"leave some happiness for me will you." mason says making me laugh, "nah for real, happy for you bro."
"thanks. now go before it get's too soppy." i say standing up
"you are known to do that.." mason says
"what?" i ask
"come off it, we all know you're a different guy with her." he says
"i ain't a different guy." i say
"you love her, end of conversation. see you later." mason says leaving
i go back upstairs and walk into our bedroom. i see y/n lying on the bed naked.
"so sorry." i say as she notices i've entered
"it's fine." she says
*END OF PHIL'S POV*
*YOUR POV*
"so wanna go?" he asks me
"where?" i ask
"shopping, you said thats what you want to do."
"oh yeah, i forgot." i say
phil takes his dressing gown off and walks over to his wardrobe, i stare at him as he chooses what to wear.
"well come on then." he says
"i'm comfyy." i say
"so now you don't want to move." he says
"can we just stay here?" i ask
"so i put these on for no reason?" phil asks looking at his clothes
"i can take them off for you if you want." i say
"come on, get dressed and come down." he says leaving the bedroom
i reluctantly get up and hold my stomach as i do so. i walk over to my wardrobe where i throw on random clothes, well really the ones that still fit.
i brush my hair before going downstairs to find phil. i spot him in the kitchen cooking something, i walk over and watch.
"what are you doing?" i ask
"cooking." he says
"for?" i ask
"the babies." phil says
"but it's not lunch." i say
"there's three of them, they can't get hungry." he says
"but you do realise i have to eat it for them to get it?" i say
"yeah i'm not stupid." he says
"but i'm not hungry, so i can't eat it." i say
"i'll help." he says
"how are you meant to hel-." i say before being cut off
"like this." he says grabbing a sausage roll and sticking it in my mouth to shut me up
"so romantic." i say once i had swallowed it
"more?" he asks pushing another one in
"phil, i promise. they aren't hungry. but you're the best dad." i say going on my tiptoes to kiss him
"now why are you stressing so much since mason left?" i ask, "you can tell me"
"i can't, i wish i could." he says
"you can, we tell each other anything and everything." i say
"no, trust me on this one." phil says
"okay fine, but since we're up and everything, wanna go baby shopping?" i ask
"quit changing your mind." he says laughing
"can i blame it on the pregnancy hormones?" i ask
"no, cause you already blame enough stuff on that." phil says pushing me out of the kitchen
we walk to the hallway where we both put our shoes on. i slowly get up off the step i was sat on whilst holding my back, i look up and notice phil was staring the whole time.
"you know how heavy these are?" i ask
he walks closer and puts his hands under my belly and lifts, and for those few second my back went back straight, my shoulders lifted and i felt like nothing. until he let go.
"that felt so good." i say whining
"oh my god, if we don't leave now i'll never get you out of this house." he says grabbing my arm
phil pulls me out of the house and locks the door behind us, before walking me over to the passenger seat of his car.
"i do know where i'm going." i say
"you might run off into the house again." he says
"again? when have i ever?" i ask
"shh." he says closing my car door
i watch him walk round to the other side with his hands in his pockets, he opens the door and gets in. he puts his veiny hand on my thigh while the other on the steering wheel while looking in his rear mirror and pulling out of the drive