After saying a goodbye to the grandmother and receiving blessings. As forth asked beam agreed to meet his mother. He asked forth to stay in the car and he will just give his mae a hug and come back no need for forth to do all pleasantries he is doing it only to say he miss his mother too but he did not forgive her. He returned back with his backpack filled with pleasantries forth even teased him for accepting the food
They returned back to Thailand their routine days continued with their hugs and kisses here and there, and a small dinner dates, and the time to travel for Bangkok and today it's time to travel, it's first time for beam to travel by airplane he is excited and nervous too
it's a first class luxury ticket it feels like their own cabin they can feel like living in a peaceful room with no disturbances only two of them, plenty of seat room, thick blankets, they have full bed with down comforters, pillows are given, and also TV set, bathrooms are luxury they have all stocked up toiletries and spotless
talking about breakfast forth looks to beam who is nervous in his seat, he helped with the seat belt and put cotton plugs in beam ears he hold beam hand "just few minutes, until the take-off,"
for first time experiencing it is nervous for beam, while forth hold his hand assuring its will be a good ride after the take-off, because its nerve wrecking as flight goes off with full speed form runway at first it starts slow but gradually the speed increases which cause the wind to block ears too, as its beam first time forth is worried for beam he holds his hand and rubs the thumb pad on knuckles distracting beam concentration to his touch
the plane taking off swooping through the wind form runaway and dashes through a height of passing tress and all tall buildings it bounds and then floats in the air glide as a circle, climbs a bit higher the wings whip and sail the plane to ride, its takes 10-15 seconds to surpass each altitude
He freaks out for forth suddenly getting him onto his lap, forth caresses his cheek, "nervous,"
Now that the take-off is over, forth unbuckle the seat belt and loops beam over his lap
whenever they were alone forth treats him different like protective and gentle all this week he missed that because of their schedules being tight and forth had to go back to home
David given them restrictions on living together and even though forth can break their rules he don't want to because he wants to go home at night and wants to take care of his father he cannot leave him alone. And he also want beam to stay strong he used to leave some time to beam so that beam can pick up himself, all night he used to speak in phone until beam fall asleep
First two days it's difficult for beam to sleep alone but he took that a challenge like he promised to stay strong and be confident he did sleep all alone for this one week, forth used to call him daily and speak to him until he fall asleep and he would come in the morning with a breakfast and lunch box, he empties beam back pack no books are allowed only if any assignments are to be submitted! beam back pack is filled with lunch and snacks, all classes will be taken by forth himself when they had time to study, and in the evening forth picks him up form college and drives to home beam used to accompany David and have dinner after that forth used to drop him back to his home
Forth after dropping beam with a good night kiss he will be back to his home as promised to his father, he respects his father decisions though he wants to stay with beam, he also wants to respect beam wishes too so he let them be and he changed for them.
He caresses beam chin "now relax.."
Beam nod with a smile, This is his first time traveling on flight so he was a bit nervous but he relaxed as forth is there with him, beam is sitting side ways to forth looking into beam eyes "in this trip try to relax don't think about exams?"
Beam nod he looks to the window he smiles "clouds,"
Forth hugs beam more who adores the scenery
"not more than you,"
Beam chuckles and forth hugs him closer, now beam is more excited for the flight journey
"I miss you for one week,"
The sudden tightness in forth voice, made beam turn tensed in forth arms they keeps kissing and kissing touching their foreheads, forth whispered something in beam ear and he nod feeling lumps down his throat he looks to forth eyes and fingers playing over beam red hoodie
"red looks more hot on you, chotu chota beam" forth whipped for beam wearing red hoodie he whispered into beam ear to which beam toes curled and throat moving up and down he was not allowed to hug while forth is crushing him in his arms and slightly fingers passing underneath his hoodie he arch beneath forth fingers which are playing hearing forth tight voice in his ear he moans in low tone
That is all it takes forth to get beam onto to bed he slips beam sit on bed and stands their while beam undo his white jean button and removes his pants and briefs, forth folds them and keep it aside, he gets to bed
Beam raises his hands over his head revealing his fair skin tone belly to his naked legs, he feels warm wind brushing over the skin while forth walking towards him with a wicked grin he gets onto bed and moves apart beam legs, he lean closer to beam face locking beam glassy gaze with his dark eyes he can see beam anticipating eyes with throat moving up and down and pink lips apart with ear turning pink with rosy cheeks "sexy," he murmured looking into beam eyes,
to which beam closed his eyes in shy feeling forth thumb caressing his cheek he understand he parted his legs right leg clave on forth shoulder while left leg was placed in a better angle and hands were gripped onto the either side of the edges, forth tilts his lips to beam ear "one week, which means you have to feed me for seven times,"
He nod with drowsy eyes "yes..daddy,"
"...chota beam" forth hissed over beam lips "how can I resist you?"
Beam felt shy closing his eyes in awareness as forth is moving down to his belly his toes curled as he felt his belly getting sucked with forth bites, forth his having his morning meals he started slow with his kisses and then sucks and bites on beam belly button, the mole turned pink and red getting soothed by tongue flicking and teeth digging like a ring piercing, beam moaned out aloud until forth gets satisfied and moves down to the waist line he keeps kissing him hearing the daddy moans he took beam right feet from his shoulder and kissed his feet he let it back to his shoulder he divines in sucking beam life while beam is trembling over the release,
beam pleasure increased by forth inserting something into beam entrance the vibrations are pleasuring him he gripped tight on the edge of bed while forth sucking his life for two times he gives a break he moves up to beam who is panting to heave breath
he shares a kiss asking him to breath for a while he praised and complimented him shifting their positions he gets beam to sleep on top of him putting the vibration in low key, his one hand slipped under the red hoodie patting his back and another hand groping the butt cheek helping to relax in pleasure While beam muffles his cries repeatedly into forth chest
It was during lunch time they woke up with forth tucking beam to bed underneat comforter he was curled in the comforter, while forth opens the door for the lady to serves them food with first class delicious lobsters, salad, crabs, caviar and fruits
All the warm food was served and the lady left, forth closed the door he comes back to curled up beam he is writing forth stops the button and gets the beam to the couch he hugs him over his lap while beam nuzzles his nose into forth neck feeling warm and strong arms looping around his waist "are you okay?"
He smiled into forth neck releasing a relaxed moan with the series of pleasure he was getting relaxed from his one week work stress and studies
while forth caressing beam cheek with thumb beam looks up into forth eyes with a blush creeping behind his neck, he ask "..yes, chotu,"
Beam shook his head feeling good and he kisses on forth cheek telling him he is good and super fine
"hurt,"
Beam shook his head "no.." he lean to forth ear "I know....my p'forth is preparing me in beforehand," he blushes seeing forth ear turning red his small talk is affecting forth, forth tighten their hug "p'forth, you don't have to worry, I can take it," another whisper, forth blushed once more he looks to the glassy eyes "such confidence,"
Beam rest on forth shoulder "only you can give me such confidence,"
Forth hugged him once and peppers his face with kisses while beam getting aroused and toes curling for the simples kisses he was flipped down to the couch and forth dives in feeling beam throbbing member growing inside his mouth he bods his head until beam releases his meal, panting for few minutes forth adjust beam red hoodie and helps him to sit beside him, he places his lunch on the table
beam gives doubtful face to forth and forth peels the lobster and crabs helping beam to eat, finishing up their sea food forth took up beam to washroom he waits outside until beam finishes off his business
when beam pushes the door he pushed him inside as the cabin crew were cleaning their lunch tables, he locked the bathroom door, while beam taking his step back to the sink and forth leveled him up to sit on the counter, beam held a hand on forth shoulder he doubtfully asked forth "here,"
forth brows perched "fourth time,"
that's say still three were left and that made beam toes curl by tonight he will pass out in the flight, no doubts
forth gets him back to the bed and tucks him inside the comforter he started to moan hugging onto forth while forth calms his back.
It was in the evening forth gives him a cup of milk he lets him sleep while he keeps working on a case watching videos and during night beam invited for the last round which went wild until beam shed tears, all night he slept in peace with forth spooning him giving subtle kisses over neck and forehead
Finally his excitement of flight journey turned romantic with forth, when they entered the motel, nami and beam planned to get one room, even nami is nervous to share the room with her fiancé, like beam, so they both came to an understanding, even forth and max were okay with the plan even though they were surprised they let them be in one room, just until the time being
All the day they spent on selecting max wedding suit occasionally forth keeping a watch on beam he keeps asking to eat more yesterday he went overboard he can see beam is still tired but giving him a smile, that is one of the reason he also let beam to share a room with nami for today and tomorrow beam will relax with nami, nami being a good sister to beam, and forth was happy nami receiving beam as her own brother, she treats him same way like she treats him.
returning to the motel late at night beam skips to nami room and they both talked out about next day being forth birthday and how beam was nervous about he need to explain to forth and nami told him some positive words she supports and encourage him throughout with her motive words and that made beam to nod for everything but still she can see beam was still traumatised of his mother leaving him, tomorrow she decided to help beam
The next day came, but beam and nami are nowhere, nami dropped a message to max saying she and beam were off to shopping and watching movies, nami don't have siblings like beam, so to improve their sibling bond, nami offered beam to for a day so that they can get close to each other, beam is happy to have nami as a sister she is so good to him and even taking care and supporting and suggesting him on what to do and what not to do
Today nami took out beam, for shopping, watching movie, after she took beam along to the parlour and get him ready along with her, beam was nervous he find nami motive is different, she makes him get ready like a new bride groom, she even asked him to get body oil massage and makes himself cool down and relax, so that beam nerves will be stress free
"p'nami I don't think it's necessary, I think I can speak with p'forth" he said looking to the parlour atmosphere, but nami did not let him off the hook he was offered a full body massage, skin scrubbing, body wax, everything, including make-up and dress everything was done, now beam exactly looks like a bride groom, he is wearing a bit loose white shirt and a blue jean, he himself cannot believe when he looks into mirror his heart beat raised when he thought about forth he held his palm on his stomach feeling forth will get impressed and let him touch tonight he felt shy and nervous at those thoughts he looks to nami "p'nami, don't I look....I mean this is all making me nervous,"
Nami taking a look of beam she exclaimed "gorgeous baby," he kissed his forehead "be confident, you can do it,"
Beam blushed "It's my fault to ask you for ideas," he whined
Nami smiled taping on beam belly "satisfied,"
Beam blushed, she can see beam having tears she hugged him "trust me you can make his birthday more meaningful,"
Beam breathed, puffing his cheeks "p'nami, but this is.."
She nudged his shoulder "perfect gift for my brother," she winked
Beam cheeks flushed hot he shook his head as if it is going to be his wedding night "..I I cannot do this...I am nervous."
Nami holds his elbow "about what?"
"p'nami, don't tease me .."
"okay okay..i won't, come on tell me,"
He hesitated looking down
"is it about your surgery,"
He nod
She laughed "this scar is nothing in front of your beauty, beam"
He turned red and turned silent he knew his sister going to tease him more
When they reached to the motel, nami gives a tight hug at the room door and cheers him up "you can do it,"
Every time nami teases him like 'you can do it' beam blushes forgetting about his tension and he breathes she cheers him to get inside, beam turns the door handle and gives one worried look nami who Is telling him he can do it again and blushes again he opens the door and closed it behind
Even nami is feeling tensed. She is even thinking to place a secret camera so that she can help her brother, but she scold herself for the idea and walks to max for a better idea, may be she could have placed a Bluetooth in beam ear, she is scolding herself feeling tensed up while she was backed up into max arms "..i am hungry,"
She turns fronts kisses max lips "lets go have dinner,"
Max drops a kiss on her forehead he hold nami hand walking for their dinner date
Meanwhile when beam opens the door he was surprised, the entire suit room was decorated with golden fairy lights scattering here and their he scans around the room with surprised expression when he look to the ceiling it's a glassy ceiling with visible stars shinning in the night sky he looks straight to the man leaning to a enormous glass window, dressing in dark blue shirt and a white jean with shirt buttons open revealing the hard chest he gulps with tears it seems like forth is waiting for him all day, those dark eyes making him suffocate to breath he is gulps fidgeting his shirt sleeve
Sensing the nearing footsteps feeling tense creeping his chest with heat turning his plain cheeks red he looks aside he sees a round table decorated with red cloth and a soft light candle was placed on the centre of the table
Slowly he was realising if its forth plans to ask nami to get beam ready for tonight and forth asked nami help, he gulp at those thoughts, was forth planned for a date, may be its his birthday so forth might have planned for a romantic dinner, with all the thoughts running in his mind
The room was quiet with the handsome walking towards him, he held his hand forward seeing beam being clumsy he took hold of silent beam hand and lead him to the dining table, he pulls the chair for beam and beam sit their gulping to forth crossing over and sitting in opposite chair, forth is looking at him with dark eyes he is not asking him anything either he feels every part him getting numb under forth stares
Beam looks to the table decorated with food and whine, he looks to forth who is sipping wine through glass and a shy smile spread on beam face as he picks his food to eat while forth keeps watching beam face slipping into a smile
Beam is getting soaked in forth gazes he loves the warm stares that are over his eyes nose and lips and curve of neck which is hidden under the shirt and the slim shoulders and forearms with soft waist and skinny legs forth wants to ripe those clothes which are hiding beam beauty
As they keep eating the food and looks over the table their eyes locked they are in their own world of staring with penetrative gazes, beam can feel forth eyes calm and tender with love and care, they are not lustful, he feels like forth is moving them into a universe of their own world
Forth watching beam nervous eyes over the rim of the glass he sees beam lowering his head to food plate in shy and eating the desert while his pants get tighten when he sees beam biting the cherry, his innocent beam is eating a cherry he feels a sweet pleasure of the cherry being chewed inside the soft cheeks the sweet innocent pleasure in watching his cherry eating sitting like a cherry across him, he wants to eat the real cherry that is sitting ever so innocent
he slowly passes the table and reaches for beam who is slowly nervously looking back to forth frame who leaning towards him
Beam hear beat raised with a warm palm holding his cheek and lips nearing to him, he did not close his eyes he keep looking to the charming dark eyes which are calm and gentle he feels forth locking his eyes and kissed his lips
Forth tasting the cherry lips he kissing beam without breaking their eyes they slowly closed their eyes, while beam opens his lips allowing forth to devour his cherry traces in every corner
Beam face softly scrunches for the soft bite on his bottom lip being sucked just like how he eat the juicy cherry and forth is feeling the pleasure of the sweet cherry, he gives a low moan and forth is kissing with more passion he sucks and bites those cherry lips
Beam eyes clenched when he felt forth tongue slips inside forth kissing him repeatedly by holding beam's neck, he is completely feeling vulnerable with forth kissing him more passion
before beam knew he was taken up into forth arms and his legs looped around forth hips without breaking the kiss forth continued to kiss him with more passion beam feels forth asking for his tongue he gives his while forth suck him drinking the cherry juice while fingers groping on beam butt squeezing beam life with the most desirable passion filled kiss
When beam kissed back he did not receive any slaps, did forth forgiven them both! Can he touch forth too? Can he! He is kissing him back
When he felt forth was opening the shirt buttons, he clumsily held forth fingers on his white shirt feeling nervous to stop forth
Understanding forth left the shirt and stops their kiss he breath in beam scent and looks into beam eyes which are glassy he gently drops beam to stand on floor and pulls his closer he kisses on beam forehead and gives his hand to beam asking him come along, he lead beam to the end of the room and back hugs him facing the glass window
Beam eyes tailing to the scenery of the sea waves he turns front in forth arms he looks to forth eyes. They both were searching each other eyes
"I miss you,"
"you went missing whole day, miss you too" he pecked on beam nose
The longing in forth eyes and voice, beam eyes plead with a slow whisper "sorry,"
"are you nervous?"
Beam gulps feeling forth arms around his waist are tighten and he braces his arms on forth broad shoulders "..I ..I am..not,"
The trembling in beam voice made forth to give him a warm smile, he says "I know you're asking for time, I am not going to do anything baby, we can wait,"
Beam raises on his toe he leans closer making forth heart to thump he kissed forth lips "I don't want this to go wasted, p'nami put her all effort to get her brother a good gift, I don't want your birthday to get wasted, you can have me, I am your gift," he whispered into forth ear in low tone he can sense every muscle of forth getting tensed
The new tense filled in his chest he gives a strong grin his hand passed to beam butt pushing himself leaning into beam ear "I have been waiting to hear this,"
Beam gulps his throat down his butt is getting squeezed "auh...happy birthday, p'forth.."
Another hand caressing beam cheek looking into beam glassy eyes "I have been waiting to hear this too,"
Just a birthday wish he can see how forth is holding every emotion in his eyes, forth fingers caressing on beam cheeks and chin he lock their eyes "I love you, beam,"
Beam stays silent feeling his heart beat is raising he have things to speak, he looks to forth eyes which are waiting for his reply, he don't want to make forth sad on his birthday, he looks to forth eyes "I have to tell you something, before I say that.."
Forth was confused he wants to hear a reply for his 'I love you' what beam is hesitating for! he looks to beam unbuttoning his shirt buttons
"baby, I am not saying that," he is worried if beam might mistook his words
He is already blushing and shying to open his shirt, now forth is making him smile more, he smiles undoing his shirt three buttons, while forth is looking to beam eyes asking him what he is doing!
He looks down to the open shirt and beam peeling one arm of forth from his waist and bringing it close to his left chest asking him to open
Instead forth fingers curled on beam fingers over the white shirt, asking "what?"
"please," beam pleads
Forth nods sliding the shirt his eyes widen looking to the centre straight line on beam chest, the left side of the chest have a straight line of suture mark it's a straight cut, he gasped with tears beaming in his eyes his looks back to beam eyes asking with his trembling voice, it was clear cut look which forth would always avoid because if he sees that he will be questioning beam repeatedly so he mostly avoided to take a look,
"what..is that.." finally he dared to ask pulling beam by collar his eyes griping with tears
He knew the surgery what the surgery sutures are! his fingers are trembling while tracing the scar on the skin "beam?"
Beam looks away while forth backs him pinning to the window, he look into beam eyes, which are avoiding him "so this is the reason you left me!"
Tears pooling in beam eyes he is trembling, "...now that you know why I push you away, if you want to push me away I will back away, if you receive me I will be your birthday gift, I want to say I love you too, but I want you accept the reality first," he says all looking down with tears shimmering in eyes making everything blur
Forth hugs him tighter repeatedly murmuring "I will never leave you baby, I am sorry ..i was kept in blind, you kept me away from the pain, you suffered everything on you own,"
he keeps squeezing beam into his arms they both were crying with each other "I won't push you away, thank you for being alive," he keeps kissing him all over beam's crying face and hugs him closer and tighter
He pulls him apart from hug and runs his hand up the bit of exposed chest his finger are warm and lean long over the fair chest the fingers started to trembled he looks down to beam eyes
"heart transplantation?" the low whisking voice hiding the quivering tone of pain and sobbing
Beam nod with tears streaking down, the minute he heard that forth thanked the donor in his heart, he looks down to the scar and back to beam teary eyes he cleaned those tears
He steps back sitting in a chair and pulls beam to sit over his lap, he makes sit into his lap sideways arms circles his waist, beam siting on forth lap they keeps gazing the stars in silence, beam hears a low whisper "my love for you will never change and I will never leave you, beam,"
He nod feeling tears pricking his eyes with happiness, while forth hugs his waist beam rest his head on forth shoulder, only deep silence in the calm sky and gazing stars
After a brief minutes of controlling their emotional tears, forth raises beam into his arms and beam circles his arms around forth neck "p'forth?"
he says his name when he was surprised to be raised by the strong arms, he can feel forth walking to the back patio and he helps him opening the door
Forth step to the back patio which was dark in night with candles waving their path, beam surprised eyes were widen he looks to forth the path leading to the beach, forth gently drop beam to stand on floor and beam held onto forth collar tightly thinking it's a dream, his shaky breath over forth neck,
In understanding forth caressing beam slim, bony back "don't worry baby, it's not a dream,"
Beam looks back to forth eyes which are filled with reality he looks around the beach area being calm and the atmosphere felt every so light and warm he looks to the stars and moon speckling in the sky and forth leading beam to walk along the candle light path, they are walking along
Forth was glad and delight everything was going according to his plan, he is waiting for beam response, last minute he even thought if beam needs time he will stop everything but he learned beam wants him like he want him, so he asked nami to continue with their plan, so the arrangements on the beach were made by nami and max
As they walks to the end of the candle path nearly to the sea water, beam felt the water under his feet he smiles like a child and forth holding beam hand he looks to him "are you feeling cold?"
Beam shook his head looping his arms around forth waist he raises on his toes and kisses on forth forehead, eyes, nose, cheeks and lips he whispered under the presence of stars and full moon "I love you, p'forth"
Forth eyes were pricking to form tears he secretly cleaned them hearing beam childlike giggles he looks back to beam smiling with innocence. Finally, his kid knew to say I love you, he playfully play with the neat hair "your growing up"
Beam chuckles "it took hours to make this hair,"
"it suits, you look cute," beam hairs were fallen down to forehead and he looks like a cute bubble
"did you ask p'nami to get me ready?" he asked
Forth nod with a cool grin and beam smiles back, suddenly he looks forth kneeling down holding beam hand, he shuttered looking to forth going on knee
"will you marry me?"
The time stand still for beam looking to forth kneeling and asking him he cried instantly pulling forth up and hug him "I will, I will I will p'forth, don't do this..don't go on knees" he hugged him tighter "I will marry you..." he cried into forth neck while forth happily thanking the stars and moons
they hear nami and max clapping with yelling's of congratulations
Nami hands small box to forth and kisses his cheek winking to beam and max hugs beam congratulating beam and kissed his cheek he placed a small box in beam hand, beam looks to max with surprised eyes but max only winks and whispers something in beam ear which made him gulp looking to forth, while forth gives him confused eyes
Hearing nami cheering, forth takes the diamond ring from the box and ask for beam hand, he gives his hand to forth, forth caressing the left-hand wrist to the ring finger he looks to beam happy smiling eyes he slides the ring on to the finger and caress the finger the ring perfectly fits beam finger size and beam pulled forth into a deep hug
While nami and max excuses themselves out from the happy couple
Beam felt suddenly he raised into the strong arms he surprising moment he loops his arms around forth neck, by each step forth taking in, beam heartbeat is raising