"Do you... really like me?" Sakusa asks with his eyes staring into my soul.
"O-Of course not! I mean why would I like a germaphobe like you? Right? Right?"
I quickly turned around so that Sakusa wouldn't see my red-faced self. To my dismay, I heard his footsteps coming closer to me. There he was, standing in front of my face with his usual emotionless look.
"W-What are you doing?" Even though I was facing him, I still couldn't make proper eye contact.
"Is you heart racing right now?" He unexpectedly asks.
What kind of question is that you dumbass! Of course it is!
"N-No.. Why do you ask?"
"Oh, okay."
Phew, I'm safe.
I didn't realize that his scarf was still on my hand so I took the initiative to return it back to him.
"I think you came back to look for this."
"Yes. Thank you."
Now to make Sakusa leave my hou--
"Why were you smelling it earlier?" Sakusa butts in to my thinking.
I wanted to get out of this mess as soon as possible. But I guess that would less likely to happen. I just have to deny or divert every question he asks so that my true feelings won't reveal to him.
"Um.. why didn't you disinfect the scarf? I touched that though?"
"I asked first."
Please stop being persistent Sakusa. You're literally making me crazy!
I sighed, doubting if I should say something. But our conversation will get to nowhere if I just stood by idly.
"Alright. I'll answer your question if you answer me first."
Sakusa answered without giving thought to his response. "Your house is clean. I doubt germs crawled there so I think it's safe."
Wait how is my hand and my house relate to each other? He's basically dodging my question!
"Ah is that so." Was all I said while I rubbed my scalp.
"Your turn?"
"What?"
"Why did you smell my scarf."
I thought I could make him forget about that...
My heart is beating so fast. I couldn't process my mind on what I should tell him. Should I tell the truth? Should I make up a little white lie? It gave me a few minutes before I decided on what to say. But when I did, I inhaled a big amount of Oxygen, readying my response to Sakusa.
"Sakusa-san actually..."
Nope, just run.
(Author-chan ruining the drama but here's a meme for running away! 三三ᕕ( ᐛ )ᕗ)
(Anyways! Continuing the story...)
I ran away from home as fast as I could, leaving Sakusa inside my house. I thought that I could finally tell my feelings, but I'm still a chicken after all. It's just so hard to confess when you know that you have no chance and whatsoever. I ran with liquid flowing throughout my body. They were both sweat and tears.
— end of chapter 14 —
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