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thursday, august 11th

KEY: Tara / Meghna

meghna

help me

what's up, lover girl?

I think I just fought with Sahil

how can you think you just fought with someone?

I just fought with Sahil

Oh. What was the fight about?

I'm not sure

We were talking about us, and I don't know why but I told him I need time apart

to think things through, to make sure I'm not doing the wrong thing by trusting him

heck, I've known him for eight days, Meghna

how can this be happening so quickly?

you tell me

I have no idea what to do

He sounded so hurt, it's like he thinks I don't trust him or something

but you just said you don't

Listen, T

I've known you my whole life

you really need to learn to take a risk sometimes 

sometimes, it's important that we don't make sure we're not doing the wrong thing

some people are worth it

you think so?

I don't know him personally, but if he really cares about you, he'll give you the time you need

you should stop worrying about hurting him and really think this through because it'll hurt him more if you lead him onto something you are not ready for

do you think he likes you back?

maybe

then what's stopping you?

the thing is

he's the most amazing, adorable, genuinely respectful guy I've ever met

and?

and the problem is

I see myself falling in love with him

I could love him, Meghna

so what?

he could love you too

he could love you more

do you really think some people seem too good to be true but instead, they're real?

yeah, I do

don't think too much, T

I'd suggest you talk to him about this

tell him how you feel instead of running away

maybe he feels the exact same way for you?

you're right

you will never know if you never ask

you're right

thank you, M

I'm so lucky to have you as my bestie

yes, very much so

I love you so much <3

and hey, don't worry

I got your back, okay?

always.

always.

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KEY: Tara / Sahil

Sahil, are you there?

I have something I need to say

if you're telling me you're never gonna text me again, I don't want to hear it

no, that's not what I have to say

good, because you did enough damage yesterday

will you let me talk or no?

okay, sorry. I'm listening.

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