My love. My pain. My Dom.

Chapter 3

A/N: my grades are beautiful for once in my life. They're usually really terrible lol oops? Hope y'all enjoy this chapter!

Niall's pov
I went downstairs and turned on the tv. He'll probably be a while at the store. I was watching South Park when Harry walked in with some grocery bags. "I see you woke up." He smiled at me. "Yes sir." I said returning his smile. "I got you a Hershey's bar." He said handing it to me. "Want to share?" I asked. "No love, that's for not being by your side when you woke up." He explained kissing my hair. "I don't wanna be fat." I told him. "Well right now you're too damn skinny. Eat the chocolate baby." He told me walking away. He's probably putting up the groceries. "Harry? Can I help?" I asked walking into the kitchen. "Did you eat the chocolate?" He asked. "No not yet." I replied. "You're disobeying me." He said finally looking at me. "Sorry sir." I whimpered. "Come here." He ordered. I stood in front of him and let him turn me around. "Hands on the counter." He ordered. I bent over and placed my hands on the counter. "Ten with my hand." He told me. "Yes sir." I replied. "Starting." He warned. SMACK SMACK SMACK "Fuck." I whispered. "No cursing. 5 more added." He told me. I whimpered. He spanks really hard. SMACK SMACK SMACK SMACK "Owwwww." I whispered. "Hurts doesn't it?" He asked. "Yes sir." I replied. SMACK SMACK SMACK. "Please stop." I begged. "Five more baby boy." He soothed. SMACK SMACK SMACK "Owwie daddy please." I begged. "Two more baby." He told me. SMACK!!! SMACK!!! "Ouchies." I cried. "Come here." He told me. I went straight into his open arms and buried my face in his chest. "Shh baby you're okay." He soothed rubbing my back. "Sorry." I sniffled. "It's okay baby." He told me kissing my head. "I've noticed that you call me daddy during punishment. Why is that?" He asked. "Uh I don't know." I blushed. "It's cute. You should call me that more often." He told me. I blushed deeper. "Thank you for the punishment." I said before TRYING to get out of his arms. "Good boy." He whispered. "I thought that for the first few days you'd just smack my bum a little?" I asked. "I did. I only gave you 15 for breaking two rules." He said raising an eyebrow. "That wasn't a full blown punishment?" I asked gulping. "Hell no." He laughed. I nervously laughed along with him. "The spanking earlier today was a full blown punishment." He told me making me cringe. I thought he went hard on me cause I whined so much. "I actually went a little easy on you since it was your first punishment from me." He said making me want to go hide under the bed or something. "Really?" I asked my voice shaking. "Yeah." He answered. "So I better be good." I gulped. "Yeah you better." He smirked. I gave him a weird look because why would he be smirking? "If you're a good little boy I'll make you scream daddy in pleasure not in pain." He said still smirking. My eyes went wide. I'm still a virgin. My first Dom just wanted to kill me pretty much and the old men just wanted hand jobs. They were too old for sex. "Harry?" I asked about to cry. "Yeah baby?" He replied. "I'm a virgin." I spoke blushing. "I know love." He said gently. "How?" I asked. "The way you're so shy about things like you could put your hand in my back pocket but you choose my belt loop every time. You're scared of touching my ass. You're innocent and naive about sexual references. It's very obvious that you're a virgin. I don't mind though. I think it'll be fun showing you all the dos and don'ts about sex." He smiled gently. "Will I bleed?" I asked shakily. "Yeah baby but I'll be gentle. It'll hurt at first but it'll turn into pleasure fast." He answered. Damn it why can't I be experienced?! "I don't want to. I don't want it to hurt." I started crying. I'm such a baby. "shh baby I won't force you. I'll wait until you're ready." He told me calming me down. "What if I'm never ready?" I asked. "You will be. Everyone likes sex." He told me winking. I felt my cheeks heat up again. Stupid paleness. "You'll be gentle?" I asked. It's very rare for a dominant to be gentle while having sex. "Yes baby I promise. I won't be every time but the first few times I will be." He told me making me feel better about this whole thing. "Thank you." I whispered. "No need to thank me. I just don't want my sub to be hurt during sex." He told me. He cares about me? A dominant actually cares about his submissive? That's crazy. I've never heard of this happening. "Oh." Was all I could get out of my mouth. "Like I've said many times before. You'll be okay. I'll always make sure that you're okay." He told me making me smile like an idiot. I think I love him. Not that I can ever tell him that though. He'd probably sell me. Him selling me would have to be the worst thing ever. He's been so good to me and to throw that away would be terrible. What if he loves me too? No Niall. That won't ever happen. Stop dreaming. "You're not a normal dominant are you?" I asked. Dominants don't usually give a flying shit about their subs. "Far from it." He answered. "I like it. A lot." I told him blushing slightly. "Well good. That's very good." He smiled at me. "Yeah." I smiled shyly back. "I want you to go eat that fucking chocolate now alright?" He asked. "Yes," he cut me off. "Call me daddy." He spoke. "Yes daddy." I blushed. He smiled really big then tapped my bum to get me going. All of this started because of a chocolate bar. It's funny how some things work. The spanking obviously wasn't too fun but him telling me that he'll always make sure I'm okay was fun. For me anyway. I love him. I really do love him. I just wish I could tell him that. Sadly though that would freak him out. Real fast. I finished the chocolate which by the way I haven't had in years. "Thank you so much for the chocolate." I told him. "You're welcome baby. You probably haven't had any for a while huh?" He asked. "No sir I haven't." I told him. "Is that why you were hesitant to eat it?" He asked. "Yes sir." I answered. "Niall baby, with me you can have anything you want." He told me. I wanted to say I already have everything I want. All I want is you but yet again. That would freak him out. He would sell me. I Just stood there not answering him. "Niall." He said making me look at him. "Always answer me. Rule 11." He added. "Yes sir." I blushed. He had to add another rule because of me and it's only my first full day of being here. I'm so screwed it's not even funny. My poor bum. We went out to eat and then came home to him being overly protective of me. "He looked at your ass I swear. If I see that bastard ever again I'm going to kill him." He ranted coming into the house. "I'm yours. Only yours." I told him. "Damn right you are." He said still pissed off. "I know you're mad but he can't have me only you can. He won't ever own me. You own me." I said almost crying because I now realize I'll never be freed from this. I'll always belong to someone or a selling house. "He still can't look at my baby like that." He stated. "It's in the past. Nothing you or I can do about it now." I tried again. "I know love. Just made me angry." He said calming down. I smiled in victory. I finally got him to calm down. "Go shower and get dressed for bed." He ordered sitting down at the breakfast bar with a cup of tea. I went upstairs to do as he told me to do. I was all ready for bed when he came up the stairs. He opened the door to see me sitting in the middle of the bed waiting for him. "Good boy." He smiled before going into the shower himself. I wonder if he'll sleep naked tonight. I hope he sleeps with boxers on again tonight. I ended up laying down on my side of the bed and falling asleep before he got out of the shower.