The Love I Lost

Chapter 32: Forgiveness is More Than Saying Sorry

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

Months going strong now, and no goodbye
Unconditional, unoriginal
Always by my side
Meant to be together
Meant for no one but each other
You love me, I love you harder so

Everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, give me a lesson on how to steal, steal the heart
As fast as you stole mine, as you stole mine

Oh and everything you say
Every time we kiss, I can't think straight
But I'm okay
And I can't think of anybody else
Who I hate to miss as much as I hate missing you

So please, give me your hands
So please, just take my hand."

I laughed softly in the mic. "Alright, Ashley's gonna take it in a harder song. This one's by Eve 6." I loved it when Ashley sang this song. Her voice was far from the guy in Eve 6, but I thought it sounded even better.

The crowd went crazy when the music started up.

"When all,
Is said,
And done,
And dead,
Does he,
Love you,
The way that I do?
Breathing in,
Lightning;
Tonight's for fighting.
I feel,
The hurt,
So physical.

Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.

She spreads,
Her love;
She burns me up.
I can't,
Let go,
I can't get out.
I've said,
Enough,
Enough by now.
I can't let go;
I can't get out.

Wait 'till,
The day,
You finally see,
I've been,
Here waiting patiently;
Crossing,
My fingers,
And my t's.

Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more.

She spreads,
Her love;
She burns me up.
I can't,
Let go,
I can't get out.
I've said,
Enough,
Enough by now.
I can't let go;
I can't get out.

What is it you really want?
I'm tired of asking.

You're gone; I'm wasted.

When I,
Showed up,
And he,
Was there,
I tried,
My best,
To grin,
And bear,
And took,
The stairs,
But didn't stop at the street.
And as we speak,
I'm going down.

'Cause she spread,
Her love,
And burned me up.
I can't,
Let go;
I can't get out.
I've said,
Enough,
Enough by now.
I can't let go;
I can't get out.

Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around, come around,
No more.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around I'll let you feel the burn.
Think twice before you touch my girl.
Come around,
No more..."

We had to wait a good three minutes before the next song. I gave Ashley a quick fist pump.

"Alright," I said. "Now for the person that matters," I winked at Ashley. "For our last song, we're gonna slow it down a little. This one's Paramore."

My nerves were shot as I painfully waited through the slightly long intro. It made me nervous to sing this song in front of everyone---but it would have been worse had I dedicated it to a certain someone.