May:
A month it's been since I've talked to Michael. Many ignored calls and texts from him and the boys even Faith and Kaylee. No one could help me I had fallen into a pit of depression unable to climb out. The last month has just dragged as I started cutting again everywhere as the pictures of Michael and that girl spread on every social media site. Even though the temperature was raising I had to wear long sleeve shirts and pants. I had ignored Faith and Kaylee at school and started falling behind in my classes even completely faith most. All the kids at school had started to bully me about how Michael had to find someone new cause I wasn't 'fulfilling' his needs now that he was a rock star. Everyone judging me and no one there to help me, I had felt alone and worthless. On May 13 that night I felt extra alone and worthless. I couldn't take it anymore. That night I sat on twitter scrolling threw things when a tweet from the 5sos account popped up. It read, "All of us are so excited to be coming home in a week" followed by multiple emojis. And at that I had pulled out a piece of paper and a pencil and started writing. Dear Michael,