CHAPTER ONE
Deception
Gianna Suzanne's Point of View
They said that a long but unhappy marriage is not a successful marriage and I agree. I've been married to him for almost 6 years and my life is a living hell.
He's not the same man I married years ago, he changed and I don't know his reason. We love each other but as time passed by, my love fades for him when he became abusive.
One day, I woke up, being married to a different man. He changed.
The public may see us like a happily married couple but we are not. They may see me as a happy person outside but inside, I'm not.
They say that my life is already perfect because I came from a wealthy family, have a successful career, and am married to every girl's ideal man but they are wrong.
I'm not lucky in this life. I regret being Gianna Suzanne Fontanilla - Sacueza. Especially, being married to an abusive man. Ironically, my husband is every girl's ideal man and I agree but that was many years ago. He changed, he's not the sweet, kind, and caring person that I knew years ago. Now, he became a monster, abusive and obsessed.
If I will be given a chance to be born again, I'll choose a simple life. They said that I'm really lucky because I married Adonis but ironically, hindi nila alam ang pinagdaraanan ko sa mga kamay niya.
Years ago, I thought that marrying him is the best decision that I ever made but I was wrong, it's the worst decision that I made. It's not that I can't leave him, it's just that I'm scared of him. He's scary and obsessed with me.
He didn't let me come out of our house without any bodyguards. He's very strict and controlling, he's not seeing me as his wife but as his toy. He can do whatever he wants to me and all I can do is cry.
During the time we spent together, I always took medicine for birth control because I don't want to have a child with him. When he knows about it, he didn't confront me. He was happy because he doesn't want a baby, he said that I'm already enough. He's really obsessed.
I just sighed while covering the bruises on my left shoulder using a concealer. Good thing, they invented a concealer.
Masakit pero sanay na ako, tuwing sinasaktan niya ako ay wala akong nagagawa kung hindi ang magpahid lang ng concealer para kahit paano ay matakpan ito.
Good thing, he didn't hurt my face and I'm thankful for that. He can hurt every part of my body but not my face. I was startled when someone barged in the closed door.
Tinakpan ko ang concealer at inilapag sa tukador. Nilingon ko kung sino ang pumasok. It's Adonis, my husband. Halatang kagagaling lang ito sa trabaho.
Agad nagtama ang mga mata namin kaya kaagad akong umiwas. Tumayo ako at inayos ang mga gamit ko sa tukador. Nagsimula akong nanginig nang ramdam ko ang palalapit niyang yabag. Haharap na sana ako sa kaniya nang bigla niya akong niyakap mula sa likuran.
"Hey, relax. I won't hurt you," he whispered and kissed my nape. I just sighed and believe him. Unti-unti namang nawala ang panginginig ko nang hinawakan niya ang kamay ko. I admit that he made me calm.
"I'm sorry. How are you today?" Nagulat ako nang biglang lumambing ang pananalita niya. Wala akong ginawa kung hindi ang bumuntong-hininga.
"I... I'm okay," I tried my voice to be not shaky but I failed. Takot talaga ako sa kaniya. Hinalikan niya ang gilid ng aking ulo. Hinayaan ko lang siya, baka kasi saktan niya ako kapag nagpumiglas ako. Besides, he's too strong compare with me.
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