Silence ||poetry ||

Truth or dare

I once was playing a game
They asked, "Truth or dare?"
I replied "truth"

So Mr X said, " this question works if you have past pain and done things you regret?"
I hesitate then said "okay, ....go head?"

Then he made the dramatic request, "So now answer honestly without playing saint. So if you get the chance to go back to the past and make a change, what will you do to your grave mistake?"

I hesitate, " I ...well..."
but then I confessed " I will like to do it all over again. Whether once or thousand times I get, If I could go back; I want to repeat over and over the same mistake."

With shocked eyes one of them asked "but you will go through pain, you know the question says you have chance to make a change."

"I know" I wished to say but  how can I tell them that I want to do everything again while knowing I will later regret. How can I explain that you were that grave mistake I made.