Alexis sat in the common room and sighed. She knew that she had been through a lot lately and she was struggling.
She was struggling since she had the abortion. Alexis knew that it was the right thing to do and she knew that she couldn't of had a baby but she also knew that she couldn't help but feel guilty over it all. Alexis looked as grace walked into the common room. Alexis looked to her sister and smiled
"are you okay" grace asked as Alexis looked to her and sighed
"yeah I guess so I mean things are a mess but I am okay" she said as grace sat opposite her and smiled. She knew her sister and she knew when something was bothering her
"I know what you are worried over. You are thinking over the abortion I know you feel bad over it but you don't need to feel guilty but it will be okay, we will be okay. I mean I will help you through it me you will be okay. Your my sister and you are always okay and I know it's hard but you will get through it despite what is going on with you and Severus" grace said as Alexis looked to her and smiled
***
Alexis sighed to herself as she walked out of the dining room at malfoy manor and sighed.
She knew how she had been forced to attend a death eater meeting and she hated it as she knew that in the last few weeks that she had been through a lot. She walked off to her room and sighed as she sat on her bed.
She pulled her knees to her chest and sighed as she heard a knock at the door and looked to see narcissa as she walked in and looked to her and smiled
"hey, I wanted to see how you were love you have been distracted and I wanted to check on you" narcissa said as narcissa looked to her and smiled
"I'm okay, I know that things are a mess but I'm okay and I will be okay I am just tired" Alexis said as narcissa walked over and sat next to her and pulled her close and smiled
"I know that you are tired and you need to sleep but I want you to know I am your mother and I love you and I will always be here for you" narcissa said as Alexis looked to her and smiled. Alexis knew she had been through a lot and she had no idea just how much she needed her mum right how
***
Alexis got back to hogwarts s she walked down the hallway and sighed as she saw Severus as he walked over to her and smiled
"I haven't seen you. I wanted to see how you are, are you okay" Severus asked. He knew that she had aborted their baby and he knew that they were both sad over it but he also knew how it was the right thing to do
"I am fine, I just need some time so I appreciate it if you can give me that" Alexis said as she walked off as he looked after her and nodded.
He knew that she was suffering and so was he and he had no idea how tense things were about to become between them