When nami brings coffee, he sees David closing the door and he takes the coffee cup "let him sleep, I will have this coffee,"
"sure, uncle" David nods
"did he say anything to you?"
David denies taking a sip "how is forth doing?"
"he is more upset for you hitting him,"
David snickers a chuckle "he must be complaining to his mae,"
"uncle, how can you slap forth, I am ready to fight for this,"
He smiles "will you put me behind the bars,"
"Remember, I am a lawyer here,"
David nods with smile between he is taking coffee sips "is your room arranged"
"yes uncle, thank you"
David and nami walks to sofa they discussing about family matters
Beam cannot take this anymore the house is filled with nami, forth and nami being close, no matter how many times he is seeking to talk with forth, he could not approach him, forth is being cold and he could not understand why he is still going after beam when he achieved his goal
he feels like he is going to be alone, he cannot take this, It was in the evening beam is packing up his books and assignment as per clothes he have only two pairs of forth clothes and the one he is already wearing which is also from forth, he is not going to ask his clothes he pack his books into a bag and he is about to leave to the intern room he had in the hospital he wants to take a bath and change his dress which he had two extra pairs in his locker, thinking he can live like this, he don't want to stay there anymore,
When he was packing lam room, lam leaves a package of clothes when beam opens the bag he gasp there were remaining six colours of hoodies like all seven rainbow colours with matching earring studs and briefs, his sprints to lam who is cooking in kitchen
As If lam understand he is telling even before beam ask him "they are your clothes, winter special limited edition, forth brought them to gift you-for this one-week dates he planned for! he also informed if you don't want you can dump them.."
Beam nod in understanding
"fresh up and have dinner,"
While he walking out form kitchen he sees nami and forth discussing about spicy foods, which are their favourite and he is burning with jealousy literally he can read his own jealousy of forth caressing and tucking the hair strands behind her ear
He walks back to room, no he really cannot leave forth its hurting him, he wants to stay strong for forth and ask him back, can he? After ruining everything! He hit his forehead and looks to the bag he picks up the white hoodie and decided to fresh up, he cannot understand what he is going through
Freshening up he put on the white hoodie and fresh set of briefs and jean, he just pretends like he casually put on the clothes while forth takes a one long look to beam wearing white hoodie and jeans he sees him walking into kitchen and then he again concentrates to talk with nami
While beam and lam arranges the dinner, everyone joins the table having dinner and beam was going against his limit he is picking up spicy food like nami, is he competing! he already having a heartburn with nami being sweet with forth and he wants to make it equal by getting real heartburn
He is eating up everything which he never do, he is always conscious of his own heart problem and takes a very good care, actually he do can eat all types food but he truly wants to take care of his heart so he never cross his limits he respects his heart and takes a good care
David gives a bowl of water to beam "wash the chicken pieces in water, you cannot eat the spicy food,"
But beam denies he is strong like nami too, he is a man he can eat spicy food this is nothing, he is cheering up himself denying david offer he is eating up
While forth is feeding nami, beam nose and eyes are already turning watery because of spicy food, lam fills in beam ear "stop pushing yourself,"
Beam hung his head to food plate he keeps eating hearing forth and nami being close to each other, she is beautiful too she looks like a model, sure forth will like nami, nami is a good girl who can cook all forth favourite foods and know forth well more than him, he can accompany him eat every food and go on a walk too she can blend coffee beans and can do everything, he should be feeling happy for forth deserving someone
"uncle, did you talk with my porr?" nami ask
"he sent me some sample rings too...both of you in your free time select one," david smiles to nami and forth where forth denies david smile he is hurt
"I am sorry, son" david apologizes
And forth replies "..no need,"
Beam observes nami giving a supportive squeeze on forth shoulder, on top of that whose engagement are they talking about? Why would they both select rings, tears are spooking in his eyes he is masking a few tears with spicy food
David sighs "that is why I asked you to dip in water, I have two stubborn sons," david walks to fridge getting an ice cream desert for beam "here son, have this,"
He looks down to the ice cream bowl it's a chocolate sizzling ice cream with rasa berries and blue berries on top of ice creams it's his favourite ice cream
"forth order this ice cream,"
Hearing that beam immediately looks to forth, who is smiling to nami phone screen they both were talking about nami photos, forth is being so soft with nami he is even touching her cheeks and kissing her head, he quickly drops his head to ice cream bowl, cannot forth see him, he is dressed up which forth gives him he even put on a white stud cannot he visible to forth! He wants to yell and pull forth to him
After the dinner everyone settles in sofa while david cajoling his sulking son and nami is trying to make them reconcile while beam and lam are pretending to watch Television
Finally david and forth reconciled so nami is celebrating for father and son reunion while lam announced "you have to select your rings for wedding," he remembers them
Beam turns like stone in his seat he looks to lam and lam pretends like he is not seeing beam and david brings up the sample picture to forth and nami
What wedding? Whose? He is fretting to find answers, forth is getting married to nami, and what about him? Forth said he loves him! He said he loves him, but not only him, nami also, when did forth met nami, if he is going to marry her! Why did he promise him to marry beam
He finds forth walking to his bedroom and without thinking beam followed him inside and closed the door "p'forth," he spells in a shaky breath
Forth turns with serious eyes glare "what the hell are you doing in my room?"
Beam ask "are you going to marry nami?"
Forth frowns "yes"
The simple answer beam feels like the floor beneath his feet is swaying and heart torn
"then all these day, you played with me!" he ask back with tears ready to fall down
Forth shakes his head "what is your problem beam?"
"y-you you said you love me and you will marry me?" he ask as if his father promised him to buy a robo car but forgot to buy and now he is throwing tantrums on his father. Forth likes how beam is! He would love to some more tantrums all morning he was angry on himself he did not avoid beam he is just taking time for himself and calm down.
"you said you don't want me, so ...now what beam? cannot I marry nami?"
Beam gulps "but-t..when did you meet nami? How far do you know each other, s-suddenly wedding. How?" he calming his shivering limbs
"beam, who are you to look after whom I am marrying?"
Beam wants to do that, he wants to know who forth is getting engaged too, he want to see forth being happy, he wants forth to have a best one
"congratulations..on your wedding," he mentioned
Forth smirks "thank you,"
Beam suddenly hugs forth feeling that will be the last hug he want to hold him tighter while forth stayed still pocketing his hands waiting for beam to let him breath, while beam is feeling difficult to hold forth in his arms which are not enough to hug the huge body
Enough of minutes passing by, forth peeled him off from the hug, yelling "leave,"
All the three david, lam and nami runs to the room and beam pushes past them and rushes out to lam room, he don't want to stay anymore, if he stays some more time, he will spoil everything he might break their wedding too, it's better to move out and let forth be happy, forth will be happy with nami..
He gets his new clothes bag, which are gifts from forth, he have to stay strong and he needs warm clothes, these are last gifts form forth he wants to cherish them he picks up his back pack and the gift box he walks to david, lam, nami "porr, p'lam, I will be going now, thank you for taking care of me" he wai to david and gives a smile to lam
He looks to nami "p'nami can I ask you one thing?"
Nami nods feeling worried and jittery, with all the things happening around them "..please take good care of p'forth,"
He said that as if he is leaving his kid in someone else hands asking them to take care of, which he fails to do!
Nami was about to speak but forth secretly held her hand tugging her not to speak anything
Beam looks to forth charming eyes "I am sorry for hurting you p'forth, I am sorry for everything, and thank you for taking care of me," he smiles to leave, it hurts to smile and leave..
And forth is not stopping him, beam eyes are pooling with tears he even eat spicy food, he cleaned the room he did stayed strong for the day! and wear the clothes forth gifted him and put on the ear ring, forth is not stopping him, beam inner sides are sobbing him to hug forth and make him his, his insides are screaming 'stop being a fool and be with forth,' he is still hoping forth will realize and stop beam, how selfish can he be? He want forth to recognize him again! He walks out through the door and the door closed
Beam started breaking into tears he walks to elevator and finally settles in the intern room dropping everything to the working table he slides his back to the shelves and hugs his knees he sobs are increasing second by second, he is hugging himself closer he is crying telling himself, he can move on...he can..like in the past, once he left forth, this is the second time...he can, he is praying to move on
hopefully the next chapter they will reconcile and don't expect for their immediate re-union, some of the important plot is yet to be revealed so I cannot promise anything, for now, I have to write and see how the characters are going to play and hold their fond of love, if not! what they will do? only one thing I promise to give you is happy ending but you have to bare your hearts for the emotional turmoil. I know I should not be promising for happy ending but I am doing it only for readers asking me 'if this story will have a happy ending,' so I am giving a word for those who feel insecure about the characters, as a reader I do acknowledge how you want the characters to have happy ending and its hurts if they don't end up together... so that is the reason for me to give you a word about 'happy ending'
but the emotional turmoil, whatever you call it as drama or contemporary will be the main essences of the story which will cause you stress- *warning-precaution* read-only if you can take the emotional stress, if not read after completion of the story. because it's understandable the characters might cause some stress to the readers so please be aware of it...
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