Toxic and in Love

By phoenix_55

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Arson a 15 year old girl falls in love with her girl best friend Emilice, but there are complications along t... More

A/N
Halloween
First Real date
✨Feelings✨
Too much
A break
Random Conversation
It's different this time
Is this a dream?
All down hill
Time skip
Betrayed and Worse
Journal Day
Relapse
COMING BACK
Songs that I relate to!
I need to forget but its not that easy
The end
Extra Chapter
Update
One year later

New Years

46 2 8
By phoenix_55


A/n~ Don't hate on Emilice for what's about to happen, she may have seen this whole situation through a different perspective. I do have ss of this event but they are on my phone so imma try to go with what I remember. 

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Arson's Pov~

Today is New Year's Eve. I really hope 2021 is gonna be much better then this year. I wish Emilice could've came over to my dads for New Years but Emilice was spending it with her family. It is about 10pm right now and omg she isn't leaving my mind. 

I open Pinterest and type in the search bar Wlw and so many pictures of girls kissing popped up. I got butterflies in my stomach and I smiled so big. I wish I could kiss her I just wish. I have a Gay story on snap and Emilice is on there so I thought why not post my favorite picture. I posted this on my story 

Ding

                        bEsTiEEeEeeEeeEeeE

(Slides up on story)

So who is who? 

         I- wha-


Omfg she did not just ask that. I'm so confused. But I love it. She knows how to play with my feelings and I hate it and love it at the same time. Oh how I'd love for that to be us. But she is straight what!?


                      bEsTiEEeEeeEeeEeeE

Like which one is you and which one is me?

                  Idk...

I think I'm doing it again!

        Doing what?

Questioning my sexuality 

          Oh, well that's good right?

I don't know. 


This has to be her just messing with me, she has questioned her sexuality twice before and she came out straight. It's gonna be the same. I'm not gonna get my hopes up. So I forgot to mention, Brody likes Emilice and she likes him but the problem is that Brody still likes me. After all this I had a horrible panic attack because I was so jealous about them but I didn't wanna say anything because I just wanted them to be happy. I told Brody about my attack and he told me he was gonna end things with Emilice. I couldn't let him do that so I had to warn her.

                  bEsTiEEeEeeEeeEeeE

                                      Hey Brody may end things with you

What? Why?

Wait why are you telling me this? 

You can't just say that randomly!

                                          Sorry I just wanted to warn you 

No...

                                           You messing with my feelings kinda messed with my head and Brody thought it was because I was jealous 

I was trying to break your heart so you would lose feelings but you don't go and tell me that 

                                              What?

                             Blocked 

What just happened? Wth how is her trying to break my heart gonna make me stop liking her... it makes me like her even more. It's hot. Toxic girls are fucking hot. That's probably not good but it's true. 

A/n~ I have no clue what exactly happened this night but I do have chats from the next day.

January 2nd

                     Emilice

                   Okay can I please tell you something AND DO NOT GET MAD OR FREAK OUT!

Ummm sure?

       U little playing with my feelings and trying to break my heart the other day just made me like you even more. Now we don't talk about that I just wanted you to know after this I will try not to talk about my feelings because it affects you in a bad way.

Okay don't freak out and don't get mad at Brody but he already told me

          🤦‍♀️I told him not to but okay 

Hehe it's okayyyyyyyyyy I'm a little mad but it's only cause I want your feelings for me to BE GONE. Anyway care to explain how that made you like me more?

            I mean if ur allowing me to explain the sure?

           And trust me my feelings are never gonna be gone I've accepted it

Yes please explain cause I'm confuzzled

Yeah ik 

           Yk how u said bad and toxic boys are cute.... same thing goes for girls, I'm not calling u toxic but I feel like that was a bitchy move and in some weird way I kinda liked it. Definitely not the argueing part but it was cute. Also I love when you play with my feelings sometimes it hurts but it's still fucking hot.

        And trust me u crying is sad but cute

What can I do to not be "cute" then?!

           Nuh uh don't put them in quotation marks, you can do anything ur just naturally cute

          Nothing is gonna make me not like u, I mean maybe Sam from cobra Kai 

YOU LIKE SAM?!? 

OOOOOOOOO

          She reminds me of u..... OH NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO

             Ughhhhhhhhh I want this to go away as much as u do

            Can I just fall off th pe face off the earth

Ew girl I hate Sam 

I hate Tori more🤮

               Tori is cute!

IDC IF SHE IS CUTE I WOULD LOVE NOTHING MORE THAN STAB HERRRR😡😡😡😡😡🔪🔪🔪

         And sometimes I wanna stab you but we keep you around 

BITCH!

            DUMBASS

           ur scary sometimes

NO IM CALLING U A BITCH

            I know I can tell

YOU BET YOUR ASS I AM

            Ur cute when ur feisty 

STFU

OR I WILL STRANGLE YOU

         Oh I'd love to be strangled by you

I-

         I feel like you knew that was coming

           I need to shut up

I actually didn't-

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A/n I honestly don't remember what happened here. But a month after something happened but I can't remember so I'll add it in if I remember. 

~Rayne


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