Winning His Heart | LISKOOK ✔︎ | College AU | SadRom

40: Let Go

"Go on"

I went back to look at him and sigh "Bam... I-I'm sorry"

A tear fell on my cheek so I look down and ready to get scolded

I waited a few seconds but I can't heard any words from him

I got confused so I stared at him only to see him smiling sadly

"Bam?"

"I wasn't mad Lisa... I knew that you loved Jungkook" he said

"I-I'm so---"

"No you should choose him rather than me, I love you but you don't felt the same and I accepted that... I know what you feel Lisa, I tried to move on but I can't because my feelings grew when I see you. That day when I confessed to you was my plan" he said

I furrows my brows "What do you mean?"

"I planned that. Yes, I love you but that wasn't part of my plan... I tested you, I wanted you to choose your happiness but I was dissapointed that you choose me... I know that you're not happy but you still choose me"

"Because I don't want to hurt you" I said

He smiled at me and held my hands "I'm sorry for giving you no choice, but I wanted to tell you that you must choose your happiness Lisa, You should follow what your heart says... If you don't love the person, find a way on how to said it and explain it to them without hurting his or her feelings, tell them the truth and don't let the situation get worse"

I stared at him "I-I'm sorry Bam..."

"Don't be sorry Lisa, like what I said... I'm okay with that, if you're happy I will be happy too"

"Thank you Bam..."

"Lisa, I wanted you to talk with Jungkook and explain everything to him" he said

I stared at him "But what if... He don't allow me to explain?"

He smiled "I won't believe it will happen"

I stared at him worriedly "Will you be okay?"

"Lisa, I'm letting you go..."

"Bam..."

He sigh as a tear slipped from his eyes "I'm g-going to Australia with my aunt and I don't know when I can come back" he sobbed

I stared at him as a tear escape my eye "You're leaving?"

He nod his head "Take care of yourself Lisa, I don't want you to get hurt... I'm sorry if I will leave, but I'm sure that Jungkook will take care of you" he said I stood up and he followed

I hugged him and he responded "Please be careful... Thank you for everything Bam" I mumbled

He broke the hug and gave me his warm smile "I want you to be happy with the person who brought your happiness"

I smiled at him and nod my head

He held both of my hands "See you when I see you Lisa" A final tear escaped his eyes and slowly let go of my hands

He smiled and turn his back before walking away

A tear fall on my cheek as I saw him slowly disappearing in my sight "Thank you Bam... Thank you for being my brother, thank you for always there for me... Goodbye"

Jungkook's POV.

I was driving calmly when a big truck hurriedly running in front of me and its going to my right side, my eyes widened as I tried to control the steering wheel but I was too late, my car was running so fast and it bump on the truck before it flip and fall on the ground and all I can see is blood everywhere and my car window was broke, my vision get blurry and then I felt unconscious then all I can see is black