Imperfect Us (SEASON 1)

chapter 8-whats yours

Its 5:30pm
After asar prayer
I am sitting at bench
Resting nd enjoying the shaam
Nd drawing too

This last three days been so tiring and working
Teachers teaches us h
How to make well
Protected tent
I wonder kaha kaam ayega ye
They teaches how to cooked
Nd i found one of my liking
Baking
We learned how to baked too
Yeyy enjoying!
I sighh
I miss home

I saw one auntie her face look like she seems in pain
Coming toward me
Or bench
She sat
'Ah'comes out of her mouth in pain

I turned toward her
'kya hua auntie
Aap thk ho?'
I asked her out of concern for her

'My ankle
Ss..prained'
She said

'Oh'
'aap yahi rukna i am coming'
I ran to kitchen nd took ice from fridge

Offering her help
I asked
'can i'

I sat down in front of her
Take her feet in my hand
And i give ice massage to her ankle
After few minutes
'ab move krke dekhiye'
Unhone move ki leg
'are wah Ma sha Allah
Beta tumne ye kaise kiya'
I

smile
'my auntie teached me this
Whenever she encounter sprain in leg
She guide me to do this
It helps her alot'

'yes i feel good now,thankyou beta your auntie must be good woman'

'Alhamdullilah'i smiled
Yes!
Feeling thankfull

This auntie face goes to my drawing book

'Is that ship?'

Oh i laugh
'kind of 'i replied Embarassing

I am not good at drawing but
It just make me relax

'Come sit beside me'
It was auntie's voice which bring me back from thoughts
I do as she says

She holds my hands with his both hands
I kind of shocked
'whats your name dear?'
'S.sehra'
Maybe she is being kind
'oh such a beautiful name
Thankyou sehra jazakAllahu khayran for being a source of distancing me away from my pain'

Ohhh she is!!
Lovely sweet!
I almost cry!
Her words!😭❤

'oh auntie its all Allah Paak Rehmats,i am nothing'

She smiles
'Alhamdullilah ,yes u r right beta its all his rehmat nd his Rasoolﷺ
nd deen blessings that we live by
We r nothing but dust
She sigh
Still we think highly of ourselves thinking we can do anything we want'

She looks angry

'but there are good people too auntie like you.who knows the truth nd follows too'

'I am talking about my son ,i mean who does this with her mom!'

'may i ask what happen?

She turned to me like i am her friend or something
Started to share her angryness nd complains
I almost want to laugh she looks cute!

'So its was ur son who says he dont want to marry'
'hmmm' sehra start to think the solution

'whats his age?'i asked

'22'
'look he is already old na beta
I told him who does this
Marry already
U knw his same age is hussain
Now is marrying'

Sehra:maybe this hussain brother got his half deen maybe ur son's half deen still in her way to come just wait na auntie my auntie zehra says everything have its own timing'

Auntie:ur auntie is correct but i already found the girl ,it just Abdullah who is saying no nd no's!
Abdullah
Same Abdullah?
Sehra 's heart alert
A girl?
Is he marrying?
It was just hardly few meetings
But Abdullah Marrying with another girl
My world seems falling
'I mean i am mom!i know whats best for him didnt i have right to do best for my son?'
'w..what he says?
Sehra asked fearing his answer

'he says first he want to settle ,he want to complete his studies nd become doctor and help the people
Then he will thought about marrying,
He says marriage is big responsibility
With good financial support It should be taken care with love support nd kindness he want to be mature enough to handle her partner'

'Woah!like i don't know any of this?
M i his mother or he is my?'
She looked at Sehra with question and sehra give her awkward smile

'By Fazal Of Allah Paak
I have taken care of three childrens
I was 18 year old when i got married
Now He is teaching me!
Allah Paak Is Giver
He will make you even richer than before once u marry why don't he understand nd marry zohan
She is very lovely nd good girl if he doesn't agree now what if zohan marry another man i just want good for my childrens'
By this time auntie already started to cry

Sehra:'ok ok relax auntie'
Sehra wipes auntie's tears
' Now look at me'

'Auntie you are very right at your place i understand
Beshak Beti Toh Apna Rizk SaTh Laati Hai But Understand His Position Too
He wanted to become something first
Give him time
Tell me even if he agreed marrying will he be happy?
Yes marrying is big sunnah
He should, but he want to do something for people, let him do
He is just 22 now he have life ahead him'

Auntie:but can't he do both of them together like marry nd be dr
He will achieve both right?

Sehra:do u think its fair with ur son?
Or fair with ur girl zohan?
Will Abdullah able to give proper time which will the girl demand
It will burden him if he don't want'

Nd like this auntie nd me talked alot
I made her understand that be patience what is ours will find its way
Nd if she forces so much his son
Then he will be not happy as much as he want to have something by his wish
So give him time to figure out
Nd she agreed
Chalo Alhamdulillah
Khair hai..

Weird is that maine unhe toh samjhaya
But i broke down.

It was maghrib's Azaan
i got to hotel's room
Nd me zehnish safa
Three Prayed Salatul Maghrib
Nd Salatul Awwabin

While making dua i couldn't hold myself
I cried and cried
At first they thought i am crying in dua for forgiveness
But when my cries got louder
They both got worried
Safa holds me
And take me in her arms

Asking me what happen
'Shhh it will be okay'
'Relax'
Patting my shoulder

My heart aches
'I want to go home'
I said while crying