𝘾𝙖𝙣 𝙔𝙤𝙪 𝙎𝙚𝙚 𝙈𝙮 𝙃𝙚𝙖𝙧𝙩 [𝙈𝙞𝙣𝙨𝙪𝙣𝙜] ✓

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I can't stand to see you anymore. I can't bear to see that smile. The smile that I used to always look forward, I avoid very hard now. Slowly I distance myself from you. I'm still the same as the old Jisung, it's just that now I realize that you are not for me and I am aware of my position.

I was one step behind you now trying to be really far away behind you. I can still smile and I can still laugh in front of you and my friends. But deep in my heart I cried.

You asked me if I was okay and I proudly replied that I was just tired. Just like your answer when our friends worry about me. You smiled at my answer. You said I should get enough rest and you said I shouldn't put too much burden on my mind.

Do you know that every night I have to cry until my throat hurts until I feel tired and finally I can fall asleep? Do you know if my mind is burdened with disappointment because I can't convey my heart?

Do you know that my heart cries in pain every time I see you with your girlfriend? Do you know if my heart is broken to pieces because my love for you is one-sided?

My heart hurts when I see you. Because my love is one-sided.