Seeing them together really hurts me. But seeing him happy makes me happy. But they were doing everything we did together. Every little thing, even my favorite moments of us together.
I was smoking in the park until I see the 2 on the grass, facing the sky. Like what we used to do. Look at the clouds and trying to see what they look like. Doing that was fun and peaceful. I was the one to start that. they were laughing and making jokes I've heard before. I couldn't help but to leave.
At the Dingo, I sat with my guy friend. Being a third wheel since I have nothing else to do. I look across me and see that he gave her my favorite flowers. Tulips. They shared a milkshake with two straws. We used to do that too.
And at night, I'd be walking from Bucks after partying and I'd see them sit at the lot together. Watching the stars and connecting them. Giggling the whole night and laying their heads on each others shoulder.
Even at school. I'd see them in the hall, call each other stupid nicknames like what we did. She called him Johnnycakes and he called her Babydoll. He used to call me that. I started to get sick of seeing them.
He did the same thing we did when we were together. Every little thing. Even until nicknames, flowers, hang out place. The more I think of it, the more I couldn't help but to just say,
"Fuck it." Who's gonna give a shit anyway?
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Can olivian and sabrina just collab and make a hate song towards Josh? Like, fuck josh dude. Why do you even like him? He's a douche. Like he fucking sucks, he don't deserve the two gorgeous, amazing girls. My god.