In this one week they have been living for each other, their cannot be a day they cannot spend without seeing each other and share a kiss they are slowly trying to forget the pain which is disturbing their brains, going to bed they are giving each other back like they are feeling helpless in their situation both were understanding the time will heal everything, slowly they are trying to look into each other eyes, because they want to be happy as soon as possible
Their Daily routine is continuing with books, works, hospital, college, they keep themselves busy, while beam had still four months' time, he is preparing for his entrance exam he became a book worm, and forth is taking care of beam health, daily morning and night he nourishes with milk and four meals in a day forth became his nutritionist, beam cannot skip them even during in college kit and ming are on guards with their phones if he skip any meals they will type their phones right away.
It's been a week, they are spending time like they are visible yet invisible too, he is waiting for beam to be guilty ridden he knew beam is feeling difficult with his complicated feelings, he knew beam Is suffering more than him,he is trying all his nerve levels best to take care of beam
"aie ..beam," he swiftly moves him to sit on the counter
He got surprised for the sudden moment as usually he came to kitchen to have some water but he did not expect forth to do this
"...your good at avoiding me,"
He stayed silent looking down to his fingers in lap
"..how long will you avoid me,"
Beam felt a hand on his cheek caressing him, his eyes slipped a tear, feeling a warm thumb
he hissed "...just a touch is making you cry, shall I leave,"
He did not get any response, he grabs beam chin asking him to look, if he want he can force him, but he don't want to, last time he hurt beam enough he could not get out of the pain if he cannot do that even if beam ask him to be rough last night he showed his back one time is enough not anymore, he again seeing beam being reluctant, he left his chin
"....okay, then, have dinner, I prepared your topics too, read them, you have to answer them tomorrow,"
This what and how their days are going on, beam is avoiding him he is always studying deeply exploring into topics he still have four months for his entrance exam yet he is preparing as if tomorrow! And forth do like that spirit of beam studying but he is avoiding him that is wholesomely paining forth
he give him one week time but still beam is being reluctant saying he is the reason and over weighing his shoulders no matter how forth tried to make him happy, beam behaves like he don't deserve to be happy, forth staying in his invisible side and helping with meals and studies, he feels great at least beam is allowing him
"...don't go," he held the elbow sleeve, forth can only smile for that he is just acting to leave yet he cannot leave his kid,
"...look, and ask" he knew he is forcing beam but he need to do it he feels like he need to pressure him a bit, otherwise beam will be mulling over those laid back concern thoughts
"..okay then I am leaving," he tries to get his hand from beam fingers
His heart is beating fast he curled his fingers gripping the shirt tight "..don't,"
He re-hold beam fingers "...been a week you look into my eyes,"
That causes stirring tears in beam eyes, forth is missing him like he do! still forth miss him, still forth loves him, like he do! how?
Seeing beam trying hard not to cry and fighting to stop those tears, forth gives in, he give up on forcing beam, he bent down to beam head he hugs beam hips "...don't be guilty beam, you did not do anything,"
Whenever forth says that beam feels light weighted and his soul is feat free from guilty feeling his hips feel warm with forth arms around him he rest his cheek on forth broad shoulder.
"...it's been a week baby, let's talk..." he whines into beam neck he feels like crying he hugs him closer smelling beam fair neck while beam smells into forth honey neck
All the one week forth gives time for beam in the end he is only having a separation and feeling distance, for their restless soul he hurt beam so he kept himself away from beam what if his actions trigger or do something to beam, he did not even at least have one glass of alcohol, he is not an alcoholic addict but last week he did drink and hurt beam that hurts forth, he did hurt beam, so he stops drinking the glasses, he knew beam will take chances and he might hurt beam again, so he stops drinking.
"...chotu, I am not drinking, I am stressed too I need kisses and hugs from my...... chotabeam"
He is surprised, why! forth only drinks few glasses only the times of his mother anniversary he drank a lot otherwise he won't drink too much but forth stops drinking why? For him! Yet he did not hug him back, he don't want forth to stop his glasses which forth will have whenever he is stressed he knew being a surgeon how stressful it's for forth so a glass or two is what forth needed.
how many ways forth tries beam is not coming his way, he is staying where the time has stopped he is not letting forth to come to him and takes his pain away, it's been a week enough of being reluctant and adamant
He lets go of beam he stares down to beam eyes which are looking down, "okay, then...I am going home,"
He is hoping beam will ask him to sleep tonight but seems like beam don't want him to stay there, only time can heal beam heart, he strokes few hair strands "have dinner, I will leave,"
Forth doubt beam would skip dinner, so he thought to stay until he was done with dinner, he gets beam into his arms beam sticks to him like a cola bear resting his chin on forth shoulder and deeply staring into space
"your holding onto me now, why afraid that you will fell down,"
he teased expecting to receive a hit or an yell but nothing only silence, he gently drops him to chair, the food is served hot only for him, forth is seeking if beam would ask him to eat too, all these days they were silent at the dining table eating their food, today he did not serve food for him, but beam is not asking him, this is hurting him, his faces slips into smile beam is having dinner he can see the hunger in the way beam is having his food
"oiee...this is too cruel," forth snipes beam does not respond, he closed his eyes, its okay, let him be! He cannot force himself on beam, beam cannot run away from him, if he is going to runaway he would do the day where he asked beam 'let's go home' he can sense beam trying something might be like testing forth patience level to make him leave beam. Might be beam giving a chance to forth to leave him and making him learn that forth can live without beam! So beam is proving him beam is not worth for forth to hang on!
'Are they back again back to these terms' forth can only sigh it's his mistake he said all those words doubling beam guilty feelings he even called him all those words, now he have to try all everything from the start and pull beam into him, he have to prove beam no matter what he is the best for forth, beam is his happiness
Beam secretly looks to forth hand there is no patch his hand got healed last week it was pretty much swollen he kissed and applied the patch for forth
After five minutes of forth hunger strike he brought his own plate to have his food, he held a hand on beam thigh 'no response' beam is not responding for his touch
While beam is undergoing a cold shower the touch is not something simple he is concentrating on eating more and more
"you're doing all this thinking I will leave you," he asked curling his fingers inner side thigh , Beam feels congested, getting a glass of water having his sips
"..you think I will turn impatient, I may have impatience baby, but not for you, for you I will always be waiting with patience," he kissed him without warning while beam trying to get away forth holds him in place he kissing beam soft lips moving his lower jaw pulling sobbing beam closer he is kissing as soft as he could, he don't know what more to do he wants to feel the breath beam is holding inside which belongs to him and he wanted it back he kissed him until beam go breathless and he nuzzles their noses breathing beam, and dropped a tight kiss on beam forehead
"now, be a good husband and send me," he says getting up from the table
While beam rubbing his wet lips, he reluctantly walks to the door feeling like 'what more can he do?' 'can they happily live like this' 'is feeling more guilty' getting more tired in pushing forth with silence.
When they were out to gate they see a sports car hiting breaks, beam pulls forth elbow seems the car directly targeted to hit forth, for a second beam heart skipped a beat in tense he held forth cheek "are you okay, go hurt anywhere?"
Forth face slips into a smile, after one week he sees beam searching forth shoes, he looks to the sports car glaring to get into fight whoever the person that drove the car as if the road is his
"hey baby," the handsome man chimes walking past the car to beam he directly hugs him shocking beam,
"p'mark,"
Forth is agitating that person is advancing too much onto beam he grips his fingers into fist when he hears the name, maybe he should wait that person might be someone close to beam, while mark smiles to beam he introduces himself to forth "hey, I am mark, beam boyfriend.."
Beam gives shocking eyes looking between forth and mark, forth looks to beam being silent, he temper is raising inside him, who is this shit directly telling him he is beam's boyfriend, is he dreaming! Why beam is silent.
"beam," mark ask for his attention
"yes...p'mark,"
Beam is calling him p'mark! The first and foremost point beam did not deny on what mark said 'boyfriend' How should he take this! All this week beam did not even mention his name but now 'p'mark' great! he is getting impatient but he have to wait and see what his innocent pearl is pulling upto!
"here," mark gives him a chocolate box
Mark knew who forth is! And what mission he is up to he can sense the thickness filling around him, he knew their relationship had some loops and he going to twist them even more to have what he wants, once he is determined to have! he will have!
Beam eyes widen for the chocolate box it's the same box which mark took away he is not receiving the box, what is mark up to! he don't understand why forth is being silent, it's like 'yes bring it on' let's see who will win, he suddenly receives the box in anger he grips the box tight!
Is forth challenging him! He don't even want to think about anything, he want forth to be happy he doubt if he can give that happiness to forth after being the reason for his mother death, but forth is with him saying he is only his happiness, may be forth need some time, if he behaves out of norm, may be forth will get tired of him and move away.
In that way forth will not get hurt he don't want forth to get hurt along with him, at least he can be happy if he is away from beam, but all these are temporary thoughts of him, he himself aware he cannot live without forth and he also don't want to be a forced subject to stay forth with him! It's not good after killing his mother. Again his mind is mulling over the jessy death. How can he live like this?
Forth is standing in silence, if this is what beam ask him? Sure he will give him! If beam cannot be happy with forth then sure he is ready to let go of him! Even though it pains him to leave beam, but in the end if beam is trying to explore his happiness he will let him, he is giving time for beam, but at some point he is damn sure about his beam he will sure give up running away from him, he will get tired and exhausted! He is waiting to receive any signal so that he can break that bastard bones, but beam received the chocolate box, he smirks beam don't eat chocolates, that day he eat only one chocolate from the box is all because forth feed him, forth Is the one who completed the whole box without even skipping one chocolate not even to nami, that is the first time he received his favourite Ferrero rocher chocolate box from his beam, he cannot let someone eat so he finished whole box.
"beam, I am sorry for the last time," mark says holding beam hand
Forth is sending all warning signals to beam to let the hand go, seeing beam being reluctant, he is letting him, of course, mark is more fair and handsome than him, but he knew his beam more than anyone, well those charms will never effect his innocent pearl, but what was mark sorry for! Did he hurt his beam?
Beam nods "...that is fine p'mark,"
Enough of hearing p'mark, he is getting irritated maybe he should go away so beam can enjoy the latter accompany
"who is he?" mark asks, all the time he turned an invisible eye now wantedly asking like a bad wolf
"I am his ex-husband,"
Beam turned pale, he eyes stuck to floor he could not raise them to forth, they are stung with mist 'Ex-husbnad' that hit him strong
Mark knew he is pulling the strings he wanted, he gives a happy smile to forth "...oh, so-my line will be clear,"
"..date him properly," Forth warns
Beam understand the warning In forth words he is ready to break mark bones if he is playing something nasty, forth is ready to let beam date someone under his nose, he cannot believe that! What a husband he is? Is he that confident over his strength? Beam gripping the box tighter
Suddenly forth takes away the box he looks to the flowers in mark hands "...he don't like chocolates and flowers,"
"Hey....who don't like chocolates and flowers," Mark snickers a laugh hiding all the anger for forth taking away the chocolate box from beam hand
"I am his Ex-husband"
"that does not mean you know him all, maybe he don't want to get fat but he likes chocolates,"
Forth smiles to him "best of luck,"
"thank you, I never seen such a sportive person,"
Forth hugs him "cut the formalities,"
Mark was taken aback, he thought he can start a fight and make the separation a little thick so that he can have beam weak side and get him into his bed, he don't know forth will flip his plan out of norm. yes, forth is out of norm, if he is in forth place he would slap beam right away and might kill him for cheating on his behind. Anyways, forth is not his plate neither his study, he studies and subjects are different! He can make this sportive man tumble at his feet while he fuck beam right in-front of his eyes
"take care of beam," he says leaving the hug sending a glare to beam he can see that beam toes are curling in half shoes he wore
"thanks for the chocolates," forth says.
Mark, understand forth won't leave if he don't, and now he have behave like a proper caring boyfriend than pushing himself on to his prey, he need to make the supportive caring Ex-husband to believe he is harmless to beam
"I will leave now," he pulled beam into a hug,
Beam quickly apart from the hug but manages with a smiles making forth stomach churn in pain he did not give him smiles but to mark
"good night, love" mark says before going away.
Beam looks to the blue sports car leaving away, he is keeping his cells on high mode to receive anything from forth, why forth is being like this to him? He knew forth can guess him just like that, just now look how challenging he is! He is standing their without speaking any word
Forth hides his laugh "baby, that is not how you date,"
He flares a annoyed look to forth, "...go home, porr will be waiting for you,"
"see, he hug you, you should not push away from the hug," he mentioned how he studied beam pushing away from the hug, he hides every nerve of laugh
Beam is getting irritated how can forth be so patient with him, he knew how impatient forth gets with little things, but he will very calm and attentive when it comes to beam. He replied "next time I will hug him,"
"if you are trying to get away from guilt, try for better methods, I will help you to date, mark is good looking and seems like he is rich too, I want my baby to be happy, no matter who the person is."
Beam felt trembling with forth words he is shaking up before he fall limp to him he needs to go inside, "...when it comes to Sex, no one can satisfy you like I do,"
He is blushing his cheeks and ears are turning pink, "good night," he rushed inside
**
Beam wants to break his phone he is getting continuous phones
"again started."
Beam nod and ming fisted his fingers "where was that bastard hiding?"
Beam shook his head anyways he is not responding to those messages
"throw the amount right on his face, beam,"
He looks to kit asking him "give me money,"
Kit nudge his shoulder "you have sugary daddy," he winked
He shook his head, he did not deny kit words, but he is feeling like using forth. "p'forth is already paying my loans,"
"feeding you...buying clothes, phee even gives a card to spend," kit said making an high-five with ming
He blushed and gives concern eyes "what would p'forth think of me?"
Kit head pat him "don't be so navy,"
"kit," he hissed rubbing his head
"come on beam, p'forth is treating you like his own, you can use the card ..he is your husband for god sake...tsk" kit hissed
He got another message someone delivered chocolates and roses too
"oh my god." Kit exclaimed with ming eyes turning red he flared "hey...he is crossing limits,"
Beam nod "I will call and pay the debt off, may be then I can be guilty free and make p'mark understand my words,"
"first pay off the debt you don't have to talk with him, just inform forth he will take care of it," ming suggested
Beam nod, kit and ming left the canteen while beam waiting for mark
"oh baby did I make you wait for long time," mark announced his arrival loud, he always does that, beam is not giving an ears for that
"p'mark, I will return your money, thanks for helping me when I am in need," he only respecting mark for the help mark did to him
Mark about to protest
Beam raised his hand "...I am married, like I told you I am not interested in you. I give you my answer crystal clear, so stop texting me, phone calls everything,"
Mark jaw fell apart, this beam knew how to speak? He was surprised beyond, now he understand he need to pull his strings to get his pet to bed. He is obsessed with beam he wants him to warm his bed since the day he saw him in college, but because of his father forcing him for some drug dealing business he have to leave Thailand, he even approached beam with the intentions to use him that is the reason he first helped beam when he was in need, and when he return back he was shocked beam already married, just in a span of few months, nonetheless he is not going to lose his prey!
"...As for money, wait here for ten minutes,"
Mark quick to hold beam hand over the table "beam please, I love you since the first time I saw you in college, I went out of Thailand to help my father business, I thought I can speak to you when I come back, but this happen! I was beyond broken, you got married,"
Beam took his hand down from the table "...I am sorry if I am the reason for your hurt, but its true I am married,"
He immediately jumps into the matter ".....but last night, P'forth said he is okay with us in dating, may we should give it a try,"
He add p'forth to say only that he giving respect..
Beam eyes widen "p'mark, it's not true, p'forth and I have small issue we will clear that up, and please don't take those words seriously, I and p'forth are on good terms, so please take your leave, I want you to stop this and don't get hurt,"
Mark knew everything about beam and forth he dig all the backgrounds of beam and forth, and he just need to confirm one thing, if it's the same beam, he cannot believe fate can be his side this easily, he can just lure beam to his bed if he is right! The moment he came to know that a doctor is being after beam and they are dating, he planned everything, he arranged people for follow up beam and unexpected night in the club too his men caught beam like a parrot in a desert he ordered them to make beam stick to hospital until he comes back to Thailand, because he knew beam being close to forth his informer already mentioned about beam and forth, he missed his jackpot that time luck is on beam side
After that the things he missed was he never thought beam and forth will be married that easily, he was beyond shock it was a matter of weeks he planned to come back as fast as possible and get beam back to him but he got stuck up with his underground business which would cost him millions so he just let them be until he reached beam, and then when he came back his anger raised, forth touched beam he had him already, but now he cannot let the prey go away he will have him, he have his ways to get him, he needs to warm up his prey in a secret place
"....beam, I am sorry If I disturb your life," mark said with deepest apologies
Beam nod "...thank you for understanding. P'mark,"
Mark nod "..how about one drink with me?"
He denied "I don't drink phee,"
Mark hand fisted under the table how dare for him to deny his order "oh...why?"
Beam stayed silent
"how about some juice then?"
He is getting more irritated with his behaviour
Ming and kit came back with cash and ming throws the envelope on the table kit is trying to hold him since the past ten minutes but ming is nowhere going to listen to kit
"Now, get the shit out!!!" he snarled on top of his lungs getting attention from all the students
Beam stares to kit holding ming hand just not to break mark bones
"OUT I SAY"
Mark gives an innocent face to ming and beam, beam stands up from his chair, he tells him "...just go," no more respect for him, since past the ten minutes mark is giving him all unnecessary eyes
Mark gritting is all insides he stands up with the envelope he smirks to beam "...I done playing good with you baby,"
Ming holds his collar he gives a strong blow on his jaw "get the hell out!!!!!" making mark to slip to floor
Beam closed his eyes with kit walking to him, he knew beam don't like ming to hit mark because mark helped him when he was in need, but the man is being very different like a psychopath he is messaging hundreds of times following him here and their
Done with ming, mark seethed getting away from the canteen, before he lost all his pride he walks away
Kit stops ming by hugging "...stop it mingkwan,"
Beam standing behind ming he says "enough ming,"
Ming breaths hugging kit, kit was once abused by mark too, if not ming save him in time.
"why he is targeting you beam?"
Kit gives teary eyes to beam "beam, did he came to your home too"
He gave a nod
"speak with p'forth, he is not that easy,"
He nod
Ming hugs beam too "...don't worry, everything will be okay in time,"
**
It was in the evening, forth is waiting for beam, beam did not expect forth to be at his college gate he is standing all handsome to the black car, do he need to expose his hard chest that too three buttons of his dark shirt, beam want to shut that up he thought to go with kit and ming, but forth is already their, beam did not inform forth to pick him up! How? He looks to ming "did you say anything to forth?"
Seems like he is rushing towards beam, beam is speaking to kit "...kit, say we have works and I am coming to your home," he gives pleading eyes, he knew forth was silent this one week to just give him time, but now seeing him walking towards like he own him is making his knees limp and feet turning cold, with palms turning sweat, he knew his time is over, he will be over! forth will not leave him if he continue to be bring distance between them
"..please kit," kit is not forth to melt for those pleadings
Yet looking to the gloomy salad face Kit want to help his friend too, but ming is already glaring him, he knew beam should be with forth then only beam can be comfortable, he knew beam is making himself feel guilty, so for now kit could not help him, while ming getting him away
Forth stands to beam toe, ready to take his backpack, "shall we go,"
He held his bag strap tight, Beam still gives pleading eyes to kit to speak up, he can feel forth glaring him like he is not going to leave him not anymore! He had enough of time, now forth cannot anymore. That intense stare forth gives is only for him, beam can read the underlying meaning under those stares
"if you cannot walk I can carry you..." forth grins in low tone sending shiver to beam spine, means his time is over even last night forth did not use that tone now he can guess his fate how forth is trying to affect him, he still stands looking here and there, waiting for kit to rescue him
"I have an assaignmemt.t to do, planning to go.o to kit's ho-me," he managed to say clutching his bag strap it's a latest edition dark blue back pack which beam asked forth to buy for him! Because he loves the dark blue colour he brought couple bags for them, seems like beam is finally using it now.
"oh..you change your bag," forth mentions
That bag they brought it from Bangkok trip, it even a have a art presenting bunch of three cherries painted on centre of backpack while forth have a lion cartoon paint on his bag, "have you ever seen a lion eating cherries,"
His clutch tighten on his back pack, his nostrils flaring those masking words are saying if beam won't come along he will show everyone how a lion will eat cherries, beam feels like he cannot talk anymore he is being in a tight spot under those eyes
"it's nothing important beam, spend time with p'forth," ming says to both beam and forth while ming is dragging kit away, forth leans to beam ear blowing "..chotabeam,"
He shuddered he looks around, still students were around them if he don't move, forth will really raise him into his arms, once in hospital is enough, he don't want any second hand embarrassment
"this way...sir," forth says like a bodyguard and beam can only give eyes like 'not to do this'
Forth again tilts his head closer to beam ear, his thick voice "...maybe I should hug your waist like a husband,"
Tears forming In his eyes he apart his head away from forth lips last night did not he say Ex-husband, giving tips for him to date! Now what husband? He wants to shout on forth for supporting mark, those disgusting eyes of mark on him are still making him nauseous
Beam started walking towards the car and forth is walking behind him he speaks in low tone near beam shoulder "...your back is something, it's crafted just to fit in my hands,"
His knees were collapsing but he feels some refreshment from being relieved from nausea, forth is doing this on purpose his ears turned red and his steps turned slow, forth held a hand over beam shoulder protectively he says "...I love you wholesomely,"
He is ready to undo right away he swells Feeling the thumb rubbing on arm with no filter flirting words filling his ears, he tried to move away, he don't want to be affected and drop in to forth, how can still forth love him even after everything!
He stomps to car, he sees forth coming to open the door for him, when he was near, beam cries "...I don't want to,"
while he is acting like opening the door but taking time in standing close to beam he knew he is choosing public place because at home no matter what he do beam is not affecting if it's public beam would surely down his guards
his heartbeat is raising every second forth is nearing to him his heart is beating fast for their closeness he looks around feeling forth cornered him into a dark place while it was still evening he feels like he was in different world with only forth
"I love how your heart beats up for me..." feeling the sniff on his neck beam backs a step a little closer to the car door while forth fingers drags from waist to grab beam butt, giving him a cool smile, while he also aware of no one were near them he also keeping his points on respecting beam
"...pay some attention to public," beam voice screech in low cry feeling eagerness of something in his pants for forth squeezing his butt cheek he swallows down his throat, his voice quivering with eyes forming a mist of controlling his every nerve of hormones getting activated under forth's presence
Forth is totally aware of beam holding his tongue tight in not mentioning his name he garbs him tight at the exact thought beam eyes widen he controls his moan of squeal by biting his bottom lip while forth warnings are filling in his ear "...stop being so adamant, chotabeam"
"...leave," he ask looking nervously to his sides and gulps
Nope, not working, maybe he needs to use his pleadings but no! he don't want to plead forth, he stay high on his notes,
Forth tilts his head he ask, "are you warning me..."
He trembles under the glare with his breath getting irregular he is trying hard not to give in for forth, he hates it how his body is letting forth affecting him and controlling him, every minute every second, he wants to shout, even though he is not looking into forth eyes his ears and body can sense everything he is reacting in a opposite way
"....leave some respect to me," he ask hiding his pleading tone he glares back, he still looks around if people are watching them, thank god they are not, but he can see forth smirking and squeezing the soft butt cheek, he bite some of his bottom lips he is squirming in to forth
"...well of course, I will respect my husband all in bed," making beam squirm under his eyes "...I promise, I will respect you, adore you, worship you on bed,"
His chest tightens his steps a little back feeling the car frame touching his back he bite his bottom lip
"...if you don't want me help you in biting those lips, hss.... get in the car," he whispers close to beam ear who is looking down
Beam helplessly shook his head he is speaking looking away from forth eyes "...no I don't want to meet porr,"
"...one week time is enough beam, get in," he whispers leaning down to beam lips
Glaring He shifts his face away,
"stop glaring like a sweet cherries...I know what you what and what you're trying to pull," Forth pulls him aside angrily because he is not looking to him, not sparing any bit of glance he want to look into those oceanic eyes but beam is not allowing him, he opens the car door "....get in,"
Beam stand there with tears gripping in his eyes he clutches his bag strap tight
"...get in, if not I will yell that will grab everyone's attention, beam"
His tone of mentioning beam is not good, he cannot He reluctantly hop in the car, trying to buckle his seat belt with his shaking fingers forth lean in flinching and squirming crying beam who is getting irritated with the seatbelt, he unbuckled the seat belt only forth is allowed to do that!
breathing the shampoo beam stomach flips he is even smelling like musk he held a hand on his stomach which is twisting him he is being so close to beam more than necessary and he is taking time to buckle, leaning more closer to beam lean chest, feeling hard abs beam is shifting in his seat, he gasped forth fingers curling his waist "what the..."
"sit still.."
Beam blinks his eyes biting his lips forth fingers are touching him unnecessary making him squirm, now one hand is on beam thigh, as if he is supporting one hand by beam thigh and buckling the seatbelt with other hand, fingers moving up to his private parts beam clasped his knees, forth speaking into beam ear "...try hard to control,"
"..stop, it," he screams in low tone, for forth breaking all the walls, yet beam is still high on his notes, he is not pleading him neither calling his name neither looking into his eyes
Yet he won't stop melting beam, He grins to beam face who is looking away, he caresses beam cheek, beam swats his fingers away
"..."
Forth hops in driving away, while beam is siting with tears griping in his eyes he cannot meet forth father, he is avoiding everyone including forth now forth is having his ways in dealing beam
"...stop controlling me like a freak," he screams tears falling down his cheeks
The car brakes screeched with forth holding hand on beam chest, he flinched for forth rude driving, they were back to home, beam unbuckling his seat belt forth, warns him "don't"
"cannot I even get down from car,"
"no way," forth says getting down and closing the door, looking through the glass shield beam hardly hold his blush those dark colour shirt on forth is making him look hot as soon as the car door opening he looks down he knew forth is on his agenda in the name of unbuckling his seat belt, it took him another five minutes an excuse to breath what beam is breathing
Its not like he want to control beam but he wants to beg beam, forth opening the car door he leans inside Forth smiles to beam who is sitting with low head, his hairs falling down, he caresses those hairs, he knew beam is punishing himself and he don't want him to do that, beam don't deserve any punishment he deserve all the happiness in the world and he is ready to give him "...please I beg you beam..." he holds beam hands over beam lap "...you don't have to look at me, but not porr please..please, porr is asking me to bring you home he is being worried about you, nami wants to talk with you, she asking you to play scrabbles...." he holds beam ankle "please beam I will beg you, just come home," while beam hurriedly removing forth hand "...I will come don't do this," he tears up his shoulders shaking for forth holding his feet "...I will meet porr," he Chokes on his cry with lips trembling and nose sniffs