It was late at night, forth woke up feeling thirsty he could not sleep thinking about beam, he walks out to have some drinks, his mind keeps thinking about beam
When he walks out he is finds still the dining hall lights were on, he walks to the table for beam who is studying "...your studying this late,"
Concentrated beam hearing the sudden voice he jumped out of his skin "...you scared me"
Forth did not expect that, he is caressing beam back "...I did mean to scare you,"
Beam breath in and out and ask forth again "...now what? your roaming like a ghost, did the doctor kill someone in the operation theatre,"
"...yeah I am a ghost now, want to drink your blood" he teasingly tried to lean in to act like he is about suck on beam neck
Beam instantly warned him "...oiee, stay away,"
Forth raised his arms "...I am off to have some drinks, mind to have some," he asked
Beam turned silent he is working on his assignment which he need to submit it by next week
Placing two glasses and an alcohol bottle he settles in a chair beside beam , he peak to beam who is scribbling on papers "...oh assignment,"
Beam replies in an annoying tone "..don't disturb,"
"okay sir," forth announced pouring drink into a glass, he asks again "....want to have a glass,"
Beam shook his head again concentrating on writing and forth nod in realising he should not have ask him, yet he just tried "take good care of my heart,"
Beam pen paused for a second and look back to forth sincere eyes he sighed "....i won't,"
Forth chuckled "...you are already taking care of yourself, which mean my heart is safe,"
"what...?" is gives a annoyed face again
"your my heart,"
Beam laughs "...don't tell me you just got drunk for one sip,"
Forth shook his head continuing to drink to engulf the bitterness he is tasting when he finds out beam being sick for long time he could be able to sleep a wink and he wants to drink more to forget the bitterness
Beam scribbling his assignment he ask forth "...Doctor, do you have, anatomy text book?" he asked continuing to write
"...studying medicine course, you don't have anatomy text book?" he asked in return
Beam huffed "....cannot you say yes or no?"
Forth nod "...yes I have"
Beam eyes sparkled "...can I borrow it?"
Forth nod sure "its in that opposite room...after returning form USA I never reopen my books they must be dusted," he laughed
Beam nod remembering something "...did you leave your father because of me," certain hurt can be seen in beam eyes
"ofcourse, how can I stay here when you reject me and my mae left me the same night," he sadly chuckled chugging the drink down his throat
"...slow down," beam worried voice made forth to look back to beam eyes and beam asked again "...what happen to mae?"
"...accident," tears pooled in forth eyes, beam held a hand of forth's "s-orry,"
Forth asked back with emotional eyes "...for what, for leaving me or for my mae's death,"
Beam looks down squeezing forth hand "...both,"
"why did you left me?"
Beam turned silent
"you never tell me your reason to leave me,"
Beam left forth hand he is back to his assignment "lets not talk about those matters,"
Forth nod in a sad way he poured another glass of drink and continued to drink
"I will go and check in the room, for-r the text book," he got out form the chair, opening the room door he sneezed for the dust and cleaned his wet cheeks , tears trailed down when he remember his past he scans the room and looks around the boxes he searching the boxes one by one, by moving them and passing the big boxes to the corner of the room he sneezed for the dust suddenly he screamed his lungs out and went into forth arms feeling safe he is panting, then he realised forth is standing behind him,
"why-y why? what happen?"
Beam felt embarrassed for screaming for a cockroach after a minute of getting a grip on himself he parted form forth arms, murmuring under his breath "...nothing," he breathed looking here and their
Forth never leaves his chance to tease him "...afraid of cockroach,"
Beam fumed "I am not,"
"yes you're,"
Beam raised his hand to hit for only to forth hold his wrist and beam raised another hand, only for both the wrist to lock at his lower back and his chest pressed to forth's
Beam eyes widen "....leave,"
"...no,"
Beam was paused he keeps looking to forth sparkling eyes through the source of moonlight
In the silent room, his wrist's were still locked into forth fingers he is stepping back as forth guides and his back collides with white curtain which is elevating through moonlight he keeps looking into forth eyes which are not even leaving him not even for a second
Forth presses him forward to his chest and leans down to beam ear who is unexpectedly being silent, he talks into beam silent ear filling it with his voice "...do you have any idea how you look in those shorts and my shirt, I never knew you have sexy legs,"
a lean long finger was slightly tracing above his knees, Beam knees are trembling with the lingering touch and those words, beam knew he is nothing but a bony figure, and his legs are not sexy, when he felt forth tracing his upper thigh with the skilful fingers, he almost give in to forth touch and accept his defeat he almost melt and puddle into forth alcoholic scent which is driving him crazy, their bodies were pressed together and forth tracing his upper thigh and the hand slowly sneaking its way under the loose maroon shirt making beam heart beat intensified but the hand did not reach anywhere, slowly his wrist were released, and forth step back with a smirk where beam trembled to stand straight and hold onto the window curtain along with the grills
while forth fetch the text book from one of the higher open rack shelf he dusted the book he looked around to find a duster, he cleaned the text book and hand it to beam who is looking down "...here,"
beam taking the text book he did not talk back he walks past forth arm and forth walks out too
while beam totally keeps his concentration on writing the assignment he continuously copying form the text book asking his mind to not think back about anything
forth came back with a warm glass of milk and placed it on table, he settles into a chair "...beam you should not be copying all text book,"
the lone voice in ear and the milk smell, he paused scribbling putting the pen down to papers he closed his eyes while he heard a slight chuckle of forth voice "...here have this milk, I will underline the important points and explain you, you can note them down,"
beam takes the glass of milk and starts drinking he looks to forth working on chapter and explaining the topic to beam "..you can ask me if you have any doubts,"
beam just keeps drinking and listening to forth
"....oxygenated blood and deoxygenated blood, while drawing the body parts, make sure to use blue and red pens to differentiate so you can easily understand how blood supply is going on..." forth looks to beam staring to him "....are you listening?"
Beam nod with a smile and forth returned the smile, he pat on beam hair "...ask me if you have any doubts, you can write down those points," he mentioned
For god sake beam is studying post-graduation and he know how to do an assignment and the topic is not any knew for beam he is aware of the topic but tonight his brain is somewhere else, to keep his brain chanting to think straight he keeps jotting down line to line form text book if not forth helping him with topic he might scribbled entire text book
Listening to forth, he put the empty glass down to the table and started to scribble the important points while forth keeps explaining him and in between he smacks on beam head slightly for a small mistake, beam smiles to between he concentrated to listen to forth explaining him whole chapter
"....any doubts,"
Beam shook his head "...what are cardiovascular disorders?"
Beam can sense forth serious now, he gulped
"...don't know"
He again gives silence
"...for gods sake, I am explaining you since an hour, and you cannot even remember the names of disorder,"
Forth scolding him, he miss this a lot, in the past forth used to teach him like this a lot , if he used to have any difficult topic to study he would ping him a message and forth would bring me to a library and explain until beam understand and answers his all questions and he would make him study the topic until beam learn with perfect score
Forth took a paper and pen he scribbling almost ten names of cardiovascular disorders "...now look,"
Beam looks to the paper while forth is explaining him about each disorder, sometimes he would get pen pats on head "...concentrate,"
"...now have you understand about hypertensive disorder?"
Beam nod and forth irritably asking him "...what did you study in your graduation course, their itself you should have learnt about all these basics,"
Beam wants to chuckle he miss this a lot and right now he is enjoying every moment with him, he used to dream these times with forth, like he use to think 'if forth is their with me, he would definitely scold me for lazing around' then he would concentrated back onto studies
Forth placed the pen back to the glass table "...write down, take the assignment seriously, just don't copy directly from text book," their again he scolds and he stood up "...I will get my mac book,"
Beam nod meanwhile he is penning down his assignment with a smile plastered on his lips he keeps writing down all the points forth pointed out and when he felt forth came back he did not turn his head he keeps writing, he peaks a glance through his eye corner where forth is sipping his third glass of alcohol and typing away in the mac book, it's a small electronic gadget looks like small book like laptop he find it fascinating while forth typing in the gadget, and then forth points the screen "....here look at the video,"
Beam nod with interest and forth keeps explaining him while having his fourth glass of alcohol and beam keeps writing down some important points and asking his doubts in middle
"...thank you Doctor," beam said closing his papers into a stick file while forth takes the file into his hand he fixes the file appropriately "...this is how it's supposed to be done,"
Beam smiled for forth speaking in drunk mode and he nods, forth placing the file back to table he closes his apple mac book, and looks back to beam who is looking at him
"thank you, if not for you, I would take one week time to complete,"
Forth smiled rubbing on beam head "..now have rest for remaining days,"
Beam nod "..sure doctor,"
When forth was about to leave, beam says "....doctor, I forgot to ask I need my wallet,"
The latter raised his eyes
".....atleast give my card, I need my details to transfer money"
"...for what and to whom," forth questioned
"...excuse me, its my card and my money," beam mentioned
"oh, to your girlfriend," forth asked remembering, yesterday's beam phone call
He gives a confused smiled "...gril..friend," he then realised, yesterday too forth was upset over some topic, "..don't tell you me you listening to my phone call"
Forth gives a straight answer "...yes I did"
Beam puffed his cheek and released "...so what, yeah...its for my girlfriend,"
Forth goes and comes he gives the card back to beam and beam transferring the amount to other account
"...your giving money to your girlfriend"
Beam nod "...she need it,"
"...that seems too less, shall I add mine too,"
Beam jokes "....don't tell your jealous and wants to prove to my girlfriend,"
"ofcourse," forth added without denying
Such confidence is making beam to grin to himself "stop being jealous over my girlfriend..."
"...don't cheat on me" forth ask
And beam chuckles "....we are not even dating and this does not count as cheating," beam reminds him
Forth takes the phone away and reads the recipient name "grandma...."
Beam hisses and takes his phone back, placing it on table he laughs out and forth laughs back
"...so you have a grandmother,"
Beam ask back "..yes, why you want to meet her and ask my hand"
"so sweet of you love, I want to," forth grins
Beam shook his head "..not a chance,"
"let's see" forth is about to leave
"....sorry p'forth,"
That halts forth to sit back to his chair and beam gives apologetic look "...sorry for making you leave your home place, your father when he needs you the most,"
Forth just gives a plain reply "...lets not talk about past, I am on fresh page now, let me be and I am hoping you will do the same,"
Beam looks down and forth ask him again "...you cannot"
He looks back to forth eyes "...I do want to,"
there is a certain cold stare in forth eyes which is making him gulp
"...I want you to be happy with someone who can give you everything, I cannot," he looks down to his fingers
And forth fisted his fist slightly banging it on table and beam looks to the fist and back to forth eyes while forth retorts in silently raised voice which he is trying to control and not to shout on beam
"....your are my happiness," he leaned closer to beam chair and beam could not create any space between them while forth drags his chair close to him "...I don't need anyone, except you,"
Beam gulps his throat down and about to look down
"...look at me"
That warning made beam not to drop his eyes down but to look at forth, he was caged into forth hug and forth caresses his back "....i will never leave you beam, you're the only one person whom I want to have with me to my last breath,"
Tears pooled in beam eyes he mumbled in low key voice "...me too,"
Forth hissed cupping beam cheeks he sobbed onto beam wet cheek while beam held a palm on forth back of head he is caressing his hairs while forth is crying he is being thankful for beam being with him
Forth looks down to beam eyes which are trying to avert his gaze while forth stubbornly held his chin closer to him and thumb caressing the bottom lip his penetrative alcoholic gaze is making beam chest tighten he tries to bring his chin down but forth grip is strong,
A minute of resistance when forth get that beam cannot back off anymore he softly held beam left cheek gauzing beam teary eyes he lean onto the soft flesh of pink lips he drops a kiss on the quivering bottom lip and breathing into beam nostrils while beam closed his eyes in breathing forth's alcoholic smell feeling forth thumb dabbing on his chin and caressing under the bottom lip, in allowance he slightly parted his pink lips and forth hissed on him "...don't,"
he warned and loosen his grip on beam yet beam did not neither push him knor run away while forth undergoing mental torture on not to bleed those soft lips
"...Don't stop" beam squeezed to shut his eyes tight
Seeing beam being acceptable he lean onto the lips and kissed on the bottom lips yearning a low moan he continues to kiss him by holding his head and licking the lips he divine into beam mouth tasting his every corner simultaneously hearing beam moans while a tear streaks down beam cheek and forth continues to kiss him, he was suddenly pulled onto forth lap he gasped to squealing was seized into forth kiss while his butt was squeezed whith forth kissing him skilfully he was undergoing breathless with chest tightening while forth was so involved in their passionate kiss while hands skilfully groping beam soft butt and hearing a delicious moan
Beam suffocation increased he started tapping on forth's shoulder while forth raised him to the dining table, he continued to kiss him more passionately while a hand trying to sneak under the lose shirt and beam is fighting to stop the hand, but forth hand snarled under the shirt and looped around the waist and crawled to the small back, he cupped beam's back and continued to kiss him
While another hand was skilfully unbuttoning the shirt buttons, beam got panicked he held a hand on forth's fingers which are skilfully undoing his shirt buttons, beam panting to plead "...no"
Forth halts his hormones he hug beam closer and tighten their hug until he control his raised hormones he keeps breathing into beams neck while his arms hugging beam waist pulling him close to him and warm breath fanning on beam neck, forth looks back to beam drunken red face which are avoiding his eyes he placed a kiss on his forehead "...sorry if its uncomfortable,"
That was a passionate love and beam was not uncomfortable, he hurriedly shook his head "..it...it's not-t"
He could not frame any sentence while still heat creeping his cheeks
Forth smiled to beam pink cheeks he peck a tight kiss on beam cheek "..good night love," he leaves dazed
forth left beam on table and walks away back to bedroom
Beam keeps staring to the closed bedroom door and touches his swollen lip and hugs the shirt close to his chest, warm tears keeps streaking down his cheeks it was almost like a dream come true for him, studying with forth and a passionate kiss, he is sobbing more and more.
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