once everyone had ate their breakfast i follow the boys out to their changing room where they out their boots on. i go and sit next to phil and he smiles at me.
"last night was fun." i say whispering in his ear
"shh, i don't want anyone finding out." he says
"mason already knows." i say
"what? did you tell him? why would you tell him? y/n i'm gonna be banned from playing." phil argues standing up and walking off
of course i didn't tell him, why would i.
i look up and see all the other boys staring at me.
"did you guys hear that?" i ask
"no but we sure did see him storm out." raheem replies
"what was that?" declan asks
"it doesn't matter." i say getting up off the bench, "mase can i talk to you." i say standing by the door
"sure." he replies as he follows me out, "what's up?" he asks shutting the door
"phil got mad because he thinks i told you about last night." i say
"and what did you argue?" mason replies
"nothing, was i meant to?" i ask
"of course you were, you have to fight your battles. you can't let other people win all the time. i'll tell him myself that i only know cause i saw him sneaking out this morning." mason says
"thank you." i say
"are you gonna come out and watch?" he asks me
"i guess i could." i say
i follow mason and dec out to the training grounds and see phil already out there kicking a ball around by himself. i sit down on the bench getting a view of the whole pitch, the other boys walk past me as they exit the building. gareth starts off with giving them a team talk, mason looks behind and gives me a thumbs up, i nod back.
"five groups, five balls." i hear lee shout
the bag with the football balls was beside me, i stand up and bring it over to them to save them going all the way over to the bench.
"thank you y/n." i hear gareth say as he notices
i put them down on the floor and immediately stand up but my head bumps someone's chin, i look up and see phil.
"sorry." i say walking away awkwardly
"wait." i hear him say
i turn around and look into his eyes.
"what?" i ask
"meet me in the sitting room in the break." phil says as i nod
i walk back over to the bench i was sat on and watch the boys, it gets pretty boring after a while giving i'm not really interested in football. i try keep my eyes of phil, it's not like we were together anyway.
in about twenty minutes the first break comes, half of the boys stay out and half go in. i slowly follow them in a few metres back not trying to make anything look obvious.
i go to head to the sitting room before someone pulls me into the cleaning cupboard. it was pitch black and i couldn't see a thing.
"phil?" i ask
"better, darling." i hear someone say
"who are you?" i ask
"maybe this will show you." he says kissing my lips
i quickly pull away.
"what the hell do you think you're doing." i say reaching for the light switch
"hi y/n." he says once the room fills with light
"peter?"