My love. My pain. My Dom.

Chapter 6

A/N: picture has nothing to do with the chapter but it's cute.

Harry's pov

After having taken two punishments in a day Niall was completely destroyed. His ass was red and raw while his dick still ached. "Daddy I still hurt." He whimpered. "That's because I didn't let you cum. Maybe you'll learn from this yeah? You're mine Niall James Horan. Only mine." I spoke possessively. "Yes daddy. I'm yours." He spoke just above a whisper. "Daddy?" He asked shyly. "Yeah baby?" I asked gently. "When will I be uh ready?" He asked awkwardly. "I don't know baby, maybe tomorrow, next week, next month, a year from now. I really have no idea baby." I spoke honestly. "Would it be weird if I thought I was ready but bailed last second?" He asked. "I wouldn't let you, but I'll make sure you're completely ready." I smiled. "Oh." He nodded. "Why are you asking? Are you ready?" I asked. "I don't know. Maybe." He said shyly. "Well let's see how you react to things hmm?" I hummed. "Okay." He stuttered. I dipped my head under his chin and started leaving little wet kisses along his jaw line until I heard him whimper. I smirked against his skin before sucking on his sweet spot making him moan. I left little kisses and licked along the bruise I had made before stepping back and smiling at him. He was blushing and hiding his face from me. Definitely not ready, but really cute. "Come here love." I spoke gently inviting him into my arms. He stepped into them and hid his face in my chest. "Not ready babe." I whispered. "Thanks Hazza." He said quietly. "No problem baby." I said whilst kissing his hair. "So you'll help me know when I'm ready?" He asked looking up at me. "Yes babe, I'll help you with anything you need me too." I smiled when he let one grace his face. "Daddy?" He asked timidly again. "Yes my love?" I answered. "What if I have a um kink that's kinda uh unusual?" He blushed. "And what would that be?" I asked. "I have a 'daddy kink' I get turned on by calling you daddy and you treating me like I'm your baby boy." He said blushing hard. "I know baby." I chuckled. "You do? How?" He asked shocked. "Well I'm guessing you have a pain kink too. Cause when I was spanking you, you got hard and called me daddy." I explained. "Oh." He blushed. "I do have a pain kink." He admitted. "I thought so." I smiled gently at the boy. "Are you mad?" He asked shakily. "Mad? Why would I be mad?" I asked. "I have weird kinks." He said like it was obvious. "You can't help what turns you on baby, of course I'm not mad at you for your kinks." I chuckled. "But I- it's weird!" He said covering his face. "Look at me baby. I love you. I don't care what I have to do to turn you on and I kinda like your kinks to be honest. I think it'll be fun." I told him making him smile brightly. "I love you too daddy." He said softly. "So I'm guessing you're gonna like rough sex." I licked my lips. "Probably." He blushed again. "That makes me so happy you don't even know." I told him seriously. "Stop it." He blushed again. "Sorry babe." I chuckled. "How far do you want to go into the daddy kink?" I asked. " I don't know. No bottles or binkies, but I think it would be uh um a valuable experience to try some things with erm..." He stopped and looked up to me expectantly. "Diapers?" I asked. He nodded and then quickly went to hide his face in my chest. "Like spanking with diapers?" I asked and felt his dick grow hard. "You're dįck agrees." I chuckled. He nuzzled his face even more into my chest trying to escape the embarrassment. "I'll paddle your ass so hard in your diapers." I whispered in his ear making him whimper and Niall junior to get harder. "Let's go get my baby boy some diapers shall we?" I asked huskily. He nodded eagerly. I laughed lightly and kissed his forehead before taking his hand in mine and leading him out the door. He put his hand in my back pocket this time making me smirk. He's so fuckin horny. We got adult sized diapers and some baby powder, baby lotion, and a small little baby blue paddle to add to his uncomfortableness in his skinny jeans. Once we arrived home he fell to his knees. "Daddy please diaper me and paddle me till I'm a sobbing mess. Please daddy. I've been naughty. I've only been thinking of myself all day long. Please punish me daddy." He begged. "Stand up pet." I growled. He slowly obeyed. "Patience my pet. I hate begging unless told to." I told him making him whimper. "Seems like my naughty boy needs punishment." I smirked when I saw him smile slightly. "Go upstairs, strip and kneel down by the end of the bed." I ordered. He immediately obeyed and jogged up the stairs. I made him some tea but put laxatives in it so he would shit his diaper while I paddled his ass. Not necessarily my cup of tea to change my submissive's diapers but I will if it's what my baby wants. It just won't be full time. I walked up the stairs necessary items in my hands. I opened the door to see he obeyed except he forgot his socks. "Stand up pet." I ordered. He did shakily. "Sit on the bed and drink this." I ordered again. He nodded and took the tea from me taking small sips. "Niall explain to me what strip means to you." I told him pacing in front of him. "Get out of your clothes sir." He answered. "All of them?" I asked. "Yes sir." He answered. "Then why did you disobey me?" I asked calmly. "I didn't sir." He said confused. "What are on your feet Niall?" I asked. "Socks. I'm sorry sir. I didn't know. I didn't mean to." He started crying. "Finish your tea." I ordered still pacing in front of him. He chugged the rest of his tea and handed it back to me. "Lie down on your back for me baby." I told him. He did immediately. I lifted his legs and slipped a diaper under his bum then powdered him and strapped the diaper up around him. "Daddy has to paddle your little bum now doesn't he?" I asked referring to myself in third person. "Yes daddy." He said obediently. "You've been a naughty boy for daddy haven't you?" I asked. "Yes daddy. I'm your naughty boy." He squeaked. I sat down in the middle of the bed and looked into his desperate looking eyes. "Over my lap baby boy." I ordered. He immediately did as told and soon I could feel his extremely hard cock on my thigh. "So excited to be punished by daddy aren't you baby?" I teased. "Yes daddy." He answered hiding his face. I chuckled lightly before picking the baby blue paddle up and tapping his ass with it. "Starting." I warned bringing it down. He hissed at the pain it brought but Niall junior got even harder. I smirked. I found the ultimate punishment for him. To turn him on and punish him at the same time. I brought it down fast and hard not giving him any breaks until I reached 30. "I wonder if this is enough punishment for my baby." I joked. I'm giving him 60 and he hasn't pooped yet even though I know he's about to. "Yes daddy. I've learned my lesson." He said in a strained voice. "I don't think you have. I think I need to paddle your little bum some more don't you think?" I asked. "No sir. I've learned." He spoke in the same voice. "Nah. I'm going to spank you some more." I 'decided'. "Please daddy I've learned." He begged. "I don't like begging. That's one reason you're being spanked. You obviously need more." I told him. "Daddy I gotta go poo poo." He blushed. "I know." I smirked. His eyes widened in realization. "No! I won't poop my diaper!" He screamed. I landed the paddle hard to his thigh. "You'll do what I say. I'm in charge here not you." I growled. "I won't do it! You can't make me!" He screamed. "I'll spank you till you do." I warned. "Please!" He cried. "Why don't you want to hmm?" I asked bringing the paddle down again. "Don't want you to change me daddy." He said shyly. "Get over it." I hissed. He broke down in sobs. I sighed but continued paddling him. At 50 he finally pooped. He started sobbing really hard when he did. "Baby calm down. Daddy will get you cleaned up after your spanking." I hushed him. "N-no! I'll do it!" He sobbed. "Nonsense baby boy, daddy will take care of you." I told him trying to get him into sub space. He's submissive as hell but I don't think he's been in sub space with me yet. He hasn't had sub drop either which will probably last a while since its been a while since he's had sub drop. "I-uh okay daddy. You can take care of me." He offered. "That's my good boy. Only ten more spanks then I'll clean my baby boy up and we'll watch a movie okay?" I asked. "Okay daddy." He hummed. I quickly finished his ten spanks making his poop squish around uncomfortably. I picked him up and held my crying baby on my lap letting him cry into my shirt. "Shh baby boy it's alright, daddy's here. I'll take care of my baby boy." I cooed. "Thank you daddy." He sniffled. "No problem baby. I love you so much baby boy." I told him tickling his sides. He giggled cutely. "I love you too daddy. Tons and tons." He said. He was definitely in sub space now. I laid him on a towel on the floor and opened the tabs to his diaper. "Daddy, I stinky." He giggled. "Yes you are baby." I grinned. I got out the wipes and wiped his bum and balls and penis to where he was clean and then threw away the diaper and put on a fresh one. "Thank you for taking care of me daddy." He said making me coo. "You're welcome baby boy." I smiled. I then picked him up and held him on my hip and that's when I noticed. He must've came in his diaper before I changed it. His dick is soft. I'll slowly nurse him out of sub space and ask him about it. "Are you daddy's big boy?" I asked. "No! I'm daddy's baby boy." He said happily. Fuck. This is gonna be harder than I thought. "Can you walk for daddy?" I asked. "No I want you to carry me daddy." He huffed. "What's my name Niall." I asked. "Daddy." He answered. "No it's Harry." I sighed. "No it's not!" He screamed. "Niall!" I warned. "Daddy." He mocked. I placed him on the floor. "Kneel." I ordered. He immediately obeyed of course being in sub space. I rubbed a hand over my face in frustration. "I'm sorry daddy. I'm a naughty boy making you stressed." he whimpered. "When you're kneeling you're supposed to be looking down." I snapped. "Yes sir." He whispered. Okay. Well I guess you have to be harsh with him. "Go upstairs and get me the collar and leash that are in my top drawer." I ordered. He stood up and jogged up the stairs still in just a diaper and socks. He brought me the desired items and kneeled on the floor beside the couch where I was sitting. I placed the collar around his neck and hooked the leash to it making him whimper. "Hush." I spoke bitterly. He hung his head and would sniffle every now and then. "Pet." I said getting his attention. "Yes sir?" He answered. "I love you." I reminded him. "I love you too." He replied. "Do you know why I'm doing this?" I asked. "No sir." His voice cracked. "You came without permission while in sub space." I told him. He gasped. "I'm so sorry sir." He whimpered. "Shh it's okay baby. You weren't all there. Come here and cuddle with me yeah?" I asked. "No sir. I need to stay down here." He whispered and hung his head. "I decide your punishments you don't. I decided that this one is over. Come here." I told him. "Sir. I feel guilty. I need to stay down here for my own selfish needs." He whispered. "Ni baby you didn't know what you were doing. Don't feel guilty baby. You've been down there an hour I'm sure your ankles hurt." I sighed. "They do." He admitted. "Then come here baby." I told him. He slowly got up off the floor and sat by me. I picked him up and placed his diaper clad bum on my lap and he laid his head on my shoulder. "I love you. Never forget that." I told him kissing his face over and over again. "I love you too daddy." He smiled.