Key's POV
" So, you've forgiven me fa everything?" I asked.
She nodded her head " Yeah, I guess you can say dat."
" Do you still love me?" I asked.
She put her fork back down, and thought about it for a minute.
" Yeah, of course I still love you."
" Do you ever see us getting back together?" I smiled.
" I like what we have now. Cause our relationship was way too toxic, and I don't want our son growing up in dat type of environment." She said.
" It was, and I'm changing my ways. You still love me, and I still love you. I promise I'ma do right by you from here on out like I should've been doing from the jump. I love you, and I'll do anything for you and our son. All, I'm asking fa is another chance." I said truthfully.
" I love you too, and I believe you. I really do cause I've seen the changes you've made ever since you found out I was pregnant."
I couldn't help, but smile. Cause I'm happy that she realize a nigga actually is changing, and trying to fix everything.
" But you took me for granted, and you started caring when it's was too late. If we was to get back together it'll never be how it was when we first started dating cause the love I have for you isn't the same. I love you as the father of our child. I'm not in love with you anymore." Caliana said.
I'm not gone lie hearing her say that cut me deep. I honestly wanna get up from the table, and walk away cause I'm hurting that bad. But I can't cause I know this the same pain I put ha through, so I had to sit here and take it like a man.
I didn't say anything I just sat there fighting back my tears.
" Honestly Key, if that whole situation with Bre would've never happened, then we probably could've worked everything out. But the fight, the cheating, you telling her my business, all the stuff you said to me when you came over drunk. You don't understand how that made me felt. I did shit fa you that I didn't have to do. When you was in jail I made sure ya momma and grandma was straight. I was the one who pushed you to take this rapping shit serious. I believed in you when you didn't even believe in ya self. You was the first nigga I trusted after I lost Shy, and you knew the shit I had been through. So, fa you to still do me like that hurt. I loved you, and never asked you fa anything. All I wanted was for you to be faithful, loyal, and be real with me. But you couldn't even do that. Cause all you had to do was tell me you wanted to fuck another bitch. I would've asked what she looked like. Hell, if she was bad then I would've been down fa a threesome, but NO! It's always about what Key wants or what Key needs." Caliana said with tears in her eyes.
" Ca—" Before I could finish she cut me off.
" I'm not finished. You had more than enough chances to change. Why now, huh? Is cause you've realized that you're not the only person that want me? Or is cause realize that there's somebody out there who's actually capable of loving me the right way?" She asked as a tear dropped from her eye.
" I know I've made mistakes, and I've learned from em. I know you don't trust me, but let me earn it back. I love you. I want us to be a family. I wanna wake up in the morning in the same house as you and my son. I want my son to grow up in a 2 parent household something I didn't have when I was growing up." I said truthfully.
" And you think that's not what I wanted? You think this is how I expected my pregnancy to be? Not with the father of my child? I never wanted to co- parent. All this is because of your actions, and the decisions you made! You thought all that materialistic stuff you bought me would make me forget about everything you did. Instead of just stop cheating, and fixing the mess you created."
Seeing Caliana cry, and seeing the hurt in her eyes. I realize I hurt her to the point where there's no fixing our relationship, and I take full responsibility for everything that happened.
" Don't cry Cali. Please, don't waste anymore tears on me. You right, I tried to buy my way back in. I fucked up, and I'm sorry from the bottom of my heart."
Caliana grabbed my phone, and unlocked it. She was typing or doing some on it. Then, she put it back down.
" Listen to the song, and with that being said I'm going back to the villa. " She said as wiped her tear, and got up walking off.
I sighed as I looked down at my phone. A song I never heard of by somebody named Ann Marie called " Handle It" was waiting for me to play it.
I played the song, and after the first damn line I had to pause it. Cause I knew I was finna feel 10 times worse than I already do.
" What if I cheated?
What if I was out creeping?
Disappear for the weekend, don't let you know when I'm leaving
What if I was disloyal? Put all them niggas before you
But I still claimed that I'm for you, don't say I'm sorry, just spoil you
See what if I gave your pussy away, let another nigga see how it taste
Can you imagine it all on his face?
Go through my text and he calling me bae, yeah
What if I'm choosing? Got you out here looking stupid
Then I tell you I can't do this, tired of the fighting and snooping"
I put my head in my hands as I had to force myself to finish the rest of the song.
" Always get lit
Treat you like shit
Underappreciated the things you did
If I came to you and told you I had a kid
Well, would you still stick with me or would you up and split?
If I done to you all the things you done to me
Tell me would you stick around, boy if you were me?
You couldn't handle it, boy I guarantee
So tell me why the fuck do you expect that shit from me?"
Damn you Ann Marie!
I picked up my phone, and walked back to the villa. A few minutes later, I made it back.
" Cali, open the door." I asked knocking on the room door.
" I don't feel like arguing. Key, I've said everything I already had to say. Let's just be done with the shit." She said.
" Can you just hear me out? Open the door I just wanna say what I gotta say that's it."
I heard her sigh as she walked over, and opened the door. She opened the door, and walked back over to the bed, and sat back down. I sat on the opposite end of the bed from her with my back turned away from her.
I sighed, " I understand why you can't be with me no more. I get it. I just want you to know I really am sorry fa all the shit I put you through, and I do mean everything I said back there. I'ma forever regret how I treated you. Just know I'ma ALWAYS love you, and I'ma always be there fa you and our son. Whatever y'all need, I got y'all through whatever. I just want the best fa you, and I want you happy even if that's not with me. So, I promise tomorrow we'll end this trip on a good note. Good night Karin." I said as I got up, and walked out the her room.
The fact that I still haven't even told her about the tour yet. I just don't know how she's going to react tomorrow once I tell her.
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