Always & Forever

Chapter 50

I laughed to myself going to pick up some groceries. I was grabbing avocados when my phone rang.

"Hello?" I answered Jays facetime.

"Hey uh can you get avocados?" His face popped up in the camera. He sure didn't have the pallet of a trapper.

"I got them." I softly said before hanging up.

I got what else we needed at the house, going to check out.

"Your total is 156.78." The cashier smiled at me.

I swiped my card, putting my bags in the cart. I got my receipt and walked out to my truck. This shit was so big for no reason, my lil ass really didn't need it.

I put the bags in the trunk, getting in the drivers seat.

"What you want to eat lil man?" I poked my stomach.

"MacAllitser's?" I poked it again, he kicked and I nodded my head.

(if y'all have one near you, try it!)

I ordered the food on my phone, backing out of the parking space.

I thought about what Langdon said, I really did love Jay. But the whole situation about my mom really had me fucked up. I didn't mean to be bratty, I just needed my individual space.

I pulled into the curbside, a worker came out handing me the bag.

"Have a great day." She smiled.

"You too." I returned it putting the bag in the passenger seat.

I drove off making my way home, one thing about living in Brier Creek was that everything was so close. But traffic was a bitch.

I pulled up to the house grabbing my purse and the food. I unlocked the door setting the food down on the kitchen counter.

"JAY!" I yelled.

"Wassup?" He came from outside. He wore a wife beater and some grey basketball shorts. I bit my lip looking him up and down.

"There's some groceries in the car." I pointed outside. He nodded and walked past me going into the garage.

"Ouch!" I felt a sting on my ass.

"Fine ass." He bit his lip looking back at me. I rolled my eyes and my l rolled my eyes going upstairs to change.

I changed into some red Nike pros and a white Nike sports bra. I walked downstairs and Jay was bringing in the groceries.

"Hm your food right there." I started putting them up.

"Preciate it." He grabbed the bag going into the living room. I finished putting everything away and grabbed two sweet teas. I walked in the living room and Jay was on the game.

"Hm." I gave him one of the sweet teas sitting down. I stretched out putting my feet in his lap.

"Aye lemme rap to you right quick." He paused the game.

"Okay Wale." I stuffed my sandwich in my mouth.

He glared at me causing me to chuckle.

"Wassup?" I looked up at him.

"I'm sorry bout earlier, I shouldn't have said that shit. I was in the wrong and I know that's a sensitive subject so forgive me." He looked over at me.

"It's fine." I shrugged. I really didn't care, he won't stupid enough to cheat again. And even if he did, it would be above me.

"Nah it's not." He got up coming to kneel in front of me.

"Jay what made you wanna cheat in the first place?" I put my food down sitting up.

"Won't no reason for that shit." He rested his hand on my thighs.

"Was she better than me? Was I boring? Is there something I could work on, to make you feel more appreciated?" I looked him in his eyes.

He looked taken back and stood up sighing.

"I give you the world and everything in this bitch and you know I would do this all over again. I love you with everything in me, but sometimes I feel like it's still not enough for you. I get it, I fucked up. And I know we've had this conversation before but, I don't know Niy. Am I the only one trying?" He confessed.

"Like today, I shouldn't have said that shit. But why the hell you been acting like you can't stand me. I mean in 3 months we gon be starting a family, so if there's something I need to know let me know." He continued.

"Today at the store I met a guy, his name was Langdon. He was cute I guess you could say. He got me the pacifiers cause I couldn't reach him. We had a small conversation which ended in him asking for my number." I stood up walking over to him.

"We been through hell and back together, no amount of nice guy could change the way I feel about you. We've had our trials but never once have I ever imagined a life without you. I know I'm a headache, but I would rather you over dose on Tylenol before you find someone else. In the moment he asked for my number I thought about all the tears, all the pain, all the yelling, everything we've been through. But I would rather do it with you a million times over, before I find someone else to race me through Walmart, or watch the Princess and the Frog with me every night, or play Just Dance until 4 am in the morning with me. I can't stand the fact that I am in love with you, and that's never gonna change." I looked up at him.

"Lame ass nigga, who names they child Langdon." He laughed.

"Stop." I hit his shoulder.

"Imma fight for us mama, you gon be my wife." He grabbed my waist pulling me in for a hug.

I rested my head on his chest, wiping my tears.

"I love you Jay'shawn."

"I love you Aniya." He kissed my forehead.

"There is something I need to tell you though." I bit my lip standing back.

"Wassup?" He looked down at me.

"My moms the snake.."

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Sooooo....

They lil conversation?

Niy's mom?

What y'all wanna see next?