as well as continuing to hum a soft song. I watched for a bit longer and decided that I should go check on the other boys. I leaned down and pressed a quick kiss onto Zayn’s head as well as Liam’s.
Making my way downstairs I heard the beautiful sound of Louis and Harry laughing. They were being tickled by their aunts, “Auntie Safaaaaaaaaa st-stop. It tickles. Sto-stop!” laughed a hysterical Louis.
I looked around the kitchen hoping to see where Harry was at; my eyes landed on Yaser. He had Harry perched on his hips while making silly faces at him, resulting in Harry to let squeals of delight out.
“Da-Daddy! Help me! Auntie Safaa keeps tickling me,” yelled a very happy Louis. I quickly made my way over towards the two, “Oh no, I’ll save you Louis!” I said dramatically. I carefully pulled a laughing Louis out of Safaa’s hold.
Once Louis was in my arms he clinged to me still laughing. After Louis regained his breath for a bit I pressed a sloppy kiss to his cheek, “Ewww daddy. That was all slobbery!” I learned in a pressed more sloppy kisses onto this cheeks and neck. That immediately brought on the laughter.
“How’s Liam doing?” I heard my Yaser ask. “He’s still feeling a little under the weather. Zayn got him to calm down a bit. She’s just upstairs nursing him,” I said.
“How about Zayn? How’s she feeling?” asked a concern Mama Malik. “She said she’s feeling fine. She thinks it was just the breakfast that upset her stomach.” I saw her nod.
Just then Zayn walked into the kitchen with a quiet Liam against her chest. “Hi love, how’re you feeling?” Trisha asked. “I feel fine now mum,” she said as she made her way over to her parents and hug them both.
“Hi dad, okay?” “Of course. Especially since I have all my girls under the same roof now,” he said while hugging Zayn closer to his side.
Zayn’s POV
Today was our second to last day at my parents’ house. It couldn’t help but feel a little sad. I’m going to miss my family so much. I hate being away from them, but I hate being away from Justin even more. He offered for me to stay with my family while he toured, but I refused.
I can always come back and visit, or they could always fly out to California and spend some time with us. I think I’m going to talk to my mum about planning a vacation for them. I would love it if they went to California for a while.
I was currently sat in Justin and I’s bedroom with a sleeping Harry against my chest while I rocked him. It was currently naptime so I volunteered to put him down for his morning nap.
I sat there for a couple more minutes just rocking him, and thinking about the past days events.
Today has been the third morning I’ve woken up the feeling of feeling nauseous. I’m starting to get a little worried. I’ve thought about the possibility of being pregnant, but I took a pregnancy test about three weeks ago and it came back negative.
With my past two pregnancies I took at home pregnancy test and immediately got the positive results, so I knew that was the cause of my morning sickness, but now I have no idea what could be the cause of this morning sickness.
I’ve tried blaming in on the meal I had the previous night, but no one else seems to get sick from it. I can tell that my mother and Justin are worried, and they’ve asked if they should take me to the doctor’s but I’ve refused. I should be better in a few days.
I looked down and saw that my baby boy was fast asleep. I placed a kiss onto his forehead and walked over to his crib and gently placed him in it and also tucking him in.
Before making my way out of the bedroom I made sure that they baby monitor was on and made my way downstairs.
Justin was sat on the couch with a sleepy looking Liam on his lap. Justin was running his hand up and down Liam’s back while humming a gentle song. Soon Liam gave into sleep and closed his eyes.
I walked over to them and bent down to place a kiss onto Liam’s forehead. “I’m going to take him upstairs. I’ll be right back,” whispered Justin. I simply nodded my head and made myself comfortable on the couch.
The house was quite. My parents, the girls, and Louis went out for the day. Mum and dad thought it would be fun to take Louis and the girls out for the day. I think she said they were going to go to the movies, possibly the park, and go out for some ice cream.
I know they wanted to take Liam and Harry, but Harry’s still too young to actually give all his attention to film, and Liam’s still feeling a little sick. He’s feeling better than what he did the past few days.
I was brought out of my thoughts when I felt Justin wrap his arms around me and bring me close to his chest. “What are you thinking about princess?” I stayed quiet for a bit. “Nothing and everything really.” “Would you like to share?” “I guess I’m just a little worried about how I’ve been nauseous these last few days. I mean I know I’m not pregnant. What if it’s something else?” I asked worriedly.
He hummed, “Why don’t we get the doctor that’s on tour to give you a quick check-up tomorrow once we get back to London?” he asked. “Yeah okay. Let’s do that. We could also get him to take a look at Liam.” I felt he nodded.
“Now, what else is bothering my princess?” “Nothing. I guess I’m just a little sad about leaving my family tomorrow.” I admitted a bit embarrassed.
“Baby, Zayn there’s nothing to be embarrassed about. It’s normal to miss your family. Hell when I first started touring I cried because I missed my mom so much,” he said while chuckling.
I looked up at my husband as I let a few tears escape my eyes. “Don’t cry princess. I don’t like seeing you upset,” he said while pressing a kiss onto my head. I tightened my hold around his waist.
He tightened his arms around me and held me even closer to him. I silently continued to cry. “Shh babe you’re okay. I promise that we’ll be back and visit your parents once this tour is over.” I just nodded.
Justin began to run his fingers through my hair while quietly singing Next To You, one of my favorite songs. I let the sound of his voice lull me to sleep. I guess I must have been tired.
When I woke up it must have been a few hours later. I looked around and noticed that I was up in the bedroom. Justin must have carried me up here, I thought.
I slowly got up from bed and walked over the crib to check if Harry was still napping. To my surprise he was still sound asleep. I quietly made my way out of the bedroom and into Louis and Liam’s room; Liam’s bed was empty, he must have woken up.
I made my way downstairs and into the kitchen. My mum and the girls were cooking; they were probably getting dinner ready. My mum must have sensed my presence because she turned around and offered me a smile.
“Well look who finally decided to wake up,” she said teasingly. I only blushed. “Have a good nap baby?” “Yeah, I guess I must have been tired,” I admitted. “Understandable. Well the girls and I are almost done with dinner. The boys are all out in the backyard playing some football,” she explained.
“So how are you and Justin still trying for a baby?” asked my older sister Doniya. I began to blush. “Ye-Yeah, but we haven’t had very much luck,” I said sadly. “Aww baby sis, don’t stress. I’m sure a beautiful baby will bless you guys soon. Maybe this time you’ll have a baby girl. Can you imagine that looks on that baby? She’d be gorgeous! I mean with Malik genes and the Bieber genes, that little girl would be a total heartbreaker,” giggled my sister.
I couldn’t help but smile. I’ve imagined what a baby girl would look like. I bet she’d have beautiful eyes, maybe hazel like my own or maybe even colored eyes like two of her brothers, she’d have a head full of hair, baby soft skin, and a smile to die for. Just thinking about it makes me really want to be pregnant.
I must have been quiet for a bit because my mum spoke up next, “Don’t worry honey I’m sure you’ll hear some great news soon. I mean you’ve been having morning sickness for the past few days. I’m sure that means something.”
“I don’t think so mum. I took an at home pregnancy test like three maybe four weeks ago, and it came back negative. I think it’s probably just something else,” I explained sadly.
“Baby, most of the times those things aren’t accurate. Have you taken another one?” “I haven’t, but I’m pretty sure I’m not pregnant.” “Why don’t we take one? It wouldn’t hurt,” she said.
“Yeah Zayn it won’t hurt. I’ll run down to the store and buy a few pregnancy test,” said Doniya. I nodded. I guess it wouldn’t hurt. “Great. I’ll be right back. Love you guys.”
And with that she was out the door. “Zayn I invited some special guest over for dinner,” I heard my mum say. “Who?” “They’re someone who are very dear and special to you.” “Mummm please tell me,” I whined. “Nope. You’ll just have to wait.”
That mad me pout, “Mean,” I said jokingly. My mum just laughed.
“So Miss Safaa how’s UNI treating you?” I asked my baby sister. “It’s good. The classes are interesting, but the homework is horrible.” I hummed. “I’m so happy I’m done with school,” said Waliyha.
“What about you Wali, how’s work?” I asked. “It’s going great Zayn. Like amazingly great. I get to wake up every morning and do my dream job,” she gushed. Waliyha is a make up artist and she works for British Vogue.
“That’s great to hear girls,” I said. I truly am so proud of my sister. They have accomplished many great things in their lives so far.
About twenty minutes later we heard the front door open and close. “Zayn I got them!” yelled Doniya.
I started feeling a bit nervous. I made my way over to Doniya. “Here you go baby sis,” she said while handing me a few pregnancy tests. “Thank you.” She nodded.
I made my over to bathroom. I began taking unwrapping the test out of their boxes and the wraps. After unwrapping about six pregnancy sticks I made myself comfortable on the lou. “Here goes nothing.”
After completing the task on peeing on the sticks I carefully set them on the sink. Now just to wait. The waiting is always the worst part. The time feels like it completely drags on.
I looked down at my phone. Just two more minutes to go; what if I am pregnant? I would be so happy! But we’re on the road…it’s okay though. I’m sure if I were pregnant I could manage. I mean my last few pregnancies had zero complications, so I should be fine.
I looked down at my phone again and noticed that it has been five minutes. I slowly made my way over to the pregnancy test. I shakily turned them over and…