i walk into the studio for the show I'm performing on today Aria running in front of me with Louis next to me, Eleanor is away for the next two weeks for her job so me and Louis haven't really left each others sides "so can you then?" Louis asks me i just instantly shrug following Aria in the dressing room "Jade definitely" i tell him sitting down on the couch "Harry?" he asks i look down at the floor sighing slightly "we haven't really spoke so i don't know" i mutter Louis just nods sitting opposite me "fair enough" he mutters looking down.
its sad really because i wanna forgive him but i don't know how to when we haven't actually spoke since it happened and i don't plan on making the first move with him either. "anyway you have fifteen minutes before your on stage so get ready" he says i nod jumping up and getting changed, i decided to do what Jade wanted and i decided to stop performing moral of the story and instead I'm surprise dropping a song five minutes before i go on stage and i thankfully got my managements approval and no one but them actually knows, so this will be one step closer to fixing it with Jade because at least this is one problem out the way and as far as she knows I'm performing with Ashe tonight.
i am anxious about this though because what if the song isn't received well and then my album won't do as well but my wife is way more important than success, i get called to the stage making my anxiety even worse "good luck daddy" Aria exclaims kissing my cheek before she goes with Louis to the crowd. i grab my guitar from one of the team then going right behind the curtains with the microphone infront of me. "Niall Horan everybody" the presenter cheers the curtain dropping
"my mind is complicated find it hard to rearrange it but I'll have to find a way somehow" i keep my eyes on the mic praying that people are actually liking it "overreacting lately, find it hard to say i'm sorry but i'll make it up to you somehow" i look up looking straight over to Louis and Aria "and i just don't know why, the stars won't shine at night" my eyes widening when i see someone walking towards Louis "tell me you want it, a thousand miles away from the day that we started" Jade then appearing next to Louis a huge smile forming on my face "But I'm standing here with you just trying to be honest, if honesty means telling you the truth, well I'm still in love with you" i sing looking straight into her eyes
"did i miscalculate this? lets just go back to basics forget about what's come and gone" i forget about everyone else in the room just focusing completely on Jade "cause i hate to see us like this, breaking up on nights just like this, we should be shooting for them stars of gold" i try my best to hold back my tears as she starts to slightly cry "so tell me you want it a thousand miles away from the day that we started, but I'm standing here with you just trying to be honest" i try to smile as she covers her mouth with her hands her eyes showing she's still smiling "if honesty means telling you the truth, then i guess we lost our focus and its killing me that we could go to war like this" i sing trying my best to not to let any tears fall
"but I'm standing here with you just trying to be honest, if honesty means telling you the truth, well I'm still in love with you" i smile at Jade as she smiles back at me Louis hugging her "oh well be alright, oh it'll be alright" i sing her miming with me "oh well be alright, oh it'll be alright" i shut my eyes for a second as more tears form in my eyes "so tell me you want it, a thousand miles away from the day that we started, but I'm standing here with you just trying to be honest, if honesty means telling you the truth" Jade starting to walk slightly closer to me "i guess we lost our focus and its killing me that we could go to war like this but I'm standing here with you just trying to be honest" i sing my heart out "if honesty means telling you the truth" i put my guitar down as i sing the last line "well I'm still in love with you" i sing as jade runs to me jumping on me and wrapping her arms and legs around me "i love you so much" i whisper to her holding her as close as possible to me "i love you more" she whispers holding onto my shirt like its for her life, this is everything I've wanted.
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